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Byond Key: same as discord Key
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IC Name: Josephine Castle
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IC Age: 21.5 (still because dead)
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Race: Human
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Skill Applying For: Hamon tier 3
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Skill Applying For: Wrath Armor
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Devs: (Reminder that the higher the Tier, the more we expect)
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(02:42:17)*Josephine Castle took a deep breath in as she moved to meditate on the grass, taking the time to channel her hamon across her body..she had been feeling very weird for some time now, like something covered her body, protecting her in battle or giving her aid at least, could be that she's just THAT GOOD in battle..
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(18:57:31)*Josephine Castle crossed her legs as she sat away from the others, she was alive again..a miracle only a goddess could gift upon her..while she wasn't religious..it was nice to believe in someone who'd reward her for her efforts, reward her trials with something rather than keep her in a constant grind that would never end or reward her..
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But she couldn't shake the feeling at least..she stopped focusing on an invisible sensation or feeling, and focused on her breathing technique once again, she was still dead, she was aware of that, breathing as a dead person..it was hard, she could only feel the minimum amount of air enter her airways..the fact she was dead still was probably why she didn't suffocate..
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But she had more pressing things to think on..aka, Qi..she found that anger expanded upon her Qi, but..how could she harness that into a concsious energy?, channel that into a constant source of power?, she could always think of it like some kind of armor that protected her while she rampaged..
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But it weakened her ability to utilize hamon, in a way, as did being dead weaken her body, so she decided to use this time while dead to train her hamon, using as little breath as she could to still keep it channeled, so long as she can keep it channeled constantly less breath, can she bypass the weakness of hamon, or make it harder prevent her from utilizing the hamon technique.
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..Wait, an armor that protected her during her unrelenting rampage?, while she was not known for rampaging in battle, it DID click in her head..maybe she could do just that, but she felt that her temper became rather abnormal since that hollowification a long time ago happened..
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The absolute requirement of the ability to breathe.
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..Maybe she could harness the residue corruption to her favor..what angered her?, the sight of her lover being in pain, suffering, remembering the death of their baby..she could feel a bubbling heat inside of her rise at the memory..it was going to be their precious time, having someone to look after, a child they'd raise..
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Rise and fall, up and down, her chest went as she took slow and limited breaths..she almost felt she'd be suffocating herself if it weren't for her current status being as it was right now..
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Gone..just like that..because of a mad scientist having nothing stopping him from doing whatever he wanted..those thoughts, she was angry at all of these memories, clenching her jaws as she thought on that memory..but it would do no good, and that bubbling fury inside of her..it was more potent than before.
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(Hamon Tier 3 Dev)*
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She knew well how she was when she was last alive with anger, it was never as potent like this, she tried to distribute it but she felt that maybe she couldn't do that, she never had to deal with her anger on a concious level before and having to do so with so much..she tried to remember happier thoughts as she felt herself actually losing herself in that anger..
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Her time with Riky..and her time with Garnia, her happiest moment before the sadness..and with Riky, a more casual time with her..
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(13:38:50)*Josephine Castle hummed as she listened to her Grams talk, or flaunt, about her powers, she was not entirely sure what to make of it, but she did hear something go on, she turned to look at her grams, taking away from the moment she had, meditating to try and hone her hamon breathing technique..
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..At least this reminded her to hang out with Riky more, a shame that she couldn't locate her.
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"Well, it's..faint..but you're getting there, i feel like i'm looking at an incomplete state..i can only wait for the moment when you are working on it more, to see where this goes, you are..a bit late in this kinda thing, i will admit"
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(Wrath Armor Dev)*
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She couldn't help but point out, yes she was as she said she was..but she also felt it was..not enough, she was constantly working on her own technique, so she just sighed..
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"Work on it more, i look forward to where this takes you..i think i also saw Zaoden wield that or something, i'm not at all familiar with that kind of stuff i'll admit"
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(19:03:53)*Josephine Castle hummed as she meditated to herself..she was in deep contemplation on what she was fighting for, pondering if everything she was doing was just an empty ambition brought on by the mutuality she found in one other and maybe others that cared for the fate of the universe.
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She off-handedly said as she turned to look away and focus on herself once more, breathing in with what little amount of breath she can take in, because being dead with a body really somewhat limited how much breath intake she took in, on top of that she was talking less air in on purpose.
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She was half human now, but it never detracted from the fact she was still human, she just..ate a fruit that made her look less like a human, she contemplated on her anger..why did she ever get so angry?, figuring why she always got angry mid-combat she felt could be the key to achieving the full potential hidden behind her anger..
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She was trying to focus her hamon into smaller points of her body, keeping it maintaned, all with as little breath as possible, all of which were very difficult on their own, combined?, it was actually stressful surprisingly enough.
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She could envision how she wanted to use it..but execution was more difficult in reality, rage was a wild thing, not so easily contained and constrained within the body, something that wanted to be let out rather than kept contained..
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So when she channeled her anger, thinking about that blasted saiyan..well, it ground her gears, and how he got so far with what he had?, he was scum, simple as..but she had to give that anger more purpose than a personal disdain..
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..And it was hard..but she could use her interactions with the man for now, until she could figure out a better focus..if she could find one out, she hummed as she tried to manifest her anger, like an armor that would protect her from harm, a power that could be harnessed.
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(17:56:20)*Josephine Castle huffed as she was just told about something going on in the living realm, she was not sure at all about what was going on, but she kept focusing on her hamon training, working on her technique some more, sucking in wind slowly and minisculely while maintaining her hamon channeling across her body..slowly bringing the hamon to the tips of her fingers.
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A man that served humanity so blindly that he doesn't care about the universe's state itself, victory until the universe decides to defeat him via collapse, she was..still not aware what will happen if the king is killed, who could replace someone like him?
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She tried to channel it into one point, but that she found too difficult, so she may have been jumping the gun so she chose multiple small points, she was in a state of zen by how much she was focused on solely her breathing technique, maintaining said focus on her fingers..it was a demanding task, she planned to make a step-up from that at some point..but baby steps for now..
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..She maintained it..until a point, she actually could feel her heart being incapable of taking the stress brought on by the attempt, so she let it go..breathing deeply after the attempt..
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She had her mind empty of thought just to make that extra step forward, all she thought about, was her breathing, the timing, the amount of air taken in..and breathing out a specific yet equal amount of air, keeping some inside of her lungs..it was a rough task..but she heard people approach her, she heard voices but due to her hamon zen mode, she wasn't able to make out what words were said..
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"..Okay..got it..just..maybe need to tone it down?..hmm..not sure what i'm doing wrong..maybe i'm forcing it out?, could forcing it be causing such stress on my heart?"
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..So she took one deep breath..losing her channel of her hamon..moving to stand and spin herself around one leg, letting her cape flow behind her in a golden sparkle, showing off her hamon spark inside of it..
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..She was not sure if that was correct, but she can try it later..first, she needed to actively rest..
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"Now, what's this talk about, Garns, repeat that, i was just commiting to some..hamon meditation technique i just made up on the spot..so what's going on?"
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(Wrath Armor Dev)*
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(18:34:28)*Josephine Castle huffed as she had probably the deepest sleep she ever had, going into a zen-like state..really zonked her out, focusing on the emotion of anger?, more so, she felt she was not going far enough..or she was going too hard on herself maybe?, it was difficult to pin down how she was doing, or if she was even making a reach.
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(17:04:14)*Josephine Castle huffed as she recalled yesterday, it was..a close one, she was lucky to even be alive right now, or unalive, well, her soul still being present, whatever, she got lucky still, an explosion could have happened and she was unaware of the power behind it, she would have perished.
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There would be a sign, but she often had her eyes closed to envision everything, what she could be investing her time in?, could be a waste of her time, she could be with her baby momma and her child, giving her girl the best life one can give her, to not make the same mistake like her Grams did, it was..depressing in a way, infuriating..
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No one but her, and she found out Void didn't die too, somehow, which was shit, but she at least caused a piece of metal to perish..
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..She could focus her rage into a combination of things, her time wasted on something that could be nothing, a red herring she had been commited to without a reward in sight aside from giving her heart problems that lead to actual passing out..
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..But it wasn't a GMH or a human, so it was not classified as a kill so she couldn't go back her three years pass, maybe it was time to get back to focusing on her hamon once again, she knew she was making a breakthrough somewhere, she just must have mistaken it for her inate powers, rather than her actual training in hamon..
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"..If you want to chat, Amtia, give me a moment..i'm trying to work on something"
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..Yeah that's it, surely.
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..She said as she focused back on herself, her wrath at the potent nothingness she may be reaching for, the self-destructive hatred she had of herself for maybe wasting her time on developing a technique born from an idea that is too much, trying to condense the anguish as well, she had a lot of problems to deal with..
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"Grams, if you need me, i'll be nearby..just ask for water if you need to get drenched, won't do your clothes any favors"
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..Maybe getting angry about a lot of her issues once wasn't a bad thing for once.
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She said off handedly as she distanced herself from the albino..channeling her hamon into the tips of her finger as she took her very limited breaths once again, purposefully breathing imperfectly to test how much air she needed to maintain her hamon right now in such small and precise points on her finger tips..
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..IT was not pleasent, that's what, she almost choked on, moving to properly breath out to prevent herself from choking oxygen, her focus wavering a bit before returning to ordinary limited breaths.
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Maybe she was pushing herself too much by trying to make calm yet purposeful improper breaths yet, she did feel she was not even scratching the surface to hamon..
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(14:16:31)*Josephine Castle huffed as she managed to keep her tempo, she admited that she had gotten lost in the rythem of battle, trying to keep her hamon charged so she didn't get submurged into the water, she may have won with her ace technique, it was a powerful technique, but she had been trying to learn or harness another..
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Then there was that strange sensation she had whenever she was practicing her hamon, like some kind of..string or something, she could feel it or somewhat, a slight prick of the skin yet nothing happened at all.
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..Anger..she felt it that time, it pressured, she had been, she always believed herself to being a stronger individual, but back then, she was fighting beasts..had the generations gone by and the monsters have been slain?
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It was strange..but it gave her a form of distraction she had to conciously empty her mind of to even focus on her breathing, maybe through her meditation, she may come to understand what she was feeling at rare yet random intervals..
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..She wished she had been there to witness it all, she had a lot of problems to deal with, things to be angry at..
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So for the moment of respite, after that fight, decided to a power that offered potent might.
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What better than to harness anger at the unforseen circumstances she let herself get caught up in, channeling for a moment..before stopping, why?, she hadn't gotten to deal with the problem of which that laid at the heart of it all..
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(17:56:18)*Josephine Castle huffed as she took to focusing on herself once more..honing on her hamon craft once again, miniscule breaths..in..and release, in..and release, that's how it went, her hamon was waning but that was a given, she was trying to see if she could keep it active on low oxygen, incase she took a hit to the lungs or had to deal with an extreme circumstance that lead to her breath being severely reduced..
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..How she can deal with intensifying her heart rate
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..She could always use the water as a method, or diving underwater, she did so before, but she felt she may not want to try and tempt fate with that like she did so many times before, she was not alive currently, with a body, but she can suffocate like any normal person..
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"..Ugh..fine..let this old lady rest for a moment.."
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So she refocused on her breaths..adjusting to take slightly deeper breaths, weak, but not as weak as before, she had to find a middle ground to work with until she can reduce her intake of air while focusing her hamon directly at the tips of her fingers..
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..She then got an idea to put her scarf around her mouth to limit it, exentuating her lips, she moved to pull the scarf up to her mouth, using her tongue to push it up above her upper lip, successfully covering her mouth with her scarf, and returned to focus on her breathing technique once again..
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While blocking out the chatter of others, they'd just distract her from her hamon training..and it was not easy to do that..in and out..back at it with this, at least it did reduce the air she took in a bit, which was what she needed.
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(19:32:28)*Josephine Castle hummed as she stood at the door, where Caludna was in, she was not sure where the others were but..she was here, so that meant Astoria was probably around still, she thought on her growth so far, she..felt she was really out of it..and it was a legit concern, she needed to be there for her kids, yet..
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She didn't need a big blockage, she can do that later when she's adjusted to this limited range of oxygen intake while maintaining her hamon energies focused on the tips of each of her fingers, thumbs included.
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..She was only there when they didn't need her help..yet they gave love to her..that act alone caused guilt in her..was she a shit parent?, probably but..she tried..
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..She felt that was what mattered..she cannot go into that room as she was so she just vented for a moment..focusing that anger, not towards anyone..but at her inactivity, at herself..or what she failed to do..
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..She focused on that armor that she used to funnel all of that anger into, that was the culmination of her developed fury..she could really feel it this time, as if it were there..but let it fade, it was..exhausting to be so angry, but she had been meditating on this for so long, and working so hard on manifesting it..
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By now, it was getting easier, and she noticed she didn't give herself heart problems this time..
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"*Ahem* sorry about that, needed a moment to myself, was hoping you'd not see that"
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