I've never felt so molested via text in my entire life.

[5:02 PM] Micle: Stop trying to play on my emotions, you manipulative piece of shit
[5:03 PM] Micle: I'm just trying to RP with you
[5:03 PM] Micle: you're my friend
[5:03 PM] Micle: and you're sitting here
[5:03 PM] Micle: trying to play
[5:03 PM] Micle: mindgames with me?
[5:03 PM] Micle: that's really fucked up
[5:03 PM] SKS!: Mind games?
[5:03 PM] SKS!: I am speaking cold hard facts.
[5:03 PM] Micle: Rose Armani OOCs: (Your game's dying.
Michael Baresi OOCs: (bc you offered no ic context)
Michael Baresi OOCs: (...sks)
Rose Armani OOCs: (Your game is dying.
[5:03 PM] Micle: no
[5:03 PM] Micle: you are literally
[5:03 PM] Micle: trying to piss me off
[5:03 PM] Micle: you are trying to get to me
[5:03 PM] Micle: so i lose my shit
[5:03 PM] Micle: you stopped arguing
[5:03 PM] Micle: and just resorted to
[5:03 PM] Micle: "lol ur game's dying faggot how's it feel"
[5:03 PM] Micle: Do you know, how much, this game means to me, SKS?
[5:04 PM] Micle: Do you know how much, rping with my friends means to me?
[5:04 PM] Micle: I am
[5:04 PM] Micle: Mentally disfunctional, so much so
[5:04 PM] Micle: That I cannot function
[5:04 PM] Micle: in a social setting
[5:04 PM] Micle: in real life
[5:04 PM] Micle: i can hardly
[5:04 PM] Micle: buy fast food
[5:04 PM] Micle: without feeling
[5:04 PM] Micle: like a complete inept moron
[5:04 PM] Micle: and hating myself
[5:04 PM] Micle: for hours
[5:04 PM] Micle: afterwards
[5:04 PM] Micle: just from a brief
[5:04 PM] Micle: 5 second communication;
[5:04 PM] Micle: i have a hard time making friends.
[5:04 PM] Micle: i am nothing in real life
[5:04 PM] Micle: i'm a loser.
[5:04 PM] Micle: i want to die.
[5:04 PM] Micle: and you,
[5:04 PM] Micle: someone
[5:04 PM] Micle: i deem
[5:04 PM] Micle: a friend
[5:04 PM] Micle: is sitting here
[5:04 PM] Micle: playing off of that fact
[5:04 PM] Micle: MANIPULATING me
[5:05 PM] Micle: and HURTING me
[5:05 PM] Micle: just because
[5:05 PM] Micle: the mechanics do not fall in your favor
[5:05 PM] Micle: you want me to omit this?
[5:05 PM] Micle: i will
[5:05 PM] Micle: but just
[5:05 PM] Micle: just fucking apologize to me
[5:05 PM] Micle: jesus fucking christ
[5:05 PM] Micle: you don't get it
[5:05 PM] Micle: at all
[5:05 PM] Micle: you don't understand how serious this is to me
[5:05 PM] Micle: i rp to escape
[5:05 PM] Micle: because i fucking HATE myself
[5:05 PM] Micle: do you understand that, sks?
[5:05 PM] Micle: because i really don't think you fucking do
[5:05 PM] Micle: and i also dont think you know how much your words impact me
[5:05 PM] Micle: when you insult me
[5:05 PM] Micle: it HURTS
[5:06 PM] Micle: because we've been friends for a long time
[5:06 PM] Micle: and i actually do respect you believe it or not
[5:06 PM] Micle: i'm just a high functioning autist and barely know how to KEEP friends
[5:06 PM] Micle: because i'm a fucking worthless, pathetic piece of garbage
[5:06 PM] SKS!: Micle.
[5:06 PM] SKS!: What do you hope to achieve.
[5:06 PM] Micle: i just want you to fucking care about me
[5:06 PM] Micle: fuck this
[5:06 PM] SKS!: By blowing me up, throwing a pity party after you've totally neglected my development.
[5:06 PM] Micle: im done playing
[5:07 PM] Micle: i dont even
[5:07 PM] Micle: omit that ever happening
[5:07 PM] Micle: just
[5:07 PM] Micle: this isnt a pity party
[5:07 PM] Micle: im trying to communicate to you
[5:07 PM] Micle: how i feel
[5:07 PM] Micle: DO YOU EVEN
[5:07 PM] Micle: FUCKING
[5:07 PM] Micle: LISTEN?
[5:07 PM] Micle: I DON'T KNOW
[5:07 PM] Micle: -HOW- TO COMMUNICATE MY FEELINGS
[5:07 PM] Micle: I JUST TELL PEOPLE, HOW I FEEL
[5:07 PM] Micle: I'M NOT TRYING TO MAKE YOU FEEL BAD
[5:07 PM] Micle: I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO UNDERSTAND
[5:07 PM] Micle: WHAT IT FEELS LIKE
[5:07 PM] Micle: WHEN THEY SAY SHIT LIKE THAT TO ME
[5:07 PM] Micle: YOU DON'T EVEN FUCKING GIVE A SHIT
[5:07 PM] Micle: AND YOU EXPECT ME TO JUST BE CALM
[5:07 PM] Micle: AND SIT DOWN
[5:07 PM] Micle: AND LET YOU INSULT ME
[5:07 PM] Micle: EVERY
[5:07 PM] Micle: SINGLE
[5:08 PM] Micle: DAY
[5:08 PM] Micle: WHEN I CARE ABOUT YOU?
[5:08 PM] SKS!: I am sure that's the other way around.
[5:08 PM] Micle: YOU THINK I INSULT YOU BC IT'S FUN?
[5:08 PM] Micle: NO
[5:08 PM] Micle: YOU INSULT ME TOO
[5:08 PM] Micle: YOU -STARTED- IT
[5:08 PM] Micle: I LASH OUT AT YOU
[5:08 PM] Micle: BECAUSE I CARE ABOUT YOU
[5:08 PM] Micle: BECAUSE YOU -HURT- ME
[5:08 PM] Micle: WHEN YOU SAY THOSE THINGS TO ME
[5:08 PM] Micle: WHETHER THEY'RE A JOKE OR NOT
[5:08 PM] Micle: I CAN'T -TAKE- JOKES
[5:08 PM] Micle: I CAN BARELY -COMPREHEND THEM-
[5:08 PM] Micle: WHEN I AM THE CENTER OF THEM
[5:09 PM] Micle: BECAUSE I'M NOT A MENTALLY STABLE PERSON
[5:09 PM] Micle: I AM DISFUNCTIONAL
[5:09 PM] Micle: I AM EXPLAINING THIS TO YOU RIGHT NOW
[5:09 PM] Micle: AND YOU STILL DON'T UNDERSTAND
[5:09 PM] Micle: DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO FEEL LIKE YOU'RE A FUCKING BUG WHO DOESN'T EVEN DESERVE TO WASTE A STRANGER'S TIME WHEN IT'S THEIR JOB TO SERVE YOU
[5:09 PM] Micle: AMONG OTHER THINGS
[5:09 PM] Micle: JUST BECAUSE OF HOW INCREDIBLY
[5:09 PM] Micle: FUCKING
[5:09 PM] Micle: USELESS YOU ARE
[5:09 PM] Micle: SOCIALLY?
[5:09 PM] Micle: AND THEN
[5:09 PM] Micle: YOU COME HOME
[5:09 PM] Micle: AND YOU GO TO YOUR
[5:09 PM] Micle: 'FRIENDS'
[5:09 PM] Micle: WHO YOU'VE MADE
[5:09 PM] Micle: BECAUSE
[5:10 PM] Micle: TEXT ATLEAST
[5:10 PM] Micle: IGNORES AWKWARD CONTEXT
[5:10 PM] Micle: AND EVEN THAT GETS SHAT ON
[5:10 PM] Micle: BECAUSE THEY MAKE FUN OF YOU
[5:10 PM] Micle: BECAUSE THAT'S ALL YOU EVER DESERVE
[5:10 PM] Micle: FUCKING HELL, SKS
[5:10 PM] Micle: AND MEANWHILE
[5:10 PM] Micle: FUCKING
[5:10 PM] Micle: 4 PEOPLE
[5:10 PM] Micle: ARE SCREECHING AT MY ADMIN IN GM HELP
[5:10 PM] Micle: CALLING ME AUTISTIC
[5:10 PM] Micle: CALLING ME STUPID
[5:10 PM] Micle: CALLING ME USELESS
[5:10 PM] Micle: ADDING
[5:10 PM] Micle: TO THE STRESS
[5:10 PM] Micle: AND YOU THINK I WANT
[5:10 PM] Micle: YOU
[5:11 PM] Micle: OF ALL PEOPLE
[5:11 PM] Micle: BETRAYING ME RIGHT NOW?
[5:11 PM] Micle: DON'T IGNORE WHAT I'M SAYING GOD DAMNIT
[5:11 PM] Micle: JUST FOR OCE
[5:11 PM] Micle: PLEASE
[5:11 PM] Micle: PLEASE LISTEN TO ME
[5:11 PM] Micle: IT'S LITERALLY TEARING ME THE FUCK APART
[5:11 PM] Micle: AND NOBODY GIVES
[5:11 PM] Micle: A SINGLE
[5:11 PM] Micle: GOD
[5:11 PM] Micle: DAMN
[5:11 PM] Micle: SHIT ABOUT ME
[5:11 PM] Micle: I'M A FUCKING LOSER.
[5:11 PM] Micle: I WANT TO DIE
[5:11 PM] Micle: I FEEL LIKE I DESERVE TO DIE.
[5:11 PM] Micle: LIKE I'LL NEVER ACCOMPLISH ANYTHING
[5:11 PM] Micle: BECAUSE I CAN'T EVEN
[5:11 PM] Micle: HOST
[5:11 PM] Micle: A FUCKING RP GAME,
[5:11 PM] Micle: THE ONLY
[5:11 PM] Micle: FUCKING THING
[5:11 PM] Micle: I'M GOOD AT
[5:12 PM] SKS!: Damn.
[5:13 PM] SKS!: You spent the past 11 mins screeching at me about your problems.
[5:13 PM] SKS!: Its just an RP game about Marvel comics.
[5:13 PM] SKS!: Who's prolly gonna sell its soul over to Disney.
[5:14 PM] SKS!: Why get so mad over it?
[5:14 PM] SKS!: I just thought my entire situation was unjust.
[5:14 PM] SKS!: And once I pointed out what I see is wrong, you went apeshit.
[5:15 PM] SKS!: A beta, a lower life form.
[5:15 PM] SKS!: You called me.
[5:15 PM] SKS!: You also insulted me.
[5:16 PM] SKS!: You called me a manipulative piece of shit.
[5:16 PM] SKS!: Not too long ago too.
[5:16 PM] SKS!: 90% of the time, Idgaf
[5:16 PM] Micle: i called you a lower life form as a joke
[5:16 PM] Micle: and beta
[5:16 PM] Micle: as a flirt
[5:16 PM] Micle: you dont
[5:16 PM] Micle: ugh..
[5:16 PM] Micle: the manipulative thing
[5:16 PM] Micle: that was
[5:16 PM] Micle: a true attempt
[5:16 PM] SKS!: But you personally said you can't comprehend jokes.
[5:16 PM] Micle: at a sting, sks
[5:16 PM] Micle: comprehend jokes aimed at -me-
[5:16 PM] Micle: i can't not take them seriously
[5:16 PM] Micle: because i'm used to being insulted -seriously-
[5:16 PM] Micle: i'm used to being demeaned, and put down
[5:17 PM] Micle: because it's all i ever get
[5:17 PM] Micle: and because i hate myself to begin with
[5:17 PM] SKS!: Then you're more thinned skinned than I thought.
[5:17 PM] SKS!: People DID NOT like me.
[5:17 PM] SKS!: A great portion of my own family calls me a demon.
[5:17 PM] Micle: atleast you're a normal fucking person
[5:17 PM] SKS!: >Normal.
[5:17 PM] SKS!: Now you know that's also a fucking lie.
[5:17 PM] Micle: compared to me, it seems that way
[5:18 PM] Micle: you're confident, attractive, funny, you make friends easier than me
[5:18 PM] Micle: that's how i see you, sks
[5:18 PM] Micle: i blow up on you
[5:18 PM] Micle: because i like you. ALOT
[5:18 PM] Micle: and because
[5:18 PM] Micle: i'm jealous of you
[5:18 PM] Micle: ....
[5:18 PM] SKS!: ,
[5:18 PM] SKS!: The sudden shift caught me off guard.
[5:18 PM] Micle: i'm sorry.
[5:18 PM] Micle: i know. i'm pathetic.
[5:18 PM] Micle: but what i just said is true
[5:19 PM] Micle: the interactions we've had together
[5:19 PM] Micle: makes me care less how you look irl or any of that shit
[5:19 PM] Micle: when you're kind to me i feel
[5:19 PM] Micle: welcomed
[5:19 PM] Micle: and happy
[5:19 PM] Micle: and warm.
[5:19 PM] Micle: but when you insult me
[5:19 PM] Micle: i feel cold, and betrayed
[5:19 PM] Micle: and it really, really stings
[5:19 PM] Micle: ...hell if you were a boy i wouldnt even mind that at this point
[5:20 PM] Micle: thats how repressed and potent my feelings have gotten >.>
[5:20 PM] Micle: why do you think
[5:20 PM] Micle: you're the only person
[5:20 PM] Micle: i single out
[5:20 PM] Micle: and explode on
[5:20 PM] Micle: like that
[5:20 PM] Micle: ...look i know im
[5:20 PM] Micle: overwhelming you
[5:20 PM] Micle: weirding you out
[5:20 PM] Micle: its alot to take in
[5:21 PM] SKS!: Do me a solid and be concise about it.
[5:21 PM] Micle: i love you.
[5:22 PM] Micle: is that concise enough for you?
[5:23 PM] Micle: and...i get it, if you
[5:23 PM] Micle: don't feel that way back
[5:23 PM] Micle: i'm
[5:23 PM] Micle: bitter, and a thot, and disgusting,
[5:23 PM] Micle: ...but all those things are because i have no idea what to do with my feelings 90% of the time in my life
[5:23 PM] SKS!: Ofc I don't feel that way back, I am borderline asexual as a policy when it comes to BYOND, everytime I try to be provocative, its a joke.
[5:24 PM] SKS!: I tolerate your behavior from time to time cause Ik people got their own problems irl.
[5:24 PM] Micle: ...do...you even care, though, sks?
[5:24 PM] Micle: ...like i seriously
[5:24 PM] Micle: actually
[5:24 PM] Micle: have feelings for you
[5:24 PM] Micle: really strong ones...
[5:24 PM] Micle: and i know for a fact that you've known it
[5:25 PM] Micle: there's no way you couldn't have known it.
[5:25 PM] Micle: ...fuck
[5:25 PM] SKS!: Ik you've said it yourself, your words not mine, you're a thot.
[5:25 PM] SKS!: For your health.
[5:25 PM] SKS!: You shouldn't try to pursue me.
[5:26 PM] Micle: ...ok..