0521.09 <Something\DXM> believe it or not
0521.11 <reo> i basically couldn't walk before that because it was pretty painful
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0521.19 <Something\DXM> you actually just triggered my first sort of ptsd kind of memory
0521.21 <Something\DXM> ever
0521.28 <Something\DXM> i don't know if it was ptsd or whatever but like
0521.32 <wyllic> cats or cheese graters?
0521.33 <Something\DXM> I just remembered when i was a kid
0521.36 <Something\DXM> shh
0521.37 <reo> ptsd? you seizing bro?
0521.37 <Something\DXM> let me talk
0521.40 <Something\DXM> no
0521.46 <Something\DXM> post traumatic stress disorder
0522.03 <reo> hahah
0522.03 <Something\DXM> you made me remember a repressed trauma
0522.06 <reo> just talk bro
0522.07 <Something\DXM> :|
0522.07 <j10> hmm, to take LSD today or not to take LSD today...
0522.09 <Something\DXM> anyways
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0522.16 <Something\DXM> i remember when i was maybe 8 or 9
0522.22 <Something\DXM> wtf was it
0522.29 <PheniKING> phenibut++
0522.29 <@tripbot> [karma] phenibut now has 32 karma
0522.30 <Something\DXM> i can't remember what was on my back/feet
0522.33 <Something\DXM> sand maybe
0522.36 <PheniKING> america--
0522.37 <@tripbot> [karma] america now has -345 karma
0522.38 <Something\DXM> i had something on my back and feet
0522.44 <Something\DXM> and my real dad took me out to the garage
0522.52 <Something\DXM> and grabbed this wire brush from the bbq
0523.05 <Something\DXM> and started scraping all of the stuff off me with it
0523.10 <PheniKING> lol
0523.13 <wyllic> ouch
0523.14 <Something\DXM> no not lol
0523.20 <reo> painful? sounds like it thought
0523.23 <Something\DXM> yes
0523.25 <Something\DXM> very painful
0523.30 <wyllic> yeah that sounds super painful
0523.35 <PheniKING> scraping what stuff off you :S ?
0523.35 <reo> like... why would he do that what the fuck
0523.45 <Something\DXM> PheniKING: i don't know what does it matter
0523.49 <Something\DXM> reo: cuz my dad was abusive
0523.53 <PheniKING> lol
0523.54 <wyllic> clearly
0523.54 <reo> damnnnnn
0523.59 <Something\DXM> PheniKING: wtf is wrong with you
0524.01 <reo> what a fucko
0524.05 <Something\DXM> why are you laughing at my traumatic childhood?
0524.06 <PheniKING> haha
0524.11 <PheniKING> it just sounds weird af
0524.13 <Something\DXM> ~report PheniKING asshole
0524.14 <@tripbot> Thank you, PheniKING has been reported to the channel administrators.
0524.19 <reo> he's high probably thats it lol relax dude
0524.24 <Something\DXM> okay yeah sorry
0524.24 <wyllic> abusive or an asshole
0524.28 <Something\DXM> i'm just a bit touchy right now
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0524.32 <PheniKING> Lol wtf did I do
0524.37 <Something\DXM> this sort of came out of nowhere
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0524.48 <Something\DXM> PheniKING: how about laughing at me when i'm relating a traumatic event from my childhood
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0525.02 <PheniKING> i didn't even know that is what you were doing :|
0525.04 <PheniKING> sorry
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0525.20 <Something\DXM> PheniKING: i thought i made it plenty clear that that's what i was doing but thank you
0525.31 <reo> all good boys
0525.33 <j10> ~drug phenibut dose
0525.33 <@tripbot> phenibut dose: Light: 300-600mg's Common: 600-1200mg Strong: 1200-1800mg+ | NOTE: This substance has a very fast tolerance raise, and also seems to vary a lot person to person. Start low and work your way up. We would recommend starting with a low dose and working it up every 50-100mg's every two weeks.
0525.36 <Something\DXM> but yeah that's actually one of the more minor traumas i remember
0525.43 <PheniKING> i only saw the latest comment about scraping stuff off you, and it made me kek :/ yeah didn't mean to upset you
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0526.02 <reo> Something\DXM: yeah definitely sucks man. did you get out of there?
0526.10 <Something\DXM> no
0526.13 <Something\DXM> i dunno
0526.16 <Something\DXM> i don't remember
0526.20 <PheniKING> i just assume you were filthy or something
0526.25 <PheniKING> assumed*
0526.25 <@tripbot> PheniKING meant: i just assumed you were filthy or something
0526.28 <Something\DXM> PheniKING: please stop
0526.39 <Something\DXM> your words are hurtful, though i know you don't mean them to be-
0526.53 <PheniKING> :( okay
0526.57 <PheniKING> :(
0526.57 <Something\DXM> it's okay PheniKING
0527.03 <Something\DXM> i have nothing against you
0527.09 <Something\DXM> it's the situation that upsets me
0527.10 <Something\DXM> not you
0527.13 <Something\DXM> <#
0527.14 <Something\DXM> <3
0527.27 <wyllic> and now everyone's happy again
0527.27 <PheniKING> i see yeah, i am sorry to hear that man, fucking feel sorry for you now :(
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0527.31 <Something\DXM> I'm just in a weird touchy mood that's all
0527.34 <@thanatos> ~kipp
0527.35 <Something\DXM> sorry PheniKING
0527.35 <@tripbot> kipp: Keep It Positive Please
0527.37 <BigVinnie> try to keep it positive guys
0527.40 <Something\DXM> thanatos: no we are
0527.40 <@thanatos> thanatos: yes!
0527.46 <j10> ~tars
0527.47 <BigVinnie> oh
0527.47 <@tripbot> tars[UD]: One of, if not the single, least pure forms of heroin. The process of
0527.55 <Something\DXM> thanatos: if you read up it'll all make sense
0527.58 <BigVinnie> thanatos: gg
0528.00 <j10> til
0528.19 <@thanatos> No.. there are places for this sort of topic. #drugs is't really one of them.
0528.20 <PheniKING> phenibut++
0528.20 <@tripbot> [karma] phenibut now has 33 karma
0528.32 <Something\DXM> thanatos: for what? discussing childhood traumas?
0528.36 <@thanatos> isn't*
0528.36 <@tripbot> thanatos meant: No.. there are places for this sort of topic. #drugs isn't really one of them.
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0528.53 <reo> oops disconnected again
0528.59 <reo> Something\DXM: wanna talk in private?
0529.06 <Something\DXM> thanatos: far be it for me to suddenly remember a long forgotten about traumatic memory in here and disrupt the chat
0529.11 <Something\DXM> no it's okay reo
0529.14 <reo> alright
0529.24 <Something\DXM> thanatos: just please read over the whole thing before you say anymore
0529.33 <Something\DXM> i appreciate what you're trying to do, i really do
0529.35 <@thanatos> We keep discussing this.
0529.42 <Something\DXM> and i'm not angry at all at you for doing so
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0530.22 <reo> ~yt radar love
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0530.22 <@tripbot> [YouTube] [Golden Earring - Radar Love by Audio4You — ▶6,274,479 (5:07) (▲26485|487▼)] - https://youtu.be/XwqMKf7r7Xg
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0530.35 <Something\DXM> thanatos: pm