Loser 35

app tl sum. not that accurate(slang etc).

guy fucking fmc tells her she's beautiful and asks if she has a bf. she tells him to just do it quietly. guy asks when she's free and if she wants to have dinner with him tomorrow and where she lives. fmc tells him to stop wasting time and to finish fast. guy asks if she doesn't like it. they finish and then he goes how it was good but why is she like this, and how it doesn't count and to do it again. fmc tells him to stop bullshitting and to go home. how he 'came' thus it's over. tells him not to come here anymore and study and work hard and throws him his clothes.

shower, crying and thoughts how she was a christian and when she saw how unfair god was, she never went to church again.

flashback and fmc is told that it's leukemia. she asks how it wasn't a cold but leukemia, and doc tells her the symptoms are alike and fortunately they discovered it fast. doc tells her that with intensive treatment it can be cured and not to worry that they will admit imouto right away.

thoughts how her dad dies when she was 10 and how her mom worked her ass of for her and her sister but they were still poor.

imouto here asks how come she got hospitalized and wasn't it an injection and then she could go home. fmc lies to her how she got a little cold and how the doctors will make her all better soon and not to worry. thoughts how she needed money, the money that would save her beloved imouto.

fmc's mom tells her sorry and how she has to get ready for college. fmc tells her not to cry and how she can go go to school at anytime but first they need to help imouto get well fast. how she will get a job and will work hard and send money, and for mom to take good care of 'soo-jung'.

thoughts how she looked for well paid jobs and found one that paid a lot. how it was a job where if you worked hard beside the norm, she could easily make 10 mil they said.

here rapist goes all compassionate and how that's too bad and how she has to make money fast if she wants to save her imouto and fmc thanking him. seems like the job was related to golf and the 'caddies' and she explained she never played or doesn't know the rules for it. rapist replies how it's no biggie and she doesn't have to do much about it, just cheer and clap. she then asks about the base pay, the extra benefits and what she heard. he prbly tells her the shitty stuff and she goes how she's sorry but she didn't knew it was this kind of place/job. rapist tells her to wait and then manipulates her in how she doesn't have to do the 2nd job(whoring, notsure)and if she wont work how will she save her imouto. how she has to think of imouto and to try it. how all of the guests are good ppl and they also leave tips and she's also in a financial difficulty situation. how he will pay her 5 months in advance and how she wont find smth like this nowhere else.

thoughts how there was no place where they'd pay her 3 mil with basic skills. how she thought it was okay without doing the 2nd job(whoring, notsure).

golf playing and pleasantries and cheers of a good game from the guy and fmc to the ceo. ceo goes how cause fmc is cute that he can game well. ceo wants a kiss from her to play even better. the other girl goes how she has to give him one kiss cause if he plays well she will get tipped well.

next is rapist trying to advance her job by having her do drinking dates/lunches or that. how she will have herself bought a delicious dinner. how it's an easy thing and to think about it. he tells her more how it's a vip boss and wont she go with it just this once. how he wont let her do anything weird and to trust him, and only once. next are thoughts where she thinks she should have refused him at that time. tbc...