Noire's letter "translation"

A letter from Noire

I'm sorry for suddenly surprising you with a letter, but I have something I must absolutely tell you.
It's a little embarrassing to say it straight-out... Hehe, even in a letter, embarrassing things are
embarrassing, but if I don't do it now, I feel like I won't be able to write it at all, so I will.
I know you've always been cheering me on, but you didn't support me at all last time. I know you didn't.
Are you wondering why I went so far to check? I just wanted to make sure you weren't slacking off! It's
not like I was looking every time or anything. You get carried away so easily. That's why you're so bothersome.
Wait, I didn't mean to write something like this!

We're like partners, aren't we? That's why it's such a problem if you're not around. If you aren't, my chest gets
tight and I can't summon you, right?
You should stand ready as my partner, that's a promise. Definitely.
Then again, if I think about it, everyone knows about you. Where am I going to summon you?
Something something. If I do that, your Engage Meter will go up too, right? Ah, I don't mean engage meter
like getting engaged, please don't get the wrong idea! [CUTE NOIRE SOUND] Sigh...
But being able to tell you something like this... maybe I trust you a lot?
It's a great honour being trusted by a goddess, do you realise that?
Since it's you, I bet you'd say something like "You can trust me more!"

Geez, what a troublesome partner. But that's probably why it went so well. Being able to leave things
to eachother... Nonononono! Because you were here, a lot of things were bothersome, but a lot of things
were easier as well. I guess it felt kind of... natural? Don't get full of yourself just because I
praised you a little, got it? With this, I wrote most of what I wanted to. Writing something like this
feels embarrassing after all... It's not because I'm aware of you in that way, so don't get the wrong idea!
This letter is our secret. You really can't tell anyone. If you do tell anyone, I'll break up with you!