I like you because you actually listen to me, you make me smile and laugh, you play games with me, you listen to my feelings and my thoughts, you're not ugly, you have a nice personality and I find it really hot when you are "toxic" (bc you would say you're not but you like, flame ppl and stuff i find that hot that you stand up for yourself..), I like you a fair bit I would probably be sad for awhile if we broke up, idk it feels like you're pretty cool and atm it's mostly infatuation but I'm sure after awhile it'll be more of a deeper caring and understanding and not as much jealousy over stupid shit because I'm scared of stupid things, I think the only reason we wouldn't go far in a relationship is because of my own faults, the longest one I had was 6 months and even then it was one of my first ones, you have more experience with long relationships than me like... I'm sorry I'm not a perfect person and I have no idea what I wanna do in life because I'm still questioning life everyday, I relapse into being moody and sad all the time it's a phase for me regardless of if I'm with someone or single, sometimes it hurts more when I'm with someone and honestly the one things I can say I want in life is I want someone to spend my life with, doesn't have to be you or maybe anyone I'll meet for a few years, if it was you that's up to you cos like you said you're confused I don't know what I want in life yet, I'm still trying to figure that out and I'm sorry, I really like music but I feel like no one will listen to my music because I'm not good at singing and I'm full of a lot of self doubt and insecurity, I find people to care about like you so I can get lost and distracted without being alone and lost all the time, I like the thought of having someone there, I.... am sure I like you, honestly come to think of it all the girls I "like" probably aren't actually feelings towards them I just click with them well, honestly Caitllyn if I was you there are many other guys that are far better than me for relationship choices because I am still going day by day trying to find what I wanna do in life but I feel like I have most of the ideals of life out and how to treat and respect people I just... sorry you doubt me, it's because I doubt me too. Also, yes I am happy with you right now, I'm really happy, you make my days a lot brighter and you make me wanna actually try to do something, try to get a job or try to get money so someday down the road I can actually meet you.