Suicide

I can't wait until I actually kill myself.

It's just the same shit over and over again. I try to kill myself and I disappear for a week spending time at a hospital and come back.

I tell myself how glad I am to be alive and then after a few weeks people stop caring and take me for granted again. I'm just that much of a piece of shit. Everyone has given up on me. Nobody actually cares until I try to kill myself.

This just keeps happening and every time I attempt suicide everyone "tries" to feel sorry for me and pretends to care until they have lost the energy to care about me.

I'm done