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SlaytonDemonwolf: Rose. whats wrong?
xRoseDemonwolfx: nothing wrong love
xRoseDemonwolfx: just thinking that's all
SlaytonDemonwolf: what about love?
xRoseDemonwolfx: if we might leave Gor..and just do Gorean influence
xRoseDemonwolfx: instead of searching for a boy ...we can twin girls...panda and cyn
xRoseDemonwolfx: stuff like that
SlaytonDemonwolf: Rose I dont want to marry you
xRoseDemonwolfx: sighs
SlaytonDemonwolf: we have a long ways to go
xRoseDemonwolfx: looks down at the ring on her finger-
xRoseDemonwolfx: what.happen to us?
SlaytonDemonwolf: I dont know rose
SlaytonDemonwolf: I still want you as my companion
SlaytonDemonwolf: my fc
xRoseDemonwolfx: just Gor........
SlaytonDemonwolf: you are my companion here on earth as well
xRoseDemonwolfx: i like to make it offical on earth love
SlaytonDemonwolf: I dont feel i can give you that
xRoseDemonwolfx: please love..i know you will
xRoseDemonwolfx: i know you been thru alot on earth
xRoseDemonwolfx: i have stood by you and patient
SlaytonDemonwolf: my answer is the same
SlaytonDemonwolf: do you wish to still be my fc or shall I release you then?
xRoseDemonwolfx: we haven't doing Gorean for awhile love
SlaytonDemonwolf: Ok
xRoseDemonwolfx: remember we thinking about quit
SlaytonDemonwolf: Then I release you of the contract
xRoseDemonwolfx: then dealing with problem
xRoseDemonwolfx: love?
SlaytonDemonwolf: yes?
xRoseDemonwolfx: I dont want lose you
xRoseDemonwolfx: You are my world and my life
xRoseDemonwolfx: you meant everything to me
xRoseDemonwolfx: please dont throw it away
SlaytonDemonwolf: I cant give you what you want Rose
xRoseDemonwolfx: Love
xRoseDemonwolfx: we can be together...we promised that to each other...no matter what thick and thin...I want You...You showed me simple stuff ...I showed you as well...
xRoseDemonwolfx: we can make this work...I know we can
SlaytonDemonwolf: Rose
SlaytonDemonwolf: I will not marry you on earth
SlaytonDemonwolf: that is my answer
xRoseDemonwolfx: why.?
xRoseDemonwolfx: then with our contract....could your family make it offical?
SlaytonDemonwolf: No
SlaytonDemonwolf: I wont make it official Rose
xRoseDemonwolfx: so you saying that no matter if we on Gor and earth...we consider married even though we did it on Gor?
SlaytonDemonwolf: Im saying our contract ends in May
SlaytonDemonwolf: Ill decide then wether or not to renew it.
xRoseDemonwolfx: looks down
xRoseDemonwolfx: Love?
xRoseDemonwolfx: could I ask You question
SlaytonDemonwolf: yes but tenicially that was a question
SlaytonDemonwolf: smiles
xRoseDemonwolfx: why,?
SlaytonDemonwolf: rose you dont even try to get to k now my family, you want me isolated I feel and thats not going to happen. You keep suggesting things im not ready for. Im not going to go further until Im sure we are ready. If we ever get to that point.
xRoseDemonwolfx: Love....I thought we cleared this up last nite...I'm not isolated you at all...I have been trying to get know your family love...
SlaytonDemonwolf: you didnt even talk to them the entire time I was gone
xRoseDemonwolfx: I dont know what to say...i mostly quiet person...
xRoseDemonwolfx: really love im quiet person type
xRoseDemonwolfx: I will try talk more..
xRoseDemonwolfx: Love?
SlaytonDemonwolf: I am telling you right now my answer to you Rose
xRoseDemonwolfx: do You still love me?
SlaytonDemonwolf: I dont know
xRoseDemonwolfx: -looks down at her belly-
xRoseDemonwolfx: I...I....I see