mangaka 30

app sum. not that accurate.

mc asks if two weeks together is enough and she thinks 'two weeks' and how she knows what he speaks of. she goes 'i know' and think how yeah, there's no reason to avoid it anymore. how mc is an addict and so is she/has an addiction(notsure how.. smoking maybe or fear ..idk) and how if it's so, lets to it, him and her, for each other and she interlocks hands. she calls his name 'chae joon' and asks if they should start with their secret lessons. he's all 'secret lessons?' she makes him that 'come on' gesture and he's all 'uh ..what what? is this true/real?' he wonders why his heart beats hard that it might burst. she tells him to look at her and goes 'let's do it ..sex..' and he's all 'right now?' and she goes yeah and how they first need to try it. he tells her to wait and asks her if she's serious and she replies how does he think she asked him out of nowhere to have sex or that. mc replies how she suddenly changed her attitude and he wants to her it from her, if she wants him, and i think she thinks how she took a blow here with that question(not sure). then she tells him how she too wants him, how she too wants to sleep with him. rapid heartbeats here and mc wonders if this is a dreams cause it feels like his first time, how he's feeling it even more than at that time. mc hugs her and tells her he wanted to hold her in his arms so much that it made him crazy. she then tells him that before that she needs to confess to smth first, and how the lessons did start with her helping him, but maybe now she needs more help than he does. he replies with 'yes, i will!'. he thinks how her slender waist and small shoulders feels so good. how he will first lay her down, her heartbeat and how queen too is nervous like he is. queen's lips.. her tongue, and how the candy flavor in her mouth stimulates him more. queen's innocence and her breasts..she moans here when he pinches her nipples and he goes 'queen moaning sounds' and tells her it's very beautiful and she asks if it's his first time seeing a woman's breast and he goes how it's his first time seeing her body and licks her tummy. he goes a 'this time ..this ..queen's..' and sees her pussy and tells her how he really ant to go inside her. she goes 'yeah ..please do so.'. he remembers about a condom but she tells him how it's okay, to just do it. he thinks about doing it without and how he thought she'd be angry, and wonders if she wants him that much, that she'd do it fast even without a condom. how if that's so and how no need to specify it(idk here denying it or debating it..). next she blocks him and he wonders if she's too nervous or if not that, then a well thought strategy. ho he doesn't care what it is but he can't, he cant stand it anymore, and how much he's been waiting for. she pushes him and she goes 'queen?' and then asks her if she's okay and how her skin complexion is .. and she give shim 'im..f..ine'. she then goes 'chae joon, i ..actually, have a sex phobia' and he goes 'yeah/whaa?' and thoughts how in the middle of sex with him, he heard the strangest words 'sex phobia'.(notsure) tbc..