Loving Comfort

Loving Comfort
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[F] [F4A] [meditative] [GFE] [soothing] [relaxing] [desire] [reassuring]




Hello, my love.

Come sit with me here.  You must have had a long day.

Did anybody give you a hard time?  Did they stress you out?

Did somebody insult you or run you down the way so many people do?  Make you feel small, unworthy, unwanted, or out of place?  Filled you with doubt?  Are you filling yourself with doubt, maybe?

Was there a situation in which you felt insecure or overwhelmed?

Let me tell you, what people say does not matter.

Lie down...  Close your eyes...  And focus deeply on only the sound of my voice--the only voice you need to listen to.

People are mean.  People are wrong.

There is suffering.

You are wonderful.  You're a good person doing right by others.  You are fair and loving.  You are dedicated and honest.

You plant the seeds of good and of compassion.

That is all that matters.  Not the way anybody else makes you feel; not the feeling they try to provoke in you.

You are here, now.  That is all that counts.

The day that was is gone.  And the day to come an unwritten haze in the nowhere.  Where all the many stories we tell ourselves shall fade out to for now...

Be right here, right now...with me.  Relax...

Are you comfortable?  I'm right here by your side, keeping you warm...

Take deep breaths as you let everthing else go, and sink into the only now.  Safe.  Peaceful.  With just my voice--which you know you can trust.

How are you feeling right now?  Relaxed and calm?  Anxious?  Tired?  A little wound up?  Feel your body as you're being present right here and feel your heart and try to find just what you are experiencing in this moment...what is floating through your senses right now...

Whatever brought a feeling on, whatever the story behind it--you can let that go--just let it pass from your mind and stay with whatever it is you're feeling right now.

It could be one distinct sensation.  Or maybe a mixture of different emotions.  Some may be strong and burning, others dim residue of some situation that was or might lie ahead.  Some may be clear...some confusing or contradicting each other.  It is all right for them to be there...

Simply stay with whatever you're feeling, without pushing it away or trying to change it.

Stay with me in this present moment.  Breathe in and out...in and out...and let all that you're feeling and everything that goes through your mind gently move on.

Let your body relax...let the tension flow from every muscle...as you breathe in and out...in and out...  calming your mind.

Let your thoughts be like clouds...and your mind the endless sky.  Watch the clouds pass and dissolve...  The sky is clear and blue...

Your mind is like a vast ocean...rich and deep...  All your worries, your fears, your past rememberances and future expectations -- all merely thoughts:  waves of disquiet on the surface...  harsh only on the far edge of the shore.

As you are lying here with me, guided by my voice, you can reside within the far depths of that ocean...unaffected by thought, unwoundable by distress.

Follow your breathing...to the infinite peace you can find in the clear ocean of being present in this moment...under the perfect blue sky...

And when all the stories your mind tells itself begin to fade, to turn muted, you continue to follow your breathing...leaving all the feelings and sensations that may arise to be as they are:  appearing...  being...  simply being...  until they again dissolve...  arising from the deep...  and vanishing off the surface...  leaving you unharmed...  unhurt...  relaxed...  peaceful...

As you keep observing your breath, there is only now...  And in the only-now, you may find some ease, listening to my voice...letting the words sink into your wakeful mind...

You are.

You...are...

Without the need to do anything...or become anything...or *have* anything...  you are...!

Breathe...and take in this wonderful moment of comfort with me.  Savor the soothing affection with kindness.  Take it with you wherever you go.  And you'll know...you can always return to feeling comfortable, to peacefulness, to me...

Who am I...?  I'm sure you know...

I'm whoever you imagine me to be.  I'm the love you haven't met yet.  The potential of a woman very real indeed -- who will be with you in a unifying experience of true love...  love without ego...  and a passion shared, unique and elevating.

Yes, I'm the woman who arouses your body...and who excites your soul.

Who sits with you, so you can tell me all your fears and worries.

Who cuddles with you, holding you close under the warm blanket.

Who smiles at you across the crowded room.  Who lays a soothing hand on your chest, or a tantalizing hand on your leg...  who kisses you softly, only to then kiss you long and hard.  Who holds you when you need comfort.  Who touches you until you're completely relaxed and...(slight giggling) exhausted...

Who leans in close and whispers sweetly into your ear:

...I adore you.  I *want* you.

Let me be the lover to free and fulfill your burning desires.

Let me be the friend who covers for you when the world is upside down and seems without reprieve.

Perhaps we'll meet soon, perhaps some time has to pass first...  But what you shall know then, in your heart you already know now:

Well-being is possible.



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