Open Letter to Kiwi Farms and 4chan for March

I am currently taking the following: Lithium, quetiapine, sertraline. Thank you for asking. I am looking for a good therapist and I'm got an endocrinolgist now. I just need to follow that up with an eye exam, a good gynologist, a general doctor and a psychologist.

Please do not tag me on KF unless you need Word of God on something. Tagging me in my own thread will get you nothing but driveby sadposting and nobody wants that. Post music, art, video games or whatever instead. I am not nearly the most interesting LOLcow or on the website and I will not be the last.

Please put all requests for art to @OddmentsShop or @MidnaPurity on Twitter. Don't bother reporting self-harm on any post, I can already guarantee its an exercise in uselessness. Only God can save me now.

Yes, I am transitioning my gender legally and I do suffer from gender dysphoria. This has already been verified and added to my medical chart, just like autism and bipolar disorder. I do not have any personality defects except for possibly some egocentrism common to most women.

I'm going to be prescribed testotesterone treatments or "T." I cannot afford a legal name change at this time. It is what it is. That's why I'm on Medicare, you know?

Whole grabbag of issues and PTSD too. Thank my mom for the PTSD, basically. Dumb useless toxic narc alcoholic bitch... Wanna do me a favor? Sign her up for A.A. meetings and get her some nicorette gum or a patch.

I prefer to be called "Ash" but you do you. Calling me by my old name will just get you an eyeroll most of the time. It used to be a male name back in the Gone With The Wind days but not anymore...

I'm still the OG pony and Genwunner Pokemon fan.

Thank you for those of you that legitimately care. No thank you to those of you who legitimately do not. Haters, go fuck yourselves. I am the monster you made of me.