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  3. <i>I believe we have a choice in this
  4. world about how to tell sad stories.</i>
  5.  
  6. 2
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  8. <i>On the one hand,
  9. you can sugarcoat it.</i>
  10.  
  11. 3
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  13. <i>The way they do in movies
  14. and romance novels...</i>
  15.  
  16. 4
  17. 00:00:46,240 --> 00:00:49,642
  18. <i>where beautiful people
  19. learn beautiful lessons...</i>
  20.  
  21. 5
  22. 00:00:49,800 --> 00:00:51,928
  23. <i>where nothing is too messed
  24. up that can't be fixed...</i>
  25.  
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  28. <i>with an apology
  29. and a Peter Gabriel song.</i>
  30.  
  31. 7
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  33. <i>I like that version as much
  34. as the next girl does,</i>
  35.  
  36. 8
  37. 00:00:57,320 --> 00:00:58,481
  38. <i>believe me.</i>
  39.  
  40. 9
  41. 00:00:59,600 --> 00:01:01,329
  42. <i>It's just not the truth.</i>
  43.  
  44. 10
  45. 00:01:02,680 --> 00:01:03,806
  46. <i>This is the truth.</i>
  47.  
  48. 11
  49. 00:01:05,360 --> 00:01:06,361
  50. <i>Sorry.</i>
  51.  
  52. 12
  53. 00:01:13,120 --> 00:01:15,600
  54. <i>Late in the winter
  55. of my seventeenth year...</i>
  56.  
  57. 13
  58. 00:01:16,360 --> 00:01:18,681
  59. <i>my mother decided
  60. that I was depressed.</i>
  61.  
  62. 14
  63. 00:01:20,520 --> 00:01:23,171
  64. She just eats like a bird,
  65. she barely leaves the house.
  66.  
  67. 15
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  69. I am not depressed, Mom.
  70.  
  71. 16
  72. 00:01:25,000 --> 00:01:26,684
  73. She's reading the same
  74. book over and over.
  75.  
  76. 17
  77. 00:01:26,840 --> 00:01:27,841
  78. She's depressed.
  79.  
  80. 18
  81. 00:01:28,000 --> 00:01:29,411
  82. I'm not depressed.
  83.  
  84. 19
  85. 00:01:29,560 --> 00:01:31,961
  86. <i>The booklets and the websites
  87. always list depression as</i>
  88.  
  89. 20
  90. 00:01:32,040 --> 00:01:33,326
  91. <i>a side effect of cancer.</i>
  92.  
  93. 21
  94. 00:01:34,960 --> 00:01:37,201
  95. <i>Depression's not
  96. a side effect of cancer.</i>
  97.  
  98. 22
  99. 00:01:39,720 --> 00:01:41,688
  100. <i>It's a side effect of dying.</i>
  101.  
  102. 23
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  104. <i>Which is what
  105. was happening to me.</i>
  106.  
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  108. 00:02:04,880 --> 00:02:06,564
  109. I may switch you to Zoloft.
  110.  
  111. 25
  112. 00:02:06,920 --> 00:02:08,445
  113. Or Lexapro.
  114.  
  115. 26
  116. 00:02:08,600 --> 00:02:10,011
  117. And twice a day instead of once.
  118.  
  119. 27
  120. 00:02:10,160 --> 00:02:11,685
  121. Why stop there?
  122. Hmm?
  123.  
  124. 28
  125. 00:02:11,840 --> 00:02:13,040
  126. Really, just keep them coming.
  127.  
  128. 29
  129. 00:02:13,064 --> 00:02:14,793
  130. I'm like the Keith Richards
  131. of cancer kids.
  132.  
  133. 30
  134. 00:02:14,920 --> 00:02:17,366
  135. Have you been going to that
  136. support group I suggested?
  137.  
  138. 31
  139. 00:02:17,520 --> 00:02:18,931
  140. Yeah, it's not my thing.
  141.  
  142. 32
  143. 00:02:19,080 --> 00:02:20,525
  144. Support groups
  145. can be a great way
  146.  
  147. 33
  148. 00:02:20,600 --> 00:02:22,200
  149. for you to connect
  150. with people who are...
  151.  
  152. 34
  153. 00:02:22,360 --> 00:02:25,125
  154. Who are... What?
  155.  
  156. 35
  157. 00:02:25,560 --> 00:02:26,721
  158. ...on the same journey.
  159.  
  160. 36
  161. 00:02:26,920 --> 00:02:28,888
  162. "Journey"? Really?
  163.  
  164. 37
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  166. Give it a chance.
  167.  
  168. 38
  169. 00:02:31,080 --> 00:02:34,402
  170. Who knows, you might even
  171. find it enlightening.
  172.  
  173. 39
  174. 00:02:37,040 --> 00:02:38,530
  175. All right.
  176.  
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  178. 00:02:39,120 --> 00:02:40,406
  179. Are you guys ready?
  180.  
  181. 41
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  183. We are gathered here today
  184.  
  185. 42
  186. 00:02:43,880 --> 00:02:47,566
  187. literally in the heart of Jesus.
  188.  
  189. 43
  190. 00:02:49,480 --> 00:02:51,926
  191. We're here with J.C.
  192.  
  193. 44
  194. 00:02:52,080 --> 00:02:54,048
  195. Who wants to share their
  196. story with the group?
  197.  
  198. 45
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  200. I'm Angel.
  201.  
  202. 46
  203. 00:02:55,720 --> 00:02:57,449
  204. I have acute myeloid leukemia.
  205.  
  206. 47
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  208. Sid. Acute lymphoblastic
  209. leukemia.
  210.  
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  213. Hi, I'm PJ.
  214. Um, I have neuroblastoma.
  215.  
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  218. I'm Patrick.
  219.  
  220. 50
  221. 00:03:07,240 --> 00:03:08,287
  222. Testicular.
  223.  
  224. 51
  225. 00:03:08,440 --> 00:03:12,126
  226. <i>I'll spare you the gory
  227. details of Patrick's ball cancer.</i>
  228.  
  229. 52
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  231. <i>Basically, they found it
  232. in his nuts...</i>
  233.  
  234. 53
  235. 00:03:15,640 --> 00:03:19,281
  236. <i>they cut most of it out, and he
  237. almost died, but he didn't die.</i>
  238.  
  239. 54
  240. 00:03:20,400 --> 00:03:24,007
  241. <i>So now, here he is,
  242. divorced, friendless...</i>
  243.  
  244. 55
  245. 00:03:24,160 --> 00:03:26,128
  246. <i>living on his parents' couch...</i>
  247.  
  248. 56
  249. 00:03:26,440 --> 00:03:30,331
  250. <i>exploiting his cancer-tastic
  251. past in the heart of Jesus.</i>
  252.  
  253. 57
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  255. <i>Literally.</i>
  256.  
  257. 58
  258. 00:03:31,840 --> 00:03:35,640
  259. <i>To show us that one day,
  260. if we 're lucky.</i> ..
  261.  
  262. 59
  263. 00:03:35,800 --> 00:03:38,804
  264. <i>We could be just like him.</i>
  265.  
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  268. Who's next?
  269.  
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  272. Hazel?
  273.  
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  276. Um...
  277.  
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  280. I'm Hazel.
  281.  
  282. 64
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  284. Uh, thyroid, originally...
  285.  
  286. 65
  287. 00:03:52,840 --> 00:03:54,683
  288. but now with
  289. quite the impressive
  290.  
  291. 66
  292. 00:03:54,760 --> 00:03:56,569
  293. satellite colony in my lungs.
  294.  
  295. 67
  296. 00:03:56,640 --> 00:03:59,769
  297. And how are you doing?
  298.  
  299. 68
  300. 00:03:59,840 --> 00:04:03,401
  301. <i>Uh, you mean besides
  302. the terminal cancer?</i>
  303.  
  304. 69
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  306. All right, I guess.
  307.  
  308. 70
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  310. We're here for you, Hazel.
  311.  
  312. 71
  313. 00:04:11,680 --> 00:04:13,728
  314. Why don't I play another song?
  315.  
  316. 72
  317. 00:04:22,880 --> 00:04:24,291
  318. <i>Christ is our friend</i>
  319.  
  320. 73
  321. 00:04:24,360 --> 00:04:26,203
  322. <i>And he'll be there till the end</i>
  323.  
  324. 74
  325. 00:04:26,360 --> 00:04:27,600
  326. <i>Christ is our friend</i>
  327.  
  328. 75
  329. 00:04:27,680 --> 00:04:29,967
  330. <i>And he'll be there till the end</i>
  331.  
  332. 76
  333. 00:04:30,160 --> 00:04:35,087
  334. <i>Christ</i>
  335.  
  336. 77
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  338. Hey, sweet pea.
  339.  
  340. 78
  341. 00:04:46,880 --> 00:04:50,168
  342. So... was it awesome?
  343.  
  344. 79
  345. 00:04:53,200 --> 00:04:55,567
  346. "Yeah, Mom,
  347. it was awesome!"
  348.  
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  350. 00:05:01,560 --> 00:05:03,528
  351. <i>HAZEL". And that was my life.</i>
  352.  
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  354. 00:05:04,040 --> 00:05:05,610
  355. <i>Reality shows.</i>
  356.  
  357. 82
  358. 00:05:06,040 --> 00:05:08,361
  359. <i>Doctor's appointments.</i>
  360.  
  361. 83
  362. 00:05:08,520 --> 00:05:11,888
  363. <i>Eight prescription drugs,
  364. three times a day.</i>
  365.  
  366. 84
  367. 00:05:12,080 --> 00:05:13,730
  368. <i>But worst, worst,
  369. worst of all...</i>
  370.  
  371. 85
  372. 00:05:15,200 --> 00:05:16,361
  373. <i>Support group-</i>
  374.  
  375. 86
  376. 00:05:16,520 --> 00:05:18,320
  377. - You cannot make me.
  378. - Of course we can.
  379.  
  380. 87
  381. 00:05:18,440 --> 00:05:19,566
  382. We're your parents.
  383.  
  384. 88
  385. 00:05:19,960 --> 00:05:21,325
  386. Come on,
  387. we've been through this.
  388.  
  389. 89
  390. 00:05:21,400 --> 00:05:22,447
  391. You need to go.
  392.  
  393. 90
  394. 00:05:22,600 --> 00:05:24,728
  395. You need to make friends,
  396. and be a teenager.
  397.  
  398. 91
  399. 00:05:24,880 --> 00:05:26,320
  400. Mom, if you want me
  401. to be a teenager,
  402.  
  403. 92
  404. 00:05:26,344 --> 00:05:27,930
  405. you don't send me
  406. to support group.
  407.  
  408. 93
  409. 00:05:28,080 --> 00:05:31,243
  410. You gotta get me a fake ID
  411. so that I can go to clubs...
  412.  
  413. 94
  414. 00:05:31,400 --> 00:05:33,050
  415. and drink gimlets and take pot.
  416.  
  417. 95
  418. 00:05:33,120 --> 00:05:35,282
  419. Uh, you don't "take" pot.
  420.  
  421. 96
  422. 00:05:36,600 --> 00:05:38,960
  423. Well, that is the kind of thing
  424. I would know with a fake ID.
  425.  
  426. 97
  427. 00:05:38,984 --> 00:05:41,351
  428. Can you
  429. just get in the car, please?
  430.  
  431. 98
  432. 00:05:46,920 --> 00:05:48,410
  433. <i>And</i> so <i>I</i> went.
  434.  
  435. 99
  436. 00:05:48,720 --> 00:05:51,963
  437. <i>Not because I wanted to, or because
  438. I thought it would help</i> me...
  439.  
  440. 100
  441. 00:05:52,160 --> 00:05:55,130
  442. <i>but for the same reason
  443. I did anything these days.</i>
  444.  
  445. 101
  446. 00:05:55,280 --> 00:05:56,281
  447. <i>To make my parents happy.</i>
  448.  
  449. 102
  450. 00:05:56,440 --> 00:05:58,640
  451. I really don't understand
  452. why I can't just drive myself.
  453.  
  454. 103
  455. 00:05:58,760 --> 00:06:00,280
  456. It's not like you're
  457. gonna do anything.
  458.  
  459. 104
  460. 00:06:00,354 --> 00:06:02,118
  461. You're just gonna sit here
  462. and wait again.
  463.  
  464. 105
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  466. Of course I'm not.
  467.  
  468. 106
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  470. No, I've got stuff to do.
  471. I'm gonna do errands.
  472.  
  473. 107
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  475. Yeah.
  476.  
  477. 108
  478. 00:06:08,480 --> 00:06:09,811
  479. I love you.
  480.  
  481. 109
  482. 00:06:09,960 --> 00:06:10,961
  483. I love you, too.
  484.  
  485. 110
  486. 00:06:11,080 --> 00:06:12,411
  487. Have fun.
  488.  
  489. 111
  490. 00:06:13,640 --> 00:06:16,166
  491. <i>The only thing worse
  492. than biting it from cancer...</i>
  493.  
  494. 112
  495. 00:06:16,320 --> 00:06:18,482
  496. <i>is having a kid
  497. bite it from cancer.</i>
  498.  
  499. 113
  500. 00:06:20,000 --> 00:06:21,286
  501. Hey!
  502.  
  503. 114
  504. 00:06:21,800 --> 00:06:23,768
  505. Make some friends.
  506.  
  507. 115
  508. 00:06:27,920 --> 00:06:29,285
  509. Oh, sorry.
  510.  
  511. 116
  512. 00:06:29,440 --> 00:06:30,720
  513. I'll take the stairs.
  514. No problem.
  515.  
  516. 117
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  518. Thank you.
  519.  
  520. 118
  521. 00:06:32,640 --> 00:06:33,926
  522. Sorry.
  523.  
  524. 119
  525. 00:06:35,480 --> 00:06:36,606
  526. My bad.
  527.  
  528. 120
  529. 00:06:37,400 --> 00:06:39,004
  530. I'm sorry.
  531.  
  532. 121
  533. 00:06:50,960 --> 00:06:52,405
  534. Oh, my God.
  535.  
  536. 122
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  538. <i>So, who would like to start?</i>
  539.  
  540. 123
  541. 00:07:02,000 --> 00:07:05,004
  542. Does anyone want to start?
  543. Who wants to kick it off?
  544.  
  545. 124
  546. 00:07:06,520 --> 00:07:08,010
  547. Go ahead.
  548.  
  549. 125
  550. 00:07:08,160 --> 00:07:11,323
  551. I'm Beth. I have
  552. spindle cell sarcoma.
  553.  
  554. 126
  555. 00:07:11,480 --> 00:07:12,891
  556. It's been an okay week.
  557.  
  558. 127
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  560. Isaac, I know that you're
  561. facing some challenges right now.
  562.  
  563. 128
  564. 00:07:32,040 --> 00:07:33,690
  565. Do you want to share
  566. with the group?
  567.  
  568. 129
  569. 00:07:33,760 --> 00:07:35,046
  570. Or maybe your friend, here?
  571.  
  572. 130
  573. 00:07:35,520 --> 00:07:36,567
  574. No, I'll share.
  575.  
  576. 131
  577. 00:07:37,360 --> 00:07:38,850
  578. Hey, guys. Uh...
  579.  
  580. 132
  581. 00:07:39,200 --> 00:07:41,043
  582. Hi, I'm Isaac.
  583.  
  584. 133
  585. 00:07:41,200 --> 00:07:42,725
  586. I have retinoblastoma.
  587.  
  588. 134
  589. 00:07:43,200 --> 00:07:45,040
  590. We had surgery on one eye
  591. when I was younger...
  592.  
  593. 135
  594. 00:07:45,064 --> 00:07:46,684
  595. so this is a glass eye.
  596.  
  597. 136
  598. 00:07:46,760 --> 00:07:49,280
  599. And then I'm going in to the
  600. hospital to have another surgery...
  601.  
  602. 137
  603. 00:07:49,304 --> 00:07:50,400
  604. to take out the other eye.
  605.  
  606. 138
  607. 00:07:50,560 --> 00:07:52,927
  608. So, after that surgery, I'm
  609. just gonna be totally blind.
  610.  
  611. 139
  612. 00:07:53,200 --> 00:07:56,000
  613. But I'm lucky, because I have this
  614. beautiful, smoking hot girlfriend...
  615.  
  616. 140
  617. 00:07:56,024 --> 00:07:58,391
  618. who's way out of my league.
  619. Monica.
  620.  
  621. 141
  622. 00:07:58,720 --> 00:08:03,248
  623. And I have great friends like
  624. Augustus Waters to help me out.
  625.  
  626. 142
  627. 00:08:03,440 --> 00:08:06,205
  628. So, that's what's up.
  629. Thanks.
  630.  
  631. 143
  632. 00:08:06,520 --> 00:08:08,124
  633. We're here for you, Isaac.
  634.  
  635. 144
  636. 00:08:08,400 --> 00:08:09,606
  637. Thank you.
  638.  
  639. 145
  640. 00:08:10,520 --> 00:08:11,760
  641. Your turn, Gus.
  642.  
  643. 146
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  645. Yeah, sure.
  646.  
  647. 147
  648. 00:08:16,320 --> 00:08:18,926
  649. Um, I'm Augustus Waters.
  650.  
  651. 148
  652. 00:08:19,080 --> 00:08:20,764
  653. I'm 18 years old
  654.  
  655. 149
  656. 00:08:20,920 --> 00:08:24,811
  657. and I had a touch of osteosarcoma
  658. about a year-and-a-half ago.
  659.  
  660. 150
  661. 00:08:24,960 --> 00:08:28,487
  662. So, I've lost this baby
  663. as a result.
  664.  
  665. 151
  666. 00:08:29,400 --> 00:08:32,768
  667. And, uh, now I'm part
  668. cyborg, which is awesome.
  669.  
  670. 152
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  672. But, really, I'm just
  673. here at Isaac's request.
  674.  
  675. 153
  676. 00:08:36,400 --> 00:08:38,801
  677. And how are you feeling, Gus?
  678.  
  679. 154
  680. 00:08:39,120 --> 00:08:40,884
  681. I'm grand, yeah.
  682.  
  683. 155
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  685. I'm on a roller coaster that
  686. only goes up, my friend.
  687.  
  688. 156
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  690. Maybe you'd like to share
  691. your fears with the group?
  692.  
  693. 157
  694. 00:08:46,720 --> 00:08:48,131
  695. My fears?
  696.  
  697. 158
  698. 00:08:52,120 --> 00:08:53,326
  699. Oblivion.
  700.  
  701. 159
  702. 00:08:53,760 --> 00:08:54,761
  703. Oblivion?
  704.  
  705. 160
  706. 00:08:54,920 --> 00:08:56,126
  707. Yeah.
  708.  
  709. 161
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  711. You see, I intend to live
  712. an extraordinary life.
  713.  
  714. 162
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  716. To be remembered.
  717.  
  718. 163
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  720. So, I'd say if I have any fears,
  721.  
  722. 164
  723. 00:09:01,744 --> 00:09:03,872
  724. it would be to not do that.
  725.  
  726. 165
  727. 00:09:05,840 --> 00:09:09,162
  728. Would anyone else in the
  729. group like to speak to that?
  730.  
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  733. Hazel?
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  735. 167
  736. 00:09:12,680 --> 00:09:14,284
  737. Unexpected.
  738.  
  739. 168
  740. 00:09:16,640 --> 00:09:18,085
  741. I just want to say
  742. that there's gonna
  743.  
  744. 169
  745. 00:09:18,240 --> 00:09:19,810
  746. come a time when
  747. all of us are dead.
  748.  
  749. 170
  750. 00:09:20,320 --> 00:09:21,890
  751. There was a time before humans
  752.  
  753. 171
  754. 00:09:21,960 --> 00:09:23,610
  755. and there's gonna
  756. be a time after.
  757.  
  758. 172
  759. 00:09:23,760 --> 00:09:26,080
  760. It could be tomorrow, it could
  761. be a million years from now.
  762.  
  763. 173
  764. 00:09:26,120 --> 00:09:28,009
  765. And when it does,
  766. there will be no one left...
  767.  
  768. 174
  769. 00:09:28,160 --> 00:09:32,484
  770. to remember Cleopatra or
  771. Muhammad Ali or Mozart...
  772.  
  773. 175
  774. 00:09:32,640 --> 00:09:34,529
  775. let alone any of us.
  776.  
  777. 176
  778. 00:09:36,160 --> 00:09:37,525
  779. Oblivion's inevitable.
  780.  
  781. 177
  782. 00:09:37,720 --> 00:09:39,848
  783. And if that scares you, then
  784. I suggest you ignore it.
  785.  
  786. 178
  787. 00:09:41,160 --> 00:09:44,004
  788. God knows it's what
  789. everyone else does.
  790.  
  791. 179
  792. 00:09:48,480 --> 00:09:51,370
  793. Well, that's some good advice.
  794.  
  795. 180
  796. 00:09:52,000 --> 00:09:56,688
  797. And I like all this because it's
  798. really nice to hear everybody...
  799.  
  800. 181
  801. 00:10:05,080 --> 00:10:06,684
  802. Thank you.
  803. Mmm-hmm.
  804.  
  805. 182
  806. 00:10:09,800 --> 00:10:11,325
  807. Always.
  808. Always.
  809.  
  810. 183
  811. 00:10:14,680 --> 00:10:16,045
  812. - Always.
  813. - Always.
  814.  
  815. 184
  816. 00:10:17,360 --> 00:10:19,203
  817. "Literally."
  818.  
  819. 185
  820. 00:10:20,400 --> 00:10:22,000
  821. I thought we were
  822. in a church basement...
  823.  
  824. 186
  825. 00:10:22,024 --> 00:10:25,242
  826. but apparently we were literally
  827. in the heart of Jesus.
  828.  
  829. 187
  830. 00:10:25,400 --> 00:10:27,129
  831. Oh, yeah.
  832.  
  833. 188
  834. 00:10:29,600 --> 00:10:30,647
  835. What's your name?
  836.  
  837. 189
  838. 00:10:31,040 --> 00:10:32,405
  839. Hazel.
  840.  
  841. 190
  842. 00:10:32,560 --> 00:10:34,210
  843. No, what's your full name?
  844.  
  845. 191
  846. 00:10:34,560 --> 00:10:36,449
  847. Hazel Grace Lancaster.
  848.  
  849. 192
  850. 00:10:42,120 --> 00:10:43,201
  851. What?
  852.  
  853. 193
  854. 00:10:43,360 --> 00:10:44,361
  855. I didn't say anything.
  856.  
  857. 194
  858. 00:10:44,440 --> 00:10:46,408
  859. Why are you looking
  860. at me like that?
  861.  
  862. 195
  863. 00:10:46,560 --> 00:10:48,085
  864. Because you're beautiful.
  865.  
  866. 196
  867. 00:10:48,280 --> 00:10:49,327
  868. Oh, my God.
  869.  
  870. 197
  871. 00:10:49,400 --> 00:10:51,528
  872. I enjoy looking
  873. at beautiful people.
  874.  
  875. 198
  876. 00:10:52,200 --> 00:10:53,880
  877. See, I decided a while back...
  878.  
  879. 199
  880. 00:10:53,904 --> 00:10:56,121
  881. not to deny myself the simpler
  882. pleasures of existence.
  883.  
  884. 200
  885. 00:10:56,280 --> 00:10:58,965
  886. Particularly, as you
  887. so astutely pointed out,
  888.  
  889. 201
  890. 00:10:59,040 --> 00:11:00,320
  891. we're all gonna die pretty soon.
  892.  
  893. 202
  894. 00:11:00,400 --> 00:11:02,562
  895. Okay, well, that's great.
  896. But I am not beautiful.
  897.  
  898. 203
  899. 00:11:02,760 --> 00:11:03,807
  900. Hey, Gus.
  901.  
  902. 204
  903. 00:11:03,880 --> 00:11:04,927
  904. Hi, Lisa.
  905.  
  906. 205
  907. 00:11:05,720 --> 00:11:07,000
  908. I like it when you say it first.
  909.  
  910. 206
  911. 00:11:07,024 --> 00:11:08,360
  912. I like it when you say it first.
  913.  
  914. 207
  915. 00:11:08,384 --> 00:11:08,881
  916. Okay-
  917.  
  918. 208
  919. 00:11:09,080 --> 00:11:10,366
  920. Always.
  921.  
  922. 209
  923. 00:11:10,560 --> 00:11:11,925
  924. Always.
  925.  
  926. 210
  927. 00:11:12,080 --> 00:11:13,570
  928. What is with the "always"?
  929.  
  930. 211
  931. 00:11:13,720 --> 00:11:15,131
  932. "Always" is, like, their thing.
  933.  
  934. 212
  935. 00:11:15,320 --> 00:11:17,926
  936. They'll "always" love
  937. each other, and whatnot.
  938.  
  939. 213
  940. 00:11:18,720 --> 00:11:22,247
  941. They probably texted "always" to each
  942. other 14 million times this year.
  943.  
  944. 214
  945. 00:11:25,800 --> 00:11:28,246
  946. He's got to be hurting her boob.
  947.  
  948. 215
  949. 00:11:29,120 --> 00:11:30,485
  950. Let's go watch a movie.
  951.  
  952. 216
  953. 00:11:30,640 --> 00:11:31,971
  954. What?
  955. Hmm?
  956.  
  957. 217
  958. 00:11:32,120 --> 00:11:33,281
  959. Huh?
  960.  
  961. 218
  962. 00:11:33,600 --> 00:11:35,967
  963. Um...
  964.  
  965. 219
  966. 00:11:36,600 --> 00:11:39,649
  967. I'm free later this week,
  968. we could...
  969.  
  970. 220
  971. 00:11:39,840 --> 00:11:41,285
  972. No, I mean now.
  973.  
  974. 221
  975. 00:11:42,120 --> 00:11:43,645
  976. You could be an axe murderer.
  977.  
  978. 222
  979. 00:11:43,840 --> 00:11:45,683
  980. There's always that possibility.
  981.  
  982. 223
  983. 00:11:45,960 --> 00:11:48,088
  984. Come on, Hazel Grace.
  985. Take a risk.
  986.  
  987. 224
  988. 00:11:48,240 --> 00:11:49,287
  989. I don't...
  990.  
  991. 225
  992. 00:11:52,680 --> 00:11:53,681
  993. Really?
  994.  
  995. 226
  996. 00:11:53,800 --> 00:11:54,961
  997. That is disgusting.
  998.  
  999. 227
  1000. 00:11:55,520 --> 00:11:56,521
  1001. What?
  1002.  
  1003. 228
  1004. 00:11:56,600 --> 00:11:58,967
  1005. What, do you think that
  1006. that's cool or something?
  1007.  
  1008. 229
  1009. 00:11:59,120 --> 00:12:00,400
  1010. You just ruined
  1011. this whole thing.
  1012.  
  1013. 230
  1014. 00:12:00,480 --> 00:12:02,130
  1015. The whole thing?
  1016. Yes, this whole thing!
  1017.  
  1018. 231
  1019. 00:12:02,320 --> 00:12:03,606
  1020. Oh, man.
  1021.  
  1022. 232
  1023. 00:12:03,880 --> 00:12:05,803
  1024. Ugh. And you were
  1025. doing really well, too.
  1026.  
  1027. 233
  1028. 00:12:06,280 --> 00:12:08,965
  1029. God! There's always
  1030. a hamartia, isn't there?
  1031.  
  1032. 234
  1033. 00:12:09,160 --> 00:12:11,322
  1034. And yours is even though
  1035. you had freaking cancer...
  1036.  
  1037. 235
  1038. 00:12:11,480 --> 00:12:13,360
  1039. you're willing to give
  1040. money to a corporation...
  1041.  
  1042. 236
  1043. 00:12:13,384 --> 00:12:15,591
  1044. for the chance to acquire
  1045. even more cancer?
  1046.  
  1047. 237
  1048. 00:12:15,960 --> 00:12:18,645
  1049. Let me just tell you that not
  1050. being able to breathe sucks!
  1051.  
  1052. 238
  1053. 00:12:18,840 --> 00:12:20,330
  1054. It totally sucks.
  1055.  
  1056. 239
  1057. 00:12:20,480 --> 00:12:21,641
  1058. "Hamartia"?
  1059.  
  1060. 240
  1061. 00:12:22,840 --> 00:12:24,365
  1062. It's a fatal flaw.
  1063.  
  1064. 241
  1065. 00:12:24,520 --> 00:12:26,045
  1066. Ah, a fatal...
  1067.  
  1068. 242
  1069. 00:12:26,320 --> 00:12:27,321
  1070. Hazel Grace,
  1071.  
  1072. 243
  1073. 00:12:27,400 --> 00:12:29,400
  1074. they don't actually hurt
  1075. you unless you light them.
  1076.  
  1077. 244
  1078. 00:12:30,200 --> 00:12:31,201
  1079. Hmm?
  1080.  
  1081. 245
  1082. 00:12:31,640 --> 00:12:33,130
  1083. I've never lit one.
  1084.  
  1085. 246
  1086. 00:12:34,040 --> 00:12:35,166
  1087. It's a metaphor, see?
  1088.  
  1089. 247
  1090. 00:12:35,320 --> 00:12:38,483
  1091. You put the thing that does the
  1092. killing right between your teeth...
  1093.  
  1094. 248
  1095. 00:12:39,880 --> 00:12:42,121
  1096. but you never give it
  1097. the power to kill you.
  1098.  
  1099. 249
  1100. 00:12:43,360 --> 00:12:44,486
  1101. A metaphor.
  1102.  
  1103. 250
  1104. 00:12:49,400 --> 00:12:52,051
  1105. Hey, sweetheart.
  1106. Is it Top <i>Model</i> time?
  1107.  
  1108. 251
  1109. 00:12:54,640 --> 00:12:56,324
  1110. No. Uh...
  1111.  
  1112. 252
  1113. 00:12:56,520 --> 00:12:58,170
  1114. I've made plans
  1115. with Augustus Waters.
  1116.  
  1117. 253
  1118. 00:13:03,160 --> 00:13:04,764
  1119. Whoa!
  1120.  
  1121. 254
  1122. 00:13:04,880 --> 00:13:06,480
  1123. Oh, my God.
  1124.  
  1125. 255
  1126. 00:13:06,504 --> 00:13:07,646
  1127. Ooh!
  1128.  
  1129. 256
  1130. 00:13:07,880 --> 00:13:09,769
  1131. Yeah, I failed my test
  1132. a couple times.
  1133.  
  1134. 257
  1135. 00:13:10,200 --> 00:13:11,326
  1136. You don't say.
  1137.  
  1138. 258
  1139. 00:13:11,560 --> 00:13:13,200
  1140. Actually, the fourth time
  1141. I took the test,
  1142.  
  1143. 259
  1144. 00:13:13,224 --> 00:13:14,714
  1145. it was going about
  1146. how this is going.
  1147.  
  1148. 260
  1149. 00:13:15,080 --> 00:13:16,844
  1150. And when it was over...
  1151.  
  1152. 261
  1153. 00:13:17,000 --> 00:13:19,207
  1154. the instructor looks over
  1155. at me, and she says...
  1156.  
  1157. 262
  1158. 00:13:19,400 --> 00:13:22,768
  1159. "Your driving, while unpleasant,
  1160. is not technically unsafe."
  1161.  
  1162. 263
  1163. 00:13:23,080 --> 00:13:24,081
  1164. Cancer perk.
  1165.  
  1166. 264
  1167. 00:13:24,160 --> 00:13:25,889
  1168. Total cancer perk.
  1169.  
  1170. 265
  1171. 00:13:27,560 --> 00:13:29,722
  1172. So, tell me about you.
  1173.  
  1174. 266
  1175. 00:13:30,160 --> 00:13:32,891
  1176. Um, I was 13 when they found it.
  1177.  
  1178. 267
  1179. 00:13:33,600 --> 00:13:35,887
  1180. <i>Pretty much
  1181. worst-case scenario.</i>
  1182.  
  1183. 268
  1184. 00:13:36,360 --> 00:13:38,522
  1185. <i>Thyroid, stage four.</i>
  1186.  
  1187. 269
  1188. 00:13:38,680 --> 00:13:39,761
  1189. <i>Not much they could do.</i>
  1190.  
  1191. 270
  1192. 00:13:40,400 --> 00:13:42,243
  1193. <i>Which didn't stop them,
  1194. of course.</i>
  1195.  
  1196. 271
  1197. 00:13:43,360 --> 00:13:44,361
  1198. <i>Surgery-</i>
  1199.  
  1200. 272
  1201. 00:13:44,560 --> 00:13:45,766
  1202. <i>Radiation.</i>
  1203.  
  1204. 273
  1205. 00:13:46,240 --> 00:13:47,241
  1206. <i>Chemo.</i>
  1207.  
  1208. 274
  1209. 00:13:47,720 --> 00:13:48,926
  1210. <i>More radiation.</i>
  1211.  
  1212. 275
  1213. 00:13:51,280 --> 00:13:53,248
  1214. <i>All of which worked for a while.</i>
  1215.  
  1216. 276
  1217. 00:13:54,240 --> 00:13:56,971
  1218. <i>But, then stopped working.</i>
  1219.  
  1220. 277
  1221. 00:13:58,440 --> 00:14:01,250
  1222. <i>And then one day, my lungs
  1223. started filling up with water.</i>
  1224.  
  1225. 278
  1226. 00:14:01,440 --> 00:14:03,442
  1227. Nurse!
  1228. We need a nurse right now!
  1229.  
  1230. 279
  1231. 00:14:03,600 --> 00:14:04,806
  1232. <i>I couldn't breathe.</i>
  1233.  
  1234. 280
  1235. 00:14:04,880 --> 00:14:07,042
  1236. <i>No one could get it
  1237. under control.</i>
  1238.  
  1239. 281
  1240. 00:14:07,560 --> 00:14:09,449
  1241. You can let go, sweetie.
  1242.  
  1243. 282
  1244. 00:14:10,160 --> 00:14:11,400
  1245. Don't be afraid.
  1246.  
  1247. 283
  1248. 00:14:11,720 --> 00:14:13,160
  1249. <i>That should have been the end.</i>
  1250.  
  1251. 284
  1252. 00:14:13,440 --> 00:14:14,965
  1253. Oh, my God.
  1254.  
  1255. 285
  1256. 00:14:16,400 --> 00:14:18,164
  1257. <i>But then something
  1258. strange happened.</i>
  1259.  
  1260. 286
  1261. 00:14:18,240 --> 00:14:19,969
  1262. <i>The antibiotics kicked in.</i>
  1263.  
  1264. 287
  1265. 00:14:20,120 --> 00:14:22,202
  1266. <i>They drained the fluid
  1267. from my lungs.</i>
  1268.  
  1269. 288
  1270. 00:14:22,280 --> 00:14:23,406
  1271. <i>I got some strength back.</i>
  1272.  
  1273. 289
  1274. 00:14:24,440 --> 00:14:27,808
  1275. <i>Next thing I know, I found
  1276. myself in an experimental trial.</i>
  1277.  
  1278. 290
  1279. 00:14:27,960 --> 00:14:29,371
  1280. <i>You know, the ones
  1281. that are famous</i>
  1282.  
  1283. 291
  1284. 00:14:29,440 --> 00:14:32,284
  1285. <i>in the Republic of
  1286. Cancervania for not working.</i>
  1287.  
  1288. 292
  1289. 00:14:32,440 --> 00:14:33,805
  1290. <i>It's called Phalanxifor.</i>
  1291.  
  1292. 293
  1293. 00:14:33,960 --> 00:14:35,803
  1294. <i>It didn't work in over
  1295. 70% of the patients...</i>
  1296.  
  1297. 294
  1298. 00:14:35,960 --> 00:14:38,406
  1299. <i>but for some reason
  1300. it's been working for me.</i>
  1301.  
  1302. 295
  1303. 00:14:38,680 --> 00:14:40,125
  1304. So, they called it
  1305. "The Miracle."
  1306.  
  1307. 296
  1308. 00:14:40,280 --> 00:14:42,160
  1309. Of course, my lungs still
  1310. suck at being lungs...
  1311.  
  1312. 297
  1313. 00:14:42,310 --> 00:14:44,711
  1314. but, theoretically, they could
  1315. continue to suck like this...
  1316.  
  1317. 298
  1318. 00:14:44,870 --> 00:14:46,961
  1319. for, I don't know,
  1320. a while maybe.
  1321.  
  1322. 299
  1323. 00:14:47,480 --> 00:14:48,970
  1324. So, are you back in school?
  1325.  
  1326. 300
  1327. 00:14:49,120 --> 00:14:52,920
  1328. I got my GED, so I'm
  1329. taking classes at MCC.
  1330.  
  1331. 301
  1332. 00:14:53,120 --> 00:14:55,441
  1333. Whoa! A college girl!
  1334.  
  1335. 302
  1336. 00:14:55,600 --> 00:14:58,001
  1337. Well, that explains
  1338. the aura of sophistication.
  1339.  
  1340. 303
  1341. 00:14:58,080 --> 00:14:59,081
  1342. Oh! Careful!
  1343.  
  1344. 304
  1345. 00:15:04,520 --> 00:15:05,521
  1346. Oops.
  1347.  
  1348. 305
  1349. 00:15:08,920 --> 00:15:11,446
  1350. Welcome to my humble abode.
  1351.  
  1352. 306
  1353. 00:15:17,520 --> 00:15:19,488
  1354. Uh, my folks call them
  1355. "encouragements."
  1356.  
  1357. 307
  1358. 00:15:22,000 --> 00:15:23,081
  1359. Don't ask.
  1360.  
  1361. 308
  1362. 00:15:25,160 --> 00:15:26,161
  1363. Hi, guys!
  1364.  
  1365. 309
  1366. 00:15:26,480 --> 00:15:28,130
  1367. Hey!
  1368. Augustus, hi.
  1369.  
  1370. 310
  1371. 00:15:28,320 --> 00:15:29,845
  1372. New friend?
  1373.  
  1374. 311
  1375. 00:15:31,280 --> 00:15:33,521
  1376. Yeah.
  1377. This is Hazel Grace.
  1378.  
  1379. 312
  1380. 00:15:33,680 --> 00:15:35,011
  1381. Hey. Oh,
  1382. it's just "Hazel."
  1383.  
  1384. 313
  1385. 00:15:35,200 --> 00:15:36,800
  1386. How's it going, "Just Hazel"?
  1387.  
  1388. 314
  1389. 00:15:36,824 --> 00:15:38,044
  1390. Hi, Hazel, how are you?
  1391.  
  1392. 315
  1393. 00:15:38,320 --> 00:15:40,049
  1394. Yeah, we're going
  1395. downstairs. Bye.
  1396.  
  1397. 316
  1398. 00:15:40,200 --> 00:15:42,200
  1399. Nice to meet you, too.
  1400.  
  1401. 317
  1402. 00:15:49,360 --> 00:15:50,486
  1403. This is it.
  1404.  
  1405. 318
  1406. 00:15:50,640 --> 00:15:52,802
  1407. Augusto World.
  1408.  
  1409. 319
  1410. 00:15:52,960 --> 00:15:54,121
  1411. This is my room.
  1412.  
  1413. 320
  1414. 00:15:54,280 --> 00:15:55,725
  1415. Wow.
  1416.  
  1417. 321
  1418. 00:15:57,880 --> 00:15:59,882
  1419. It's an impressive collection.
  1420.  
  1421. 322
  1422. 00:16:00,040 --> 00:16:01,166
  1423. Yeah, I used to play.
  1424.  
  1425. 323
  1426. 00:16:02,680 --> 00:16:04,330
  1427. Do you mind if I sit down?
  1428.  
  1429. 324
  1430. 00:16:04,520 --> 00:16:06,522
  1431. Yeah. Make yourself
  1432. at home.
  1433.  
  1434. 325
  1435. 00:16:07,720 --> 00:16:10,200
  1436. <i>Mi casa es tu</i> casa.
  1437.  
  1438. 326
  1439. 00:16:12,480 --> 00:16:15,211
  1440. Sorry, the, um, stairs...
  1441.  
  1442. 327
  1443. 00:16:16,960 --> 00:16:18,644
  1444. ...and the standing...
  1445.  
  1446. 328
  1447. 00:16:19,400 --> 00:16:21,402
  1448. Yeah, I understand.
  1449.  
  1450. 329
  1451. 00:16:23,640 --> 00:16:24,846
  1452. Seriously, are you okay?
  1453.  
  1454. 330
  1455. 00:16:25,080 --> 00:16:26,206
  1456. Yeah, yeah.
  1457.  
  1458. 331
  1459. 00:16:26,360 --> 00:16:29,011
  1460. All right.
  1461. What's your story?
  1462.  
  1463. 332
  1464. 00:16:29,240 --> 00:16:31,163
  1465. I already told you.
  1466.  
  1467. 333
  1468. 00:16:32,240 --> 00:16:34,083
  1469. I was diagnosed when I was 13...
  1470.  
  1471. 334
  1472. 00:16:34,560 --> 00:16:36,560
  1473. No, no, no. Not your cancer
  1474. story, your real story.
  1475.  
  1476. 335
  1477. 00:16:37,760 --> 00:16:39,250
  1478. Your interests, your hobbies,
  1479.  
  1480. 336
  1481. 00:16:39,320 --> 00:16:40,731
  1482. your passions,
  1483. your weird fetishes.
  1484.  
  1485. 337
  1486. 00:16:41,080 --> 00:16:42,241
  1487. "Weird fetishes"?
  1488.  
  1489. 338
  1490. 00:16:42,400 --> 00:16:44,720
  1491. Think of something. The first
  1492. thing that pops in your head.
  1493.  
  1494. 339
  1495. 00:16:44,744 --> 00:16:45,791
  1496. Something you love.
  1497.  
  1498. 340
  1499. 00:16:47,360 --> 00:16:48,771
  1500. <i>An Imperial Affliction.</i>
  1501.  
  1502. 341
  1503. 00:16:49,080 --> 00:16:51,765
  1504. Okay. What's that?
  1505.  
  1506. 342
  1507. 00:16:51,920 --> 00:16:53,046
  1508. It's a novel.
  1509.  
  1510. 343
  1511. 00:16:53,240 --> 00:16:54,924
  1512. It's my favorite novel.
  1513.  
  1514. 344
  1515. 00:16:55,080 --> 00:16:57,003
  1516. Wait, does it have
  1517. zombies in it?
  1518.  
  1519. 345
  1520. 00:16:57,200 --> 00:16:58,201
  1521. Zombies? No!
  1522.  
  1523. 346
  1524. 00:16:58,280 --> 00:16:59,520
  1525. Stormtroopers?
  1526.  
  1527. 347
  1528. 00:16:59,680 --> 00:17:02,411
  1529. No, it's not that
  1530. kind of a book.
  1531.  
  1532. 348
  1533. 00:17:02,760 --> 00:17:04,364
  1534. Okay, what's it about?
  1535.  
  1536. 349
  1537. 00:17:04,880 --> 00:17:06,120
  1538. Uh, cancer.
  1539.  
  1540. 350
  1541. 00:17:07,240 --> 00:17:08,241
  1542. It's about cancer?
  1543.  
  1544. 351
  1545. 00:17:08,400 --> 00:17:12,246
  1546. But not like that.
  1547. Trust me, it's amazing.
  1548.  
  1549. 352
  1550. 00:17:12,400 --> 00:17:15,131
  1551. The author, his name
  1552. is Peter Van Houten.
  1553.  
  1554. 353
  1555. 00:17:15,440 --> 00:17:17,920
  1556. He's the only person I've ever
  1557. come across in my life...
  1558.  
  1559. 354
  1560. 00:17:18,080 --> 00:17:21,402
  1561. who, A, understands what
  1562. it's like to be dying...
  1563.  
  1564. 355
  1565. 00:17:21,600 --> 00:17:23,762
  1566. but, B, hasn't actually died.
  1567.  
  1568. 356
  1569. 00:17:23,920 --> 00:17:25,285
  1570. Okay-
  1571.  
  1572. 357
  1573. 00:17:25,480 --> 00:17:27,960
  1574. I will read this horrible book
  1575. with this very boring title...
  1576.  
  1577. 358
  1578. 00:17:28,120 --> 00:17:30,646
  1579. that does not include
  1580. zombies or Stormtroopers.
  1581.  
  1582. 359
  1583. 00:17:30,800 --> 00:17:32,131
  1584. And in exchange...
  1585.  
  1586. 360
  1587. 00:17:35,120 --> 00:17:36,804
  1588. ...you will read this.
  1589.  
  1590. 361
  1591. 00:17:36,960 --> 00:17:38,200
  1592. This haunting,
  1593.  
  1594. 362
  1595. 00:17:38,280 --> 00:17:40,601
  1596. yet brilliant novelization
  1597. of my favorite video game.
  1598.  
  1599. 363
  1600. 00:17:41,400 --> 00:17:43,164
  1601. <i>"Counterinsurgence."</i>
  1602.  
  1603. 364
  1604. 00:17:45,640 --> 00:17:47,802
  1605. Yeah, don't laugh.
  1606. It's awesome.
  1607.  
  1608. 365
  1609. 00:17:48,000 --> 00:17:50,480
  1610. It's about honor, and sacrifice,
  1611. and bravery, and heroism.
  1612.  
  1613. 366
  1614. 00:17:51,440 --> 00:17:54,887
  1615. It's about embracing
  1616. your destiny,
  1617.  
  1618. 367
  1619. 00:17:54,960 --> 00:17:56,246
  1620. and leaving a mark on the world.
  1621.  
  1622. 368
  1623. 00:17:58,560 --> 00:18:00,324
  1624. Well, thank you.
  1625.  
  1626. 369
  1627. 00:18:00,480 --> 00:18:02,642
  1628. Wait, your hands are so cold.
  1629.  
  1630. 370
  1631. 00:18:02,800 --> 00:18:06,088
  1632. Well, they're not so much cold
  1633. as just under-oxygenated.
  1634.  
  1635. 371
  1636. 00:18:06,400 --> 00:18:07,845
  1637. Hazel Grace?
  1638. Hmm?
  1639.  
  1640. 372
  1641. 00:18:08,120 --> 00:18:09,804
  1642. I love it when you
  1643. talk medical to me.
  1644.  
  1645. 373
  1646. 00:18:18,360 --> 00:18:19,521
  1647. That's different.
  1648.  
  1649. 374
  1650. 00:18:21,600 --> 00:18:23,967
  1651. Did he give it to you?
  1652.  
  1653. 375
  1654. 00:18:24,680 --> 00:18:26,205
  1655. By "it," do you mean herpes?
  1656.  
  1657. 376
  1658. 00:18:27,160 --> 00:18:28,286
  1659. Wow.
  1660.  
  1661. 377
  1662. 00:18:28,440 --> 00:18:29,646
  1663. Yes, I did.
  1664.  
  1665. 378
  1666. 00:18:29,800 --> 00:18:31,529
  1667. It's a mother's dream.
  1668.  
  1669. 379
  1670. 00:18:46,560 --> 00:18:48,881
  1671. Hey, don't worry.
  1672.  
  1673. 380
  1674. 00:18:49,040 --> 00:18:50,724
  1675. Oh, my God, Mom.
  1676. I'm not worried.
  1677.  
  1678. 381
  1679. 00:18:50,880 --> 00:18:52,041
  1680. It's not a big deal.
  1681.  
  1682. 382
  1683. 00:18:52,480 --> 00:18:53,561
  1684. Yeah.
  1685.  
  1686. 383
  1687. 00:18:53,720 --> 00:18:57,008
  1688. We just hung out, it's not like
  1689. I'm waiting for him to call me.
  1690.  
  1691. 384
  1692. 00:19:36,760 --> 00:19:38,360
  1693. <i>- Is that</i> what... <i>?</i>
  1694. Yeah-
  1695.  
  1696. 385
  1697. 00:19:38,439 --> 00:19:40,239
  1698. Because I thought
  1699. those were peppers.
  1700.  
  1701. 386
  1702. 00:19:40,263 --> 00:19:42,206
  1703. Today, in China,
  1704.  
  1705. 387
  1706. 00:19:42,280 --> 00:19:43,440
  1707. International Goji Berry Day.
  1708.  
  1709. 388
  1710. 00:19:45,000 --> 00:19:46,081
  1711. Isn't that great?
  1712.  
  1713. 389
  1714. 00:19:46,240 --> 00:19:47,446
  1715. I like the color.
  1716.  
  1717. 390
  1718. 00:19:47,600 --> 00:19:48,601
  1719. Mmm-hmm.
  1720.  
  1721. 391
  1722. 00:19:48,680 --> 00:19:50,523
  1723. This is the dry.
  1724. Uh-huh. Very good.
  1725.  
  1726. 392
  1727. 00:19:50,760 --> 00:19:52,410
  1728. They're good, right?
  1729. Mmm-hmm.
  1730.  
  1731. 393
  1732. 00:19:53,360 --> 00:19:56,728
  1733. So, do they eat a lot of goji
  1734. berries on Goji Berry Day?
  1735.  
  1736. 394
  1737. 00:20:00,440 --> 00:20:02,442
  1738. I did something
  1739. with the dessert...
  1740.  
  1741. 395
  1742. 00:20:02,600 --> 00:20:05,729
  1743. just to try to keep
  1744. the goji berry theme going.
  1745.  
  1746. 396
  1747. 00:20:05,880 --> 00:20:07,609
  1748. Because they're
  1749. an amazing antioxidant.
  1750.  
  1751. 397
  1752. 00:20:12,960 --> 00:20:13,961
  1753. Well, I like it.
  1754.  
  1755. 398
  1756. 00:20:14,080 --> 00:20:15,570
  1757. We should do it every year.
  1758.  
  1759. 399
  1760. 00:20:15,720 --> 00:20:17,240
  1761. Every year.
  1762. We should do it every year.
  1763.  
  1764. 400
  1765. 00:20:17,264 --> 00:20:17,961
  1766. I know.
  1767.  
  1768. 401
  1769. 00:20:18,040 --> 00:20:19,769
  1770. I really do like these.
  1771.  
  1772. 402
  1773. 00:20:21,600 --> 00:20:23,489
  1774. Honey, would you like
  1775. to be excused?
  1776.  
  1777. 403
  1778. 00:20:24,720 --> 00:20:25,801
  1779. What?
  1780.  
  1781. 404
  1782. 00:20:31,080 --> 00:20:32,809
  1783. Hazel Grace.
  1784.  
  1785. 405
  1786. 00:20:33,000 --> 00:20:36,163
  1787. <i>Welcome</i> to <i>the sweet torture of
  1788. reading An Imperial Affliction.</i>
  1789.  
  1790. 406
  1791. 00:20:36,320 --> 00:20:38,607
  1792. <i>But now I'm
  1793. breaking all the rules!</i>
  1794.  
  1795. 407
  1796. 00:20:38,760 --> 00:20:40,171
  1797. Are you okay?
  1798.  
  1799. 408
  1800. 00:20:40,320 --> 00:20:42,243
  1801. <i>And now
  1802. I'm breaking all the rules</i>
  1803.  
  1804. 409
  1805. 00:20:42,400 --> 00:20:44,846
  1806. Uh... Me? Yeah,
  1807. I am excellent.
  1808.  
  1809. 410
  1810. 00:20:45,000 --> 00:20:47,162
  1811. I am, however,
  1812. with Isaac, and...
  1813.  
  1814. 411
  1815. 00:20:48,000 --> 00:20:50,844
  1816. Isaac, does Support Group Hazel
  1817. make this better or worse?
  1818.  
  1819. 412
  1820. 00:20:52,760 --> 00:20:54,364
  1821. <i>I've been wasting all my time</i>
  1822.  
  1823. 413
  1824. 00:20:54,480 --> 00:20:56,005
  1825. Isaac! Focus on me.
  1826.  
  1827. 414
  1828. 00:20:56,160 --> 00:20:57,286
  1829. <i>Been wasting all my time</i>
  1830.  
  1831. 415
  1832. 00:20:57,480 --> 00:20:59,369
  1833. How fast can you get here?
  1834.  
  1835. 416
  1836. 00:20:59,760 --> 00:21:00,761
  1837. Um...
  1838.  
  1839. 417
  1840. 00:21:00,840 --> 00:21:02,080
  1841. <i>Great. Well,
  1842. the door's open.</i>
  1843.  
  1844. 418
  1845. 00:21:02,280 --> 00:21:03,486
  1846. I gotta run. Bye.
  1847.  
  1848. 419
  1849. 00:21:10,480 --> 00:21:12,164
  1850. Hello?
  1851.  
  1852. 420
  1853. 00:21:12,320 --> 00:21:14,049
  1854. Hazel.
  1855.  
  1856. 421
  1857. 00:21:14,200 --> 00:21:16,160
  1858. Isaac, Hazel Grace from the
  1859. Support Group is here.
  1860.  
  1861. 422
  1862. 00:21:17,240 --> 00:21:18,241
  1863. - Hi.
  1864. - Hi.
  1865.  
  1866. 423
  1867. 00:21:20,360 --> 00:21:22,522
  1868. Uh...
  1869. A gentle reminder...
  1870.  
  1871. 424
  1872. 00:21:22,800 --> 00:21:25,041
  1873. Isaac's in the midst of a
  1874. psychotic episode right now.
  1875.  
  1876. 425
  1877. 00:21:25,200 --> 00:21:26,486
  1878. You look really nice,
  1879. by the way.
  1880.  
  1881. 426
  1882. 00:21:26,680 --> 00:21:27,681
  1883. I like this color on you.
  1884.  
  1885. 427
  1886. 00:21:27,840 --> 00:21:29,285
  1887. Thank you.
  1888.  
  1889. 428
  1890. 00:21:29,440 --> 00:21:30,805
  1891. Isaac.
  1892.  
  1893. 429
  1894. 00:21:37,040 --> 00:21:38,280
  1895. Isaac, Hazel's here.
  1896.  
  1897. 430
  1898. 00:21:38,560 --> 00:21:39,846
  1899. Hey, Isaac.
  1900.  
  1901. 431
  1902. 00:21:40,000 --> 00:21:41,843
  1903. Hey, Hazel.
  1904.  
  1905. 432
  1906. 00:21:47,560 --> 00:21:48,721
  1907. How you doing?
  1908.  
  1909. 433
  1910. 00:21:48,880 --> 00:21:51,451
  1911. I'm doing okay.
  1912.  
  1913. 434
  1914. 00:21:51,520 --> 00:21:54,364
  1915. It seems Isaac and Monica are
  1916. no longer a going concern.
  1917.  
  1918. 435
  1919. 00:21:55,360 --> 00:21:56,880
  1920. Oh, Isaac, I'm so sorry.
  1921.  
  1922. 436
  1923. 00:21:56,904 --> 00:21:58,064
  1924. Do you want to talk about it?
  1925.  
  1926. 437
  1927. 00:21:58,200 --> 00:22:01,249
  1928. No, I just want to cry
  1929. and play video games.
  1930.  
  1931. 438
  1932. 00:22:02,400 --> 00:22:04,440
  1933. However, you know, it doesn't
  1934. hurt to talk to him...
  1935.  
  1936. 439
  1937. 00:22:04,464 --> 00:22:07,528
  1938. if you have any sage words
  1939. of feminine advice.
  1940.  
  1941. 440
  1942. 00:22:07,720 --> 00:22:10,690
  1943. I actually think that his
  1944. response is fairly appropriate.
  1945.  
  1946. 441
  1947. 00:22:10,920 --> 00:22:12,410
  1948. "Pain demands to be felt."
  1949.  
  1950. 442
  1951. 00:22:12,600 --> 00:22:14,090
  1952. You're quoting my book.
  1953.  
  1954. 443
  1955. 00:22:14,760 --> 00:22:18,526
  1956. She said she wanted to break up
  1957. with me before the surgery...
  1958.  
  1959. 444
  1960. 00:22:18,680 --> 00:22:20,921
  1961. because she couldn't handle it.
  1962.  
  1963. 445
  1964. 00:22:21,080 --> 00:22:24,721
  1965. I'm about to lose my eyesight,
  1966. and she can't handle it.
  1967.  
  1968. 446
  1969. 00:22:25,080 --> 00:22:27,401
  1970. I kept saying "always" to her.
  1971. Like, "Always."
  1972.  
  1973. 447
  1974. 00:22:27,560 --> 00:22:29,927
  1975. And she kept talking over me
  1976.  
  1977. 448
  1978. 00:22:30,000 --> 00:22:32,002
  1979. and not saying it back, and...
  1980.  
  1981. 449
  1982. 00:22:32,760 --> 00:22:36,287
  1983. It was like I was gone
  1984. already, you know?
  1985.  
  1986. 450
  1987. 00:22:36,440 --> 00:22:37,726
  1988. You know, sometimes...
  1989.  
  1990. 451
  1991. 00:22:37,880 --> 00:22:40,042
  1992. people don't understand
  1993. the promises
  1994.  
  1995. 452
  1996. 00:22:40,120 --> 00:22:42,248
  1997. that they're making
  1998. when they make them.
  1999.  
  2000. 453
  2001. 00:22:42,400 --> 00:22:43,401
  2002. I know, but...
  2003.  
  2004. 454
  2005. 00:22:44,400 --> 00:22:46,050
  2006. I feel like such a loser.
  2007.  
  2008. 455
  2009. 00:22:46,120 --> 00:22:47,281
  2010. I still have her necklace on.
  2011.  
  2012. 456
  2013. 00:22:47,440 --> 00:22:48,566
  2014. Take it off.
  2015.  
  2016. 457
  2017. 00:22:48,760 --> 00:22:49,966
  2018. Dude, take that off.
  2019.  
  2020. 458
  2021. 00:22:50,960 --> 00:22:52,610
  2022. Yeah.
  2023.  
  2024. 459
  2025. 00:22:52,760 --> 00:22:54,205
  2026. Here we go, man.
  2027. Here we go.
  2028.  
  2029. 460
  2030. 00:22:54,280 --> 00:22:56,123
  2031. I just want to kick something.
  2032.  
  2033. 461
  2034. 00:22:59,080 --> 00:23:00,730
  2035. Don't hit that, don't hit that.
  2036.  
  2037. 462
  2038. 00:23:01,240 --> 00:23:02,241
  2039. Uh...
  2040.  
  2041. 463
  2042. 00:23:03,280 --> 00:23:04,805
  2043. Hit this.
  2044. Sorry.
  2045.  
  2046. 464
  2047. 00:23:12,920 --> 00:23:14,410
  2048. I've been wanting to call
  2049. you for a few days now...
  2050.  
  2051. 465
  2052. 00:23:14,560 --> 00:23:16,120
  2053. but I've been waiting
  2054. until I could form
  2055.  
  2056. 466
  2057. 00:23:16,160 --> 00:23:18,040
  2058. a coherent thought about
  2059. An Imperial Affliction.
  2060.  
  2061. 467
  2062. 00:23:21,000 --> 00:23:22,047
  2063. One second.
  2064.  
  2065. 468
  2066. 00:23:22,120 --> 00:23:23,281
  2067. Isaac.
  2068.  
  2069. 469
  2070. 00:23:24,320 --> 00:23:25,520
  2071. Pillows don't break.
  2072.  
  2073. 470
  2074. 00:23:25,800 --> 00:23:27,484
  2075. You need to break something.
  2076.  
  2077. 471
  2078. 00:23:28,600 --> 00:23:30,125
  2079. Try this.
  2080.  
  2081. 472
  2082. 00:23:30,960 --> 00:23:32,769
  2083. The trophy?
  2084. Yeah.
  2085.  
  2086. 473
  2087. 00:23:32,840 --> 00:23:33,841
  2088. Are you sure?
  2089.  
  2090. 474
  2091. 00:23:33,920 --> 00:23:36,760
  2092. I've been looking for a way to tell
  2093. my father I kind of hate basketball.
  2094.  
  2095. 475
  2096. 00:23:36,784 --> 00:23:38,354
  2097. Go to town!
  2098.  
  2099. 476
  2100. 00:23:44,600 --> 00:23:46,011
  2101. Always!
  2102.  
  2103. 477
  2104. 00:23:46,440 --> 00:23:47,851
  2105. <i>An Imperial Affliction.</i>
  2106.  
  2107. 478
  2108. 00:23:48,000 --> 00:23:49,809
  2109. Yes. I'm so glad
  2110. that you liked it.
  2111.  
  2112. 479
  2113. 00:23:51,000 --> 00:23:52,525
  2114. Yes, I did.
  2115. But the ending.
  2116.  
  2117. 480
  2118. 00:23:52,680 --> 00:23:54,205
  2119. I know.
  2120. It is rather abrupt.
  2121.  
  2122. 481
  2123. 00:23:54,360 --> 00:23:56,601
  2124. "Rather abrupt"? Are you kidding?
  2125. It's evil!
  2126.  
  2127. 482
  2128. 00:23:56,760 --> 00:23:58,649
  2129. I mean, I understand
  2130. that she dies...
  2131.  
  2132. 483
  2133. 00:23:59,120 --> 00:24:01,280
  2134. but there's an unwritten
  2135. contract between author and...
  2136.  
  2137. 484
  2138. 00:24:01,640 --> 00:24:02,687
  2139. Gus?
  2140. Yeah?
  2141.  
  2142. 485
  2143. 00:24:02,840 --> 00:24:03,841
  2144. Cool?
  2145. Sure.
  2146.  
  2147. 486
  2148. 00:24:04,000 --> 00:24:05,490
  2149. Between author and reader.
  2150.  
  2151. 487
  2152. 00:24:05,560 --> 00:24:07,449
  2153. And I feel like ending your book
  2154. in the middle of a sentence...
  2155.  
  2156. 488
  2157. 00:24:07,520 --> 00:24:09,363
  2158. violates that contract,
  2159. don't you think?
  2160.  
  2161. 489
  2162. 00:24:09,520 --> 00:24:10,601
  2163. Okay, yes.
  2164.  
  2165. 490
  2166. 00:24:10,680 --> 00:24:11,727
  2167. I know what you mean...
  2168.  
  2169. 491
  2170. 00:24:12,120 --> 00:24:13,610
  2171. but, to be completely honest,
  2172.  
  2173. 492
  2174. 00:24:13,720 --> 00:24:14,920
  2175. I think it's just so truthful.
  2176.  
  2177. 493
  2178. 00:24:15,480 --> 00:24:17,289
  2179. You just die in
  2180. the middle of life.
  2181.  
  2182. 494
  2183. 00:24:17,440 --> 00:24:18,840
  2184. You die in the middle
  2185. of a sentence.
  2186.  
  2187. 495
  2188. 00:24:20,200 --> 00:24:22,282
  2189. And, I don't know...
  2190.  
  2191. 496
  2192. 00:24:22,480 --> 00:24:24,209
  2193. But I really would like to know
  2194.  
  2195. 497
  2196. 00:24:24,280 --> 00:24:26,487
  2197. what happens to everyone
  2198. after Anna dies.
  2199.  
  2200. 498
  2201. 00:24:27,880 --> 00:24:28,881
  2202. Like Anna's mother.
  2203.  
  2204. 499
  2205. 00:24:28,960 --> 00:24:30,405
  2206. Yes, and the Dutch Tulip Man.
  2207.  
  2208. 500
  2209. 00:24:30,560 --> 00:24:32,130
  2210. And Sisyphus the Hamster.
  2211.  
  2212. 501
  2213. 00:24:32,400 --> 00:24:33,811
  2214. Yes!
  2215.  
  2216. 502
  2217. 00:24:35,240 --> 00:24:37,641
  2218. Have you tried contacting
  2219. this Peter Van Houten fellow?
  2220.  
  2221. 503
  2222. 00:24:37,800 --> 00:24:39,689
  2223. I've written him
  2224. so many letters,
  2225.  
  2226. 504
  2227. 00:24:39,760 --> 00:24:41,250
  2228. but he's never responded.
  2229.  
  2230. 505
  2231. 00:24:41,400 --> 00:24:42,811
  2232. Apparently, he moved
  2233. to Amsterdam
  2234.  
  2235. 506
  2236. 00:24:42,880 --> 00:24:44,211
  2237. and became a recluse, and...
  2238.  
  2239. 507
  2240. 00:24:45,640 --> 00:24:47,563
  2241. Shame.
  2242. Yeah.
  2243.  
  2244. 508
  2245. 00:24:47,920 --> 00:24:48,921
  2246. Isaac“.
  2247.  
  2248. 509
  2249. 00:24:49,240 --> 00:24:51,208
  2250. You feeling better, buddy?
  2251.  
  2252. 510
  2253. 00:24:52,320 --> 00:24:54,243
  2254. That's the thing about pain.
  2255.  
  2256. 511
  2257. 00:24:55,520 --> 00:24:56,567
  2258. It demands to be felt.
  2259.  
  2260. 512
  2261. 00:24:56,760 --> 00:24:59,411
  2262. I'll help you clean this up.
  2263.  
  2264. 513
  2265. 00:25:01,920 --> 00:25:03,763
  2266. Hazel Grace.
  2267.  
  2268. 514
  2269. 00:25:03,920 --> 00:25:04,967
  2270. Augustus Waters.
  2271.  
  2272. 515
  2273. 00:25:05,080 --> 00:25:07,560
  2274. I cannot stop thinking
  2275. about this goddamn book.
  2276.  
  2277. 516
  2278. 00:25:07,720 --> 00:25:09,882
  2279. You're welcome.
  2280.  
  2281. 517
  2282. 00:25:10,000 --> 00:25:11,760
  2283. However, we do need closure,
  2284. don't you think?
  2285.  
  2286. 518
  2287. 00:25:11,784 --> 00:25:13,370
  2288. That is exactly
  2289. what I was asking
  2290.  
  2291. 519
  2292. 00:25:13,440 --> 00:25:14,726
  2293. Van Houten for in my letters.
  2294.  
  2295. 520
  2296. 00:25:14,920 --> 00:25:16,285
  2297. But he never responded.
  2298.  
  2299. 521
  2300. 00:25:16,760 --> 00:25:18,205
  2301. Um, nope.
  2302.  
  2303. 522
  2304. 00:25:19,600 --> 00:25:21,125
  2305. "Dear Mr. Waters...
  2306.  
  2307. 523
  2308. 00:25:21,400 --> 00:25:24,449
  2309. "I am writing to thank you for
  2310. your electronic correspondence.
  2311.  
  2312. 524
  2313. 00:25:24,600 --> 00:25:26,600
  2314. "I am grateful to anyone
  2315. who sets aside the time...
  2316.  
  2317. 525
  2318. 00:25:26,680 --> 00:25:28,091
  2319. <i>"to read my book."</i>
  2320.  
  2321. 526
  2322. 00:25:28,240 --> 00:25:29,446
  2323. Augustus?
  2324.  
  2325. 527
  2326. 00:25:29,600 --> 00:25:30,761
  2327. <i>Yes?</i>
  2328.  
  2329. 528
  2330. 00:25:31,800 --> 00:25:32,801
  2331. What are you doing?
  2332.  
  2333. 529
  2334. 00:25:32,960 --> 00:25:33,961
  2335. <i>I may have found...</i>
  2336.  
  2337. 530
  2338. 00:25:34,040 --> 00:25:36,327
  2339. Van Houten's assistant,
  2340. emailed her.
  2341.  
  2342. 531
  2343. 00:25:36,400 --> 00:25:39,290
  2344. Augustus! She may have forwarded
  2345. that email on to Van Houten.
  2346.  
  2347. 532
  2348. 00:25:39,440 --> 00:25:40,441
  2349. <i>Shall I continue?</i>
  2350.  
  2351. 533
  2352. 00:25:40,640 --> 00:25:42,244
  2353. Oh, my God.
  2354. Yeah, go, go, go!
  2355.  
  2356. 534
  2357. 00:25:42,600 --> 00:25:44,728
  2358. "I am particularly
  2359. indebted to you, sir."
  2360.  
  2361. 535
  2362. 00:25:44,880 --> 00:25:47,645
  2363. Hazel Grace,
  2364. he just called me "sir."
  2365.  
  2366. 536
  2367. 00:25:47,800 --> 00:25:50,246
  2368. Augustus, keep reading,
  2369. keep reading!
  2370.  
  2371. 537
  2372. 00:25:50,600 --> 00:25:53,080
  2373. "Both for your kind words about
  2374. An Imperial Affliction...
  2375.  
  2376. 538
  2377. 00:25:53,280 --> 00:25:54,566
  2378. "and for taking the time...
  2379.  
  2380. 539
  2381. 00:25:54,720 --> 00:25:57,040
  2382. <i>"to tell me that the book, and
  2383. here I quote you directly...</i>
  2384.  
  2385. 540
  2386. 00:25:57,064 --> 00:25:59,715
  2387. <i>"'meant a great deal to you and
  2388. your friend Hazel Grace.".</i>
  2389.  
  2390. 541
  2391. 00:26:00,160 --> 00:26:01,730
  2392. <i>You did not!
  2393. You did not!</i>
  2394.  
  2395. 542
  2396. 00:26:01,880 --> 00:26:02,961
  2397. You did not, you did not!
  2398.  
  2399. 543
  2400. 00:26:03,160 --> 00:26:04,161
  2401. <i>Of course I did.</i>
  2402.  
  2403. 544
  2404. 00:26:04,240 --> 00:26:07,926
  2405. "To answer your question, no, I have
  2406. not written anything else, nor will I.
  2407.  
  2408. 545
  2409. 00:26:08,080 --> 00:26:10,242
  2410. <i>"I do not feel like continuing to
  2411. share my thoughts with readers...</i>
  2412.  
  2413. 546
  2414. 00:26:10,400 --> 00:26:11,680
  2415. <i>"would benefit
  2416. either them or me.</i>
  2417.  
  2418. 547
  2419. 00:26:11,760 --> 00:26:13,250
  2420. <i>"However, thank you...</i>
  2421.  
  2422. 548
  2423. 00:26:13,440 --> 00:26:14,646
  2424. "for your generous email.
  2425.  
  2426. 549
  2427. 00:26:14,840 --> 00:26:18,128
  2428. "Yours most sincerely,
  2429. Peter Van Houten."
  2430.  
  2431. 550
  2432. 00:26:20,160 --> 00:26:21,605
  2433. So, yeah, that just happened.
  2434.  
  2435. 551
  2436. 00:26:22,840 --> 00:26:24,251
  2437. Oh, my God.
  2438.  
  2439. 552
  2440. 00:26:24,400 --> 00:26:26,360
  2441. I've been trying to tell
  2442. you, I'm kind of awesome.
  2443.  
  2444. 553
  2445. 00:26:28,280 --> 00:26:30,169
  2446. Do you think that I...
  2447.  
  2448. 554
  2449. 00:26:30,320 --> 00:26:31,401
  2450. Check your inbox.
  2451.  
  2452. 555
  2453. 00:26:31,680 --> 00:26:32,920
  2454. Oh, my God.
  2455.  
  2456. 556
  2457. 00:26:38,120 --> 00:26:40,282
  2458. Oh, my God, Augustus.
  2459.  
  2460. 557
  2461. 00:26:40,440 --> 00:26:42,329
  2462. I'm freaking out.
  2463. I'm freaking out.
  2464.  
  2465. 558
  2466. 00:26:42,520 --> 00:26:44,522
  2467. <i>Dear Mr. Peter Van Houten,</i>
  2468.  
  2469. 559
  2470. 00:26:44,600 --> 00:26:46,762
  2471. <i>my name is Hazel
  2472. Grace Lancaster.</i>
  2473.  
  2474. 560
  2475. 00:26:46,920 --> 00:26:48,445
  2476. <i>My friend Augustus Waters...</i>
  2477.  
  2478. 561
  2479. 00:26:48,600 --> 00:26:51,171
  2480. <i>who read your book
  2481. at my recommendation...</i>
  2482.  
  2483. 562
  2484. 00:26:51,320 --> 00:26:53,766
  2485. <i>just received an email
  2486. from you at this address.</i>
  2487.  
  2488. 563
  2489. 00:26:53,960 --> 00:26:57,009
  2490. <i>I hope you will not mind that
  2491. he shared that email with me.</i>
  2492.  
  2493. 564
  2494. 00:26:57,120 --> 00:26:59,441
  2495. <i>I was wondering if you wouldn't mind
  2496. answering a few questions I have...</i>
  2497.  
  2498. 565
  2499. 00:26:59,520 --> 00:27:01,522
  2500. <i>about what happens
  2501. after the end of the book.</i>
  2502.  
  2503. 566
  2504. 00:27:02,040 --> 00:27:03,530
  2505. <i>Specifically the following.</i>
  2506.  
  2507. 567
  2508. 00:27:03,720 --> 00:27:06,291
  2509. <i>Does Anna's mom marry
  2510. the Dutch Tulip Man?</i>
  2511.  
  2512. 568
  2513. 00:27:07,000 --> 00:27:08,760
  2514. <i>And is the Dutch Tulip Man
  2515. up to something...</i>
  2516.  
  2517. 569
  2518. 00:27:08,840 --> 00:27:10,365
  2519. <i>or is he just
  2520. completely misunderstood?</i>
  2521.  
  2522. 570
  2523. 00:27:11,680 --> 00:27:15,969
  2524. <i>Lastly, I was hoping you could shed
  2525. some light on Sisyphus the Hamster.</i>
  2526.  
  2527. 571
  2528. 00:27:16,120 --> 00:27:18,691
  2529. <i>These questions have
  2530. haunted me for years...</i>
  2531.  
  2532. 572
  2533. 00:27:18,840 --> 00:27:22,367
  2534. <i>and I don't know how long I have
  2535. left to get answers to them.</i>
  2536.  
  2537. 573
  2538. 00:27:22,520 --> 00:27:24,760
  2539. <i>I know that these are not
  2540. important literary questions...</i>
  2541.  
  2542. 574
  2543. 00:27:24,840 --> 00:27:26,888
  2544. "and that your book is full of
  2545. important literary questions...
  2546.  
  2547. 575
  2548. 00:27:27,080 --> 00:27:28,650
  2549. "but I would just
  2550. really like to know.
  2551.  
  2552. 576
  2553. 00:27:28,800 --> 00:27:31,320
  2554. <i>"And, of course, if you ever do
  2555. decide to write anything else...</i>
  2556.  
  2557. 577
  2558. 00:27:31,344 --> 00:27:32,525
  2559. "I would love to read it.
  2560.  
  2561. 578
  2562. 00:27:32,680 --> 00:27:35,001
  2563. "Frankly, I'd read
  2564. your grocery lists.
  2565.  
  2566. 579
  2567. 00:27:35,160 --> 00:27:38,084
  2568. "Yours, with great admiration,
  2569. Hazel Grace Lancaster."
  2570.  
  2571. 580
  2572. 00:27:38,240 --> 00:27:39,924
  2573. <i>Not bad.</i>
  2574.  
  2575. 581
  2576. 00:27:40,160 --> 00:27:41,161
  2577. You think?
  2578.  
  2579. 582
  2580. 00:27:41,240 --> 00:27:43,083
  2581. Yeah, I mean,
  2582. it's a bit pretentious...
  2583.  
  2584. 583
  2585. 00:27:43,480 --> 00:27:46,006
  2586. <i>but then again, Van Houten
  2587. uses words like "tendentious"</i>
  2588.  
  2589. 584
  2590. 00:27:46,080 --> 00:27:47,923
  2591. and "Bacchanalia, <i>"</i> so...
  2592.  
  2593. 585
  2594. 00:27:48,080 --> 00:27:49,570
  2595. I think he'll like it.
  2596.  
  2597. 586
  2598. 00:27:55,440 --> 00:27:57,408
  2599. Is it really 1:00 AM?
  2600.  
  2601. 587
  2602. 00:27:57,520 --> 00:27:58,521
  2603. <i>Is it?</i>
  2604.  
  2605. 588
  2606. 00:27:58,600 --> 00:28:00,841
  2607. Yeah, I guess it is.
  2608.  
  2609. 589
  2610. 00:28:02,760 --> 00:28:05,445
  2611. I should probably go to sleep.
  2612.  
  2613. 590
  2614. 00:28:07,120 --> 00:28:09,122
  2615. Okay-
  2616.  
  2617. 591
  2618. 00:28:10,760 --> 00:28:12,125
  2619. Okay-
  2620.  
  2621. 592
  2622. 00:28:16,920 --> 00:28:18,604
  2623. Okay-
  2624.  
  2625. 593
  2626. 00:28:21,120 --> 00:28:22,451
  2627. Okay-
  2628.  
  2629. 594
  2630. 00:28:24,280 --> 00:28:27,045
  2631. Perhaps "okay"
  2632. will be our "always."
  2633.  
  2634. 595
  2635. 00:28:33,240 --> 00:28:35,049
  2636. Okay-
  2637.  
  2638. 596
  2639. 00:29:05,840 --> 00:29:07,171
  2640. Oh, my God.
  2641.  
  2642. 597
  2643. 00:29:10,800 --> 00:29:13,167
  2644. "Dear Ms. Lancaster...
  2645.  
  2646. 598
  2647. 00:29:13,320 --> 00:29:15,640
  2648. "I cannot answer your questions,
  2649. at least not in writing...
  2650.  
  2651. 599
  2652. 00:29:15,664 --> 00:29:17,800
  2653. "because to do so
  2654. would constitute a sequel...
  2655.  
  2656. 600
  2657. 00:29:17,960 --> 00:29:20,691
  2658. "which you might publish or
  2659. otherwise share on the internet.
  2660.  
  2661. 601
  2662. 00:29:20,840 --> 00:29:23,000
  2663. "Not that I don't trust you,
  2664. but how could I trust you?
  2665.  
  2666. 602
  2667. 00:29:23,120 --> 00:29:24,121
  2668. "I barely know you.
  2669.  
  2670. 603
  2671. 00:29:24,760 --> 00:29:26,762
  2672. "Should ever you find
  2673. yourself in Amsterdam,
  2674.  
  2675. 604
  2676. 00:29:26,840 --> 00:29:28,808
  2677. "do pay a visit
  2678. at your leisure."
  2679.  
  2680. 605
  2681. 00:29:29,840 --> 00:29:31,330
  2682. What?
  2683.  
  2684. 606
  2685. 00:29:31,680 --> 00:29:34,365
  2686. "Yours most sincerely,
  2687. Peter Van Houten."
  2688.  
  2689. 607
  2690. 00:29:37,120 --> 00:29:38,167
  2691. Oh, my God!
  2692.  
  2693. 608
  2694. 00:29:38,320 --> 00:29:39,367
  2695. What is this life?
  2696.  
  2697. 609
  2698. 00:29:39,520 --> 00:29:41,284
  2699. Hazel?
  2700.  
  2701. 610
  2702. 00:29:41,440 --> 00:29:42,441
  2703. Mom!
  2704. Hazel, what's wrong?
  2705.  
  2706. 611
  2707. 00:29:42,840 --> 00:29:43,841
  2708. Mom, look at this.
  2709.  
  2710. 612
  2711. 00:29:44,000 --> 00:29:46,048
  2712. Come here.
  2713. Come here, come here.
  2714.  
  2715. 613
  2716. 00:29:46,680 --> 00:29:47,886
  2717. Look.
  2718.  
  2719. 614
  2720. 00:29:49,440 --> 00:29:50,441
  2721. What?
  2722. Yeah.
  2723.  
  2724. 615
  2725. 00:29:50,520 --> 00:29:51,726
  2726. Peter Van Houten!
  2727.  
  2728. 616
  2729. 00:29:52,880 --> 00:29:53,881
  2730. Look what he said!
  2731.  
  2732. 617
  2733. 00:29:54,040 --> 00:29:56,202
  2734. "Should ever you find
  2735. yourself in Amsterdam"!
  2736.  
  2737. 618
  2738. 00:29:56,360 --> 00:29:57,361
  2739. I have to go!
  2740.  
  2741. 619
  2742. 00:29:57,640 --> 00:29:58,641
  2743. That's incredible.
  2744.  
  2745. 620
  2746. 00:29:58,720 --> 00:30:00,290
  2747. He invited us to Amsterdam.
  2748.  
  2749. 621
  2750. 00:30:00,400 --> 00:30:01,401
  2751. Amsterdam!
  2752.  
  2753. 622
  2754. 00:30:01,560 --> 00:30:03,562
  2755. Wow!
  2756. Can We go?
  2757.  
  2758. 623
  2759. 00:30:03,720 --> 00:30:06,121
  2760. I mean, do you think
  2761. we could actually go?
  2762.  
  2763. 624
  2764. 00:30:06,840 --> 00:30:07,887
  2765. I mean, Amsterdam!
  2766.  
  2767. 625
  2768. 00:30:08,040 --> 00:30:10,725
  2769. I want you to have everything
  2770. you want in the world.
  2771.  
  2772. 626
  2773. 00:30:10,880 --> 00:30:12,882
  2774. But we don't have
  2775. the money, you know?
  2776.  
  2777. 627
  2778. 00:30:13,240 --> 00:30:15,368
  2779. Just getting all the
  2780. equipment over there.
  2781.  
  2782. 628
  2783. 00:30:15,520 --> 00:30:17,010
  2784. How do we do that?
  2785.  
  2786. 629
  2787. 00:30:17,160 --> 00:30:19,891
  2788. Yeah, duh. I'm sorry.
  2789.  
  2790. 630
  2791. 00:30:26,640 --> 00:30:29,484
  2792. Hey, you, I am so sorry.
  2793.  
  2794. 631
  2795. 00:30:30,360 --> 00:30:33,330
  2796. It's okay.
  2797.  
  2798. 632
  2799. 00:30:50,880 --> 00:30:53,281
  2800. Why don't you just ask the Genies?
  2801. Use your wish.
  2802.  
  2803. 633
  2804. 00:30:53,440 --> 00:30:55,204
  2805. I already used it.
  2806. Pre-Miracle.
  2807.  
  2808. 634
  2809. 00:30:55,360 --> 00:30:56,771
  2810. What'd you use it on?
  2811.  
  2812. 635
  2813. 00:31:00,080 --> 00:31:01,969
  2814. Not Disney.
  2815.  
  2816. 636
  2817. 00:31:02,720 --> 00:31:06,611
  2818. Hazel Grace, you did not
  2819. go to Disney World.
  2820.  
  2821. 637
  2822. 00:31:06,800 --> 00:31:08,962
  2823. You did not use your last dying wish...
  2824. I was 13.
  2825.  
  2826. 638
  2827. 00:31:09,120 --> 00:31:10,246
  2828. ...to go to Disney World.
  2829.  
  2830. 639
  2831. 00:31:10,400 --> 00:31:11,561
  2832. And Epcot Center.
  2833.  
  2834. 640
  2835. 00:31:11,680 --> 00:31:12,806
  2836. Oh, my God.
  2837.  
  2838. 641
  2839. 00:31:12,960 --> 00:31:14,450
  2840. It was actually
  2841. a really fun trip!
  2842.  
  2843. 642
  2844. 00:31:14,640 --> 00:31:16,240
  2845. That's the saddest thing
  2846. I've ever heard.
  2847.  
  2848. 643
  2849. 00:31:16,264 --> 00:31:16,921
  2850. I met Goofy!
  2851.  
  2852. 644
  2853. 00:31:17,080 --> 00:31:18,206
  2854. Now I'm just embarrassed.
  2855.  
  2856. 645
  2857. 00:31:18,280 --> 00:31:19,281
  2858. Why are you embarrassed?
  2859.  
  2860. 646
  2861. 00:31:19,480 --> 00:31:22,723
  2862. I can't believe I have a crush on
  2863. a girl with such cliche wishes.
  2864.  
  2865. 647
  2866. 00:31:23,280 --> 00:31:24,964
  2867. Terrible.
  2868.  
  2869. 648
  2870. 00:31:26,480 --> 00:31:27,606
  2871. You coming?
  2872.  
  2873. 649
  2874. 00:31:33,000 --> 00:31:35,526
  2875. <i>The most important
  2876. thing in any MRI...</i>
  2877.  
  2878. 650
  2879. 00:31:35,680 --> 00:31:37,808
  2880. <i>is to lie completely still.</i>
  2881.  
  2882. 651
  2883. 00:31:38,840 --> 00:31:41,684
  2884. <i>But that day,
  2885. it was almost impossible.</i>
  2886.  
  2887. 652
  2888. 00:31:55,760 --> 00:31:57,410
  2889. Hey, Gus!
  2890. How are you?
  2891.  
  2892. 653
  2893. 00:31:57,640 --> 00:31:59,005
  2894. Hi, Mrs. Lancaster.
  2895.  
  2896. 654
  2897. 00:32:00,520 --> 00:32:03,000
  2898. Hey. Rik Smits jersey?
  2899.  
  2900. 655
  2901. 00:32:03,160 --> 00:32:04,600
  2902. Yeah, it is indeed.
  2903. I loved that guy.
  2904.  
  2905. 656
  2906. 00:32:04,640 --> 00:32:05,641
  2907. I'm Augustus Waters.
  2908.  
  2909. 657
  2910. 00:32:05,800 --> 00:32:07,689
  2911. Nice to meet you.
  2912. I'm Michael.
  2913.  
  2914. 658
  2915. 00:32:10,320 --> 00:32:12,209
  2916. It's good to see you.
  2917. Hi, Mrs. Lancaster.
  2918.  
  2919. 659
  2920. 00:32:12,360 --> 00:32:14,442
  2921. Good to see you.
  2922.  
  2923. 660
  2924. 00:32:16,720 --> 00:32:18,165
  2925. Hi, Hazel Grace.
  2926.  
  2927. 661
  2928. 00:32:18,480 --> 00:32:19,606
  2929. Hi.
  2930.  
  2931. 662
  2932. 00:32:20,160 --> 00:32:22,162
  2933. How would you like to go
  2934. on a picnic with me?
  2935.  
  2936. 663
  2937. 00:32:23,840 --> 00:32:27,208
  2938. Um, I would love to go
  2939. on a picnic with you.
  2940.  
  2941. 664
  2942. 00:32:29,480 --> 00:32:31,005
  2943. Shall we?
  2944.  
  2945. 665
  2946. 00:32:31,160 --> 00:32:33,208
  2947. No.
  2948. Let me...
  2949.  
  2950. 666
  2951. 00:32:33,360 --> 00:32:37,285
  2952. I smell like hospital,
  2953. so I should just change.
  2954.  
  2955. 667
  2956. 00:32:44,680 --> 00:32:45,761
  2957. So, uh...
  2958.  
  2959. 668
  2960. 00:32:46,160 --> 00:32:48,731
  2961. you're a survivor yourself, huh?
  2962.  
  2963. 669
  2964. 00:32:48,800 --> 00:32:49,801
  2965. Yeah.
  2966.  
  2967. 670
  2968. 00:32:49,880 --> 00:32:51,803
  2969. I didn't cut this fellow
  2970. off for the hell of it.
  2971.  
  2972. 671
  2973. 00:32:54,080 --> 00:32:57,050
  2974. Although it does make an
  2975. excellent weight-loss strategy.
  2976.  
  2977. 672
  2978. 00:32:57,240 --> 00:32:58,765
  2979. Legs are very heavy.
  2980.  
  2981. 673
  2982. 00:33:00,040 --> 00:33:01,804
  2983. How's your health now?
  2984.  
  2985. 674
  2986. 00:33:02,000 --> 00:33:04,321
  2987. It's great.
  2988. NEC for 14 months.
  2989.  
  2990. 675
  2991. 00:33:04,400 --> 00:33:05,447
  2992. Really?
  2993. Yeah.
  2994.  
  2995. 676
  2996. 00:33:05,520 --> 00:33:07,010
  2997. That's fantastic.
  2998. Yeah.
  2999.  
  3000. 677
  3001. 00:33:07,480 --> 00:33:09,164
  3002. I'm very lucky.
  3003.  
  3004. 678
  3005. 00:33:14,520 --> 00:33:16,841
  3006. Hey, listen, Gus.
  3007.  
  3008. 679
  3009. 00:33:20,040 --> 00:33:23,965
  3010. You have to understand,
  3011. Hazel's still pretty sick.
  3012.  
  3013. 680
  3014. 00:33:25,080 --> 00:33:27,765
  3015. And she will be
  3016. the rest of her life.
  3017.  
  3018. 681
  3019. 00:33:27,920 --> 00:33:29,520
  3020. And she's gonna want to
  3021. keep up with you.
  3022.  
  3023. 682
  3024. 00:33:29,709 --> 00:33:31,869
  3025. She's that kind of girl. But
  3026. the truth is, her lungs...
  3027.  
  3028. 683
  3029. 00:33:31,893 --> 00:33:32,893
  3030. Ready, Gus?
  3031.  
  3032. 684
  3033. 00:33:33,560 --> 00:33:34,561
  3034. Yeah.
  3035.  
  3036. 685
  3037. 00:33:36,760 --> 00:33:39,570
  3038. All right.
  3039. See you soon.
  3040.  
  3041. 686
  3042. 00:33:39,720 --> 00:33:40,960
  3043. All right.
  3044.  
  3045. 687
  3046. 00:33:43,840 --> 00:33:44,887
  3047. Oh!
  3048.  
  3049. 688
  3050. 00:33:45,400 --> 00:33:47,243
  3051. Such a beautiful day.
  3052.  
  3053. 689
  3054. 00:33:47,360 --> 00:33:48,361
  3055. Yeah.
  3056.  
  3057. 690
  3058. 00:33:48,440 --> 00:33:50,761
  3059. Is this where you take all
  3060. of your romantic conquests?
  3061.  
  3062. 691
  3063. 00:33:50,960 --> 00:33:52,450
  3064. Every last one of them.
  3065.  
  3066. 692
  3067. 00:33:52,880 --> 00:33:55,121
  3068. That's probably why
  3069. I'm still a virgin.
  3070.  
  3071. 693
  3072. 00:33:57,040 --> 00:33:59,202
  3073. You are not still a virgin.
  3074.  
  3075. 694
  3076. 00:34:01,080 --> 00:34:02,081
  3077. Are you really?
  3078.  
  3079. 695
  3080. 00:34:02,240 --> 00:34:03,571
  3081. Let me show you something.
  3082.  
  3083. 696
  3084. 00:34:08,240 --> 00:34:09,651
  3085. See this circle?
  3086.  
  3087. 697
  3088. 00:34:13,800 --> 00:34:15,404
  3089. That is a circle of virgins.
  3090.  
  3091. 698
  3092. 00:34:15,640 --> 00:34:16,641
  3093. Uh-huh.
  3094.  
  3095. 699
  3096. 00:34:18,240 --> 00:34:20,811
  3097. And this...
  3098.  
  3099. 700
  3100. 00:34:23,120 --> 00:34:25,122
  3101. is 18-year-old dudes
  3102. with one leg.
  3103.  
  3104. 701
  3105. 00:34:28,920 --> 00:34:30,524
  3106. Oh...
  3107. So, yeah.
  3108.  
  3109. 702
  3110. 00:34:34,880 --> 00:34:37,850
  3111. <i>Funky Bones by
  3112. Jeep Van Lieshout.</i>
  3113.  
  3114. 703
  3115. 00:34:40,840 --> 00:34:41,966
  3116. He sounds quite Dutch.
  3117.  
  3118. 704
  3119. 00:34:42,120 --> 00:34:43,201
  3120. And he is.
  3121.  
  3122. 705
  3123. 00:34:43,360 --> 00:34:45,124
  3124. Much like Rik Smits.
  3125.  
  3126. 706
  3127. 00:34:45,280 --> 00:34:47,009
  3128. And tulips.
  3129.  
  3130. 707
  3131. 00:34:48,920 --> 00:34:50,001
  3132. Sandwich?
  3133.  
  3134. 708
  3135. 00:34:50,400 --> 00:34:51,401
  3136. Let me guess.
  3137.  
  3138. 709
  3139. 00:34:51,480 --> 00:34:53,608
  3140. Dutch cheese and tomato.
  3141.  
  3142. 710
  3143. 00:34:54,480 --> 00:34:56,084
  3144. Sorry, the tomatoes are Mexican.
  3145.  
  3146. 711
  3147. 00:34:56,720 --> 00:34:58,290
  3148. How dare you!
  3149.  
  3150. 712
  3151. 00:35:00,000 --> 00:35:01,001
  3152. Hmm.
  3153.  
  3154. 713
  3155. 00:35:01,160 --> 00:35:03,162
  3156. How cool is this?
  3157.  
  3158. 714
  3159. 00:35:03,320 --> 00:35:05,687
  3160. They're using a skeleton
  3161. as a playground.
  3162.  
  3163. 715
  3164. 00:35:05,840 --> 00:35:07,410
  3165. Think about that.
  3166.  
  3167. 716
  3168. 00:35:09,200 --> 00:35:10,725
  3169. You do love your symbols.
  3170.  
  3171. 717
  3172. 00:35:10,920 --> 00:35:12,760
  3173. Speaking of which,
  3174. you're probably wondering...
  3175.  
  3176. 718
  3177. 00:35:12,920 --> 00:35:15,080
  3178. why you're sitting here eating
  3179. a bad cheese sandwich...
  3180.  
  3181. 719
  3182. 00:35:15,120 --> 00:35:17,440
  3183. and drinking orange juice with
  3184. a guy in a Rik Smits jersey.
  3185.  
  3186. 720
  3187. 00:35:17,560 --> 00:35:19,528
  3188. It actually has crossed my mind.
  3189.  
  3190. 721
  3191. 00:35:19,960 --> 00:35:22,281
  3192. Well, Hazel Grace,
  3193. like so many before you...
  3194.  
  3195. 722
  3196. 00:35:22,440 --> 00:35:25,489
  3197. and listen, I say this with
  3198. the utmost of affection...
  3199.  
  3200. 723
  3201. 00:35:26,280 --> 00:35:27,725
  3202. you used your wish moronically.
  3203.  
  3204. 724
  3205. 00:35:28,080 --> 00:35:29,809
  3206. Okay, we've been through this.
  3207. I was 13.
  3208.  
  3209. 725
  3210. 00:35:29,960 --> 00:35:32,770
  3211. Hush! lam in the midst
  3212. of a grand soliloquy, here.
  3213.  
  3214. 726
  3215. 00:35:33,080 --> 00:35:35,003
  3216. You were young,
  3217. impressionable...
  3218.  
  3219. 727
  3220. 00:35:35,160 --> 00:35:37,040
  3221. the Grim Reaper staring
  3222. you right in the face...
  3223.  
  3224. 728
  3225. 00:35:37,280 --> 00:35:40,090
  3226. and it led you to rush into making
  3227. a wish you didn't really want.
  3228.  
  3229. 729
  3230. 00:35:40,320 --> 00:35:41,970
  3231. But, how could
  3232. little Hazel Grace,
  3233.  
  3234. 730
  3235. 00:35:42,040 --> 00:35:43,720
  3236. having never read
  3237. An Imperial Affliction...
  3238.  
  3239. 731
  3240. 00:35:43,744 --> 00:35:47,082
  3241. know that her one true wish was
  3242. to visit Mr. Peter Van Houten...
  3243.  
  3244. 732
  3245. 00:35:47,240 --> 00:35:49,083
  3246. in his Amsterdam exile.
  3247.  
  3248. 733
  3249. 00:35:49,400 --> 00:35:51,721
  3250. But I didn't save it, so...
  3251.  
  3252. 734
  3253. 00:35:54,040 --> 00:35:56,361
  3254. It's a good thing I saved mine.
  3255.  
  3256. 735
  3257. 00:35:57,960 --> 00:36:00,770
  3258. So, you're saying...
  3259.  
  3260. 736
  3261. 00:36:00,920 --> 00:36:03,207
  3262. I'm not gonna give you my
  3263. wish or anything, Hazel.
  3264.  
  3265. 737
  3266. 00:36:03,360 --> 00:36:04,885
  3267. If that's what you're thinking.
  3268.  
  3269. 738
  3270. 00:36:05,040 --> 00:36:06,041
  3271. However...
  3272.  
  3273. 739
  3274. 00:36:06,800 --> 00:36:11,408
  3275. I, too, have an interest in meeting
  3276. this Mr. Peter Van Houten...
  3277.  
  3278. 740
  3279. 00:36:12,600 --> 00:36:13,931
  3280. and I don't really think
  3281. it would make much sense...
  3282.  
  3283. 741
  3284. 00:36:14,080 --> 00:36:15,161
  3285. to meet him without the
  3286. girl who introduced me
  3287.  
  3288. 742
  3289. 00:36:15,240 --> 00:36:16,520
  3290. to the book
  3291. in the first place...
  3292.  
  3293. 743
  3294. 00:36:16,544 --> 00:36:17,601
  3295. now, would it?
  3296.  
  3297. 744
  3298. 00:36:17,920 --> 00:36:20,400
  3299. So I talked to the Genies,
  3300. and they're all for it.
  3301.  
  3302. 745
  3303. 00:36:20,880 --> 00:36:22,450
  3304. We leave in a month.
  3305.  
  3306. 746
  3307. 00:36:23,960 --> 00:36:24,961
  3308. No.
  3309.  
  3310. 747
  3311. 00:36:25,280 --> 00:36:26,486
  3312. Mmm-hmm.
  3313.  
  3314. 748
  3315. 00:36:28,320 --> 00:36:29,367
  3316. Oh, my God.
  3317.  
  3318. 749
  3319. 00:36:30,600 --> 00:36:31,965
  3320. Oh, my God!
  3321.  
  3322. 750
  3323. 00:36:32,120 --> 00:36:33,565
  3324. Augustus!
  3325.  
  3326. 751
  3327. 00:36:34,240 --> 00:36:35,969
  3328. Thank you!
  3329.  
  3330. 752
  3331. 00:36:37,560 --> 00:36:39,961
  3332. Apparently, they... I don't know
  3333. if they do this that often,
  3334.  
  3335. 753
  3336. 00:36:40,240 --> 00:36:43,801
  3337. but they're willing to
  3338. bring me, too, and...
  3339.  
  3340. 754
  3341. 00:36:44,160 --> 00:36:45,730
  3342. That's incredible.
  3343.  
  3344. 755
  3345. 00:36:45,960 --> 00:36:47,405
  3346. Hazel, that's so beautiful.
  3347.  
  3348. 756
  3349. 00:36:47,720 --> 00:36:48,721
  3350. I know.
  3351.  
  3352. 757
  3353. 00:36:48,840 --> 00:36:50,524
  3354. And a little insane.
  3355.  
  3356. 758
  3357. 00:36:50,680 --> 00:36:53,286
  3358. Oh, it's super insane. It's...
  3359. It's... It's... It's crazy!
  3360.  
  3361. 759
  3362. 00:36:53,440 --> 00:36:54,487
  3363. Well...
  3364. It's Amsterdam!
  3365.  
  3366. 760
  3367. 00:36:54,640 --> 00:36:55,846
  3368. He just met you...
  3369.  
  3370. 761
  3371. 00:36:55,960 --> 00:36:58,201
  3372. I know! ...and he's
  3373. giving you his wish.
  3374.  
  3375. 762
  3376. 00:36:58,320 --> 00:37:02,405
  3377. Well, we're sharing the wish. We're... I
  3378. mean, he... He... Yeah. We're sharing it.
  3379.  
  3380. 763
  3381. 00:37:02,720 --> 00:37:04,131
  3382. That's sweet.
  3383.  
  3384. 764
  3385. 00:37:05,400 --> 00:37:06,731
  3386. Unless...
  3387.  
  3388. 765
  3389. 00:37:06,960 --> 00:37:08,200
  3390. What?
  3391.  
  3392. 766
  3393. 00:37:08,800 --> 00:37:10,962
  3394. Is he your boyfriend?
  3395. Is that...
  3396.  
  3397. 767
  3398. 00:37:11,080 --> 00:37:13,003
  3399. Stop it! Do not...
  3400. He is not my...
  3401.  
  3402. 768
  3403. 00:37:13,080 --> 00:37:14,720
  3404. Mom, focus,
  3405. we're talking about Amsterdam.
  3406.  
  3407. 769
  3408. 00:37:14,744 --> 00:37:17,395
  3409. I like him so much. I...
  3410. Stop.
  3411.  
  3412. 770
  3413. 00:37:17,600 --> 00:37:20,001
  3414. Pay attention.
  3415. Please! Can I go?
  3416.  
  3417. 771
  3418. 00:37:20,080 --> 00:37:23,289
  3419. Right, as your mom,
  3420. I love this idea.
  3421.  
  3422. 772
  3423. 00:37:26,280 --> 00:37:29,966
  3424. And I... I think we
  3425. should talk to Dr. Maria.
  3426.  
  3427. 773
  3428. 00:37:31,960 --> 00:37:32,961
  3429. Okay-
  3430.  
  3431. 774
  3432. 00:37:33,560 --> 00:37:34,561
  3433. I don't know.
  3434.  
  3435. 775
  3436. 00:37:34,680 --> 00:37:35,920
  3437. But you said that
  3438. the PET scan was encouraging.
  3439.  
  3440. 776
  3441. 00:37:36,040 --> 00:37:37,769
  3442. Well, the PET scan
  3443. is encouraging,
  3444.  
  3445. 777
  3446. 00:37:37,840 --> 00:37:40,047
  3447. but we don't know how long
  3448. it will stay that way.
  3449.  
  3450. 778
  3451. 00:37:40,160 --> 00:37:43,642
  3452. Okay, I'm not seeking political asylum.
  3453. It's a few days. It's a vacation!
  3454.  
  3455. 779
  3456. 00:37:43,760 --> 00:37:45,205
  3457. It's true.
  3458. What if you get sick?
  3459.  
  3460. 780
  3461. 00:37:45,320 --> 00:37:46,765
  3462. In a foreign country?
  3463.  
  3464. 781
  3465. 00:37:46,840 --> 00:37:49,844
  3466. They have doctors in
  3467. Amsterdam. And cancer.
  3468.  
  3469. 782
  3470. 00:37:50,000 --> 00:37:53,766
  3471. Well, not all cancers are alike, and
  3472. yours is particularly unusual, Hazel.
  3473.  
  3474. 783
  3475. 00:37:54,000 --> 00:37:57,402
  3476. The only way I could ever
  3477. authorize a trip like this
  3478.  
  3479. 784
  3480. 00:37:57,520 --> 00:37:59,648
  3481. would be if someone
  3482. familiar with your case...
  3483.  
  3484. 785
  3485. 00:37:59,760 --> 00:38:01,410
  3486. What if my mom came?
  3487.  
  3488. 786
  3489. 00:38:01,880 --> 00:38:03,370
  3490. Wait, what?
  3491.  
  3492. 787
  3493. 00:38:03,600 --> 00:38:05,125
  3494. What if you came?
  3495.  
  3496. 788
  3497. 00:38:05,240 --> 00:38:07,766
  3498. I'm... I'm sure the Genies would
  3499. hook it up. They're loaded.
  3500.  
  3501. 789
  3502. 00:38:08,880 --> 00:38:10,723
  3503. That just might work.
  3504.  
  3505. 790
  3506. 00:38:10,960 --> 00:38:12,724
  3507. <i>HAZEL".
  3508. And then this happened.</i>
  3509.  
  3510. 791
  3511. 00:39:01,280 --> 00:39:02,406
  3512. Hey-
  3513.  
  3514. 792
  3515. 00:39:02,640 --> 00:39:03,801
  3516. Hi.
  3517.  
  3518. 793
  3519. 00:39:04,600 --> 00:39:06,568
  3520. Hey.
  3521. You're okay.
  3522.  
  3523. 794
  3524. 00:39:07,800 --> 00:39:09,370
  3525. So, what happened?
  3526.  
  3527. 795
  3528. 00:39:09,520 --> 00:39:11,488
  3529. The usual.
  3530.  
  3531. 796
  3532. 00:39:11,640 --> 00:39:14,644
  3533. Fluid in the lungs
  3534. preventing oxygenation.
  3535.  
  3536. 797
  3537. 00:39:14,800 --> 00:39:16,802
  3538. They put a tube in.
  3539.  
  3540. 798
  3541. 00:39:17,760 --> 00:39:20,240
  3542. They drained a liter
  3543. and a half last night.
  3544.  
  3545. 799
  3546. 00:39:20,400 --> 00:39:22,050
  3547. The good news is...
  3548.  
  3549. 800
  3550. 00:39:22,200 --> 00:39:24,043
  3551. no tumor growth.
  3552.  
  3553. 801
  3554. 00:39:24,200 --> 00:39:25,964
  3555. No new tumors in your body.
  3556.  
  3557. 802
  3558. 00:39:27,080 --> 00:39:28,809
  3559. We're so relieved.
  3560.  
  3561. 803
  3562. 00:39:28,960 --> 00:39:31,725
  3563. This is just a thing, Hazel.
  3564.  
  3565. 804
  3566. 00:39:32,280 --> 00:39:34,851
  3567. It's a thing we can live with.
  3568.  
  3569. 805
  3570. 00:39:40,160 --> 00:39:42,162
  3571. Mr. Lancaster.
  3572.  
  3573. 806
  3574. 00:39:42,320 --> 00:39:43,481
  3575. How's she doing?
  3576.  
  3577. 807
  3578. 00:39:43,680 --> 00:39:44,727
  3579. Better.
  3580.  
  3581. 808
  3582. 00:39:45,040 --> 00:39:47,122
  3583. Yeah, thank you.
  3584. Much, much better.
  3585.  
  3586. 809
  3587. 00:39:47,200 --> 00:39:49,851
  3588. Uh, they won't let me in.
  3589. It's family only.
  3590.  
  3591. 810
  3592. 00:39:50,000 --> 00:39:51,411
  3593. Yeah, sorry.
  3594.  
  3595. 811
  3596. 00:39:51,760 --> 00:39:53,489
  3597. Yeah, I get it.
  3598.  
  3599. 812
  3600. 00:39:53,720 --> 00:39:54,926
  3601. Um...
  3602.  
  3603. 813
  3604. 00:39:55,800 --> 00:39:57,325
  3605. Could you just
  3606. tell her I was here?
  3607.  
  3608. 814
  3609. 00:39:57,720 --> 00:39:59,802
  3610. Yeah, of course.
  3611. Of course I will.
  3612.  
  3613. 815
  3614. 00:40:00,000 --> 00:40:03,209
  3615. Okay. Gus, listen, why
  3616. don't you go home?
  3617.  
  3618. 816
  3619. 00:40:03,400 --> 00:40:05,243
  3620. Get some rest.
  3621.  
  3622. 817
  3623. 00:40:05,400 --> 00:40:07,004
  3624. Okay-
  3625.  
  3626. 818
  3627. 00:40:14,160 --> 00:40:16,760
  3628. Normally, the tumors
  3629. start resisting the treatment...
  3630.  
  3631. 819
  3632. 00:40:16,784 --> 00:40:18,548
  3633. and that hasn't happened here...
  3634.  
  3635. 820
  3636. 00:40:18,840 --> 00:40:20,171
  3637. Yet.
  3638.  
  3639. 821
  3640. 00:40:20,320 --> 00:40:22,004
  3641. On the other hand...
  3642.  
  3643. 822
  3644. 00:40:22,160 --> 00:40:25,243
  3645. the drug may be
  3646. worsening the edema.
  3647.  
  3648. 823
  3649. 00:40:25,360 --> 00:40:26,361
  3650. The truth is...
  3651.  
  3652. 824
  3653. 00:40:26,440 --> 00:40:30,047
  3654. very few people have been on
  3655. Phalanxifor as long as Hazel has.
  3656.  
  3657. 825
  3658. 00:40:30,280 --> 00:40:31,960
  3659. We really don't know
  3660. the long-term effects.
  3661.  
  3662. 826
  3663. 00:40:32,200 --> 00:40:34,407
  3664. What we're trying to do is
  3665. prevent endothelial growth...
  3666.  
  3667. 827
  3668. 00:40:34,560 --> 00:40:40,044
  3669. which, when overexpressed, can
  3670. contribute to disease, decay...
  3671.  
  3672. 828
  3673. 00:40:40,200 --> 00:40:41,565
  3674. vascular inhibition...
  3675.  
  3676. 829
  3677. 00:40:41,720 --> 00:40:44,200
  3678. and the spread of the tumors
  3679.  
  3680. 830
  3681. 00:40:44,280 --> 00:40:46,681
  3682. we're working so hard
  3683. to eradicate.
  3684.  
  3685. 831
  3686. 00:40:46,880 --> 00:40:49,451
  3687. The survival rate of patients
  3688. with severe endothelial growth...
  3689.  
  3690. 832
  3691. 00:40:49,600 --> 00:40:53,286
  3692. decreases exponentially the
  3693. more the condition advances.
  3694.  
  3695. 833
  3696. 00:40:54,680 --> 00:40:56,887
  3697. You can let go, sweetie.
  3698.  
  3699. 834
  3700. 00:40:57,760 --> 00:40:58,966
  3701. Don't be afraid.
  3702.  
  3703. 835
  3704. 00:41:01,080 --> 00:41:02,605
  3705. Oh, my God.
  3706.  
  3707. 836
  3708. 00:41:05,240 --> 00:41:07,607
  3709. I'm not gonna be a mom anymore.
  3710.  
  3711. 837
  3712. 00:41:13,520 --> 00:41:14,521
  3713. I have a question.
  3714.  
  3715. 838
  3716. 00:41:16,080 --> 00:41:17,730
  3717. Yes, Hazel?
  3718.  
  3719. 839
  3720. 00:41:17,880 --> 00:41:19,484
  3721. Can I still go to Amsterdam?
  3722.  
  3723. 840
  3724. 00:41:19,640 --> 00:41:22,211
  3725. That would not be wise
  3726. at this juncture.
  3727.  
  3728. 841
  3729. 00:41:22,360 --> 00:41:24,681
  3730. Why not? ls there any way we
  3731. can make that trip happen?
  3732.  
  3733. 842
  3734. 00:41:24,760 --> 00:41:27,240
  3735. It would increase some risks.
  3736.  
  3737. 843
  3738. 00:41:27,560 --> 00:41:29,164
  3739. But so does going to the mall.
  3740.  
  3741. 844
  3742. 00:41:29,240 --> 00:41:30,810
  3743. Yes, but an airplane?
  3744.  
  3745. 845
  3746. 00:41:30,960 --> 00:41:32,769
  3747. But they have oxygen
  3748. on airplanes.
  3749.  
  3750. 846
  3751. 00:41:32,920 --> 00:41:34,046
  3752. You're stage four.
  3753.  
  3754. 847
  3755. 00:41:34,200 --> 00:41:36,487
  3756. This is an opportunity
  3757. that I may never get again.
  3758.  
  3759. 848
  3760. 00:41:37,240 --> 00:41:38,287
  3761. Even
  3762.  
  3763. 849
  3764. 00:41:38,400 --> 00:41:40,243
  3765. If the medication is working, I
  3766. don't understand why I can't...
  3767.  
  3768. 850
  3769. 00:41:40,320 --> 00:41:41,481
  3770. Perhaps there's a scenario...
  3771.  
  3772. 851
  3773. 00:41:41,600 --> 00:41:42,647
  3774. No.
  3775.  
  3776. 852
  3777. 00:41:43,400 --> 00:41:46,449
  3778. I don't know any other
  3779. way to say this, Hazel.
  3780.  
  3781. 853
  3782. 00:41:46,600 --> 00:41:47,681
  3783. You're just too sick.
  3784.  
  3785. 854
  3786. 00:41:48,960 --> 00:41:50,689
  3787. I'm sorry.
  3788.  
  3789. 855
  3790. 00:42:34,120 --> 00:42:35,326
  3791. MICHAEL; Hello?
  3792.  
  3793. 856
  3794. 00:42:35,800 --> 00:42:37,689
  3795. Yeah, just a sec.
  3796.  
  3797. 857
  3798. 00:42:38,600 --> 00:42:41,490
  3799. Hi. Gus... again.
  3800.  
  3801. 858
  3802. 00:42:44,040 --> 00:42:45,804
  3803. Sorry, she's asleep.
  3804.  
  3805. 859
  3806. 00:42:46,440 --> 00:42:47,440
  3807. Yeah. Uh, okay.
  3808.  
  3809. 860
  3810. 00:42:48,360 --> 00:42:50,249
  3811. All right. Bye-bye.
  3812.  
  3813. 861
  3814. 00:42:55,320 --> 00:42:56,560
  3815. I know what you're thinking.
  3816.  
  3817. 862
  3818. 00:42:58,400 --> 00:43:00,164
  3819. It's not fair to him.
  3820.  
  3821. 863
  3822. 00:43:00,440 --> 00:43:01,441
  3823. It's not.
  3824.  
  3825. 864
  3826. 00:43:02,080 --> 00:43:03,923
  3827. He doesn't need this
  3828. in his life.
  3829.  
  3830. 865
  3831. 00:43:04,080 --> 00:43:05,411
  3832. Nobody does.
  3833.  
  3834. 866
  3835. 00:43:05,600 --> 00:43:07,329
  3836. A lot more trouble
  3837. than it's worth.
  3838.  
  3839. 867
  3840. 00:43:07,960 --> 00:43:09,371
  3841. No, you're right.
  3842.  
  3843. 868
  3844. 00:43:10,520 --> 00:43:12,727
  3845. Your mom and I were just
  3846. saying the same thing.
  3847.  
  3848. 869
  3849. 00:43:12,880 --> 00:43:15,724
  3850. I mean, it could be time we
  3851. tossed you out on the street.
  3852.  
  3853. 870
  3854. 00:43:16,640 --> 00:43:19,883
  3855. Drop you off in an orphanage
  3856. somewhere, make you their problem.
  3857.  
  3858. 871
  3859. 00:43:20,840 --> 00:43:21,887
  3860. I'm serious.
  3861.  
  3862. 872
  3863. 00:43:23,480 --> 00:43:25,687
  3864. We're not sentimental people.
  3865.  
  3866. 873
  3867. 00:44:19,640 --> 00:44:21,483
  3868. Hazel Grace.
  3869.  
  3870. 874
  3871. 00:44:23,280 --> 00:44:25,282
  3872. Hi, Augustus.
  3873.  
  3874. 875
  3875. 00:44:25,440 --> 00:44:27,807
  3876. <i>Are you okay?</i>
  3877.  
  3878. 876
  3879. 00:44:36,040 --> 00:44:37,326
  3880. No.
  3881.  
  3882. 877
  3883. 00:44:38,720 --> 00:44:40,643
  3884. <i>What's the matter?</i>
  3885.  
  3886. 878
  3887. 00:44:41,680 --> 00:44:43,205
  3888. <i>Talk to me.</i>
  3889.  
  3890. 879
  3891. 00:44:44,600 --> 00:44:46,284
  3892. I don't know.
  3893.  
  3894. 880
  3895. 00:44:49,320 --> 00:44:51,129
  3896. Everything.
  3897.  
  3898. 881
  3899. 00:44:57,560 --> 00:45:00,689
  3900. I want to go to Amsterdam, Gus.
  3901.  
  3902. 882
  3903. 00:45:00,880 --> 00:45:02,160
  3904. And I want Van Houten to tell us
  3905.  
  3906. 883
  3907. 00:45:02,200 --> 00:45:04,282
  3908. what happens after his book.
  3909.  
  3910. 884
  3911. 00:45:09,960 --> 00:45:13,043
  3912. I also don't really want
  3913. this particular life.
  3914.  
  3915. 885
  3916. 00:45:18,480 --> 00:45:19,760
  3917. I mean, it's really
  3918. just the sky.
  3919.  
  3920. 886
  3921. 00:45:19,839 --> 00:45:20,886
  3922. The sky is making me sad.
  3923.  
  3924. 887
  3925. 00:45:21,039 --> 00:45:23,650
  3926. And there's this pathetic
  3927. old swing set...
  3928.  
  3929. 888
  3930. 00:45:23,800 --> 00:45:27,361
  3931. that my dad built for me when
  3932. I was a kid and...
  3933.  
  3934. 889
  3935. 00:45:30,920 --> 00:45:33,241
  3936. It's just everything, I guess.
  3937.  
  3938. 890
  3939. 00:45:33,400 --> 00:45:38,042
  3940. <i>Well, I demand to see this
  3941. swing set of tears.</i>
  3942.  
  3943. 891
  3944. 00:45:40,320 --> 00:45:41,651
  3945. I do see your point.
  3946.  
  3947. 892
  3948. 00:45:41,840 --> 00:45:44,241
  3949. This is one sad swing set.
  3950.  
  3951. 893
  3952. 00:45:49,000 --> 00:45:51,162
  3953. Hazel Grace,
  3954. I hope you realize...
  3955.  
  3956. 894
  3957. 00:45:52,440 --> 00:45:54,200
  3958. that you trying to
  3959. keep your distance from me
  3960.  
  3961. 895
  3962. 00:45:54,224 --> 00:45:56,963
  3963. in no way lessens
  3964. my affection for you.
  3965.  
  3966. 896
  3967. 00:45:57,120 --> 00:46:00,761
  3968. All your efforts to keep me
  3969. from you are gonna fail.
  3970.  
  3971. 897
  3972. 00:46:01,360 --> 00:46:02,850
  3973. Look. Uh...
  3974.  
  3975. 898
  3976. 00:46:04,680 --> 00:46:06,091
  3977. I like you.
  3978.  
  3979. 899
  3980. 00:46:07,560 --> 00:46:10,609
  3981. And I like hanging out
  3982. with you and everything...
  3983.  
  3984. 900
  3985. 00:46:10,760 --> 00:46:13,730
  3986. but I can't let this
  3987. go on any further.
  3988.  
  3989. 901
  3990. 00:46:15,000 --> 00:46:16,001
  3991. Why not?
  3992.  
  3993. 902
  3994. 00:46:16,480 --> 00:46:17,925
  3995. Because I don't
  3996. want to hurt you.
  3997.  
  3998. 903
  3999. 00:46:18,080 --> 00:46:19,411
  4000. I wouldn't mind.
  4001.  
  4002. 904
  4003. 00:46:19,560 --> 00:46:21,200
  4004. No, you don't understand.
  4005. I do understand.
  4006.  
  4007. 905
  4008. 00:46:21,224 --> 00:46:22,127
  4009. You don't understand.
  4010.  
  4011. 906
  4012. 00:46:22,200 --> 00:46:23,486
  4013. I know what
  4014. you're trying to say.
  4015.  
  4016. 907
  4017. 00:46:23,640 --> 00:46:25,802
  4018. Hazel, I'm saying
  4019. I wouldn't mind.
  4020.  
  4021. 908
  4022. 00:46:25,960 --> 00:46:28,566
  4023. It'd be a privilege to have
  4024. my heart broken by you.
  4025.  
  4026. 909
  4027. 00:46:28,760 --> 00:46:30,728
  4028. Gus, I'm a grenade.
  4029.  
  4030. 910
  4031. 00:46:35,560 --> 00:46:36,686
  4032. One day I'm gonna explode...
  4033.  
  4034. 911
  4035. 00:46:36,840 --> 00:46:39,207
  4036. and I'm gonna obliterate
  4037. everything in my wake and...
  4038.  
  4039. 912
  4040. 00:46:40,720 --> 00:46:42,882
  4041. I don't know, I feel like
  4042. it's my responsibility...
  4043.  
  4044. 913
  4045. 00:46:43,040 --> 00:46:44,883
  4046. to minimize the casualties.
  4047.  
  4048. 914
  4049. 00:46:48,080 --> 00:46:49,809
  4050. A grenade?
  4051.  
  4052. 915
  4053. 00:46:51,880 --> 00:46:54,360
  4054. I mean, that's why I
  4055. don't have a hamster.
  4056.  
  4057. 916
  4058. 00:47:06,600 --> 00:47:09,410
  4059. Well, we gotta do something
  4060. about this frickin' swing set.
  4061.  
  4062. 917
  4063. 00:47:13,600 --> 00:47:14,601
  4064. Okay-
  4065.  
  4066. 918
  4067. 00:47:15,640 --> 00:47:18,530
  4068. "Swing set needs home."
  4069.  
  4070. 919
  4071. 00:47:24,840 --> 00:47:29,050
  4072. "Desperately lonely swing set
  4073.  
  4074. 920
  4075. 00:47:30,080 --> 00:47:33,129
  4076. "needs loving home."
  4077.  
  4078. 921
  4079. 00:47:42,440 --> 00:47:46,889
  4080. "Lonely, vaguely
  4081. pedophilia swing set
  4082.  
  4083. 922
  4084. 00:47:47,320 --> 00:47:51,086
  4085. "seeks the butts of children."
  4086.  
  4087. 923
  4088. 00:47:54,360 --> 00:47:55,521
  4089. No. No.
  4090.  
  4091. 924
  4092. 00:47:55,680 --> 00:47:56,841
  4093. No? No?
  4094.  
  4095. 925
  4096. 00:47:57,120 --> 00:47:58,963
  4097. I like it.
  4098.  
  4099. 926
  4100. 00:47:59,880 --> 00:48:01,120
  4101. That's why.
  4102.  
  4103. 927
  4104. 00:48:02,600 --> 00:48:05,763
  4105. In case you're wondering, that's
  4106. why I like you, Hazel Grace.
  4107.  
  4108. 928
  4109. 00:48:06,480 --> 00:48:08,881
  4110. You're just so busy
  4111. being you, you have
  4112.  
  4113. 929
  4114. 00:48:09,000 --> 00:48:11,480
  4115. no idea how utterly
  4116. unprecedented you are.
  4117.  
  4118. 930
  4119. 00:48:16,200 --> 00:48:17,645
  4120. You can't say stuff like that.
  4121.  
  4122. 931
  4123. 00:48:17,800 --> 00:48:19,529
  4124. What? That's howl
  4125. speak to all my friends.
  4126.  
  4127. 932
  4128. 00:48:21,280 --> 00:48:23,760
  4129. I know, I know. Friends.
  4130.  
  4131. 933
  4132. 00:48:25,600 --> 00:48:27,682
  4133. Friends.
  4134.  
  4135. 934
  4136. 00:48:28,400 --> 00:48:30,004
  4137. Friends!
  4138.  
  4139. 935
  4140. 00:48:30,120 --> 00:48:31,884
  4141. You can't do that!
  4142.  
  4143. 936
  4144. 00:49:26,120 --> 00:49:30,170
  4145. "Dear Hazel, received word via
  4146. the Genies that you will...
  4147.  
  4148. 937
  4149. 00:49:31,720 --> 00:49:33,400
  4150. "you'll be visiting us
  4151. with Augustus Waters
  4152.  
  4153. 938
  4154. 00:49:33,424 --> 00:49:35,347
  4155. "and your mother
  4156. on the fourth."
  4157.  
  4158. 939
  4159. 00:49:38,280 --> 00:49:39,691
  4160. Mom?
  4161.  
  4162. 940
  4163. 00:49:39,840 --> 00:49:41,126
  4164. Yeah?
  4165.  
  4166. 941
  4167. 00:49:41,280 --> 00:49:42,611
  4168. Mom!
  4169.  
  4170. 942
  4171. 00:49:44,160 --> 00:49:45,764
  4172. What's wrong? Sorry.
  4173.  
  4174. 943
  4175. 00:49:45,960 --> 00:49:47,610
  4176. No, I was just taking a bath.
  4177.  
  4178. 944
  4179. 00:49:47,760 --> 00:49:51,207
  4180. Did you email the Genies to tell
  4181. them that the trip was off?
  4182.  
  4183. 945
  4184. 00:49:51,360 --> 00:49:53,280
  4185. Because Van Houten's
  4186. assistant just emailed me...
  4187.  
  4188. 946
  4189. 00:49:53,320 --> 00:49:56,130
  4190. and she said that she
  4191. thinks we're still coming.
  4192.  
  4193. 947
  4194. 00:49:58,920 --> 00:50:00,206
  4195. What?
  4196.  
  4197. 948
  4198. 00:50:01,200 --> 00:50:04,204
  4199. I was supposed to tell you
  4200. with your dad.
  4201.  
  4202. 949
  4203. 00:50:04,720 --> 00:50:05,721
  4204. Mom.
  4205.  
  4206. 950
  4207. 00:50:05,960 --> 00:50:07,644
  4208. We're going to Amsterdam.
  4209.  
  4210. 951
  4211. 00:50:08,480 --> 00:50:11,245
  4212. You're se-...
  4213. We're going to Amsterdam?
  4214.  
  4215. 952
  4216. 00:50:11,440 --> 00:50:13,010
  4217. We're going to Amsterdam.
  4218.  
  4219. 953
  4220. 00:50:13,160 --> 00:50:15,401
  4221. We figured the whole thing out.
  4222. We're going.
  4223.  
  4224. 954
  4225. 00:50:15,560 --> 00:50:17,881
  4226. Doctor Maria, everybody knows.
  4227.  
  4228. 955
  4229. 00:50:18,040 --> 00:50:20,850
  4230. But only for three days, not six.
  4231. Oh, my God.
  4232.  
  4233. 956
  4234. 00:50:20,960 --> 00:50:24,123
  4235. But everything. An
  4236. oncologist is set there.
  4237.  
  4238. 957
  4239. 00:50:24,280 --> 00:50:26,044
  4240. Everything.
  4241. We're just so good.
  4242.  
  4243. 958
  4244. 00:50:26,200 --> 00:50:27,406
  4245. I love you.
  4246.  
  4247. 959
  4248. 00:50:28,400 --> 00:50:30,687
  4249. I love you so much.
  4250.  
  4251. 960
  4252. 00:50:31,560 --> 00:50:33,608
  4253. I love you.
  4254.  
  4255. 961
  4256. 00:50:41,320 --> 00:50:42,920
  4257. Here, sit down.
  4258. We're going to Amsterdam.
  4259.  
  4260. 962
  4261. 00:50:43,040 --> 00:50:45,168
  4262. We're going to Amsterdam.
  4263.  
  4264. 963
  4265. 00:50:51,920 --> 00:50:53,880
  4266. We're going to Amsterdam.
  4267. You can come talk to me.
  4268.  
  4269. 964
  4270. 00:50:53,904 --> 00:50:55,184
  4271. You've got a phone call to make.
  4272.  
  4273. 965
  4274. 00:50:57,680 --> 00:50:59,489
  4275. Call him!
  4276.  
  4277. 966
  4278. 00:51:06,520 --> 00:51:09,922
  4279. Okay, lungs, you keep your
  4280. shit together for one week.
  4281.  
  4282. 967
  4283. 00:51:10,080 --> 00:51:12,765
  4284. You got it?
  4285. One more week.
  4286.  
  4287. 968
  4288. 00:51:49,880 --> 00:51:50,961
  4289. Oh. Oh, wait,
  4290. the food.
  4291.  
  4292. 969
  4293. 00:51:51,040 --> 00:51:52,041
  4294. What did you forget?
  4295.  
  4296. 970
  4297. 00:51:53,520 --> 00:51:54,521
  4298. Do you have my passport?
  4299.  
  4300. 971
  4301. 00:51:54,600 --> 00:51:56,125
  4302. Yeah, I've got it.
  4303.  
  4304. 972
  4305. 00:52:07,480 --> 00:52:08,845
  4306. It's like I said
  4307. to the Genies...
  4308.  
  4309. 973
  4310. 00:52:09,000 --> 00:52:11,765
  4311. "I travel in style,
  4312. or I don't travel at all."
  4313.  
  4314. 974
  4315. 00:52:13,480 --> 00:52:14,680
  4316. Mom, we're going to Amsterdam!
  4317.  
  4318. 975
  4319. 00:52:14,720 --> 00:52:17,246
  4320. We are going to
  4321. Amsterdam, right now.
  4322.  
  4323. 976
  4324. 00:52:17,920 --> 00:52:19,524
  4325. Hello, Lancasters.
  4326.  
  4327. 977
  4328. 00:52:21,080 --> 00:52:23,526
  4329. Gus. Hey.
  4330. Nice to see you.
  4331.  
  4332. 978
  4333. 00:52:24,360 --> 00:52:25,407
  4334. I'll take that, sir.
  4335.  
  4336. 979
  4337. 00:52:25,560 --> 00:52:27,289
  4338. Gus, you're so inventive!
  4339.  
  4340. 980
  4341. 00:52:28,080 --> 00:52:29,081
  4342. Okay, Hazel Grace?
  4343.  
  4344. 981
  4345. 00:52:29,760 --> 00:52:31,569
  4346. Okay!
  4347.  
  4348. 982
  4349. 00:52:41,200 --> 00:52:42,201
  4350. What's in your nose?
  4351.  
  4352. 983
  4353. 00:52:42,320 --> 00:52:43,321
  4354. Jackie!
  4355.  
  4356. 984
  4357. 00:52:43,400 --> 00:52:44,686
  4358. I'm really sorry about that.
  4359.  
  4360. 985
  4361. 00:52:44,800 --> 00:52:46,040
  4362. No, it's totally fine.
  4363.  
  4364. 986
  4365. 00:52:46,240 --> 00:52:48,925
  4366. It's called a "cannula."
  4367. And it helps me breathe.
  4368.  
  4369. 987
  4370. 00:52:49,120 --> 00:52:50,929
  4371. See this little
  4372. friend right here?
  4373.  
  4374. 988
  4375. 00:52:51,080 --> 00:52:53,481
  4376. He feeds oxygen
  4377. through your tube.
  4378.  
  4379. 989
  4380. 00:52:53,600 --> 00:52:55,090
  4381. Will it help me breath, too?
  4382.  
  4383. 990
  4384. 00:52:55,240 --> 00:52:57,891
  4385. Maybe. Do you want to try it?
  4386.  
  4387. 991
  4388. 00:52:58,920 --> 00:52:59,921
  4389. Okay-
  4390.  
  4391. 992
  4392. 00:53:03,640 --> 00:53:04,641
  4393. Come here.
  4394.  
  4395. 993
  4396. 00:53:07,200 --> 00:53:08,531
  4397. There ya go.
  4398.  
  4399. 994
  4400. 00:53:08,920 --> 00:53:10,285
  4401. It tickles!
  4402.  
  4403. 995
  4404. 00:53:11,400 --> 00:53:13,846
  4405. Wow, yeah, that's something.
  4406.  
  4407. 996
  4408. 00:53:14,520 --> 00:53:16,284
  4409. I think I'm breathing better.
  4410.  
  4411. 997
  4412. 00:53:16,480 --> 00:53:18,084
  4413. I would love to give it to you,
  4414.  
  4415. 998
  4416. 00:53:18,200 --> 00:53:19,804
  4417. but I kind of
  4418. could use the help.
  4419.  
  4420. 999
  4421. 00:53:19,960 --> 00:53:22,008
  4422. Thanks for letting me try it.
  4423. You're welcome.
  4424.  
  4425. 1000
  4426. 00:53:22,080 --> 00:53:23,525
  4427. All right, Jackie, let's go.
  4428.  
  4429. 1001
  4430. 00:53:23,640 --> 00:53:25,085
  4431. Thank you. Take care.
  4432. Bye.
  4433.  
  4434. 1002
  4435. 00:53:25,280 --> 00:53:28,841
  4436. <i>Flight 1721 is now prepared to
  4437. begin boarding at gate 46...</i>
  4438.  
  4439. 1003
  4440. 00:53:28,960 --> 00:53:30,724
  4441. I think that's us.
  4442. That's us.
  4443.  
  4444. 1004
  4445. 00:53:30,960 --> 00:53:32,121
  4446. We are going to Amsterdam!
  4447.  
  4448. 1005
  4449. 00:53:32,240 --> 00:53:33,366
  4450. Oh, my God.
  4451.  
  4452. 1006
  4453. 00:53:34,520 --> 00:53:35,931
  4454. Come on, help me.
  4455.  
  4456. 1007
  4457. 00:53:37,800 --> 00:53:39,131
  4458. What, are they wet?
  4459. Wet hands.
  4460.  
  4461. 1008
  4462. 00:53:39,160 --> 00:53:41,240
  4463. I'm sorry about that. Gross!
  4464. Get outta here! Stop it!
  4465.  
  4466. 1009
  4467. 00:53:50,000 --> 00:53:51,684
  4468. Have you never been
  4469. on a plane before?
  4470.  
  4471. 1010
  4472. 00:53:52,240 --> 00:53:53,241
  4473. No.
  4474.  
  4475. 1011
  4476. 00:53:54,120 --> 00:53:55,770
  4477. It's exciting.
  4478.  
  4479. 1012
  4480. 00:54:02,000 --> 00:54:03,331
  4481. Sir?
  4482. Uh-huh?
  4483.  
  4484. 1013
  4485. 00:54:03,640 --> 00:54:04,926
  4486. There's no smoking
  4487. on this plane.
  4488.  
  4489. 1014
  4490. 00:54:05,080 --> 00:54:06,081
  4491. Or any plane.
  4492.  
  4493. 1015
  4494. 00:54:06,400 --> 00:54:07,845
  4495. I don't smoke.
  4496.  
  4497. 1016
  4498. 00:54:08,000 --> 00:54:09,684
  4499. Yeah, it's just a metaphor.
  4500.  
  4501. 1017
  4502. 00:54:09,840 --> 00:54:10,966
  4503. He puts the killing thing
  4504. in his mouth...
  4505.  
  4506. 1018
  4507. 00:54:11,120 --> 00:54:13,240
  4508. but he doesn't actually give
  4509. it the power to kill him.
  4510.  
  4511. 1019
  4512. 00:54:13,264 --> 00:54:15,650
  4513. Well, that metaphor, it's
  4514. prohibited on today's flight.
  4515.  
  4516. 1020
  4517. 00:54:16,320 --> 00:54:18,800
  4518. <i>Flight attendants,
  4519. prepare for take off, please.</i>
  4520.  
  4521. 1021
  4522. 00:54:19,000 --> 00:54:20,047
  4523. Thanks.
  4524.  
  4525. 1022
  4526. 00:54:21,920 --> 00:54:23,081
  4527. Okay?
  4528.  
  4529. 1023
  4530. 00:54:24,160 --> 00:54:27,004
  4531. Gus, this is what it's like
  4532. to drive in a car with you.
  4533.  
  4534. 1024
  4535. 00:54:27,080 --> 00:54:28,570
  4536. Ha-ha-ha-ha...
  4537.  
  4538. 1025
  4539. 00:54:30,480 --> 00:54:31,527
  4540. Oh...
  4541.  
  4542. 1026
  4543. 00:54:39,040 --> 00:54:40,041
  4544. Oh!
  4545.  
  4546. 1027
  4547. 00:54:40,200 --> 00:54:43,283
  4548. Oh, my God, we're flying.
  4549.  
  4550. 1028
  4551. 00:54:43,560 --> 00:54:45,562
  4552. We're flying!
  4553.  
  4554. 1029
  4555. 00:54:45,760 --> 00:54:46,807
  4556. Look at the ground!
  4557.  
  4558. 1030
  4559. 00:54:46,960 --> 00:54:48,291
  4560. Look.
  4561.  
  4562. 1031
  4563. 00:54:48,440 --> 00:54:51,683
  4564. Nothing has ever looked like
  4565. this in all of human history!
  4566.  
  4567. 1032
  4568. 00:54:52,720 --> 00:54:54,563
  4569. Look at the cars.
  4570. They're like...
  4571.  
  4572. 1033
  4573. 00:54:56,520 --> 00:54:58,284
  4574. You two are so adorable.
  4575.  
  4576. 1034
  4577. 00:54:58,480 --> 00:55:00,130
  4578. We're just friends.
  4579.  
  4580. 1035
  4581. 00:55:00,440 --> 00:55:02,249
  4582. Well, she is, I'm not.
  4583.  
  4584. 1036
  4585. 00:55:04,120 --> 00:55:05,167
  4586. Oh, my!
  4587.  
  4588. 1037
  4589. 00:55:05,280 --> 00:55:06,930
  4590. Whoa!
  4591.  
  4592. 1038
  4593. 00:55:21,960 --> 00:55:24,122
  4594. <i>Get away from her, you bitch!</i>
  4595.  
  4596. 1039
  4597. 00:55:49,840 --> 00:55:51,729
  4598. Look at this, Hazel.
  4599.  
  4600. 1040
  4601. 00:55:52,920 --> 00:55:54,365
  4602. This is so crazy.
  4603.  
  4604. 1041
  4605. 00:56:25,000 --> 00:56:26,650
  4606. Whoa.
  4607.  
  4608. 1042
  4609. 00:56:26,720 --> 00:56:27,721
  4610. What?
  4611.  
  4612. 1043
  4613. 00:56:27,880 --> 00:56:29,928
  4614. Look at the stained glass.
  4615.  
  4616. 1044
  4617. 00:56:30,000 --> 00:56:32,002
  4618. It's amazing.
  4619.  
  4620. 1045
  4621. 00:56:32,200 --> 00:56:33,850
  4622. Oh, I'm gonna check us in.
  4623.  
  4624. 1046
  4625. 00:56:41,640 --> 00:56:43,290
  4626. We better get you dressed...
  4627.  
  4628. 1047
  4629. 00:56:43,440 --> 00:56:45,240
  4630. because you have reservations
  4631. for two tonight,
  4632.  
  4633. 1048
  4634. 00:56:46,120 --> 00:56:49,090
  4635. for dinner at Oranjee.
  4636. Oh.
  4637.  
  4638. 1049
  4639. 00:56:49,160 --> 00:56:53,290
  4640. And it says, "Enjoy.
  4641. Mr. Peter Van Houten."
  4642.  
  4643. 1050
  4644. 00:56:53,760 --> 00:56:56,650
  4645. So, I looked it up
  4646. and it sounds amazing.
  4647.  
  4648. 1051
  4649. 00:56:56,800 --> 00:57:00,850
  4650. The guide book says it's
  4651. fancy and very romantic.
  4652.  
  4653. 1052
  4654. 00:57:02,000 --> 00:57:04,082
  4655. Right. Fancy...
  4656.  
  4657. 1053
  4658. 00:57:04,360 --> 00:57:06,124
  4659. Oh, God.
  4660.  
  4661. 1054
  4662. 00:57:06,640 --> 00:57:08,847
  4663. But, okay, what...
  4664.  
  4665. 1055
  4666. 00:57:10,360 --> 00:57:12,124
  4667. ...will you wear?
  4668.  
  4669. 1056
  4670. 00:57:13,400 --> 00:57:14,811
  4671. Is that for me?
  4672.  
  4673. 1057
  4674. 00:57:21,480 --> 00:57:23,323
  4675. Oh, my God.
  4676. It's so beautiful.
  4677.  
  4678. 1058
  4679. 00:57:23,520 --> 00:57:25,124
  4680. I'm just saying.
  4681.  
  4682. 1059
  4683. 00:57:26,240 --> 00:57:27,810
  4684. You're just saying?
  4685.  
  4686. 1060
  4687. 00:57:28,000 --> 00:57:29,923
  4688. What, you're saying
  4689. that you're totally fine...
  4690.  
  4691. 1061
  4692. 00:57:30,080 --> 00:57:33,402
  4693. with your teenage daughter running
  4694. free with an older boy...
  4695.  
  4696. 1062
  4697. 00:57:33,560 --> 00:57:35,085
  4698. in a city that's famous
  4699. for its vice
  4700.  
  4701. 1063
  4702. 00:57:35,160 --> 00:57:36,764
  4703. and debauchery is
  4704. totally fine with you?
  4705.  
  4706. 1064
  4707. 00:57:38,080 --> 00:57:41,163
  4708. Yeah, that's pretty much
  4709. exactly what I'm saying.
  4710.  
  4711. 1065
  4712. 00:57:49,440 --> 00:57:50,851
  4713. Gus!
  4714.  
  4715. 1066
  4716. 00:57:51,040 --> 00:57:53,566
  4717. Oh, you look so handsome!
  4718.  
  4719. 1067
  4720. 00:57:54,080 --> 00:57:56,128
  4721. Thank you, ma'am.
  4722. Wow.
  4723.  
  4724. 1068
  4725. 00:57:56,320 --> 00:57:58,163
  4726. Hazel, Gus is here...
  4727.  
  4728. 1069
  4729. 00:57:58,320 --> 00:58:00,368
  4730. looking incredible!
  4731.  
  4732. 1070
  4733. 00:58:01,680 --> 00:58:05,526
  4734. I hear this restaurant
  4735. is unbelievable.
  4736.  
  4737. 1071
  4738. 00:58:16,040 --> 00:58:17,246
  4739. Wow.
  4740.  
  4741. 1072
  4742. 00:58:17,680 --> 00:58:18,841
  4743. What?
  4744.  
  4745. 1073
  4746. 00:58:22,480 --> 00:58:24,005
  4747. You look gorgeous.
  4748.  
  4749. 1074
  4750. 00:58:27,840 --> 00:58:28,966
  4751. Thanks.
  4752.  
  4753. 1075
  4754. 00:58:39,560 --> 00:58:40,846
  4755. Whoa!
  4756.  
  4757. 1076
  4758. 00:58:50,880 --> 00:58:52,120
  4759. Wow.
  4760.  
  4761. 1077
  4762. 00:59:10,680 --> 00:59:11,886
  4763. This is it.
  4764.  
  4765. 1078
  4766. 00:59:13,240 --> 00:59:14,651
  4767. Oranjee.
  4768. Yeah, this is it.
  4769.  
  4770. 1079
  4771. 00:59:14,800 --> 00:59:15,881
  4772. Oh, yeah.
  4773.  
  4774. 1080
  4775. 00:59:23,680 --> 00:59:26,047
  4776. Your table,
  4777. Mr. and Mrs. Waters.
  4778.  
  4779. 1081
  4780. 00:59:26,920 --> 00:59:28,160
  4781. Thank you.
  4782.  
  4783. 1082
  4784. 00:59:30,920 --> 00:59:31,967
  4785. Thanks, Gus.
  4786.  
  4787. 1083
  4788. 00:59:32,120 --> 00:59:33,531
  4789. You are very welcome.
  4790.  
  4791. 1084
  4792. 00:59:38,240 --> 00:59:40,686
  4793. The champagne
  4794. is our gift. Enjoy.
  4795.  
  4796. 1085
  4797. 00:59:40,840 --> 00:59:41,841
  4798. Thank you.
  4799.  
  4800. 1086
  4801. 00:59:42,360 --> 00:59:43,646
  4802. Good evening.
  4803.  
  4804. 1087
  4805. 00:59:55,760 --> 00:59:56,761
  4806. <i>Voilà.</i>
  4807.  
  4808. 1088
  4809. 00:59:59,040 --> 01:00:01,486
  4810. Okay, Okay?
  4811.  
  4812. 1089
  4813. 01:00:10,840 --> 01:00:11,841
  4814. Whoa.
  4815.  
  4816. 1090
  4817. 01:00:14,360 --> 01:00:16,124
  4818. That is amazing.
  4819.  
  4820. 1091
  4821. 01:00:16,280 --> 01:00:17,611
  4822. Do you know what
  4823. Dom Pérignon said
  4824.  
  4825. 1092
  4826. 01:00:17,680 --> 01:00:19,603
  4827. after he invented champagne?
  4828.  
  4829. 1093
  4830. 01:00:20,440 --> 01:00:23,808
  4831. "Come quickly," he said.
  4832. "I'm tasting the stars."
  4833.  
  4834. 1094
  4835. 01:00:25,840 --> 01:00:27,285
  4836. Welcome to Oranjee.
  4837.  
  4838. 1095
  4839. 01:00:27,440 --> 01:00:30,967
  4840. Would you like a menu, or will
  4841. you have the chef's choice?
  4842.  
  4843. 1096
  4844. 01:00:31,920 --> 01:00:34,161
  4845. Chef's choice sounds wonderful.
  4846.  
  4847. 1097
  4848. 01:00:34,440 --> 01:00:36,602
  4849. - Mmm.
  4850. - And, sir, um...
  4851.  
  4852. 1098
  4853. 01:00:36,760 --> 01:00:40,560
  4854. something tells me we're gonna
  4855. need a little bit more of this.
  4856.  
  4857. 1099
  4858. 01:00:40,720 --> 01:00:42,802
  4859. We have bottled all the
  4860. stars for you this evening,
  4861.  
  4862. 1100
  4863. 01:00:42,880 --> 01:00:44,370
  4864. my young friends.
  4865.  
  4866. 1101
  4867. 01:00:51,080 --> 01:00:52,889
  4868. - Ooh!
  4869. - I think that's ours.
  4870.  
  4871. 1102
  4872. 01:00:54,040 --> 01:00:55,769
  4873. Dragon carrot
  4874. risotto for the lady.
  4875.  
  4876. 1103
  4877. 01:00:55,960 --> 01:00:57,371
  4878. Thank you.
  4879.  
  4880. 1104
  4881. 01:00:58,960 --> 01:01:00,007
  4882. And for the gentleman.
  4883.  
  4884. 1105
  4885. 01:01:00,640 --> 01:01:02,483
  4886. Thank you.
  4887. Enjoy.
  4888.  
  4889. 1106
  4890. 01:01:09,200 --> 01:01:10,406
  4891. Mmm.
  4892.  
  4893. 1107
  4894. 01:01:12,920 --> 01:01:16,527
  4895. I want this dragon carrot
  4896. risotto to become a person...
  4897.  
  4898. 1108
  4899. 01:01:16,680 --> 01:01:18,762
  4900. so that I can take it
  4901. to Vegas and marry it.
  4902.  
  4903. 1109
  4904. 01:01:25,560 --> 01:01:26,766
  4905. I like your suit.
  4906.  
  4907. 1110
  4908. 01:01:26,960 --> 01:01:29,201
  4909. Thank you. It's the first
  4910. time I've ever worn it.
  4911.  
  4912. 1111
  4913. 01:01:29,360 --> 01:01:30,960
  4914. That's not the suit
  4915. you wear to funerals?
  4916.  
  4917. 1112
  4918. 01:01:30,984 --> 01:01:32,041
  4919. No.
  4920.  
  4921. 1113
  4922. 01:01:32,120 --> 01:01:33,770
  4923. That one is not
  4924. nearly this nice.
  4925.  
  4926. 1114
  4927. 01:01:34,800 --> 01:01:36,290
  4928. When I first got sick...
  4929.  
  4930. 1115
  4931. 01:01:36,680 --> 01:01:39,411
  4932. they told me I had an 85 percent
  4933. chance of being cancer-free.
  4934.  
  4935. 1116
  4936. 01:01:40,440 --> 01:01:41,487
  4937. Great odds.
  4938.  
  4939. 1117
  4940. 01:01:41,840 --> 01:01:44,605
  4941. But that meant a year of
  4942. torture, the loss of my leg...
  4943.  
  4944. 1118
  4945. 01:01:44,800 --> 01:01:47,121
  4946. and, still, a 15 percent
  4947. chance it might fail.
  4948.  
  4949. 1119
  4950. 01:01:48,000 --> 01:01:49,206
  4951. Just before the surgery...
  4952.  
  4953. 1120
  4954. 01:01:49,440 --> 01:01:53,490
  4955. I asked my parents if I could
  4956. buy a really nice suit.
  4957.  
  4958. 1121
  4959. 01:01:54,120 --> 01:01:55,201
  4960. So, it's your death suit.
  4961.  
  4962. 1122
  4963. 01:01:55,680 --> 01:01:56,806
  4964. That's what it is.
  4965.  
  4966. 1123
  4967. 01:01:56,960 --> 01:01:59,725
  4968. I have one of those. I got it
  4969. for my fifteenth birthday.
  4970.  
  4971. 1124
  4972. 01:01:59,880 --> 01:02:01,120
  4973. A dress.
  4974.  
  4975. 1125
  4976. 01:02:01,760 --> 01:02:05,321
  4977. I don't necessarily think I'd
  4978. wear it on a date, though.
  4979.  
  4980. 1126
  4981. 01:02:07,320 --> 01:02:08,606
  4982. So, we're on a date?
  4983.  
  4984. 1127
  4985. 01:02:11,240 --> 01:02:13,368
  4986. Hey, you watch it.
  4987.  
  4988. 1128
  4989. 01:02:14,720 --> 01:02:16,643
  4990. We are Mr.
  4991. And Mrs. Waters.
  4992.  
  4993. 1129
  4994. 01:02:17,520 --> 01:02:19,400
  4995. Oh. That's just because
  4996. she can't speak English.
  4997.  
  4998. 1130
  4999. 01:02:19,424 --> 01:02:22,288
  5000. We should be, though, if they ask.
  5001. You know?
  5002.  
  5003. 1131
  5004. 01:02:22,440 --> 01:02:23,800
  5005. Remember what you
  5006. said about Vegas?
  5007.  
  5008. 1132
  5009. 01:02:23,824 --> 01:02:24,824
  5010. Yeah.
  5011.  
  5012. 1133
  5013. 01:02:24,880 --> 01:02:26,800
  5014. Do you think I could
  5015. join in on that deal?
  5016.  
  5017. 1134
  5018. 01:02:27,680 --> 01:02:28,806
  5019. God?
  5020.  
  5021. 1135
  5022. 01:02:29,080 --> 01:02:30,206
  5023. Maybe.
  5024.  
  5025. 1136
  5026. 01:02:31,080 --> 01:02:32,081
  5027. How about angels?
  5028.  
  5029. 1137
  5030. 01:02:32,160 --> 01:02:33,161
  5031. Mmm, no.
  5032.  
  5033. 1138
  5034. 01:02:33,240 --> 01:02:34,605
  5035. Afterlife?
  5036. Mmm...
  5037.  
  5038. 1139
  5039. 01:02:34,680 --> 01:02:35,727
  5040. No.
  5041.  
  5042. 1140
  5043. 01:02:35,800 --> 01:02:37,086
  5044. Well, maybe.
  5045. I don't know.
  5046.  
  5047. 1141
  5048. 01:02:37,360 --> 01:02:39,160
  5049. I guess I wouldn't go
  5050. as far as to say "no"...
  5051.  
  5052. 1142
  5053. 01:02:39,240 --> 01:02:41,811
  5054. but I would like some evidence.
  5055.  
  5056. 1143
  5057. 01:02:43,160 --> 01:02:44,605
  5058. What about you?
  5059.  
  5060. 1144
  5061. 01:02:44,920 --> 01:02:46,809
  5062. Absolutely.
  5063. Really?
  5064.  
  5065. 1145
  5066. 01:02:46,960 --> 01:02:49,611
  5067. I mean, not like a heaven where
  5068. you ride on a unicorn all day...
  5069.  
  5070. 1146
  5071. 01:02:49,760 --> 01:02:51,842
  5072. and live in a mansion
  5073. made of clouds...
  5074.  
  5075. 1147
  5076. 01:02:52,000 --> 01:02:55,209
  5077. but yes, I definitely
  5078. believe in something.
  5079.  
  5080. 1148
  5081. 01:02:55,760 --> 01:02:57,444
  5082. I mean, otherwise...
  5083.  
  5084. 1149
  5085. 01:02:57,600 --> 01:02:59,284
  5086. what's the point?
  5087.  
  5088. 1150
  5089. 01:03:00,920 --> 01:03:03,048
  5090. Maybe there is no point.
  5091.  
  5092. 1151
  5093. 01:03:03,400 --> 01:03:04,925
  5094. I won't accept that.
  5095.  
  5096. 1152
  5097. 01:03:10,760 --> 01:03:12,922
  5098. I am in love with you.
  5099.  
  5100. 1153
  5101. 01:03:16,080 --> 01:03:17,366
  5102. You heard me.
  5103.  
  5104. 1154
  5105. 01:03:22,360 --> 01:03:23,361
  5106. Augustus...
  5107.  
  5108. 1155
  5109. 01:03:23,480 --> 01:03:24,925
  5110. I am in love with you.
  5111.  
  5112. 1156
  5113. 01:03:25,720 --> 01:03:27,800
  5114. And I know that love is just
  5115. a shout into the void...
  5116.  
  5117. 1157
  5118. 01:03:27,824 --> 01:03:29,210
  5119. and that oblivion is inevitable.
  5120.  
  5121. 1158
  5122. 01:03:29,360 --> 01:03:30,850
  5123. And that we're all doomed...
  5124.  
  5125. 1159
  5126. 01:03:31,000 --> 01:03:33,731
  5127. and that one day...
  5128.  
  5129. 1160
  5130. 01:03:34,400 --> 01:03:37,290
  5131. all of our labors
  5132. will be returned to dust.
  5133.  
  5134. 1161
  5135. 01:03:39,200 --> 01:03:41,202
  5136. And I know that
  5137. the sun will swallow
  5138.  
  5139. 1162
  5140. 01:03:41,280 --> 01:03:43,282
  5141. the only Earth
  5142. we will ever have.
  5143.  
  5144. 1163
  5145. 01:03:43,840 --> 01:03:45,569
  5146. And I am in love with you.
  5147.  
  5148. 1164
  5149. 01:03:49,360 --> 01:03:50,486
  5150. Sorry.
  5151.  
  5152. 1165
  5153. 01:04:02,000 --> 01:04:03,161
  5154. More stars?
  5155.  
  5156. 1166
  5157. 01:04:04,400 --> 01:04:05,401
  5158. No, thank you.
  5159.  
  5160. 1167
  5161. 01:04:05,560 --> 01:04:07,642
  5162. I think we'll just
  5163. have the check.
  5164.  
  5165. 1168
  5166. 01:04:07,800 --> 01:04:08,926
  5167. No, sir.
  5168.  
  5169. 1169
  5170. 01:04:09,000 --> 01:04:11,571
  5171. Your meal has been paid
  5172. by Mr. Van Houten.
  5173.  
  5174. 1170
  5175. 01:04:16,920 --> 01:04:18,365
  5176. What?
  5177.  
  5178. 1171
  5179. 01:05:08,000 --> 01:05:11,561
  5180. I don't really get that shirt.
  5181.  
  5182. 1172
  5183. 01:05:11,640 --> 01:05:12,846
  5184. Mmm.
  5185.  
  5186. 1173
  5187. 01:05:13,120 --> 01:05:15,168
  5188. But Van Houten will get it.
  5189.  
  5190. 1174
  5191. 01:05:15,400 --> 01:05:18,961
  5192. There are, like, fifty Magritte
  5193. references in An Imperial Affliction.
  5194.  
  5195. 1175
  5196. 01:05:19,120 --> 01:05:21,361
  5197. "This is not a pipe."
  5198.  
  5199. 1176
  5200. 01:05:21,680 --> 01:05:22,761
  5201. But it is a pipe.
  5202.  
  5203. 1177
  5204. 01:05:23,000 --> 01:05:24,286
  5205. But it's not.
  5206.  
  5207. 1178
  5208. 01:05:25,240 --> 01:05:26,685
  5209. It is a drawing of a pipe.
  5210.  
  5211. 1179
  5212. 01:05:26,840 --> 01:05:27,841
  5213. See?
  5214.  
  5215. 1180
  5216. 01:05:28,400 --> 01:05:30,209
  5217. A drawing of a thing
  5218. is not the thing itself.
  5219.  
  5220. 1181
  5221. 01:05:30,400 --> 01:05:34,564
  5222. Nor is a T-shirt of a drawing
  5223. of a thing, the thing itself.
  5224.  
  5225. 1182
  5226. 01:05:34,720 --> 01:05:35,721
  5227. Hey, you.
  5228.  
  5229. 1183
  5230. 01:05:35,880 --> 01:05:37,723
  5231. When did you get so grown up?
  5232.  
  5233. 1184
  5234. 01:05:42,720 --> 01:05:44,165
  5235. Who's ready for some answers?
  5236.  
  5237. 1185
  5238. 01:05:45,080 --> 01:05:46,445
  5239. Me!
  5240.  
  5241. 1186
  5242. 01:06:10,320 --> 01:06:11,401
  5243. This is it.
  5244.  
  5245. 1187
  5246. 01:06:11,880 --> 01:06:14,087
  5247. I'm so excited,
  5248. I can barely breathe.
  5249.  
  5250. 1188
  5251. 01:06:14,800 --> 01:06:16,325
  5252. As opposed to normal?
  5253.  
  5254. 1189
  5255. 01:06:17,040 --> 01:06:18,883
  5256. Get out of here.
  5257.  
  5258. 1190
  5259. 01:06:24,800 --> 01:06:26,564
  5260. Lidewij?
  5261.  
  5262. 1191
  5263. 01:06:29,200 --> 01:06:30,645
  5264. Hi!
  5265. Hi, I'm Augustus.
  5266.  
  5267. 1192
  5268. 01:06:32,080 --> 01:06:34,367
  5269. Lidewij.
  5270. Hazel.
  5271.  
  5272. 1193
  5273. 01:06:34,520 --> 01:06:35,601
  5274. Please, come in.
  5275.  
  5276. 1194
  5277. 01:06:35,800 --> 01:06:36,801
  5278. Thank you.
  5279.  
  5280. 1195
  5281. 01:06:37,480 --> 01:06:39,050
  5282. Peter! They're here!
  5283.  
  5284. 1196
  5285. 01:06:39,200 --> 01:06:41,248
  5286. Who the hell is "they," Lidewij?
  5287.  
  5288. 1197
  5289. 01:06:42,000 --> 01:06:45,243
  5290. They are Augustus and Hazel...
  5291.  
  5292. 1198
  5293. 01:06:45,400 --> 01:06:47,400
  5294. the young fans with whom
  5295. you've been corresponding.
  5296.  
  5297. 1199
  5298. 01:06:48,120 --> 01:06:49,406
  5299. The Americans?
  5300.  
  5301. 1200
  5302. 01:06:49,560 --> 01:06:51,050
  5303. You invited them.
  5304.  
  5305. 1201
  5306. 01:06:52,200 --> 01:06:53,690
  5307. Please, come in.
  5308.  
  5309. 1202
  5310. 01:06:53,840 --> 01:06:55,760
  5311. You know
  5312. why I left America, Lidewij.
  5313.  
  5314. 1203
  5315. 01:06:57,240 --> 01:06:59,766
  5316. To never have to
  5317. encounter Americans.
  5318.  
  5319. 1204
  5320. 01:07:00,760 --> 01:07:02,330
  5321. You're American.
  5322.  
  5323. 1205
  5324. 01:07:02,920 --> 01:07:04,206
  5325. Incurably so.
  5326.  
  5327. 1206
  5328. 01:07:04,400 --> 01:07:05,811
  5329. Get rid of them.
  5330.  
  5331. 1207
  5332. 01:07:06,880 --> 01:07:08,723
  5333. I will not do this, Peter.
  5334.  
  5335. 1208
  5336. 01:07:09,200 --> 01:07:10,770
  5337. Please, be nice.
  5338.  
  5339. 1209
  5340. 01:07:11,280 --> 01:07:12,884
  5341. Come in, please.
  5342.  
  5343. 1210
  5344. 01:07:20,960 --> 01:07:23,804
  5345. Sorry, let me
  5346. clear this for you.
  5347.  
  5348. 1211
  5349. 01:07:27,640 --> 01:07:28,926
  5350. Thank you.
  5351.  
  5352. 1212
  5353. 01:07:33,120 --> 01:07:35,646
  5354. Which of you is Augustus Waters?
  5355.  
  5356. 1213
  5357. 01:07:36,200 --> 01:07:37,247
  5358. I am.
  5359.  
  5360. 1214
  5361. 01:07:38,960 --> 01:07:40,371
  5362. And that's Hazel.
  5363.  
  5364. 1215
  5365. 01:07:45,000 --> 01:07:47,240
  5366. Mr. Van Houten, thank you so
  5367. much for writing back to us.
  5368.  
  5369. 1216
  5370. 01:07:47,264 --> 01:07:48,644
  5371. Clearly an error in judgment.
  5372.  
  5373. 1217
  5374. 01:07:48,840 --> 01:07:51,286
  5375. Yours are the first missives
  5376. to which I've replied,
  5377.  
  5378. 1218
  5379. 01:07:51,360 --> 01:07:52,566
  5380. and look where it got me.
  5381.  
  5382. 1219
  5383. 01:07:52,720 --> 01:07:53,881
  5384. Scotch?
  5385.  
  5386. 1220
  5387. 01:07:54,040 --> 01:07:55,041
  5388. Uh...
  5389.  
  5390. 1221
  5391. 01:07:55,560 --> 01:07:56,641
  5392. No, thank you.
  5393.  
  5394. 1222
  5395. 01:07:57,840 --> 01:07:59,330
  5396. Just me, then, Lidewij.
  5397.  
  5398. 1223
  5399. 01:07:59,480 --> 01:08:01,448
  5400. Another scotch and soda, please.
  5401.  
  5402. 1224
  5403. 01:08:04,400 --> 01:08:06,448
  5404. Perhaps some
  5405. breakfast first, Peter?
  5406.  
  5407. 1225
  5408. 01:08:06,640 --> 01:08:08,210
  5409. She thinks I have
  5410. a drinking problem.
  5411.  
  5412. 1226
  5413. 01:08:10,000 --> 01:08:12,048
  5414. I also think the Earth is round.
  5415.  
  5416. 1227
  5417. 01:08:18,400 --> 01:08:21,085
  5418. So, you like my book.
  5419.  
  5420. 1228
  5421. 01:08:21,320 --> 01:08:22,321
  5422. We love your book.
  5423. Yeah.
  5424.  
  5425. 1229
  5426. 01:08:22,480 --> 01:08:23,891
  5427. We love it.
  5428.  
  5429. 1230
  5430. 01:08:24,200 --> 01:08:25,361
  5431. Augustus...
  5432.  
  5433. 1231
  5434. 01:08:25,520 --> 01:08:28,490
  5435. He made his wish meeting
  5436. you so that we could talk.
  5437.  
  5438. 1232
  5439. 01:08:28,640 --> 01:08:30,688
  5440. - No pressure.
  5441. - Yeah.
  5442.  
  5443. 1233
  5444. 01:08:31,120 --> 01:08:34,044
  5445. Did you dress
  5446. like her on purpose?
  5447.  
  5448. 1234
  5449. 01:08:35,760 --> 01:08:36,841
  5450. Kind of.
  5451.  
  5452. 1235
  5453. 01:08:37,480 --> 01:08:40,290
  5454. And, incidentally, sir,
  5455. we both really
  5456.  
  5457. 1236
  5458. 01:08:40,360 --> 01:08:42,124
  5459. wanted to thank you
  5460. for dinner last night.
  5461.  
  5462. 1237
  5463. 01:08:42,280 --> 01:08:43,850
  5464. And for the champagne.
  5465.  
  5466. 1238
  5467. 01:08:44,000 --> 01:08:45,001
  5468. It was amazing.
  5469.  
  5470. 1239
  5471. 01:08:45,280 --> 01:08:46,611
  5472. It was magical.
  5473.  
  5474. 1240
  5475. 01:08:46,760 --> 01:08:48,569
  5476. We bought them
  5477. dinner last night?
  5478.  
  5479. 1241
  5480. 01:08:49,160 --> 01:08:50,889
  5481. It was our pleasure.
  5482.  
  5483. 1242
  5484. 01:08:55,200 --> 01:08:56,560
  5485. You've come a long way.
  5486.  
  5487. 1243
  5488. 01:08:58,360 --> 01:09:00,203
  5489. What can I do for you?
  5490.  
  5491. 1244
  5492. 01:09:00,640 --> 01:09:02,369
  5493. We have some questions...
  5494.  
  5495. 1245
  5496. 01:09:02,520 --> 01:09:05,410
  5497. obviously, about what happens
  5498. at the end of your book.
  5499.  
  5500. 1246
  5501. 01:09:05,800 --> 01:09:08,201
  5502. Uh, specifically to those
  5503. who Anna leaves behind.
  5504.  
  5505. 1247
  5506. 01:09:08,360 --> 01:09:10,442
  5507. Like her mom,
  5508. the Dutch Tulip Man...
  5509.  
  5510. 1248
  5511. 01:09:10,600 --> 01:09:13,080
  5512. How familiar are you
  5513. with Swedish hip-hop?
  5514.  
  5515. 1249
  5516. 01:09:14,680 --> 01:09:16,364
  5517. I would say, limited.
  5518.  
  5519. 1250
  5520. 01:09:16,480 --> 01:09:21,008
  5521. Uh, Lidewij, play
  5522. Bomfalleralla immediately.
  5523.  
  5524. 1251
  5525. 01:09:22,960 --> 01:09:24,325
  5526. Okay-
  5527.  
  5528. 1252
  5529. 01:10:18,400 --> 01:10:19,640
  5530. We don't speak Swedish, sir.
  5531.  
  5532. 1253
  5533. 01:10:19,800 --> 01:10:21,086
  5534. Who the hell speaks Swedish?
  5535.  
  5536. 1254
  5537. 01:10:21,240 --> 01:10:24,528
  5538. The important thing is not what
  5539. nonsense the voices are saying...
  5540.  
  5541. 1255
  5542. 01:10:24,680 --> 01:10:26,842
  5543. but what the voices are feeling.
  5544.  
  5545. 1256
  5546. 01:10:39,400 --> 01:10:40,890
  5547. Are you messing with us?
  5548.  
  5549. 1257
  5550. 01:10:41,040 --> 01:10:43,486
  5551. Like, is this some
  5552. sort of performance?
  5553.  
  5554. 1258
  5555. 01:10:44,400 --> 01:10:45,526
  5556. Gus, sit down.
  5557.  
  5558. 1259
  5559. 01:10:54,840 --> 01:10:56,680
  5560. All right, so at the end
  5561. of the book, Anna's...
  5562.  
  5563. 1260
  5564. 01:10:56,704 --> 01:10:59,310
  5565. Let's imagine
  5566. you're racing a tortoise.
  5567.  
  5568. 1261
  5569. 01:10:59,640 --> 01:11:02,564
  5570. The tortoise has
  5571. a ten-yard head start.
  5572.  
  5573. 1262
  5574. 01:11:02,720 --> 01:11:04,529
  5575. In the time it takes you
  5576. to run ten yards...
  5577.  
  5578. 1263
  5579. 01:11:04,680 --> 01:11:07,968
  5580. the tortoise has moved maybe
  5581. one yard, and so on, forever.
  5582.  
  5583. 1264
  5584. 01:11:08,120 --> 01:11:09,400
  5585. You're faster than the tortoise,
  5586.  
  5587. 1265
  5588. 01:11:09,440 --> 01:11:11,647
  5589. but you can never
  5590. catch him, you see?
  5591.  
  5592. 1266
  5593. 01:11:11,800 --> 01:11:14,280
  5594. You can only decrease his lead.
  5595.  
  5596. 1267
  5597. 01:11:14,440 --> 01:11:16,920
  5598. Now, certainly, you can
  5599. run past the tortoise...
  5600.  
  5601. 1268
  5602. 01:11:17,120 --> 01:11:20,283
  5603. as long as you don't contemplate
  5604. the mechanics involved.
  5605.  
  5606. 1269
  5607. 01:11:20,880 --> 01:11:23,087
  5608. But the question
  5609. of "how?"
  5610.  
  5611. 1270
  5612. 01:11:23,160 --> 01:11:24,924
  5613. turns out to be
  5614. so complicated...
  5615.  
  5616. 1271
  5617. 01:11:25,120 --> 01:11:27,009
  5618. that no one really solved it...
  5619.  
  5620. 1272
  5621. 01:11:27,160 --> 01:11:30,642
  5622. until Cantor's proof
  5623. that some infinities
  5624.  
  5625. 1273
  5626. 01:11:30,720 --> 01:11:32,245
  5627. are bigger than
  5628. other infinities.
  5629.  
  5630. 1274
  5631. 01:11:35,560 --> 01:11:38,769
  5632. I assume that answers
  5633. your question.
  5634.  
  5635. 1275
  5636. 01:11:41,400 --> 01:11:43,607
  5637. Hazel, I'm sorry. I have
  5638. no idea what's going on.
  5639.  
  5640. 1276
  5641. 01:11:43,760 --> 01:11:47,003
  5642. Yet you seemed so intelligent
  5643. in print, Mr. Waters.
  5644.  
  5645. 1277
  5646. 01:11:47,760 --> 01:11:49,728
  5647. Has the cancer found its
  5648. way into your brain?
  5649.  
  5650. 1278
  5651. 01:11:51,600 --> 01:11:52,601
  5652. Peter.
  5653.  
  5654. 1279
  5655. 01:11:55,280 --> 01:11:57,248
  5656. Can we, for one second,
  5657. just focus on Anna?
  5658.  
  5659. 1280
  5660. 01:11:57,400 --> 01:11:58,606
  5661. Please?
  5662.  
  5663. 1281
  5664. 01:11:59,040 --> 01:12:00,644
  5665. I understand that the story ends
  5666.  
  5667. 1282
  5668. 01:12:00,720 --> 01:12:01,920
  5669. in the middle of a sentence...
  5670.  
  5671. 1283
  5672. 01:12:01,960 --> 01:12:05,521
  5673. because she dies, or that she
  5674. becomes too sick to continue...
  5675.  
  5676. 1284
  5677. 01:12:05,680 --> 01:12:07,520
  5678. I am not interested
  5679. in talking about that book.
  5680.  
  5681. 1285
  5682. 01:12:07,590 --> 01:12:10,630
  5683. But that doesn't mean that her family
  5684. and friends don't have a future, right?
  5685.  
  5686. 1286
  5687. 01:12:10,654 --> 01:12:11,654
  5688. Right?
  5689.  
  5690. 1287
  5691. 01:12:12,520 --> 01:12:13,806
  5692. I said I'm not interested.
  5693.  
  5694. 1288
  5695. 01:12:13,960 --> 01:12:15,200
  5696. But you promised!
  5697.  
  5698. 1289
  5699. 01:12:15,360 --> 01:12:17,522
  5700. Nothing happens!
  5701. They're fiction!
  5702.  
  5703. 1290
  5704. 01:12:17,680 --> 01:12:19,762
  5705. They cease to exist the
  5706. moment the novel ends.
  5707.  
  5708. 1291
  5709. 01:12:19,920 --> 01:12:21,524
  5710. But they can't!
  5711.  
  5712. 1292
  5713. 01:12:21,680 --> 01:12:23,560
  5714. I get it in a literary sense
  5715. or whatever, but...
  5716.  
  5717. 1293
  5718. 01:12:23,584 --> 01:12:25,024
  5719. I can't do this, Lidewij.
  5720.  
  5721. 1294
  5722. 01:12:25,120 --> 01:12:26,610
  5723. It's impossible
  5724. not to imagine what...
  5725.  
  5726. 1295
  5727. 01:12:26,680 --> 01:12:28,762
  5728. I will not indulge
  5729. your childish whims.
  5730.  
  5731. 1296
  5732. 01:12:28,920 --> 01:12:30,604
  5733. I refuse to pity
  5734. you in the manner
  5735.  
  5736. 1297
  5737. 01:12:30,680 --> 01:12:31,800
  5738. in which you are accustomed.
  5739.  
  5740. 1298
  5741. 01:12:31,840 --> 01:12:33,960
  5742. I do not want your pity! VAN
  5743. Of course you do!
  5744.  
  5745. 1299
  5746. 01:12:33,984 --> 01:12:36,207
  5747. Like all sick kids, your
  5748. existence depends on it.
  5749.  
  5750. 1300
  5751. 01:12:36,360 --> 01:12:39,125
  5752. You are fated to live
  5753. out your days... Peter!
  5754.  
  5755. 1301
  5756. 01:12:39,280 --> 01:12:41,328
  5757. ...as the child you
  5758. were when diagnosed.
  5759.  
  5760. 1302
  5761. 01:12:41,480 --> 01:12:45,166
  5762. A child who believes there is
  5763. a life after a novel ends.
  5764.  
  5765. 1303
  5766. 01:12:45,320 --> 01:12:46,765
  5767. And we as adults, we pity this.
  5768.  
  5769. 1304
  5770. 01:12:46,960 --> 01:12:50,282
  5771. So, we pay for your treatments,
  5772. your oxygen machines.
  5773.  
  5774. 1305
  5775. 01:12:50,440 --> 01:12:51,646
  5776. Peter, that's enough.
  5777.  
  5778. 1306
  5779. 01:12:51,840 --> 01:12:55,811
  5780. You are a side-effect
  5781. to an evolutionary process...
  5782.  
  5783. 1307
  5784. 01:12:55,960 --> 01:12:58,088
  5785. that cares little
  5786. for individual lives.
  5787.  
  5788. 1308
  5789. 01:12:58,240 --> 01:13:00,607
  5790. You are a failed
  5791. experiment in mutation.
  5792.  
  5793. 1309
  5794. 01:13:04,240 --> 01:13:05,526
  5795. Listen, douchepants...
  5796.  
  5797. 1310
  5798. 01:13:05,840 --> 01:13:08,280
  5799. there is nothing that you're gonna
  5800. tell me about my disease...
  5801.  
  5802. 1311
  5803. 01:13:08,304 --> 01:13:09,590
  5804. that I don't already know.
  5805.  
  5806. 1312
  5807. 01:13:09,960 --> 01:13:12,361
  5808. I came here for one thing
  5809. and one thing only.
  5810.  
  5811. 1313
  5812. 01:13:12,720 --> 01:13:14,802
  5813. That is for you
  5814. to tell me what happens
  5815.  
  5816. 1314
  5817. 01:13:14,880 --> 01:13:16,928
  5818. at the end of this goddamn book!
  5819.  
  5820. 1315
  5821. 01:13:17,240 --> 01:13:18,287
  5822. I can't tell you.
  5823.  
  5824. 1316
  5825. 01:13:18,440 --> 01:13:19,487
  5826. Bullshit!
  5827. I can't.
  5828.  
  5829. 1317
  5830. 01:13:19,640 --> 01:13:21,200
  5831. Then make something up!
  5832.  
  5833. 1318
  5834. 01:13:23,000 --> 01:13:24,729
  5835. I want you to leave.
  5836.  
  5837. 1319
  5838. 01:13:42,120 --> 01:13:43,680
  5839. Have you ever stopped
  5840. to ask yourself...
  5841.  
  5842. 1320
  5843. 01:13:43,704 --> 01:13:46,275
  5844. why you care so much
  5845. about your silly questions?
  5846.  
  5847. 1321
  5848. 01:13:46,480 --> 01:13:48,244
  5849. Oh, go fuck yourself.
  5850.  
  5851. 1322
  5852. 01:14:01,880 --> 01:14:04,042
  5853. Hey, it's okay.
  5854.  
  5855. 1323
  5856. 01:14:04,200 --> 01:14:05,361
  5857. It's okay.
  5858.  
  5859. 1324
  5860. 01:14:06,080 --> 01:14:07,491
  5861. I'll write you a sequel.
  5862.  
  5863. 1325
  5864. 01:14:08,520 --> 01:14:09,885
  5865. All right?
  5866. I'll write you a sequel.
  5867.  
  5868. 1326
  5869. 01:14:10,040 --> 01:14:12,805
  5870. It'll be better than any piece of
  5871. shit that drunk guy could write.
  5872.  
  5873. 1327
  5874. 01:14:13,480 --> 01:14:16,529
  5875. It'll have blood, and
  5876. guts, and sacrifice.
  5877.  
  5878. 1328
  5879. 01:14:16,720 --> 01:14:17,846
  5880. You'll love it.
  5881.  
  5882. 1329
  5883. 01:14:20,240 --> 01:14:22,288
  5884. So sorry that I spent your
  5885. wish on that asshole.
  5886.  
  5887. 1330
  5888. 01:14:22,440 --> 01:14:25,046
  5889. No, you did not spend it on him.
  5890. You spent it on us.
  5891.  
  5892. 1331
  5893. 01:14:30,120 --> 01:14:32,168
  5894. Hazel and Augustus!
  5895.  
  5896. 1332
  5897. 01:14:33,560 --> 01:14:34,686
  5898. I'm very sorry.
  5899.  
  5900. 1333
  5901. 01:14:36,080 --> 01:14:39,289
  5902. Circumstance has made him cruel.
  5903.  
  5904. 1334
  5905. 01:14:39,360 --> 01:14:41,124
  5906. I thought meeting you
  5907. would help him...
  5908.  
  5909. 1335
  5910. 01:14:41,400 --> 01:14:44,404
  5911. that he could see that his
  5912. work has shaped real lives.
  5913.  
  5914. 1336
  5915. 01:14:44,560 --> 01:14:48,690
  5916. But... I'm very sorry.
  5917.  
  5918. 1337
  5919. 01:14:49,800 --> 01:14:51,404
  5920. Perhaps we can do
  5921. some sightseeing?
  5922.  
  5923. 1338
  5924. 01:14:51,480 --> 01:14:52,970
  5925. Have you been to
  5926. the Anne Frank house?
  5927.  
  5928. 1339
  5929. 01:14:53,120 --> 01:14:54,610
  5930. I'm not going anywhere
  5931. with that man.
  5932.  
  5933. 1340
  5934. 01:14:54,800 --> 01:14:55,926
  5935. No.
  5936.  
  5937. 1341
  5938. 01:14:56,000 --> 01:14:57,729
  5939. He is not invited.
  5940.  
  5941. 1342
  5942. 01:15:08,160 --> 01:15:10,401
  5943. I'm afraid there's no elevator.
  5944.  
  5945. 1343
  5946. 01:15:11,040 --> 01:15:13,202
  5947. Oh. That's all right.
  5948.  
  5949. 1344
  5950. 01:15:13,320 --> 01:15:14,651
  5951. There are many stairs.
  5952.  
  5953. 1345
  5954. 01:15:14,800 --> 01:15:15,801
  5955. Steep stairs.
  5956. I can do it.
  5957.  
  5958. 1346
  5959. 01:15:15,960 --> 01:15:18,770
  5960. Hazel, we don't have to...
  5961. I can do it.
  5962.  
  5963. 1347
  5964. 01:15:18,920 --> 01:15:20,046
  5965. Let's go.
  5966.  
  5967. 1348
  5968. 01:15:24,080 --> 01:15:28,449
  5969. <i>Frank's family
  5970. came from Frankfurt, in Germany.</i>
  5971.  
  5972. 1349
  5973. 01:15:28,600 --> 01:15:31,524
  5974. <i>Anne Frank's diary would
  5975. become world famous.</i>
  5976.  
  5977. 1350
  5978. 01:15:32,440 --> 01:15:35,205
  5979. <i>It's difficult
  5980. in times like these.</i>
  5981.  
  5982. 1351
  5983. 01:15:35,800 --> 01:15:39,441
  5984. <i>It's a wonder I haven't
  5985. abandoned all my ideals.</i>
  5986.  
  5987. 1352
  5988. 01:15:39,600 --> 01:15:42,444
  5989. <i>They seem so absurd
  5990. and impractical...</i>
  5991.  
  5992. 1353
  5993. 01:15:43,120 --> 01:15:45,964
  5994. <i>yet I cling to them
  5995. because I still believe...</i>
  5996.  
  5997. 1354
  5998. 01:15:46,800 --> 01:15:51,203
  5999. <i>in spite of everything, that
  6000. people are truly good at heart.</i>
  6001.  
  6002. 1355
  6003. 01:15:51,880 --> 01:15:54,929
  6004. <i>It's utterly impossible
  6005. for me to build my life...</i>
  6006.  
  6007. 1356
  6008. 01:16:00,320 --> 01:16:01,446
  6009. Shall we?
  6010.  
  6011. 1357
  6012. 01:16:01,960 --> 01:16:03,803
  6013. - Yeah.
  6014. - Yeah.
  6015.  
  6016. 1358
  6017. 01:16:07,760 --> 01:16:09,040
  6018. Hazel, I'll carry it
  6019. if you want.
  6020.  
  6021. 1359
  6022. 01:16:09,160 --> 01:16:10,924
  6023. I got it.
  6024.  
  6025. 1360
  6026. 01:16:27,320 --> 01:16:29,129
  6027. Wow.
  6028.  
  6029. 1361
  6030. 01:16:29,280 --> 01:16:32,682
  6031. So this is the actual bookcase
  6032. that hid the Frank family.
  6033.  
  6034. 1362
  6035. 01:16:34,480 --> 01:16:35,481
  6036. Whoa.
  6037.  
  6038. 1363
  6039. 01:16:54,960 --> 01:16:55,961
  6040. I got it.
  6041.  
  6042. 1364
  6043. 01:16:56,040 --> 01:16:57,804
  6044. Thank you.
  6045.  
  6046. 1365
  6047. 01:17:00,880 --> 01:17:03,884
  6048. <i>We're much too young
  6049. to deal with these problems...</i>
  6050.  
  6051. 1366
  6052. 01:17:04,040 --> 01:17:06,646
  6053. <i>but they keep thrusting
  6054. themselves on</i> us...
  6055.  
  6056. 1367
  6057. 01:17:06,800 --> 01:17:10,725
  6058. <i>until, finally, we're forced
  6059. to think up a solution.</i>
  6060.  
  6061. 1368
  6062. 01:17:10,880 --> 01:17:11,961
  6063. You okay, Hazel?
  6064.  
  6065. 1369
  6066. 01:17:12,120 --> 01:17:13,485
  6067. Yeah.
  6068.  
  6069. 1370
  6070. 01:17:13,720 --> 01:17:15,006
  6071. Don't worry, take your time.
  6072.  
  6073. 1371
  6074. 01:17:15,160 --> 01:17:16,889
  6075. Sorry.
  6076.  
  6077. 1372
  6078. 01:17:17,040 --> 01:17:18,041
  6079. Yeah?
  6080.  
  6081. 1373
  6082. 01:17:18,120 --> 01:17:19,201
  6083. Yeah.
  6084.  
  6085. 1374
  6086. 01:17:28,240 --> 01:17:31,562
  6087. <i>And yet,
  6088. when I look up at the sky...</i>
  6089.  
  6090. 1375
  6091. 01:17:31,720 --> 01:17:35,361
  6092. <i>I somehow feel that everything
  6093. will change for the better.</i>
  6094.  
  6095. 1376
  6096. 01:17:35,560 --> 01:17:38,404
  6097. <i>That this cruelty,
  6098. too, will end.</i>
  6099.  
  6100. 1377
  6101. 01:17:38,560 --> 01:17:39,561
  6102. You Okay?
  6103.  
  6104. 1378
  6105. 01:17:39,640 --> 01:17:41,847
  6106. Yeah.
  6107.  
  6108. 1379
  6109. 01:17:59,880 --> 01:18:01,689
  6110. Hazel, I think that's enough.
  6111.  
  6112. 1380
  6113. 01:18:01,840 --> 01:18:03,080
  6114. You don't need...
  6115. You know?
  6116.  
  6117. 1381
  6118. 01:18:03,160 --> 01:18:04,446
  6119. Uh-huh.
  6120.  
  6121. 1382
  6122. 01:18:04,560 --> 01:18:06,608
  6123. I got this.
  6124.  
  6125. 1383
  6126. 01:18:14,600 --> 01:18:17,444
  6127. <i>All is as it should be.</i>
  6128.  
  6129. 1384
  6130. 01:18:22,680 --> 01:18:25,809
  6131. <i>God wishes to see people happy.</i>
  6132.  
  6133. 1385
  6134. 01:18:27,360 --> 01:18:29,442
  6135. <i>Where there is hope...
  6136. Hazel.</i>
  6137.  
  6138. 1386
  6139. 01:18:32,560 --> 01:18:33,925
  6140. <i>...there is life.</i>
  6141.  
  6142. 1387
  6143. 01:18:48,960 --> 01:18:50,962
  6144. Well done.
  6145. Yeah.
  6146.  
  6147. 1388
  6148. 01:18:51,160 --> 01:18:52,207
  6149. You Okay?
  6150.  
  6151. 1389
  6152. 01:18:52,280 --> 01:18:53,327
  6153. Yeah.
  6154.  
  6155. 1390
  6156. 01:18:54,080 --> 01:18:56,481
  6157. This is it, look.
  6158.  
  6159. 1391
  6160. 01:19:00,560 --> 01:19:01,925
  6161. All right?
  6162.  
  6163. 1392
  6164. 01:19:02,080 --> 01:19:04,651
  6165. Oh, yeah.
  6166. Oh, my God.
  6167.  
  6168. 1393
  6169. 01:19:06,160 --> 01:19:07,321
  6170. Thanks.
  6171.  
  6172. 1394
  6173. 01:19:18,320 --> 01:19:21,085
  6174. The only member of the
  6175. Frank family to survive was Otto.
  6176.  
  6177. 1395
  6178. 01:19:23,160 --> 01:19:25,128
  6179. Anne's father.
  6180.  
  6181. 1396
  6182. 01:19:26,840 --> 01:19:28,365
  6183. <i>At</i> such moments...
  6184.  
  6185. 1397
  6186. 01:19:29,520 --> 01:19:31,921
  6187. <i>...I can't think about
  6188. the misery...</i>
  6189.  
  6190. 1398
  6191. 01:19:32,520 --> 01:19:34,648
  6192. <i>but about the beauty
  6193. that still remains.</i>
  6194.  
  6195. 1399
  6196. 01:19:37,360 --> 01:19:40,967
  6197. <i>Try to recapture the
  6198. happiness within yourself.</i>
  6199.  
  6200. 1400
  6201. 01:19:41,680 --> 01:19:45,002
  6202. <i>Think of all the beauty
  6203. in everything around you...</i>
  6204.  
  6205. 1401
  6206. 01:19:47,120 --> 01:19:49,202
  6207. <i>and be happy.</i>
  6208.  
  6209. 1402
  6210. 01:20:32,240 --> 01:20:33,685
  6211. Bravo.
  6212.  
  6213. 1403
  6214. 01:20:47,440 --> 01:20:50,284
  6215. <i>I fell in love with
  6216. him the way you fall asleep.</i>
  6217.  
  6218. 1404
  6219. 01:20:51,920 --> 01:20:55,720
  6220. <i>Slowly, and then all at once.</i>
  6221.  
  6222. 1405
  6223. 01:21:18,120 --> 01:21:22,284
  6224. It just sort of ends right above
  6225. where the knee would be...
  6226.  
  6227. 1406
  6228. 01:21:23,040 --> 01:21:24,041
  6229. and tapers off.
  6230.  
  6231. 1407
  6232. 01:21:24,960 --> 01:21:26,041
  6233. What?
  6234.  
  6235. 1408
  6236. 01:21:26,240 --> 01:21:27,969
  6237. My leg.
  6238.  
  6239. 1409
  6240. 01:21:28,560 --> 01:21:30,767
  6241. You know, just so
  6242. you're prepared.
  6243.  
  6244. 1410
  6245. 01:21:31,240 --> 01:21:32,287
  6246. Gus...
  6247.  
  6248. 1411
  6249. 01:21:33,280 --> 01:21:35,442
  6250. get over yourself.
  6251.  
  6252. 1412
  6253. 01:21:51,680 --> 01:21:52,727
  6254. Wait.
  6255.  
  6256. 1413
  6257. 01:21:52,800 --> 01:21:55,485
  6258. I can't, it's stuck.
  6259.  
  6260. 1414
  6261. 01:22:04,800 --> 01:22:07,644
  6262. I love you so
  6263. much, Augustus Waters.
  6264.  
  6265. 1415
  6266. 01:22:07,840 --> 01:22:10,366
  6267. I love you too, Hazel Grace.
  6268.  
  6269. 1416
  6270. 01:22:10,840 --> 01:22:12,922
  6271. So, so much.
  6272.  
  6273. 1417
  6274. 01:22:21,600 --> 01:22:23,648
  6275. Augustus, I can't breathe.
  6276.  
  6277. 1418
  6278. 01:22:24,840 --> 01:22:26,444
  6279. It's okay.
  6280.  
  6281. 1419
  6282. 01:22:35,880 --> 01:22:37,325
  6283. Hazel.
  6284.  
  6285. 1420
  6286. 01:22:42,840 --> 01:22:44,285
  6287. You're so beautiful.
  6288.  
  6289. 1421
  6290. 01:22:44,480 --> 01:22:45,527
  6291. Stop.
  6292.  
  6293. 1422
  6294. 01:22:45,680 --> 01:22:47,569
  6295. No, you're so beautiful.
  6296.  
  6297. 1423
  6298. 01:22:48,720 --> 01:22:50,848
  6299. I'm so lucky.
  6300.  
  6301. 1424
  6302. 01:22:51,000 --> 01:22:52,889
  6303. I'm so lucky.
  6304.  
  6305. 1425
  6306. 01:24:08,040 --> 01:24:09,041
  6307. <i>Oh, my God.</i>
  6308.  
  6309. 1426
  6310. 01:24:11,960 --> 01:24:13,720
  6311. I can't believe you
  6312. called him "douchepants."
  6313.  
  6314. 1427
  6315. 01:24:13,800 --> 01:24:15,040
  6316. - I know!
  6317. - You did?
  6318.  
  6319. 1428
  6320. 01:24:15,480 --> 01:24:16,680
  6321. How did you come up with that?
  6322.  
  6323. 1429
  6324. 01:24:16,800 --> 01:24:18,564
  6325. I don't know, it just came out.
  6326.  
  6327. 1430
  6328. 01:24:18,720 --> 01:24:20,051
  6329. I was so angry.
  6330.  
  6331. 1431
  6332. 01:24:20,240 --> 01:24:21,241
  6333. What a monster.
  6334.  
  6335. 1432
  6336. 01:24:21,320 --> 01:24:22,446
  6337. Mom, it was awful.
  6338.  
  6339. 1433
  6340. 01:24:22,600 --> 01:24:23,931
  6341. Then what happened?
  6342.  
  6343. 1434
  6344. 01:24:24,120 --> 01:24:25,963
  6345. We went to Anne Frank House.
  6346.  
  6347. 1435
  6348. 01:24:26,080 --> 01:24:27,081
  6349. Oh, you did?
  6350.  
  6351. 1436
  6352. 01:24:27,160 --> 01:24:28,241
  6353. It was really awesome.
  6354. Was that incredible?
  6355.  
  6356. 1437
  6357. 01:24:28,320 --> 01:24:29,321
  6358. It was so awesome.
  6359.  
  6360. 1438
  6361. 01:24:29,480 --> 01:24:30,481
  6362. And after that?
  6363.  
  6364. 1439
  6365. 01:24:31,560 --> 01:24:32,641
  6366. We just walked around.
  6367.  
  6368. 1440
  6369. 01:24:37,080 --> 01:24:38,570
  6370. That sounds lovely.
  6371.  
  6372. 1441
  6373. 01:24:38,840 --> 01:24:40,330
  6374. Oh, my gosh,
  6375.  
  6376. 1442
  6377. 01:24:40,400 --> 01:24:41,561
  6378. we probably still have
  6379. a few hours, right?
  6380.  
  6381. 1443
  6382. 01:24:41,920 --> 01:24:43,320
  6383. Should we go to
  6384. the Van Gogh Museum?
  6385.  
  6386. 1444
  6387. 01:24:43,400 --> 01:24:44,811
  6388. Whatever you want.
  6389.  
  6390. 1445
  6391. 01:24:44,920 --> 01:24:47,161
  6392. Probably don't have time
  6393. to do everything, but...
  6394.  
  6395. 1446
  6396. 01:24:47,320 --> 01:24:50,529
  6397. You're just gonna have
  6398. to come back, is all.
  6399.  
  6400. 1447
  6401. 01:24:52,680 --> 01:24:54,967
  6402. Could you just not be
  6403. ridiculous right now, please?
  6404.  
  6405. 1448
  6406. 01:24:55,960 --> 01:24:59,009
  6407. Hazel, I'm not being ridiculous.
  6408.  
  6409. 1449
  6410. 01:24:59,160 --> 01:25:01,162
  6411. I'm being positive.
  6412.  
  6413. 1450
  6414. 01:25:04,920 --> 01:25:06,126
  6415. Mrs. Lancaster?
  6416.  
  6417. 1451
  6418. 01:25:06,200 --> 01:25:07,201
  6419. Yeah?
  6420.  
  6421. 1452
  6422. 01:25:07,520 --> 01:25:10,364
  6423. Do you think Hazel and I can
  6424. just have a little time alone?
  6425.  
  6426. 1453
  6427. 01:25:13,600 --> 01:25:15,170
  6428. Sure, Gus.
  6429.  
  6430. 1454
  6431. 01:25:15,240 --> 01:25:17,368
  6432. Um, lam gonna run to the room...
  6433.  
  6434. 1455
  6435. 01:25:17,520 --> 01:25:21,844
  6436. and be ready whenever you
  6437. guys want to do something.
  6438.  
  6439. 1456
  6440. 01:25:28,040 --> 01:25:30,042
  6441. Want to go for a walk?
  6442.  
  6443. 1457
  6444. 01:26:15,760 --> 01:26:17,569
  6445. What is it?
  6446.  
  6447. 1458
  6448. 01:26:19,880 --> 01:26:24,408
  6449. Just before you went into the
  6450. hospital, there was this...
  6451.  
  6452. 1459
  6453. 01:26:29,280 --> 01:26:31,089
  6454. I felt an ache in my hip.
  6455.  
  6456. 1460
  6457. 01:26:34,600 --> 01:26:36,762
  6458. So, I had a PET scan...
  6459.  
  6460. 1461
  6461. 01:26:39,880 --> 01:26:42,531
  6462. and it lit up like
  6463. a Christmas tree.
  6464.  
  6465. 1462
  6466. 01:26:48,440 --> 01:26:51,569
  6467. The lining of my chest
  6468. and my liver...
  6469.  
  6470. 1463
  6471. 01:26:53,600 --> 01:26:55,602
  6472. Everywhere.
  6473.  
  6474. 1464
  6475. 01:27:03,560 --> 01:27:05,608
  6476. I'm sorry.
  6477.  
  6478. 1465
  6479. 01:27:08,880 --> 01:27:11,247
  6480. I should've told you.
  6481.  
  6482. 1466
  6483. 01:27:28,000 --> 01:27:29,684
  6484. It's so unfair.
  6485.  
  6486. 1467
  6487. 01:27:36,760 --> 01:27:40,162
  6488. Apparently, the world is not
  6489. a wish-granting factory.
  6490.  
  6491. 1468
  6492. 01:27:54,800 --> 01:27:56,689
  6493. Hey, listen.
  6494.  
  6495. 1469
  6496. 01:27:57,600 --> 01:27:59,320
  6497. Don't you worry about me,
  6498. Hazel Grace, okay?
  6499.  
  6500. 1470
  6501. 01:27:59,440 --> 01:28:01,204
  6502. I'm gonna find a way
  6503. to hang around here
  6504.  
  6505. 1471
  6506. 01:28:01,280 --> 01:28:02,480
  6507. and annoy you for a long time.
  6508.  
  6509. 1472
  6510. 01:28:12,320 --> 01:28:13,890
  6511. Are you in pain?
  6512.  
  6513. 1473
  6514. 01:28:14,040 --> 01:28:15,041
  6515. No.
  6516.  
  6517. 1474
  6518. 01:28:17,040 --> 01:28:18,724
  6519. I'm okay.
  6520.  
  6521. 1475
  6522. 01:28:20,360 --> 01:28:21,725
  6523. You're okay?
  6524.  
  6525. 1476
  6526. 01:28:24,480 --> 01:28:26,209
  6527. Okay-
  6528.  
  6529. 1477
  6530. 01:28:33,320 --> 01:28:35,891
  6531. I don't suppose you can
  6532. just forget about this?
  6533.  
  6534. 1478
  6535. 01:28:37,320 --> 01:28:40,085
  6536. You know, just treat
  6537. me like I'm not dying.
  6538.  
  6539. 1479
  6540. 01:28:41,840 --> 01:28:44,161
  6541. I don't think you're
  6542. dying, Augustus.
  6543.  
  6544. 1480
  6545. 01:28:45,000 --> 01:28:47,651
  6546. You've just got
  6547. a touch of cancer.
  6548.  
  6549. 1481
  6550. 01:28:54,240 --> 01:28:57,084
  6551. Would it be
  6552. absolutely ludicrous...
  6553.  
  6554. 1482
  6555. 01:28:58,400 --> 01:29:00,084
  6556. if we just made out?
  6557.  
  6558. 1483
  6559. 01:29:00,360 --> 01:29:01,930
  6560. Right now?
  6561.  
  6562. 1484
  6563. 01:29:03,080 --> 01:29:04,923
  6564. Probably.
  6565.  
  6566. 1485
  6567. 01:29:41,080 --> 01:29:42,809
  6568. On...
  6569.  
  6570. 1486
  6571. 01:30:13,640 --> 01:30:15,005
  6572. So how are your eyes, Isaac?
  6573.  
  6574. 1487
  6575. 01:30:15,160 --> 01:30:16,161
  6576. They're good.
  6577.  
  6578. 1488
  6579. 01:30:16,560 --> 01:30:18,449
  6580. They're not in my head,
  6581. is the only problem.
  6582.  
  6583. 1489
  6584. 01:30:18,640 --> 01:30:19,846
  6585. Besides that...
  6586.  
  6587. 1490
  6588. 01:30:20,440 --> 01:30:23,808
  6589. Well, um, it appears my entire
  6590. body's made out of cancer now.
  6591.  
  6592. 1491
  6593. 01:30:23,960 --> 01:30:25,689
  6594. So, sorry to
  6595. one-up you, dude.
  6596.  
  6597. 1492
  6598. 01:30:26,840 --> 01:30:29,081
  6599. Did you, uh...
  6600. write his eulogy yet?
  6601.  
  6602. 1493
  6603. 01:30:29,160 --> 01:30:30,161
  6604. Dude.
  6605. What?
  6606.  
  6607. 1494
  6608. 01:30:30,320 --> 01:30:33,290
  6609. What? I haven't told
  6610. her yet, Isaac.
  6611.  
  6612. 1495
  6613. 01:30:33,440 --> 01:30:34,520
  6614. What are you talking about?
  6615.  
  6616. 1496
  6617. 01:30:34,840 --> 01:30:35,887
  6618. Oh.
  6619.  
  6620. 1497
  6621. 01:30:35,960 --> 01:30:37,007
  6622. Sorry.
  6623.  
  6624. 1498
  6625. 01:30:37,200 --> 01:30:38,531
  6626. Augustus?
  6627.  
  6628. 1499
  6629. 01:30:39,680 --> 01:30:41,682
  6630. I need speakers at my funeral.
  6631.  
  6632. 1500
  6633. 01:30:42,040 --> 01:30:44,247
  6634. So, I was hoping
  6635. that you and Isaac,
  6636.  
  6637. 1501
  6638. 01:30:44,320 --> 01:30:46,288
  6639. but mostly you...
  6640.  
  6641. 1502
  6642. 01:30:47,360 --> 01:30:50,250
  6643. would be, um,
  6644.  
  6645. 1503
  6646. 01:30:50,320 --> 01:30:52,129
  6647. kind enough
  6648. to whip something up.
  6649.  
  6650. 1504
  6651. 01:30:52,320 --> 01:30:54,448
  6652. I would love to do that.
  6653.  
  6654. 1505
  6655. 01:30:57,480 --> 01:30:59,050
  6656. Thank you.
  6657.  
  6658. 1506
  6659. 01:31:05,360 --> 01:31:07,044
  6660. You guys are cute.
  6661.  
  6662. 1507
  6663. 01:31:07,200 --> 01:31:08,531
  6664. Makes me sick.
  6665.  
  6666. 1508
  6667. 01:31:10,400 --> 01:31:11,640
  6668. You guys are gross.
  6669.  
  6670. 1509
  6671. 01:31:11,800 --> 01:31:13,484
  6672. Have you heard from Monica?
  6673.  
  6674. 1510
  6675. 01:31:13,640 --> 01:31:15,051
  6676. Nope, not a thing.
  6677.  
  6678. 1511
  6679. 01:31:15,240 --> 01:31:17,280
  6680. She hasn't even texted you
  6681. to make sure you're okay?
  6682.  
  6683. 1512
  6684. 01:31:17,400 --> 01:31:19,050
  6685. Not once.
  6686. I hate that girl.
  6687.  
  6688. 1513
  6689. 01:31:19,240 --> 01:31:20,560
  6690. But there are tons
  6691. of other girls.
  6692.  
  6693. 1514
  6694. 01:31:20,639 --> 01:31:22,119
  6695. You guys don't have
  6696. to worry about me.
  6697.  
  6698. 1515
  6699. 01:31:22,143 --> 01:31:24,486
  6700. In support group,
  6701. there's this new girl...
  6702.  
  6703. 1516
  6704. 01:31:24,640 --> 01:31:25,840
  6705. and she has these humongous...
  6706.  
  6707. 1517
  6708. 01:31:27,400 --> 01:31:29,323
  6709. How do you even know that?
  6710.  
  6711. 1518
  6712. 01:31:30,080 --> 01:31:31,844
  6713. I'm blind, but
  6714. I'm not that blind.
  6715.  
  6716. 1519
  6717. 01:31:32,240 --> 01:31:33,924
  6718. Hazel Grace?
  6719. Hmm.
  6720.  
  6721. 1520
  6722. 01:31:35,040 --> 01:31:37,247
  6723. Do you happen to
  6724. have five dollars?
  6725.  
  6726. 1521
  6727. 01:31:48,920 --> 01:31:50,570
  6728. Okay, so, now what?
  6729.  
  6730. 1522
  6731. 01:31:50,720 --> 01:31:51,926
  6732. Hey, guys?
  6733.  
  6734. 1523
  6735. 01:31:52,080 --> 01:31:54,447
  6736. I smell eggs. That eggs?
  6737.  
  6738. 1524
  6739. 01:32:02,000 --> 01:32:03,206
  6740. Is it there?
  6741.  
  6742. 1525
  6743. 01:32:03,680 --> 01:32:04,920
  6744. It's there.
  6745. Mmm-hmm.
  6746.  
  6747. 1526
  6748. 01:32:06,280 --> 01:32:07,725
  6749. I'm nervous.
  6750.  
  6751. 1527
  6752. 01:32:07,880 --> 01:32:08,881
  6753. Nervous?
  6754.  
  6755. 1528
  6756. 01:32:09,120 --> 01:32:10,281
  6757. Is Monica in there?
  6758.  
  6759. 1529
  6760. 01:32:10,440 --> 01:32:11,965
  6761. It doesn't matter
  6762. where Monica is.
  6763.  
  6764. 1530
  6765. 01:32:12,120 --> 01:32:14,122
  6766. This is not about Monica.
  6767. This is about you.
  6768.  
  6769. 1531
  6770. 01:32:14,280 --> 01:32:16,601
  6771. Okay. Can I have an egg?
  6772. Hazel Grace...
  6773.  
  6774. 1532
  6775. 01:32:16,800 --> 01:32:17,847
  6776. egg me.
  6777.  
  6778. 1533
  6779. 01:32:17,960 --> 01:32:18,961
  6780. Egged.
  6781.  
  6782. 1534
  6783. 01:32:19,080 --> 01:32:20,206
  6784. Isaac.
  6785.  
  6786. 1535
  6787. 01:32:25,120 --> 01:32:26,246
  6788. All right, here we go.
  6789.  
  6790. 1536
  6791. 01:32:26,400 --> 01:32:27,880
  6792. - You got this.
  6793. - All right. Come on.
  6794.  
  6795. 1537
  6796. 01:32:31,960 --> 01:32:33,291
  6797. I didn't hear anything.
  6798.  
  6799. 1538
  6800. 01:32:33,480 --> 01:32:35,209
  6801. It's all right. A little
  6802. more to your left.
  6803.  
  6804. 1539
  6805. 01:32:36,120 --> 01:32:38,240
  6806. Wait, throw to my left, or
  6807. should I aim a little left?
  6808.  
  6809. 1540
  6810. 01:32:38,264 --> 01:32:39,264
  6811. Aim left.
  6812.  
  6813. 1541
  6814. 01:32:39,440 --> 01:32:40,771
  6815. Okay.
  6816. Left-er.
  6817.  
  6818. 1542
  6819. 01:32:41,280 --> 01:32:42,800
  6820. Gus, I think we should
  6821. wait until dark.
  6822.  
  6823. 1543
  6824. 01:32:42,824 --> 01:32:44,349
  6825. It's all dark to Isaac.
  6826.  
  6827. 1544
  6828. 01:32:44,920 --> 01:32:47,241
  6829. Dude, I'm not deaf.
  6830. I'm just blind.
  6831.  
  6832. 1545
  6833. 01:32:47,400 --> 01:32:48,925
  6834. So I can hear when you
  6835. make fun of my disability.
  6836.  
  6837. 1546
  6838. 01:32:49,120 --> 01:32:50,406
  6839. I'm sorry.
  6840. And I don't love it.
  6841.  
  6842. 1547
  6843. 01:32:50,800 --> 01:32:52,484
  6844. Where do I throw?
  6845. Just throw hard.
  6846.  
  6847. 1548
  6848. 01:32:52,640 --> 01:32:53,641
  6849. Yes.
  6850.  
  6851. 1549
  6852. 01:32:54,080 --> 01:32:55,445
  6853. Yes!
  6854. Yeah!
  6855.  
  6856. 1550
  6857. 01:32:55,600 --> 01:32:56,647
  6858. What? What?
  6859.  
  6860. 1551
  6861. 01:32:56,840 --> 01:32:58,330
  6862. I hit it! I hit it!
  6863.  
  6864. 1552
  6865. 01:32:59,600 --> 01:33:01,120
  6866. Now I know exactly
  6867. where to line it up.
  6868.  
  6869. 1553
  6870. 01:33:01,144 --> 01:33:02,904
  6871. That was so exhilarating!
  6872.  
  6873. 1554
  6874. 01:33:03,960 --> 01:33:05,610
  6875. Keep it going-
  6876. Keep going-
  6877.  
  6878. 1555
  6879. 01:33:07,600 --> 01:33:08,920
  6880. Keep throwing, keep throwing.
  6881.  
  6882. 1556
  6883. 01:33:08,944 --> 01:33:10,544
  6884. Give me more, give me
  6885. more, give me more!
  6886.  
  6887. 1557
  6888. 01:33:12,080 --> 01:33:13,081
  6889. Oh!
  6890.  
  6891. 1558
  6892. 01:33:13,440 --> 01:33:14,521
  6893. Oh, Stop, stop, stop!
  6894.  
  6895. 1559
  6896. 01:33:14,760 --> 01:33:16,000
  6897. Isaac.
  6898. Oh.
  6899.  
  6900. 1560
  6901. 01:33:17,680 --> 01:33:20,650
  6902. Hello. Are you
  6903. Monica's mother?
  6904.  
  6905. 1561
  6906. 01:33:20,840 --> 01:33:22,842
  6907. I am.
  6908. Hello, ma'am.
  6909.  
  6910. 1562
  6911. 01:33:23,000 --> 01:33:24,720
  6912. Your daughter, she's done
  6913. a great injustice.
  6914.  
  6915. 1563
  6916. 01:33:24,920 --> 01:33:26,490
  6917. So we've come here
  6918. seeking revenge.
  6919.  
  6920. 1564
  6921. 01:33:27,160 --> 01:33:28,600
  6922. You see, we may not
  6923. look like much...
  6924.  
  6925. 1565
  6926. 01:33:28,760 --> 01:33:31,366
  6927. but between the three of us, we
  6928. have five legs, four eyes...
  6929.  
  6930. 1566
  6931. 01:33:31,520 --> 01:33:33,284
  6932. and two-and-a-half
  6933. working pairs of lungs.
  6934.  
  6935. 1567
  6936. 01:33:33,440 --> 01:33:35,602
  6937. But we also have
  6938. two dozen eggs...
  6939.  
  6940. 1568
  6941. 01:33:35,760 --> 01:33:39,287
  6942. so if I were you,
  6943. I would go back inside.
  6944.  
  6945. 1569
  6946. 01:33:44,600 --> 01:33:46,204
  6947. Dude, it actually worked?
  6948. Yep.
  6949.  
  6950. 1570
  6951. 01:33:46,360 --> 01:33:49,160
  6952. That was the stupidest speech
  6953. I've ever... That actually worked?
  6954.  
  6955. 1571
  6956. 01:33:49,184 --> 01:33:51,505
  6957. There you go.
  6958. Hold on.
  6959.  
  6960. 1572
  6961. 01:34:00,000 --> 01:34:02,367
  6962. This feels so good!
  6963.  
  6964. 1573
  6965. 01:34:32,400 --> 01:34:33,606
  6966. Augustus?
  6967.  
  6968. 1574
  6969. 01:34:33,760 --> 01:34:35,603
  6970. Hazel Grace.
  6971.  
  6972. 1575
  6973. 01:34:35,760 --> 01:34:37,683
  6974. Hi.
  6975.  
  6976. 1576
  6977. 01:34:37,840 --> 01:34:41,162
  6978. Oh, my God.
  6979. Hi, hi. I love you.
  6980.  
  6981. 1577
  6982. 01:34:41,360 --> 01:34:43,442
  6983. <i>I'm at the gas station.</i>
  6984.  
  6985. 1578
  6986. 01:34:43,560 --> 01:34:44,560
  6987. You're what?
  6988.  
  6989. 1579
  6990. 01:34:44,600 --> 01:34:45,840
  6991. <i>Something is wrong.</i>
  6992.  
  6993. 1580
  6994. 01:34:46,000 --> 01:34:47,570
  6995. <i>You gotta...</i>
  6996.  
  6997. 1581
  6998. 01:34:48,080 --> 01:34:50,242
  6999. <i>Can you come?
  7000. Can you come and help me?</i>
  7001.  
  7002. 1582
  7003. 01:35:02,960 --> 01:35:04,564
  7004. Gus!
  7005.  
  7006. 1583
  7007. 01:35:06,440 --> 01:35:07,441
  7008. Gus.
  7009.  
  7010. 1584
  7011. 01:35:09,080 --> 01:35:10,809
  7012. Babe, what's going on?
  7013.  
  7014. 1585
  7015. 01:35:12,640 --> 01:35:13,641
  7016. Look.
  7017.  
  7018. 1586
  7019. 01:35:13,720 --> 01:35:14,801
  7020. Gus, it's infected.
  7021.  
  7022. 1587
  7023. 01:35:18,240 --> 01:35:20,288
  7024. Take a deep breath.
  7025.  
  7026. 1588
  7027. 01:35:22,720 --> 01:35:24,131
  7028. Gus, I have to call somebody.
  7029.  
  7030. 1589
  7031. 01:35:24,400 --> 01:35:26,607
  7032. No, no. Please don't call
  7033. 9-1-1. Please.
  7034.  
  7035. 1590
  7036. 01:35:26,760 --> 01:35:28,091
  7037. Don't call my parents or 9...
  7038.  
  7039. 1591
  7040. 01:35:28,280 --> 01:35:29,920
  7041. I will never forgive you
  7042. if you call them.
  7043.  
  7044. 1592
  7045. 01:35:29,960 --> 01:35:31,120
  7046. Gus, what are you doing here?
  7047.  
  7048. 1593
  7049. 01:35:31,280 --> 01:35:32,645
  7050. What are you doing here?
  7051.  
  7052. 1594
  7053. 01:35:33,400 --> 01:35:35,323
  7054. I wanted to buy cigarettes.
  7055.  
  7056. 1595
  7057. 01:35:36,120 --> 01:35:37,600
  7058. I don't know what
  7059. happened to my pack.
  7060.  
  7061. 1596
  7062. 01:35:37,624 --> 01:35:39,403
  7063. I might have lost
  7064. it or something,
  7065.  
  7066. 1597
  7067. 01:35:39,480 --> 01:35:40,811
  7068. or they took it, but I just...
  7069.  
  7070. 1598
  7071. 01:35:42,000 --> 01:35:45,163
  7072. I wanted to do something
  7073. for myself, you know?
  7074.  
  7075. 1599
  7076. 01:35:45,320 --> 01:35:46,526
  7077. I wanted to do it myself.
  7078.  
  7079. 1600
  7080. 01:35:47,040 --> 01:35:48,201
  7081. I have to call 9-1-1.
  7082. No!
  7083.  
  7084. 1601
  7085. 01:35:48,280 --> 01:35:49,441
  7086. I have to.
  7087.  
  7088. 1602
  7089. 01:35:49,520 --> 01:35:50,806
  7090. No!
  7091.  
  7092. 1603
  7093. 01:35:52,480 --> 01:35:55,689
  7094. Hi, 9-1-1?
  7095. Um, we need an ambulance.
  7096.  
  7097. 1604
  7098. 01:35:55,840 --> 01:35:58,525
  7099. I hate myself!
  7100.  
  7101. 1605
  7102. 01:35:58,840 --> 01:36:00,683
  7103. My name is
  7104. Hazel Grace Lancaster.
  7105.  
  7106. 1606
  7107. 01:36:01,000 --> 01:36:02,001
  7108. Please hurry.
  7109.  
  7110. 1607
  7111. 01:36:02,160 --> 01:36:04,527
  7112. We're in a silver Jeep at
  7113. the gas station.
  7114.  
  7115. 1608
  7116. 01:36:04,680 --> 01:36:06,808
  7117. <i>I wish I could say
  7118. that Augustus Waters</i>
  7119.  
  7120. 1609
  7121. 01:36:06,880 --> 01:36:08,962
  7122. <i>kept his sense of
  7123. humor until the end.</i>
  7124.  
  7125. 1610
  7126. 01:36:09,400 --> 01:36:13,371
  7127. <i>That not for a single moment
  7128. did his courage waver.</i>
  7129.  
  7130. 1611
  7131. 01:36:14,400 --> 01:36:15,845
  7132. <i>But that is not what happened.</i>
  7133.  
  7134. 1612
  7135. 01:36:25,840 --> 01:36:27,604
  7136. It hurts so much.
  7137.  
  7138. 1613
  7139. 01:36:27,760 --> 01:36:29,888
  7140. I'm so stupid.
  7141.  
  7142. 1614
  7143. 01:36:40,560 --> 01:36:43,404
  7144. Baby, it's okay. It's okay.
  7145.  
  7146. 1615
  7147. 01:36:48,680 --> 01:36:50,125
  7148. Hazel?
  7149.  
  7150. 1616
  7151. 01:36:51,920 --> 01:36:53,490
  7152. Will you tell me a story?
  7153.  
  7154. 1617
  7155. 01:36:53,680 --> 01:36:55,045
  7156. A story?
  7157.  
  7158. 1618
  7159. 01:36:56,560 --> 01:36:58,722
  7160. Or, like, a poem?
  7161.  
  7162. 1619
  7163. 01:36:59,160 --> 01:37:02,642
  7164. I do know...
  7165. I... I know a poem.
  7166.  
  7167. 1620
  7168. 01:37:04,640 --> 01:37:06,404
  7169. Will you tell me it?
  7170.  
  7171. 1621
  7172. 01:37:08,080 --> 01:37:12,608
  7173. The Red Wheelbarrow
  7174. by William Carlos Williams.
  7175.  
  7176. 1622
  7177. 01:37:14,920 --> 01:37:17,924
  7178. "So much depends upon
  7179. a red wheelbarrow
  7180.  
  7181. 1623
  7182. 01:37:18,920 --> 01:37:22,163
  7183. "Glazed with rain water
  7184.  
  7185. 1624
  7186. 01:37:24,640 --> 01:37:27,325
  7187. "beside the white chickens."
  7188.  
  7189. 1625
  7190. 01:37:32,800 --> 01:37:35,690
  7191. That's it? Is that all?
  7192.  
  7193. 1626
  7194. 01:37:37,520 --> 01:37:40,126
  7195. No, no, no, of course not.
  7196. Of course not.
  7197.  
  7198. 1627
  7199. 01:37:41,640 --> 01:37:46,089
  7200. "So much depends upon...
  7201. A blue sky
  7202.  
  7203. 1628
  7204. 01:37:47,480 --> 01:37:49,801
  7205. "Cut open by
  7206. the branches of trees
  7207.  
  7208. 1629
  7209. 01:37:53,600 --> 01:37:58,925
  7210. "And so much depends upon the...
  7211. The transparent G-tube
  7212.  
  7213. 1630
  7214. 01:38:00,800 --> 01:38:04,521
  7215. "erupting from the belly of
  7216. the blue-lipped boy
  7217.  
  7218. 1631
  7219. 01:38:05,880 --> 01:38:08,281
  7220. "So much depends
  7221.  
  7222. 1632
  7223. 01:38:10,160 --> 01:38:13,004
  7224. "on this observer
  7225. of the universe"
  7226.  
  7227. 1633
  7228. 01:38:55,320 --> 01:38:56,845
  7229. How's he doing?
  7230.  
  7231. 1634
  7232. 01:38:57,000 --> 01:38:58,843
  7233. He's had a tough night, Hazel.
  7234.  
  7235. 1635
  7236. 01:38:59,000 --> 01:39:01,651
  7237. His blood pressure's low.
  7238.  
  7239. 1636
  7240. 01:39:02,360 --> 01:39:04,124
  7241. His heart...
  7242.  
  7243. 1637
  7244. 01:39:05,360 --> 01:39:06,725
  7245. What about the chemo?
  7246.  
  7247. 1638
  7248. 01:39:07,520 --> 01:39:09,921
  7249. They are gonna stop the chemo.
  7250.  
  7251. 1639
  7252. 01:39:16,080 --> 01:39:17,411
  7253. Can I see him?
  7254.  
  7255. 1640
  7256. 01:39:20,600 --> 01:39:22,489
  7257. We'll tell him you were here.
  7258.  
  7259. 1641
  7260. 01:39:22,760 --> 01:39:24,205
  7261. Yeah.
  7262. Okay.
  7263.  
  7264. 1642
  7265. 01:39:24,360 --> 01:39:25,850
  7266. Yeah.
  7267.  
  7268. 1643
  7269. 01:39:26,000 --> 01:39:29,447
  7270. I'm just gonna hang out for
  7271. a while, if you don't mind.
  7272.  
  7273. 1644
  7274. 01:39:30,000 --> 01:39:31,445
  7275. Yeah, of course.
  7276.  
  7277. 1645
  7278. 01:39:51,960 --> 01:39:53,200
  7279. Take your time.
  7280.  
  7281. 1646
  7282. 01:40:03,000 --> 01:40:04,411
  7283. Here we go, bud.
  7284.  
  7285. 1647
  7286. 01:40:08,800 --> 01:40:10,131
  7287. Good?
  7288. All right, sweetie.
  7289.  
  7290. 1648
  7291. 01:40:10,280 --> 01:40:11,611
  7292. Okay-
  7293.  
  7294. 1649
  7295. 01:40:19,640 --> 01:40:20,641
  7296. Hi.
  7297.  
  7298. 1650
  7299. 01:40:59,000 --> 01:41:00,843
  7300. What are you thinking about?
  7301.  
  7302. 1651
  7303. 01:41:02,400 --> 01:41:03,401
  7304. Oblivion.
  7305.  
  7306. 1652
  7307. 01:41:05,000 --> 01:41:07,685
  7308. I know it's kid's stuff
  7309. or whatever, but...
  7310.  
  7311. 1653
  7312. 01:41:11,120 --> 01:41:13,248
  7313. I always thought
  7314. I would be a hero.
  7315.  
  7316. 1654
  7317. 01:41:13,800 --> 01:41:15,680
  7318. I always thought I'd have
  7319. a grand story to tell.
  7320.  
  7321. 1655
  7322. 01:41:15,760 --> 01:41:18,331
  7323. You know, something they would
  7324. publish in all the papers, and...
  7325.  
  7326. 1656
  7327. 01:41:19,960 --> 01:41:22,691
  7328. I mean, I was supposed
  7329. to be special.
  7330.  
  7331. 1657
  7332. 01:41:23,960 --> 01:41:25,769
  7333. You are special, Augustus.
  7334.  
  7335. 1658
  7336. 01:41:25,920 --> 01:41:26,921
  7337. Yeah, I know. But...
  7338.  
  7339. 1659
  7340. 01:41:27,640 --> 01:41:29,051
  7341. you know what I mean.
  7342.  
  7343. 1660
  7344. 01:41:29,400 --> 01:41:32,085
  7345. I do know what you mean,
  7346. I just don't agree with you.
  7347.  
  7348. 1661
  7349. 01:41:37,640 --> 01:41:40,041
  7350. You know this obsession you
  7351. have with being remembered?
  7352.  
  7353. 1662
  7354. 01:41:40,680 --> 01:41:43,001
  7355. Don't get mad.
  7356. I am mad.
  7357.  
  7358. 1663
  7359. 01:41:44,240 --> 01:41:46,846
  7360. I'm mad because I think you're special.
  7361. And is that not enough?
  7362.  
  7363. 1664
  7364. 01:41:49,360 --> 01:41:51,560
  7365. You think that the only way
  7366. to lead a meaningful life...
  7367.  
  7368. 1665
  7369. 01:41:51,600 --> 01:41:55,571
  7370. is for everyone to remember
  7371. you, for everyone to love you.
  7372.  
  7373. 1666
  7374. 01:41:56,040 --> 01:41:59,089
  7375. Guess what, Gus.
  7376. This is your life, okay?
  7377.  
  7378. 1667
  7379. 01:41:59,240 --> 01:42:00,924
  7380. This is all you get.
  7381.  
  7382. 1668
  7383. 01:42:01,360 --> 01:42:03,408
  7384. You get me,
  7385. and you get your family,
  7386.  
  7387. 1669
  7388. 01:42:03,480 --> 01:42:05,528
  7389. and you get this world,
  7390. and that's it.
  7391.  
  7392. 1670
  7393. 01:42:05,720 --> 01:42:08,007
  7394. And if that's not
  7395. enough for you,
  7396.  
  7397. 1671
  7398. 01:42:08,080 --> 01:42:10,321
  7399. then I'm sorry,
  7400. but it's not nothing.
  7401.  
  7402. 1672
  7403. 01:42:12,760 --> 01:42:14,728
  7404. Because I love you.
  7405.  
  7406. 1673
  7407. 01:42:16,520 --> 01:42:18,761
  7408. And I'm gonna remember you.
  7409.  
  7410. 1674
  7411. 01:42:22,480 --> 01:42:24,960
  7412. I'm sorry. You're right.
  7413.  
  7414. 1675
  7415. 01:42:25,440 --> 01:42:27,329
  7416. I just wish you
  7417. would be happy with that.
  7418.  
  7419. 1676
  7420. 01:42:27,720 --> 01:42:28,960
  7421. Hey-
  7422.  
  7423. 1677
  7424. 01:42:44,960 --> 01:42:47,167
  7425. It's a good life, Hazel Grace.
  7426.  
  7427. 1678
  7428. 01:42:51,600 --> 01:42:53,602
  7429. It's not over yet, you know.
  7430.  
  7431. 1679
  7432. 01:43:03,640 --> 01:43:04,687
  7433. Oh, Augustus.
  7434.  
  7435. 1680
  7436. 01:43:04,840 --> 01:43:07,923
  7437. <i>One of the less bullshitty
  7438. conventions of the cancer genre...</i>
  7439.  
  7440. 1681
  7441. 01:43:08,080 --> 01:43:11,846
  7442. <i>is the convention known as
  7443. the "Last Good Day"...</i>
  7444.  
  7445. 1682
  7446. 01:43:12,280 --> 01:43:16,046
  7447. <i>when it seems like the inexorable
  7448. decline has suddenly plateaued...</i>
  7449.  
  7450. 1683
  7451. 01:43:16,200 --> 01:43:19,602
  7452. <i>when the pain is,
  7453. just for a minute, bearable.</i>
  7454.  
  7455. 1684
  7456. 01:43:20,040 --> 01:43:22,805
  7457. <i>The problem, of course, is that
  7458. there's no way of knowing...</i>
  7459.  
  7460. 1685
  7461. 01:43:22,960 --> 01:43:24,760
  7462. <i>that your last good day
  7463. is your last good day.</i>
  7464.  
  7465. 1686
  7466. 01:43:26,400 --> 01:43:29,802
  7467. <i>At the time, it's just
  7468. another decent day.</i>
  7469.  
  7470. 1687
  7471. 01:43:36,600 --> 01:43:38,170
  7472. Hello, Augustus.
  7473.  
  7474. 1688
  7475. 01:43:38,240 --> 01:43:40,846
  7476. <i>Good evening, Hazel Grace.</i>
  7477.  
  7478. 1689
  7479. 01:43:42,120 --> 01:43:43,167
  7480. <i>A quick question for you.</i>
  7481.  
  7482. 1690
  7483. 01:43:43,360 --> 01:43:45,522
  7484. <i>Did you ever write that eulogy
  7485. I asked you to prepare?</i>
  7486.  
  7487. 1691
  7488. 01:43:46,720 --> 01:43:47,926
  7489. I may have.
  7490.  
  7491. 1692
  7492. 01:43:48,080 --> 01:43:49,800
  7493. <i>Do you think you could
  7494. find your way down...</i>
  7495.  
  7496. 1693
  7497. 01:43:49,954 --> 01:43:52,116
  7498. <i>to the literal Heart of Jesus
  7499. in the next few minutes?</i>
  7500.  
  7501. 1694
  7502. 01:43:52,274 --> 01:43:54,047
  7503. Maybe. ls everything okay?
  7504.  
  7505. 1695
  7506. 01:43:54,200 --> 01:43:56,009
  7507. <i>I love you, Hazel Grace.</i>
  7508.  
  7509. 1696
  7510. 01:43:59,160 --> 01:44:00,969
  7511. Can I have the keys? Oh.
  7512.  
  7513. 1697
  7514. 01:44:01,480 --> 01:44:03,847
  7515. Where you going? We're gonna eat something.
  7516. I have to go.
  7517.  
  7518. 1698
  7519. 01:44:03,920 --> 01:44:06,120
  7520. Hazel, you have to be hungry.
  7521. You didn't even eat lunch.
  7522.  
  7523. 1699
  7524. 01:44:06,160 --> 01:44:07,161
  7525. I'm just not hungry.
  7526.  
  7527. 1700
  7528. 01:44:07,320 --> 01:44:09,049
  7529. Hazel, you cannot not eat.
  7530.  
  7531. 1701
  7532. 01:44:09,200 --> 01:44:10,240
  7533. I'm aggressively
  7534. un-hungry.
  7535.  
  7536. 1702
  7537. 01:44:10,360 --> 01:44:13,011
  7538. Hazel, I know Gus is sick, but you
  7539. got to take care of yourself.
  7540.  
  7541. 1703
  7542. 01:44:13,160 --> 01:44:14,440
  7543. This has nothing to do with Gus.
  7544.  
  7545. 1704
  7546. 01:44:14,560 --> 01:44:16,040
  7547. Well, then you've
  7548. got to stay healthy.
  7549.  
  7550. 1705
  7551. 01:44:16,064 --> 01:44:18,008
  7552. Come on, just eat
  7553. something, honey.
  7554.  
  7555. 1706
  7556. 01:44:18,160 --> 01:44:19,491
  7557. "Stay healthy"?
  7558.  
  7559. 1707
  7560. 01:44:19,880 --> 01:44:22,406
  7561. Okay, I'm not healthy,
  7562. and I'm gonna die.
  7563.  
  7564. 1708
  7565. 01:44:22,560 --> 01:44:24,449
  7566. Do you realize that? I'm dying,
  7567. and you're gonna be here...
  7568.  
  7569. 1709
  7570. 01:44:24,520 --> 01:44:27,205
  7571. and you're not gonna have anyone
  7572. to look after, or hover around...
  7573.  
  7574. 1710
  7575. 01:44:27,320 --> 01:44:28,924
  7576. and you're not gonna be a mother
  7577. anymore, and I'm sorry...
  7578.  
  7579. 1711
  7580. 01:44:29,000 --> 01:44:30,560
  7581. but there's nothing
  7582. I can do about that.
  7583.  
  7584. 1712
  7585. 01:44:30,680 --> 01:44:31,761
  7586. So, can I please go?
  7587.  
  7588. 1713
  7589. 01:44:31,920 --> 01:44:33,604
  7590. Why would you say that to me?
  7591.  
  7592. 1714
  7593. 01:44:33,760 --> 01:44:35,091
  7594. Because you said that.
  7595.  
  7596. 1715
  7597. 01:44:35,240 --> 01:44:36,765
  7598. What are you talking about?
  7599.  
  7600. 1716
  7601. 01:44:36,920 --> 01:44:38,285
  7602. In the ICU.
  7603.  
  7604. 1717
  7605. 01:44:40,600 --> 01:44:41,806
  7606. Hazel...
  7607.  
  7608. 1718
  7609. 01:44:43,320 --> 01:44:45,243
  7610. That's not the truth.
  7611. I was wrong.
  7612.  
  7613. 1719
  7614. 01:44:46,600 --> 01:44:47,806
  7615. All right?
  7616.  
  7617. 1720
  7618. 01:44:48,120 --> 01:44:49,770
  7619. Even if you died...
  7620.  
  7621. 1721
  7622. 01:44:50,120 --> 01:44:51,281
  7623. "When."
  7624.  
  7625. 1722
  7626. 01:44:55,760 --> 01:44:57,569
  7627. Even when you die...
  7628.  
  7629. 1723
  7630. 01:45:00,040 --> 01:45:01,963
  7631. I'll always be your mother.
  7632.  
  7633. 1724
  7634. 01:45:04,680 --> 01:45:06,921
  7635. It's the greatest
  7636. thing I'll ever be.
  7637.  
  7638. 1725
  7639. 01:45:08,800 --> 01:45:10,370
  7640. That is my biggest fear, Mom.
  7641.  
  7642. 1726
  7643. 01:45:10,920 --> 01:45:12,251
  7644. When I am gone...
  7645.  
  7646. 1727
  7647. 01:45:12,400 --> 01:45:14,801
  7648. you're not gonna
  7649. have a life anymore.
  7650.  
  7651. 1728
  7652. 01:45:14,960 --> 01:45:17,160
  7653. You're just gonna sit and
  7654. you're gonna stare at walls...
  7655.  
  7656. 1729
  7657. 01:45:17,184 --> 01:45:18,928
  7658. or you're gonna
  7659. off yourselves or...
  7660.  
  7661. 1730
  7662. 01:45:19,120 --> 01:45:22,169
  7663. Hazel, honey,
  7664. we're not gonna do that.
  7665.  
  7666. 1731
  7667. 01:45:23,920 --> 01:45:25,445
  7668. Losing you...
  7669.  
  7670. 1732
  7671. 01:45:27,520 --> 01:45:30,444
  7672. That is gonna hurt like hell.
  7673.  
  7674. 1733
  7675. 01:45:32,200 --> 01:45:37,127
  7676. But you of all people know it's
  7677. possible to live with pain.
  7678.  
  7679. 1734
  7680. 01:45:40,240 --> 01:45:41,810
  7681. You just do it.
  7682.  
  7683. 1735
  7684. 01:45:46,240 --> 01:45:50,404
  7685. I'm taking classes
  7686. in social work.
  7687.  
  7688. 1736
  7689. 01:45:50,960 --> 01:45:52,291
  7690. Wait, you're what?
  7691.  
  7692. 1737
  7693. 01:45:52,880 --> 01:45:53,881
  7694. Yeah, um...
  7695.  
  7696. 1738
  7697. 01:45:55,960 --> 01:45:57,920
  7698. You know, if I can take
  7699. what we've been through...
  7700.  
  7701. 1739
  7702. 01:45:57,944 --> 01:46:01,426
  7703. and help other people,
  7704. maybe counsel families...
  7705.  
  7706. 1740
  7707. 01:46:02,200 --> 01:46:03,964
  7708. Mom, how could you
  7709. not tell me this?
  7710.  
  7711. 1741
  7712. 01:46:04,120 --> 01:46:06,327
  7713. We didn't want you
  7714. to feel abandoned.
  7715.  
  7716. 1742
  7717. 01:46:06,480 --> 01:46:07,970
  7718. Feel abandoned?
  7719.  
  7720. 1743
  7721. 01:46:09,840 --> 01:46:11,490
  7722. You guys, this is...
  7723.  
  7724. 1744
  7725. 01:46:15,000 --> 01:46:16,889
  7726. This is the best news.
  7727.  
  7728. 1745
  7729. 01:46:17,200 --> 01:46:18,440
  7730. You go.
  7731.  
  7732. 1746
  7733. 01:46:20,200 --> 01:46:21,201
  7734. Okay?
  7735.  
  7736. 1747
  7737. 01:46:23,800 --> 01:46:24,961
  7738. Baby.
  7739.  
  7740. 1748
  7741. 01:46:26,960 --> 01:46:28,007
  7742. Straight ahead, yeah.
  7743.  
  7744. 1749
  7745. 01:46:28,160 --> 01:46:29,525
  7746. To your left, a little bit.
  7747.  
  7748. 1750
  7749. 01:46:30,760 --> 01:46:31,761
  7750. That's a step, right?
  7751.  
  7752. 1751
  7753. 01:46:31,840 --> 01:46:32,841
  7754. Yeah, put your hand out.
  7755.  
  7756. 1752
  7757. 01:46:33,280 --> 01:46:34,770
  7758. There's a podium to your right.
  7759.  
  7760. 1753
  7761. 01:46:34,920 --> 01:46:36,649
  7762. Yeah, perfect.
  7763.  
  7764. 1754
  7765. 01:46:45,520 --> 01:46:46,601
  7766. Beautiful.
  7767.  
  7768. 1755
  7769. 01:46:48,440 --> 01:46:49,646
  7770. Hi.
  7771.  
  7772. 1756
  7773. 01:46:49,920 --> 01:46:50,921
  7774. You're late.
  7775.  
  7776. 1757
  7777. 01:46:51,000 --> 01:46:53,207
  7778. How you doing? You look
  7779. ravishing, Hazel Grace.
  7780.  
  7781. 1758
  7782. 01:46:53,280 --> 01:46:55,408
  7783. I know, right?
  7784.  
  7785. 1759
  7786. 01:47:00,360 --> 01:47:01,646
  7787. What's going on, guys?
  7788.  
  7789. 1760
  7790. 01:47:02,120 --> 01:47:03,281
  7791. Tell her, Gus.
  7792.  
  7793. 1761
  7794. 01:47:04,040 --> 01:47:06,168
  7795. I wanted to attend
  7796. my own funeral.
  7797.  
  7798. 1762
  7799. 01:47:07,080 --> 01:47:10,801
  7800. I mean, I'm hopeful that I'll be
  7801. able to attend as a ghost, but...
  7802.  
  7803. 1763
  7804. 01:47:12,160 --> 01:47:14,527
  7805. However, just in case
  7806. it doesn't work out...
  7807.  
  7808. 1764
  7809. 01:47:14,680 --> 01:47:17,729
  7810. I decided to plan
  7811. this pre-funeral.
  7812.  
  7813. 1765
  7814. 01:47:19,000 --> 01:47:20,161
  7815. Ready?
  7816.  
  7817. 1766
  7818. 01:47:23,920 --> 01:47:26,491
  7819. Augustus Waters was a cocky son of a bitch.
  7820.  
  7821. 1767
  7822. 01:47:27,040 --> 01:47:28,565
  7823. But we forgave him.
  7824.  
  7825. 1768
  7826. 01:47:29,120 --> 01:47:31,168
  7827. Not because of his
  7828. superhuman good looks...
  7829.  
  7830. 1769
  7831. 01:47:31,240 --> 01:47:33,163
  7832. or because he only got 19 years
  7833.  
  7834. 1770
  7835. 01:47:33,240 --> 01:47:35,129
  7836. when he should've
  7837. gotten way more.
  7838.  
  7839. 1771
  7840. 01:47:35,280 --> 01:47:36,725
  7841. 18 years, buddy.
  7842.  
  7843. 1772
  7844. 01:47:36,880 --> 01:47:38,291
  7845. Dude, come on. Really?
  7846.  
  7847. 1773
  7848. 01:47:38,360 --> 01:47:41,000
  7849. I'm assuming you have a little more
  7850. time, you interrupting bastard.
  7851.  
  7852. 1774
  7853. 01:47:41,024 --> 01:47:43,704
  7854. Interrupt me in the middle of my eulogy.
  7855. You're supposed to be dead.
  7856.  
  7857. 1775
  7858. 01:47:44,880 --> 01:47:48,680
  7859. But when the scientists
  7860. from the future...
  7861.  
  7862. 1776
  7863. 01:47:48,840 --> 01:47:52,003
  7864. come to my house
  7865. with robot eyes...
  7866.  
  7867. 1777
  7868. 01:47:52,160 --> 01:47:54,527
  7869. and they tell me
  7870. to try them on...
  7871.  
  7872. 1778
  7873. 01:47:57,320 --> 01:48:00,529
  7874. I'm gonna tell those scientists
  7875. to piss off, because...
  7876.  
  7877. 1779
  7878. 01:48:01,720 --> 01:48:04,803
  7879. because Gus, I don't even want
  7880. to see a world without you.
  7881.  
  7882. 1780
  7883. 01:48:06,320 --> 01:48:07,367
  7884. I don't.
  7885.  
  7886. 1781
  7887. 01:48:07,440 --> 01:48:10,284
  7888. I don't want to see a world
  7889. without Augustus Waters.
  7890.  
  7891. 1782
  7892. 01:48:13,640 --> 01:48:16,240
  7893. Then, having made my point, I'll
  7894. probably put the robot eyes on...
  7895.  
  7896. 1783
  7897. 01:48:16,264 --> 01:48:18,088
  7898. because, you know,
  7899. they're robot eyes.
  7900.  
  7901. 1784
  7902. 01:48:18,240 --> 01:48:19,685
  7903. Sounds awesome.
  7904.  
  7905. 1785
  7906. 01:48:22,320 --> 01:48:24,368
  7907. And I don't know...
  7908. Um...
  7909.  
  7910. 1786
  7911. 01:48:24,560 --> 01:48:27,040
  7912. This is just so hard.
  7913.  
  7914. 1787
  7915. 01:48:27,120 --> 01:48:28,121
  7916. Um...
  7917.  
  7918. 1788
  7919. 01:48:28,560 --> 01:48:30,324
  7920. Godspeed.
  7921.  
  7922. 1789
  7923. 01:48:31,120 --> 01:48:32,121
  7924. Yeah.
  7925.  
  7926. 1790
  7927. 01:48:32,200 --> 01:48:34,487
  7928. Hazel, can I get a hand here?
  7929.  
  7930. 1791
  7931. 01:48:43,800 --> 01:48:45,529
  7932. To the right, a little bit.
  7933.  
  7934. 1792
  7935. 01:48:48,040 --> 01:48:51,328
  7936. Yeah, and turn around.
  7937. Sit down. There you go.
  7938.  
  7939. 1793
  7940. 01:48:55,840 --> 01:48:57,922
  7941. It's down to you, Hazel Grace.
  7942.  
  7943. 1794
  7944. 01:49:23,520 --> 01:49:24,567
  7945. Hello.
  7946.  
  7947. 1795
  7948. 01:49:24,720 --> 01:49:28,406
  7949. My name is
  7950. Hazel Grace Lancaster...
  7951.  
  7952. 1796
  7953. 01:49:30,000 --> 01:49:34,324
  7954. and Augustus Waters was the
  7955. star-crossed love of my life.
  7956.  
  7957. 1797
  7958. 01:49:34,480 --> 01:49:36,289
  7959. Ours was an epic love story...
  7960.  
  7961. 1798
  7962. 01:49:36,440 --> 01:49:40,206
  7963. and I probably won't be able to
  7964. get more than a sentence out...
  7965.  
  7966. 1799
  7967. 01:49:40,360 --> 01:49:43,443
  7968. without disappearing
  7969. into a puddle of tears.
  7970.  
  7971. 1800
  7972. 01:49:45,480 --> 01:49:47,289
  7973. Like all real love stories...
  7974.  
  7975. 1801
  7976. 01:49:47,440 --> 01:49:49,204
  7977. ours will die with us.
  7978.  
  7979. 1802
  7980. 01:49:49,360 --> 01:49:50,691
  7981. As it should.
  7982.  
  7983. 1803
  7984. 01:49:54,040 --> 01:49:57,647
  7985. You know, I'd kind of hoped that
  7986. he would be the one eulogizing me.
  7987.  
  7988. 1804
  7989. 01:49:58,800 --> 01:50:00,848
  7990. Because there's really
  7991. no one else...
  7992.  
  7993. 1805
  7994. 01:50:04,600 --> 01:50:06,409
  7995. Yeah, no. Um...
  7996.  
  7997. 1806
  7998. 01:50:08,600 --> 01:50:11,251
  7999. I'm not gonna talk about our
  8000. love story, because I can't.
  8001.  
  8002. 1807
  8003. 01:50:11,400 --> 01:50:15,769
  8004. So, instead,
  8005. I'm gonna talk about math.
  8006.  
  8007. 1808
  8008. 01:50:18,040 --> 01:50:22,011
  8009. I am not a mathematician,
  8010. but I do know this.
  8011.  
  8012. 1809
  8013. 01:50:22,560 --> 01:50:25,723
  8014. There are infinite numbers
  8015. between zero and one.
  8016.  
  8017. 1810
  8018. 01:50:25,880 --> 01:50:30,807
  8019. There's point-one, point-one-two,
  8020. and point-one-one-two, and...
  8021.  
  8022. 1811
  8023. 01:50:31,320 --> 01:50:33,687
  8024. and an infinite
  8025. collection of others.
  8026.  
  8027. 1812
  8028. 01:50:34,840 --> 01:50:37,161
  8029. Of course,
  8030. there is a bigger infinite
  8031.  
  8032. 1813
  8033. 01:50:37,240 --> 01:50:39,607
  8034. set of numbers
  8035. between zero and two...
  8036.  
  8037. 1814
  8038. 01:50:39,960 --> 01:50:43,851
  8039. or between zero and a million.
  8040.  
  8041. 1815
  8042. 01:50:45,280 --> 01:50:49,365
  8043. Some infinities are simply
  8044. bigger than other infinities.
  8045.  
  8046. 1816
  8047. 01:50:51,280 --> 01:50:54,045
  8048. A writer that we used
  8049. to like taught us that.
  8050.  
  8051. 1817
  8052. 01:50:55,840 --> 01:50:58,286
  8053. You know, I want more numbers...
  8054.  
  8055. 1818
  8056. 01:50:58,440 --> 01:51:00,169
  8057. than I'm likely to get.
  8058.  
  8059. 1819
  8060. 01:51:03,040 --> 01:51:04,451
  8061. And, God...
  8062.  
  8063. 1820
  8064. 01:51:06,120 --> 01:51:08,088
  8065. do I want more days
  8066. for Augustus Waters
  8067.  
  8068. 1821
  8069. 01:51:08,160 --> 01:51:09,446
  8070. than what he got.
  8071.  
  8072. 1822
  8073. 01:51:13,840 --> 01:51:15,171
  8074. But, Gus...
  8075.  
  8076. 1823
  8077. 01:51:16,720 --> 01:51:18,245
  8078. my love...
  8079.  
  8080. 1824
  8081. 01:51:19,400 --> 01:51:21,880
  8082. I cannot tell you
  8083. how thankful I am...
  8084.  
  8085. 1825
  8086. 01:51:23,360 --> 01:51:25,328
  8087. for our little infinity.
  8088.  
  8089. 1826
  8090. 01:51:36,960 --> 01:51:38,371
  8091. Hold on.
  8092.  
  8093. 1827
  8094. 01:51:46,040 --> 01:51:48,361
  8095. You gave me a forever...
  8096.  
  8097. 1828
  8098. 01:51:50,400 --> 01:51:52,880
  8099. within the numbered days.
  8100.  
  8101. 1829
  8102. 01:51:53,040 --> 01:51:54,963
  8103. And for that, lam...
  8104.  
  8105. 1830
  8106. 01:51:56,120 --> 01:51:58,248
  8107. lam eternally grateful.
  8108.  
  8109. 1831
  8110. 01:52:05,040 --> 01:52:07,327
  8111. I love you so much.
  8112.  
  8113. 1832
  8114. 01:52:09,800 --> 01:52:11,768
  8115. I love you, too.
  8116.  
  8117. 1833
  8118. 01:52:32,080 --> 01:52:35,448
  8119. <i>Augustus Waters died
  8120. eight days later in the ICU.</i>
  8121.  
  8122. 1834
  8123. 01:52:36,600 --> 01:52:39,888
  8124. <i>When the cancer,
  8125. which was made of him...</i>
  8126.  
  8127. 1835
  8128. 01:52:40,560 --> 01:52:44,929
  8129. <i>stopped his heart, which
  8130. was also made of him.</i>
  8131.  
  8132. 1836
  8133. 01:53:44,520 --> 01:53:46,409
  8134. <i>It was unbearable.</i>
  8135.  
  8136. 1837
  8137. 01:53:46,760 --> 01:53:48,364
  8138. <i>The whole thing.</i>
  8139.  
  8140. 1838
  8141. 01:53:49,480 --> 01:53:52,086
  8142. <i>Every second,
  8143. worse than the last.</i>
  8144.  
  8145. 1839
  8146. 01:53:58,120 --> 01:54:00,040
  8147. <i>One of the first things
  8148. they ask you in the</i> ER...
  8149.  
  8150. 1840
  8151. 01:54:00,080 --> 01:54:02,924
  8152. <i>is to rate your pain
  8153. on a scale from one to ten.</i>
  8154.  
  8155. 1841
  8156. 01:54:04,920 --> 01:54:06,880
  8157. <i>I've been asked this question
  8158. hundreds of times...</i>
  8159.  
  8160. 1842
  8161. 01:54:06,960 --> 01:54:09,042
  8162. <i>and I remember once...</i>
  8163.  
  8164. 1843
  8165. 01:54:09,200 --> 01:54:11,123
  8166. <i>when I couldn't catch my breath</i>
  8167.  
  8168. 1844
  8169. 01:54:11,200 --> 01:54:13,043
  8170. <i>and it felt like
  8171. my chest was on fire...</i>
  8172.  
  8173. 1845
  8174. 01:54:14,240 --> 01:54:16,163
  8175. <i>the nurse asked me
  8176. to rate the pain.</i>
  8177.  
  8178. 1846
  8179. 01:54:16,320 --> 01:54:19,290
  8180. <i>Though I couldn't speak,
  8181. I held up nine fingers.</i>
  8182.  
  8183. 1847
  8184. 01:54:20,440 --> 01:54:22,408
  8185. <i>Later, when I started
  8186. feeling better...</i>
  8187.  
  8188. 1848
  8189. 01:54:22,560 --> 01:54:25,325
  8190. <i>the nurse came in
  8191. and she called me a fighter.</i>
  8192.  
  8193. 1849
  8194. 01:54:26,280 --> 01:54:28,408
  8195. <i>"You know how I know?"
  8196. she said.</i>
  8197.  
  8198. 1850
  8199. 01:54:29,200 --> 01:54:31,362
  8200. <i>"You called a ten a nine."</i>
  8201.  
  8202. 1851
  8203. 01:54:32,480 --> 01:54:34,050
  8204. <i>But that wasn't the truth.</i>
  8205.  
  8206. 1852
  8207. 01:54:34,320 --> 01:54:37,164
  8208. <i>I didn't call it a nine
  8209. because I was brave.</i>
  8210.  
  8211. 1853
  8212. 01:54:38,720 --> 01:54:43,760
  8213. <i>The reason I called it a nine was
  8214. because I was saving my ten.</i>
  8215.  
  8216. 1854
  8217. 01:54:45,000 --> 01:54:46,525
  8218. <i>And this was it.</i>
  8219.  
  8220. 1855
  8221. 01:54:49,040 --> 01:54:51,407
  8222. <i>This was the great
  8223. and terrible ten.</i>
  8224.  
  8225. 1856
  8226. 01:54:51,880 --> 01:54:54,565
  8227. <i>"I will fear no
  8228. evil, for You are with me...</i>
  8229.  
  8230. 1857
  8231. 01:54:55,280 --> 01:54:58,807
  8232. "Your rod and your staff,
  8233. they comfort me.
  8234.  
  8235. 1858
  8236. 01:54:58,960 --> 01:55:01,964
  8237. "You prepare a table before me
  8238. in the presence of my enemies.
  8239.  
  8240. 1859
  8241. 01:55:02,160 --> 01:55:06,165
  8242. "You anoint my head with oil.
  8243. My cup overflows.
  8244.  
  8245. 1860
  8246. 01:55:06,600 --> 01:55:11,049
  8247. "Surely, goodness and love will
  8248. follow me all the days of my life...
  8249.  
  8250. 1861
  8251. 01:55:11,200 --> 01:55:13,487
  8252. "and I will dwell
  8253. in the house of the Lord...
  8254.  
  8255. 1862
  8256. 01:55:13,840 --> 01:55:15,171
  8257. "forever."
  8258.  
  8259. 1863
  8260. 01:55:18,200 --> 01:55:21,488
  8261. Augustus Waters
  8262. fought hard for many years.
  8263.  
  8264. 1864
  8265. 01:55:22,880 --> 01:55:26,601
  8266. His battle was a courageous
  8267. one, and his strength...
  8268.  
  8269. 1865
  8270. 01:55:26,760 --> 01:55:28,410
  8271. What a load of shit, huh, kid?
  8272.  
  8273. 1866
  8274. 01:55:28,480 --> 01:55:30,840
  8275. ...was a source of inspiration
  8276. for each and every one of us.
  8277.  
  8278. 1867
  8279. 01:55:33,360 --> 01:55:34,771
  8280. Let us pray.
  8281.  
  8282. 1868
  8283. 01:55:36,280 --> 01:55:38,601
  8284. We thank You, Lord, for the
  8285. life of Augustus Waters...
  8286.  
  8287. 1869
  8288. 01:55:38,960 --> 01:55:40,325
  8289. We need to
  8290. fake-pray now.
  8291.  
  8292. 1870
  8293. 01:55:40,480 --> 01:55:43,484
  8294. ...for his
  8295. strength and his courage.
  8296.  
  8297. 1871
  8298. 01:55:43,680 --> 01:55:47,287
  8299. Lord, we ask that You be with
  8300. us today, that You be close...
  8301.  
  8302. 1872
  8303. 01:55:47,440 --> 01:55:50,011
  8304. that You comfort
  8305. his friends and family.
  8306.  
  8307. 1873
  8308. 01:55:50,160 --> 01:55:52,003
  8309. Thank You for
  8310. Your presence, Lord.
  8311.  
  8312. 1874
  8313. 01:55:52,680 --> 01:55:54,569
  8314. All this we pray in Jesus' name.
  8315.  
  8316. 1875
  8317. 01:55:55,120 --> 01:55:56,121
  8318. Amen.
  8319.  
  8320. 1876
  8321. 01:55:56,280 --> 01:55:57,486
  8322. Amen.
  8323.  
  8324. 1877
  8325. 01:55:57,880 --> 01:56:02,681
  8326. Now, we are going to hear
  8327. from Gus' special friend...
  8328.  
  8329. 1878
  8330. 01:56:02,840 --> 01:56:05,002
  8331. Hazel Lancaster.
  8332.  
  8333. 1879
  8334. 01:56:15,920 --> 01:56:19,845
  8335. Not that it really matters,
  8336. but I was his girlfriend.
  8337.  
  8338. 1880
  8339. 01:57:00,040 --> 01:57:03,761
  8340. There's a beautiful quote
  8341. in Gus' home that reads...
  8342.  
  8343. 1881
  8344. 01:57:03,920 --> 01:57:06,201
  8345. "if you want the rainbow, you
  8346. have to deal with the rain."
  8347.  
  8348. 1882
  8349. 01:57:09,640 --> 01:57:12,086
  8350. Even in his last few days...
  8351.  
  8352. 1883
  8353. 01:57:12,680 --> 01:57:13,727
  8354. Um...
  8355.  
  8356. 1884
  8357. 01:57:13,800 --> 01:57:15,006
  8358. <i>I didn't believe a word.</i>
  8359.  
  8360. 1885
  8361. 01:57:15,160 --> 01:57:17,481
  8362. He was always able
  8363. to crack a smile.
  8364.  
  8365. 1886
  8366. 01:57:18,120 --> 01:57:19,690
  8367. <i>But that's okay.</i>
  8368.  
  8369. 1887
  8370. 01:57:22,400 --> 01:57:25,290
  8371. <i>I knew this was
  8372. the right thing to do.</i>
  8373.  
  8374. 1888
  8375. 01:57:26,240 --> 01:57:30,325
  8376. <i>Funerals, I'd decided,
  8377. are not for the dead.</i>
  8378.  
  8379. 1889
  8380. 01:57:32,280 --> 01:57:33,280
  8381. <i>They're for the living.</i>
  8382.  
  8383. 1890
  8384. 01:57:33,320 --> 01:57:35,129
  8385. Hey, want some company?
  8386.  
  8387. 1891
  8388. 01:57:35,280 --> 01:57:36,281
  8389. No, I'm okay.
  8390.  
  8391. 1892
  8392. 01:57:36,480 --> 01:57:39,962
  8393. I'm just gonna drive
  8394. for a bit by myself.
  8395.  
  8396. 1893
  8397. 01:57:40,240 --> 01:57:41,321
  8398. Love you.
  8399.  
  8400. 1894
  8401. 01:57:43,240 --> 01:57:44,571
  8402. Love you.
  8403.  
  8404. 1895
  8405. 01:57:45,120 --> 01:57:46,406
  8406. You spoke beautifully.
  8407.  
  8408. 1896
  8409. 01:57:47,640 --> 01:57:49,051
  8410. I'll see you soon.
  8411. Drive safe.
  8412.  
  8413. 1897
  8414. 01:57:49,200 --> 01:57:50,281
  8415. Okay-
  8416.  
  8417. 1898
  8418. 01:58:15,120 --> 01:58:16,281
  8419. May I?
  8420.  
  8421. 1899
  8422. 01:58:18,600 --> 01:58:21,809
  8423. <i>Omnis cellula e cellula.</i>
  8424.  
  8425. 1900
  8426. 01:58:23,960 --> 01:58:27,362
  8427. Your boy Waters and I corresponded
  8428. quite a bit in his last days.
  8429.  
  8430. 1901
  8431. 01:58:27,520 --> 01:58:29,488
  8432. Oh. So, you read
  8433. your fan mail now?
  8434.  
  8435. 1902
  8436. 01:58:29,680 --> 01:58:31,569
  8437. I wouldn't exactly
  8438. call him a fan.
  8439.  
  8440. 1903
  8441. 01:58:31,720 --> 01:58:33,165
  8442. He detested me.
  8443.  
  8444. 1904
  8445. 01:58:33,680 --> 01:58:37,287
  8446. But he was quite insistent
  8447. I attend his funeral...
  8448.  
  8449. 1905
  8450. 01:58:37,440 --> 01:58:39,681
  8451. and tell you what became
  8452. of Anna and her mother...
  8453.  
  8454. 1906
  8455. 01:58:39,880 --> 01:58:41,609
  8456. so here I am.
  8457.  
  8458. 1907
  8459. 01:58:41,920 --> 01:58:44,526
  8460. And that's your answer,
  8461. "Omnis cellula e cellula."
  8462.  
  8463. 1908
  8464. 01:58:44,720 --> 01:58:45,846
  8465. "Life comes from life."
  8466.  
  8467. 1909
  8468. 01:58:47,360 --> 01:58:48,440
  8469. I'm really not in the mood.
  8470.  
  8471. 1910
  8472. 01:58:48,520 --> 01:58:49,720
  8473. You don't want an explanation?
  8474.  
  8475. 1911
  8476. 01:58:49,800 --> 01:58:51,211
  8477. No, I don't.
  8478.  
  8479. 1912
  8480. 01:58:51,360 --> 01:58:53,488
  8481. Thank you, though.
  8482. Have a great life.
  8483.  
  8484. 1913
  8485. 01:58:54,040 --> 01:58:55,644
  8486. You remind me of her.
  8487.  
  8488. 1914
  8489. 01:58:57,200 --> 01:59:00,044
  8490. I remind a lot of people
  8491. of a lot of people.
  8492.  
  8493. 1915
  8494. 01:59:01,200 --> 01:59:02,804
  8495. My daughter was eight.
  8496.  
  8497. 1916
  8498. 01:59:04,680 --> 01:59:09,447
  8499. And she suffered
  8500. beautifully for so long.
  8501.  
  8502. 1917
  8503. 01:59:11,680 --> 01:59:13,808
  8504. She had leukemia like Anna?
  8505.  
  8506. 1918
  8507. 01:59:14,840 --> 01:59:16,490
  8508. Just like Anna.
  8509.  
  8510. 1919
  8511. 01:59:20,080 --> 01:59:22,890
  8512. I'm very sorry for your loss.
  8513.  
  8514. 1920
  8515. 01:59:23,040 --> 01:59:26,249
  8516. And I'm sorry for yours. And
  8517. sorry for ruining your trip.
  8518.  
  8519. 1921
  8520. 01:59:27,000 --> 01:59:28,729
  8521. You didn't ruin our trip.
  8522.  
  8523. 1922
  8524. 01:59:28,880 --> 01:59:30,405
  8525. We had an amazing trip.
  8526.  
  8527. 1923
  8528. 01:59:33,280 --> 01:59:37,080
  8529. Are you familiar
  8530. with the Trolley Problem?
  8531.  
  8532. 1924
  8533. 01:59:37,240 --> 01:59:41,040
  8534. There's a thought experiment
  8535. in the field of ethics...
  8536.  
  8537. 1925
  8538. 01:59:41,200 --> 01:59:42,964
  8539. known as the Trolley Problem.
  8540.  
  8541. 1926
  8542. 01:59:43,120 --> 01:59:45,043
  8543. Philippa Foot was
  8544. an English philosopher...
  8545.  
  8546. 1927
  8547. 01:59:45,240 --> 01:59:46,526
  8548. Oh, my God.
  8549.  
  8550. 1928
  8551. 01:59:46,880 --> 01:59:49,008
  8552. Hazel, I'm trying to
  8553. explain something to you.
  8554.  
  8555. 1929
  8556. 01:59:49,200 --> 01:59:50,720
  8557. I'm trying to give you
  8558. what you wanted.
  8559.  
  8560. 1930
  8561. 01:59:50,744 --> 01:59:51,367
  8562. No, you're not!
  8563.  
  8564. 1931
  8565. 01:59:51,520 --> 01:59:53,170
  8566. You are a drunk,
  8567. and you're a failure...
  8568.  
  8569. 1932
  8570. 01:59:53,320 --> 01:59:55,200
  8571. and I need you to get out
  8572. of my car right now...
  8573.  
  8574. 1933
  8575. 01:59:55,224 --> 01:59:58,751
  8576. so that I can go home, and
  8577. be by myself and grieve!
  8578.  
  8579. 1934
  8580. 01:59:59,760 --> 02:00:01,364
  8581. You'll want to read this.
  8582.  
  8583. 1935
  8584. 02:00:03,880 --> 02:00:05,530
  8585. I don't want to read anything.
  8586.  
  8587. 1936
  8588. 02:00:05,600 --> 02:00:07,204
  8589. Can you just get out of my car?
  8590.  
  8591. 1937
  8592. 02:00:12,120 --> 02:00:13,246
  8593. Please get out of my car!
  8594.  
  8595. 1938
  8596. 02:00:13,320 --> 02:00:14,401
  8597. Fine.
  8598.  
  8599. 1939
  8600. 02:01:21,640 --> 02:01:23,449
  8601. Can I come in?
  8602.  
  8603. 1940
  8604. 02:01:35,680 --> 02:01:37,409
  8605. I'm so, so sorry.
  8606.  
  8607. 1941
  8608. 02:01:39,760 --> 02:01:41,091
  8609. Yeah.
  8610.  
  8611. 1942
  8612. 02:01:47,440 --> 02:01:51,240
  8613. It was a privilege,
  8614. though, wasn't it?
  8615.  
  8616. 1943
  8617. 02:01:51,400 --> 02:01:52,765
  8618. To love him?
  8619.  
  8620. 1944
  8621. 02:02:05,000 --> 02:02:07,890
  8622. Gives you an idea
  8623. how we feel about you.
  8624.  
  8625. 1945
  8626. 02:02:15,880 --> 02:02:17,245
  8627. Hazel?
  8628.  
  8629. 1946
  8630. 02:02:18,000 --> 02:02:20,207
  8631. There's a friend
  8632. here to see you.
  8633.  
  8634. 1947
  8635. 02:02:21,640 --> 02:02:24,166
  8636. Do you know if
  8637. it hurt or whatever?
  8638.  
  8639. 1948
  8640. 02:02:25,640 --> 02:02:28,883
  8641. Apparently he was struggling
  8642. for breath for a long time...
  8643.  
  8644. 1949
  8645. 02:02:29,040 --> 02:02:31,725
  8646. and then eventually
  8647. he just went unconscious.
  8648.  
  8649. 1950
  8650. 02:02:32,960 --> 02:02:34,485
  8651. It wasn't great or anything.
  8652.  
  8653. 1951
  8654. 02:02:35,880 --> 02:02:37,370
  8655. Dying sucks.
  8656.  
  8657. 1952
  8658. 02:02:39,800 --> 02:02:41,484
  8659. Gus really loved you, you know?
  8660.  
  8661. 1953
  8662. 02:02:42,160 --> 02:02:43,400
  8663. I know.
  8664.  
  8665. 1954
  8666. 02:02:45,560 --> 02:02:47,483
  8667. He wouldn't shut up about it.
  8668.  
  8669. 1955
  8670. 02:02:48,000 --> 02:02:49,047
  8671. Yeah.
  8672.  
  8673. 1956
  8674. 02:02:49,200 --> 02:02:52,090
  8675. It was annoying. He
  8676. talked about you so much.
  8677.  
  8678. 1957
  8679. 02:02:52,240 --> 02:02:53,571
  8680. I didn't find it that annoying.
  8681.  
  8682. 1958
  8683. 02:02:53,760 --> 02:02:56,081
  8684. I know.
  8685. I know you didn't.
  8686.  
  8687. 1959
  8688. 02:03:05,160 --> 02:03:07,527
  8689. Did you get that letter
  8690. from your author friend?
  8691.  
  8692. 1960
  8693. 02:03:08,040 --> 02:03:09,530
  8694. Ew. He's not my friend.
  8695.  
  8696. 1961
  8697. 02:03:10,160 --> 02:03:11,240
  8698. How do you know about that?
  8699.  
  8700. 1962
  8701. 02:03:11,360 --> 02:03:13,120
  8702. Well, I was talking
  8703. to him at the cemetery...
  8704.  
  8705. 1963
  8706. 02:03:13,144 --> 02:03:17,050
  8707. and he said he came all this way
  8708. to give that letter to you.
  8709.  
  8710. 1964
  8711. 02:03:17,280 --> 02:03:19,362
  8712. Yeah, well, I'm over it.
  8713.  
  8714. 1965
  8715. 02:03:19,520 --> 02:03:22,444
  8716. I have no interest in reading another
  8717. word of that asshole's again.
  8718.  
  8719. 1966
  8720. 02:03:22,600 --> 02:03:24,443
  8721. No, he didn't write it.
  8722. Gus wrote it.
  8723.  
  8724. 1967
  8725. 02:03:24,760 --> 02:03:26,046
  8726. What?
  8727.  
  8728. 1968
  8729. 02:03:26,200 --> 02:03:27,770
  8730. Apparently Gus wrote
  8731. something down
  8732.  
  8733. 1969
  8734. 02:03:27,840 --> 02:03:29,365
  8735. and then sent it to Van Houten.
  8736.  
  8737. 1970
  8738. 02:03:32,400 --> 02:03:33,890
  8739. Oh, my God.
  8740.  
  8741. 1971
  8742. 02:03:42,880 --> 02:03:47,204
  8743. <i>Mr. Van Houten, I'm a good
  8744. person, but a shitty writer.</i>
  8745.  
  8746. 1972
  8747. 02:03:48,200 --> 02:03:50,885
  8748. <i>You're a shitty person,
  8749. but a good writer.</i>
  8750.  
  8751. 1973
  8752. 02:03:51,040 --> 02:03:53,088
  8753. <i>I think we'd make a good team.</i>
  8754.  
  8755. 1974
  8756. 02:03:53,240 --> 02:03:54,890
  8757. <i>I don't want to ask you
  8758. for any favors...</i>
  8759.  
  8760. 1975
  8761. 02:03:55,040 --> 02:03:58,328
  8762. <i>but if you have the time, and from
  8763. what I saw, you have plenty...</i>
  8764.  
  8765. 1976
  8766. 02:03:58,480 --> 02:04:00,050
  8767. <i>please fix this for me.</i>
  8768.  
  8769. 1977
  8770. 02:04:00,240 --> 02:04:02,402
  8771. <i>It's a eulogy for Hazel.</i>
  8772.  
  8773. 1978
  8774. 02:04:06,120 --> 02:04:07,760
  8775. <i>She asked me to write one,
  8776. and I'm trying.</i>
  8777.  
  8778. 1979
  8779. 02:04:07,880 --> 02:04:11,248
  8780. <i>I just...
  8781. I could use a little flair.</i>
  8782.  
  8783. 1980
  8784. 02:04:11,760 --> 02:04:14,730
  8785. <i>See, the thing is, we all
  8786. want to be remembered.</i>
  8787.  
  8788. 1981
  8789. 02:04:17,320 --> 02:04:18,845
  8790. <i>But Hazel's different.</i>
  8791.  
  8792. 1982
  8793. 02:04:19,760 --> 02:04:21,444
  8794. <i>Hazel knows the truth.</i>
  8795.  
  8796. 1983
  8797. 02:04:21,640 --> 02:04:25,247
  8798. <i>She didn't want a million admirers.
  8799. She just wanted one.</i>
  8800.  
  8801. 1984
  8802. 02:04:25,400 --> 02:04:26,606
  8803. <i>And she got it.</i>
  8804.  
  8805. 1985
  8806. 02:04:27,240 --> 02:04:30,687
  8807. <i>Maybe she wasn't loved widely,
  8808. but she was loved deeply.</i>
  8809.  
  8810. 1986
  8811. 02:04:31,240 --> 02:04:33,481
  8812. <i>And isn't that more
  8813. than most of us get?</i>
  8814.  
  8815. 1987
  8816. 02:04:35,360 --> 02:04:38,967
  8817. <i>When Hazel was sick,
  8818. I knew I was dying...</i>
  8819.  
  8820. 1988
  8821. 02:04:39,120 --> 02:04:41,282
  8822. <i>but I didn't want to say so.</i>
  8823.  
  8824. 1989
  8825. 02:04:46,120 --> 02:04:48,487
  8826. <i>She was in the ICU, and I
  8827. snuck in for 10 minutes...</i>
  8828.  
  8829. 1990
  8830. 02:04:48,640 --> 02:04:51,450
  8831. <i>and I sat with her,
  8832. before I got caught.</i>
  8833.  
  8834. 1991
  8835. 02:04:53,040 --> 02:04:55,805
  8836. <i>Her eyes were closed.
  8837. Her skin, pale.</i>
  8838.  
  8839. 1992
  8840. 02:04:55,960 --> 02:04:58,281
  8841. <i>But her hands
  8842. were still her hands.</i>
  8843.  
  8844. 1993
  8845. 02:04:58,720 --> 02:05:02,122
  8846. <i>Still warm, and her nails were painted
  8847. this dark blue-black color...</i>
  8848.  
  8849. 1994
  8850. 02:05:02,280 --> 02:05:05,170
  8851. <i>and I just held them.</i>
  8852.  
  8853. 1995
  8854. 02:05:05,320 --> 02:05:08,130
  8855. <i>And I willed myself to imagine
  8856. a world without us...</i>
  8857.  
  8858. 1996
  8859. 02:05:09,000 --> 02:05:11,321
  8860. <i>and what a worthless world
  8861. that would be.</i>
  8862.  
  8863. 1997
  8864. 02:05:14,480 --> 02:05:16,642
  8865. <i>She's so beautiful.</i>
  8866.  
  8867. 1998
  8868. 02:05:17,200 --> 02:05:18,884
  8869. <i>You don't get tired
  8870. of looking at her.</i>
  8871.  
  8872. 1999
  8873. 02:05:19,040 --> 02:05:20,760
  8874. <i>You never worry if she's
  8875. smarter than you...</i>
  8876.  
  8877. 2000
  8878. 02:05:20,784 --> 02:05:22,548
  8879. <i>because you know she is.</i>
  8880.  
  8881. 2001
  8882. 02:05:24,160 --> 02:05:26,640
  8883. <i>She's funny without
  8884. ever being mean.</i>
  8885.  
  8886. 2002
  8887. 02:05:28,640 --> 02:05:30,051
  8888. <i>I love her.</i>
  8889.  
  8890. 2003
  8891. 02:05:30,800 --> 02:05:31,801
  8892. <i>God, I love her.</i>
  8893.  
  8894. 2004
  8895. 02:05:32,000 --> 02:05:34,526
  8896. <i>I'm so lucky to love her,
  8897. Van Houten.</i>
  8898.  
  8899. 2005
  8900. 02:05:42,760 --> 02:05:44,960
  8901. <i>You don't get to choose if you
  8902. get hurt in this world...</i>
  8903.  
  8904. 2006
  8905. 02:05:45,000 --> 02:05:48,163
  8906. <i>but you do have a say
  8907. in who hurts you.</i>
  8908.  
  8909. 2007
  8910. 02:05:48,840 --> 02:05:50,842
  8911. <i>And I like my choices.</i>
  8912.  
  8913. 2008
  8914. 02:05:51,920 --> 02:05:54,048
  8915. <i>I hope she likes hers.</i>
  8916.  
  8917. 2009
  8918. 02:05:55,160 --> 02:05:56,924
  8919. <i>Okay, Hazel Grace?</i>
  8920.  
  8921. 2010
  8922. 02:05:59,400 --> 02:06:00,731
  8923. Okay-
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