If you followed the link, you're probably wondering what that was all about.
"Put your fucking shades on.... put the gun to your head" is a reference to a song I used to listen to a lot
on repeat, especially in bed at night when I was feeling down. It's very abrasive and its message is harsh,
basically challenging you to kill yourself, and if you don't, you're a coward, and no one cares about you.
This song is very close to me, but not in a good way, because it along with a lot of other similar songs
shaped my mentality of how I saw myself and others.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9q2hgRYxMPg
be careful