Karl - Today at 9:04 PM
Hello?
bru-bru - Today at 9:27 PM
i just got home from work
hey
you sent me that message after i went to bed the other night. xD
Karl - Today at 9:28 PM
Ah.
Yeah.
bru-bru - Today at 9:28 PM
i also realize people are fucking idiots - someone tried to donate a couch today
Which was rainsoaked
like; come on
you could smell the mold
Karl - Today at 9:29 PM
How disgusting.
bru-bru - Today at 9:30 PM
and some people are pricks
I was helping this guy unload his stuff
and he snuck a black mold covered steam cleaning board behind me into the donation area
im really happy i wear gloves
Karl - Today at 9:31 PM
Yeah, that is kinda disgusting. Why doesn't he just throw it out
bru-bru - Today at 9:32 PM
no clue
people do this stuff to us
and people even steal from goodwill
so
Karl - Today at 9:33 PM
How horrible.
bru-bru - Today at 9:34 PM
it is really frustrating
Karl - Today at 9:34 PM
Yeah, I can tell.
So what are you up to
YOu've been
very quiet these past few
weeks.
bru-bru - Today at 9:44 PM
trying to just live. dealt with like 4 friend break ups
as in like
people who got into it with me
or got upset i couldnt give them all my time
Karl - Today at 9:45 PM
Ah, I see.
Like who?
bru-bru - Today at 9:45 PM
Ashlia for one
Karl - Today at 9:46 PM
I see, I see.
bru-bru - Today at 9:46 PM
I have been doing a lot of writing tho
Including expanded universe stuff for my work; such as the 'extended multiverse' of settings
I have decided for many of my settings which share aspects; i am relating them at least on a mechanical and metaphysical level
Because I started writing more for some of my science fantasy stuff
Which was building off inspiration from multiple sources, including Darksiders lately a lot
Karl - Today at 9:48 PM
Ah cool. Darksiders is great.
So
I have to ask an honest question.
You're not busy right now are you?
bru-bru - Today at 9:49 PM
im finishing eating
so no not really
Karl - Today at 9:49 PM
Alright
So like
After the big Levi fiasco.
What happened?
bru-bru - Today at 9:51 PM
I mean; i am not certain about much of that -- i just have been doing whatever.
trying to focus on keeping sane
Karl - Today at 9:51 PM
Yeah.
I getcha.
bru-bru - Today at 9:51 PM
taking my medicine
Karl - Today at 9:52 PM
I know I can't have your time all the time
but
Besides last month when I asked if we were still friends
the last time we spoke was
The fifth month of last year.
I understand that I am
poor at communicating
But Wanafly gets onto me for not talking to him
And I want to know what happened.
Because, not to sound self-ish
but
bru-bru - Today at 9:53 PM
i only got a tiny bit mad at you ages ago; but you know it was just because you have this habit of asking me for help or for advice -- but you have a hard time listening to me
Karl - Today at 9:53 PM
Also I was wrong, I checked skype and we talked in april a tad.
Go on.
bru-bru - Today at 9:54 PM
i know that things seem 'eh'
but like
i know you have a lot going on; as do i, as does cerb
but we are always better off being as positive as we can and working together about it all
Karl - Today at 9:56 PM
Isn't that what I am trying to do now?
bru-bru - Today at 9:57 PM
LEvi has been getting a lot better with time to work with us all as a group
Yeah
i get that
Karl - Today at 9:57 PM
I'm explaining myself and my feelings to come to a
better solution
bru-bru - Today at 9:57 PM
the point is
i want you to know, you are still everyone's friend.
but as levi and cerb have both been needing to come to terms with
if you need help
ask
but dont take it out on your friends.
Karl - Today at 9:58 PM
What am I taking out on you?
bru-bru - Today at 9:58 PM
nothing right now
i mean like you have this habit of getting down
and then it bleeding into everything else you do
Karl - Today at 9:59 PM
Alright
Karl - Today at 10:00 PM
So like should I just stop for now then
bru-bru - Today at 10:00 PM
naw
Just, talk to people
Karl - Today at 10:00 PM
I'm talking to you. I'm not asking for advice.
bru-bru - Today at 10:01 PM
ye
i get ya
my family leave for 2 and a half weeks or so in 3 days
I get to take care of 6 cats, 2 dogs, and fish, and hermit crabs
on my own
Karl - Today at 10:02 PM
Sounds terrible.
bru-bru - Today at 10:02 PM
xD
not so bad
the house will be quiet
i can be loud
things will be fine
Karl - Today at 10:03 PM
Yeah
Can I
finish my questioning then
That wasn't an angry question.
bru-bru - Today at 10:04 PM
ye
Karl - Today at 10:04 PM
So
After my game sunk due to
reasons you know of
Everyone kinda dipped.
Disappeared.
bru-bru - Today at 10:05 PM
everyone?
i know i have been not super around for a lot of people
Karl - Today at 10:05 PM
A good number of people.
Talona and Kukamang were around
and Wanafly and Cerb were around but
they relied more on me contacting them rather than anything mutual.
Wanafly gets onto me because of that all the time
I don't message him
so nothing happens.
Since we don't have anny
common stomping grounds either, mutual communication has been harder until recently.
I don't know if the notion that I hate Levi is out there
but I don't.
You got busy with work.
So its understandable
Since you work a lot.
bru-bru - Today at 10:07 PM
it can all be worked out; communication is always the crux
Karl - Today at 10:07 PM
But I started a new game, WoD. It fell through because of loss of motivation and putting myself down, as one does.
And then I kinda drifted where I am now in a sort of
grey ness
Heard you started a new game
and that is where it started to
twinge me.
bru-bru - Today at 10:11 PM
It started recently yes.

Im sorry if you were frustrated by that at all
Karl - Today at 10:12 PM
It frustrates me because I do try to
include you guys in most I do
and I was already tackling with feelings of being ostracised by my best friends
Am I just envious?
Yeah
Yeah
I feel like
Since the ties between levi and I were cut(edited)
There has been a distinct lack
of
friendship.
bru-bru - Today at 10:14 PM
well this sounds more like a thing you need to work out directly with levi and wanafly
Karl - Today at 10:14 PM
I have
or at least wanafly
his response was that it is my fault
I don't communicate.
bru-bru - Today at 10:14 PM
well; then you need to step up the communication game
i know for a fact people do like you; but they have their frustrations with you
which mostly stem from - communication
Karl - Today at 10:15 PM
And
Recently
I have been communicating
Which is why I am communicating with you
I have frustrations
which I am telling you in hopes a solution will come.
bru-bru - Today at 10:16 PM
Well, then we will work on one
Karl - Today at 10:16 PM
Okay.