HARD THEORY

[14:17] <ID_Chrome> ah?
[14:18] <SpaceThor> ok, so there's a type of thinking error we discuss in a lot of different types of counseling
[14:18] <SpaceThor> (i promise this will be relevant)
[14:18] <SpaceThor> it can be called either zero state or need for stimulation
[14:19] <SpaceThor> basically, the premise is that for people who have antisocial tendencies, they tend to be understimulated by normal activities, and so they engage in reckless or illegal behavior, or begin abusing substances because they can't feel anything
[14:19] <SpaceThor> i wonder if you're feeling something similar. you're understimulated by gaming, so you try to overcompensate in characters to get the enjoyment that everyone else gets just from doing stuff ic
[14:20] <SpaceThor> and when that aggravates the gm you feel worse and worse
[14:20] <SpaceThor> so you overcompensate more and more