I don't want to be a capitalist anymore

I don't want to be a capitalist anymore. I don't want to work for corporations anymore. I've been searching every place I can look for something redeeming, and I haven't found a single thing I could say I'm proud of. I haven't found a single thing that isn't completely corrupted. I honestly don't want to participate in any of it now and I feel like a hostage. I am surrounded by other hostages, who seemed to be brainwashed or afraid of change. Shit's getting bad. I don't know what the alternative is, but we can't keep going on like this. There needs to be some sort of reward for all this effort and energy. I can't seem to see those rewards any longer.