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  1. [5/13/2015 3:33:43 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Heya Scoots. How are you doing today?
  2. [5/13/2015 3:37:56 PM] Scootie: Good, how about?
  3. [5/13/2015 3:40:54 PM] Shrimp Noodle: I'm doing good, just tired as usual. What was it you needed to talk to me about?
  4. [5/13/2015 3:41:37 PM] Scootie: Mainly you, about you. Not anything bad, it's just about you.
  5. [5/13/2015 3:45:09 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Okay, what did you want to say about me? Did something happen?
  6. [5/13/2015 3:46:50 PM] Scootie: I love you, like love love you
  7. [5/13/2015 3:51:16 PM] Scootie: Yeah I know you know that, just that.. ugh, very nervous about this..
  8. [5/13/2015 3:55:04 PM] Shrimp Noodle: I do know how you feel Scoots, and I love you very much as well...but I honestly haven't decided if it's in that way yet. There have been so many things that I'm struggling with lately, and I don't want you to jump into something only to be seriously disappointed later on.
  9. [5/13/2015 3:56:35 PM] Scootie: But how exactly are you so sure I'd be disappointed in you when I care about you, that I do want to help you but you reject it when I offer it.
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  11. I know that you need it, that you do to, so why refuse it, what would be the reason to that?
  12. [5/13/2015 4:04:53 PM] Shrimp Noodle: You know that things aren't that simple, Scoots. Yes, I do need help, but what I don't want is to drag you into the complicated web of my issues. As things are now, I'd be more of an emotional burden than a support, and the real life problems I have aren't something that can just be escaped or ignored. I want you to be happy, and find someone who can support you in the way that you deserve. And, as we're already seen from previous clashes, I'm not ready to be entrusted with someone else's heart. I am my father's son, after all.
  13. [5/13/2015 4:05:52 PM] Scootie: Look, you have your problems, and even if they became my problems too, I'd help you at every turn to face them
  14. [5/13/2015 4:06:00 PM] Scootie: So what if you are your dad's son
  15. [5/13/2015 4:06:11 PM] Scootie: Sure you have his traits
  16. [5/13/2015 4:06:20 PM] Scootie: And that it'll be hard to not be like them
  17. [5/13/2015 4:07:09 PM] Scootie: Same thing with my Dad, I got some of his traits, yet I don't be cheating on a woman with like 10 other woman and then have children from more than half those women.
  18. [5/13/2015 4:07:36 PM] Scootie: You don't exactly know yet if you would disappoint me at all
  19. [5/13/2015 4:08:05 PM] Scootie: If you are just scared of what could happen, I completely understand that and all I want to offer is my aid for you.
  20. [5/13/2015 4:08:13 PM] Scootie: No matter how thick it gets
  21. [5/13/2015 4:08:26 PM] Scootie: I fly home to family issues all the time
  22. [5/13/2015 4:08:32 PM] Scootie: Sister don't want move
  23. [5/13/2015 4:08:38 PM] Scootie: Aunt don't want to be alone
  24. [5/13/2015 4:08:57 PM] Scootie: My dad just divorced his 3 wife thus far
  25. [5/13/2015 4:09:28 PM] Scootie: I faced my mom after what I thought would turn out to be a clash, but it didn't everything worked out because I went to see them and talk to them
  26. [5/13/2015 4:10:15 PM] Scootie: That is the same I'd like to do for you, see you, talk with you to help you settle and not have to always worry, give you a sense of comfort than living in a home where you might likely get a panic attack
  27. [5/13/2015 4:10:30 PM] Scootie: Your 30, I'm nearly 23 in what I think a month by now?
  28. [5/13/2015 4:11:05 PM] Scootie: My age it's much, is it now, it's what I think in the mind that what I look at as some number to show how I am personally
  29. [5/13/2015 4:11:26 PM] Scootie: And personally out of most of the people you've been around, I care a lot about you
  30. [5/13/2015 4:11:38 PM] Scootie: Mental being and all that
  31. [5/13/2015 4:12:08 PM] Scootie: I learned I toss away a lot of my own happiness for others a long while back, leaving myself with none
  32. [5/13/2015 4:12:22 PM] Scootie: So I had to take care of myself when I could
  33. [5/13/2015 4:12:36 PM] Scootie: I've got enough loyalty to give to you too
  34. [5/13/2015 4:12:52 PM] Scootie: I'm not some ass who will leave you high in dry
  35. [5/13/2015 4:13:03 PM] Scootie: Because if I gave up on you, I'd never live it down
  36. [5/13/2015 4:28:25 PM] Shrimp Noodle: But that's the thing...I don't want you to toss away your own happiness Scoots. Why make such a huge sacrifice for a train wreck of a person who's got so many chains weighing him down that you'd likely end up just as tired and exhausted as I am from trying to lift me up? I'm hinging on burnt out, physically and mentally, and I can't interact with people anymore because of my anxiety. In public, people actively avoid me, because they can look at me and tell that I'm a mess.
  37. [5/13/2015 4:28:30 PM] Shrimp Noodle: You're a kind and amazingly affectionate and loving person, and I really love spending time with you, but I know that things will change for the worse if you try and get involved. With my family and my issues, it's a possibility that scares me more than anything else in my life. I don't want to lose the best parts of our connection trying to fix the worst parts of my screwed-up life.
  38. [5/13/2015 4:33:13 PM] Scootie: I know things will change and I will be ready for them, no matter what they are
  39. [5/13/2015 4:35:50 PM] Scootie: I know your worried that it might never get better
  40. [5/13/2015 4:36:03 PM] Scootie: That's why I want to help you, even if it's heavy on me too
  41. [5/13/2015 4:38:56 PM] Scootie: I'm prepped for things this tough
  42. [5/13/2015 4:39:07 PM] Scootie: I am willing to do a lot for you mate
  43. [5/13/2015 4:39:13 PM] Scootie: If you give me that chance
  44. [5/13/2015 4:39:54 PM] Scootie: I will always do my best and whenever you are down or if you make a mess, I will help to clean it up/help you to stand back up
  45. [5/13/2015 4:52:25 PM] Shrimp Noodle: I just can't make that decison this soon, Scoots. Things are too complicated at the moment, and how could I live with the knowledge that you're basically sacrificing your time and happiness to be a clutch for anxious, frustrated, and bitter man who's so screwed up that he's still chained to his abusive father at freaking 30? You're miles ahead of me already Scoots, and I want you to be able to move on if need be. Trust me, this family of mine is literally just a swirling ball of disappointment and pain, and it would make me feel so much better if you avoided that.
  46. [5/13/2015 4:55:31 PM] Scootie: I know that I should, but I still have a choice too even if you ask that I stay back
  47. [5/13/2015 4:59:12 PM] Scootie: I know it's a bit soon to make a choice right at the moment, even that yeah for you things a looking bad. What's it matter that I'm miles ahead of you?
  48. [5/13/2015 4:59:39 PM] Scootie: That I rather just sit back and watch my friend writhe in that pain further than he should
  49. [5/13/2015 5:02:40 PM] Scootie: If I were in your shoes, suffering like you and a guy like me came and was willing to devote his time to help me with the Hell that your living through, I'd be honored to take that help to get back on my feet than just sit back and continuously wallow in a sea of self pity.
  50. [5/13/2015 5:05:26 PM] Scootie: EC... Eric, what you need is support from someone who actually loves you, you really need that right now
  51. [5/13/2015 5:25:18 PM] Shrimp Noodle: I need some time to think about this, Scoots. I know you're right about that, I do seriously need support from someone that truly loves and cares about me. But, at the same time, you also don't know the full story of my issues, and the consequences that could come from that. Any decison made here will likely greatly impact both of our futures, so it's not something I can take lightly.
  52. [5/13/2015 5:26:55 PM] Scootie: I understand, I'm not expecting an answer right away, but I'm always waiting for one, so take the time you need okay?
  53. [5/13/2015 5:32:34 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Okay, thank you Scoots. And thank you so much for being there for me, for loving me and also being completely truthful with me.
  54. [5/13/2015 5:35:42 PM] Scootie: No problem hun, I just really don't want you to feel that no one out doesn't love you or will interact with you
  55. [5/13/2015 5:48:24 PM] Scootie: hugs tight
  56. [5/13/2015 5:51:50 PM] Shrimp Noodle: hugs you tightly as well <3
  57. [5/13/2015 5:56:08 PM] Scootie: Love you very much okay? <3
  58. [5/13/2015 5:57:20 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Love you very much as well, Scoots. squeezes tight
  59. [5/13/2015 5:58:03 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Do you want to play a bit of Monster Hunter later on to rest our minds a bit?
  60. [5/13/2015 5:58:29 PM] Scootie: Sure hun, just finished up a hunt, I'll make a room! ^^ <3
  61. [5/13/2015 6:00:20 PM] Scootie: Room is ready with 1234
  62. [5/13/2015 6:03:41 PM] Scootie: Also Jreid was wondering if he ended up offended you when he removed you from his contacts
  63. [5/13/2015 6:04:56 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Joining now! And kinda. The first time was understandable, second time felt too much like Peter adding and removing me all over again.
  64. [5/13/2015 6:05:13 PM] Scootie: Okies that's understandable hun
  65. [5/13/2015 6:06:08 PM] Shrimp Noodle: By the way, I got that Zinogre armor too!
  66. [5/13/2015 6:06:31 PM] Scootie: Oh hey, nice!
  67. [5/13/2015 6:07:12 PM] Shrimp Noodle: So, what's first on our adventure tonight?
  68. [5/13/2015 6:07:31 PM] Scootie: Hmm... right now you are HR 6
  69. [5/13/2015 6:07:43 PM] Scootie: Let's see the quests we need to get you to HR 7
  70. [5/13/2015 6:08:27 PM] Scootie: Oh right Jreid wanted to join on the hunt
  71. [5/13/2015 6:08:35 PM] Scootie: He's at HR 1
  72. [5/13/2015 6:08:58 PM] Scootie: So I guess we can help him knock out the monsters he needs to tackle to get higher
  73. [5/13/2015 6:10:25 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Okay, that sounds good to me. Should be easy with my new weapons and armor...and your uber-powered everything.
  74. [5/13/2015 6:11:20 PM] Scootie: I'm just G-rank with G-rank stuff sweetie, G-rank Super Elder Dragons still fuck me up
  75. [5/13/2015 6:11:41 PM] *** Scootie created a group conversation with Jreidariux Slimetail.
  76. Show group conversation ***
  77. [5/13/2015 6:14:45 PM] *** Call to Shrimp Noodle, no answer.
  78. Send video message ***
  79. [5/13/2015 8:52:14 PM] Scootie: Go to sleep! OwO
  80. [5/13/2015 8:52:45 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Thanks for playing with me! That was pretty fun, should definitely do this again soon. ^_^ And fine, I'm going to bed! Good night, love ya dearly, and sleep well.
  81. [5/13/2015 8:53:02 PM] Scootie: Love you too! hugs tight <3
  82. [5/13/2015 8:54:07 PM] Shrimp Noodle: hugs back Seeya!
  83. [5/13/2015 8:56:11 PM] Scootie: Looks at the dragon who is still there in the gathering hall <.<
  84. [5/13/2015 8:57:26 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Lol, I'm still saying goodnight to other friends on Skype... XD
  85. [5/13/2015 8:57:44 PM] Scootie: Makes sense >w<
  86. [5/13/2015 8:58:25 PM] Shrimp Noodle: Good night!
  87. [5/13/2015 8:58:40 PM] Scootie: Nini!
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