KATHY/RUSTO 3/22/2018

kathy03/21/2018
hey i heard what happened\

Rusto03/22/2018
I know, I don't like this getting brought up because of how much emotional and mental pain and stress it brings me and how another one of the greatest friendships I ever had in my entire life dies each and every single time no matter how much pain, heartbreak and struggle it brings me I will talk with you about whatever it is you wish to know from my side of the story or if you just need to tell me what you want me to do because I allready delted your sfm model when gray asked me to. I understand you must hate me. I"m worthless as I have been told my entire life and I"ll go back to not having any friends and being all alone as life has told me it should be...

Rusto03/22/2018
no matter what happens next promise me you"ll always do your best and live a happy life promise you will live that happily ever after with mon
please promise that

kathy03/22/2018
I dont hate you, but I'm very disappointed in you

kathy03/22/2018
Also, gray never asked you to delete my model just his.
I want details on what happened.

Rusto03/22/2018
ok
I"ll tell you everything
I told snow everything so I"ll tell you too
your a better friend than some people I met in my life like BirdE for example

kathy03/22/2018
Tell me

Rusto03/22/2018
well what happened was my internet got hacked and gray was shown something he was not supposed to see or know about, noone was I was only going to tell the people I trust eventually but he was selectivly shown my dms with someone I known for 4 years. As such I was going to do the right thing by me and gray, we had a plan to settle the matter quietly and maturely and bury the problem in the past and I was going do the right thing. Niether of us expected things to get blown way out of porpotion that it would get public and out of hand though putting both of us through so much stress and headaches
It got gray so stressed he had to step away from the computer more than once
I wouldn't have had a problem with it if it were just to cause me worry but it got him stressed too and that wasn't fair

kathy03/22/2018
Thats not what I  heard
At all
I want the truth, with proof.

Rusto03/22/2018
I know what I did was wrong and I"m sorry about it I"m never going to let something like it happen again and if your talking about after that I"ll show you

kathy03/22/2018
Tell me the truth.

Rusto03/22/2018
ok
after that I was going through so much mental pain and struggle from the entire situation I could not think clearly so I attempted lying to gray because I could not stand the thought of losing the friends I have come to know as family just dissappear
gray was so upset with me for this so he asked me to remove the models and I did

kathy03/22/2018
No excueses
Be direct.
What did you do.

Rusto03/22/2018
I am

kathy03/22/2018
Youre not

Rusto03/22/2018
I lied to gray to try to get my life back or to at least save friendships it was wrong of me to think that way no matter how I was feeling

kathy03/22/2018
What did you lie about

Rusto03/22/2018
well I attempted to gray saw through it before anything else, thinking back on it now I"m glad he did because what I was doing was wrong no matter what and I will never allow myself to do that again no matter what
which is why no matter what happens I"ll own up to what I did

kathy03/22/2018
Then own up.
What did Gray see, what did you do
Stop beating around the bush.

Rusto03/22/2018
you mean you don't know?

kathy03/22/2018
I do

Rusto03/22/2018
you said you heard about what happened

kathy03/22/2018
I want to hear it from you.

Rusto03/22/2018
I didn't know you didn't know everything

kathy03/22/2018
I want to see if you'll lie to me.
I do

Rusto03/22/2018
well ok

kathy03/22/2018
But I want you too not lie to me.
And I want to hear it from you.
Admit what you did to me.

Rusto03/22/2018
I"ll never lie to you cathy

kathy03/22/2018
You have before.

Rusto03/22/2018
I made a promise not to anyway so the thing is I was watching a WW2 zombies stream the night darkest shore came out
a friend I"ve known for 4 years whom we believe to be a minor was chatting with me and they got horny so I offered to help them and then explicit messages between me and her were sent all only in one night at the start of feburary. After that I told her I would keep it a secret because she begged that we both do and never ever speak of it again
however gray was shown one of the dms from that night
he only got the pic a week ago and never told anyone
I"m surprised he didn't but I respect him for not doing it tho he should have showed me the day he got it

kathy03/22/2018
So you erp'ed with a minor?

Rusto03/22/2018
I did and I will never ever ever do it again
secret or not it was wrong

kathy03/22/2018
I dont care, that wrong.
Thats pedophilia
Youre a pedophile.

Rusto03/22/2018
I allready know that you hate me.... that I"m worthless and deserve to be alone forever....

kathy03/22/2018
Dont pull your self pity shit on me.
What the fuck were you thinking?
This could end you in jail
Why you werent reported yet im surprised
Youre a grown man whats arong with you

Rusto03/22/2018
I"m sorry for everything cath, there is nothing I can do to make up for this but I will never ever do it again

kathy03/22/2018
I dont care
Show me what Gray saw.

Rusto03/22/2018
if your talking about the photo its been deleted I just wanted to put it all behind us and for it to stop causing us so much stress
gray had the photo I never had it myself

kathy03/22/2018
You have the conversation

Rusto03/22/2018
the convo has been wiped because gray suggested it would be best for that to be done so it could be put behind us and over with

kathy03/22/2018
Hosw
how

Rusto03/22/2018
we both went and wiped the chat history
of that night

kathy03/22/2018
K
Who was it

Rusto03/22/2018
ghost someone I knew for a long time

kathy03/22/2018
How old is she

Rusto03/22/2018
She's 17 going on 18

kathy03/22/2018
Lie

Rusto03/22/2018
?
her bday is in october she turned 17 a few months ago
or at least I think so as far as she told me

kathy03/22/2018
I was told she was 14