10/31/2008  5:27:02 PM  i think 24/7  [DI] Peter  [13:35:44] iנσѕн: hi [13:36:19] i do it beca: why did u say that n log out yesteday? [13:37:22] iנσѕн: doesn't matter [13:37:25] iנσѕн: i'm stupid [13:37:40] iנσѕн: i didn't want to see your reaction [13:37:44] iנσѕн: cos its stupid [13:38:14] i do it beca: why is it stupid ?? [13:39:48] iנσѕн: dw [13:40:00] i do it beca: why ubein like this [13:40:03] i do it beca: its bad to keep things to urself [13:40:18] iנσѕн: theres some things in life better kept to yourself [13:40:20] iנσѕн: thanks tho [13:41:27] i do it beca: i dont see wats wrong and why ubein like this [13:41:39] iנσѕн: like what? [13:41:52] iנσѕн: I'm being normal. [13:42:38] i do it beca: no lol [13:42:57] iנσѕн: k [13:43:34] i do it beca: alright if u dont wanna talk bout
10/31/2008  5:27:13 PM  i think 24/7  [DI] Peter  [15:34:15] iנσѕн: i just want things to be right [15:34:24] i do it beca: i dont see what isnt right [15:34:26] i do it beca: wat isnt rtight [15:34:26] i do it beca: tell me [15:35:11] iנσѕн: i can't give you the things you need [15:35:48] i do it beca: things i need like what? [15:36:44] iנσѕн: idk [15:36:46] iנσѕн: as a friend [15:36:51] iנσѕн: i always let you down [15:37:06] i do it beca: how wud u kno that [15:37:07] i do it beca: u dont [15:37:10] i do it beca: and u dont let me down [15:37:23] iנσѕн: don't lie to me mimi [15:37:31] iנσѕн: i want to give you things [15:37:34] iנσѕн: friendship [15:37:36] iנσѕн: kindness [15:37:37] iנσѕн: etc [15:37:42] iנσѕн: but idk how [15:37:50] iנσѕн: without sounding stupid [15:37:59] iנσѕн: and saying things like 'i love you bla bla bla'
10/31/2008  5:27:35 PM  i think 24/7  [DI] Peter  and then i triedm ake him happie coz i dont like ppl bein sad coz of me
10/31/2008  5:27:38 PM  i think 24/7  [DI] Peter  and then
10/31/2008  5:28:11 PM  [DI] Peter  i think 24/7  lol
10/31/2008  5:28:15 PM  i think 24/7  [DI] Peter  [15:38:11] i do it beca: u dont sound stupid... and uve given me enoug kindness [15:38:14] i do it beca: im serious ure rly kind [15:38:27] i do it beca: its just u shud stop worrying n shit cause nothing is wrong its just u thinking too much [15:38:30] i do it beca: dont u think?:P [15:39:21] iנσѕн: idk [15:39:25] iנσѕн: idk what you want with me [15:39:28] iנσѕн: or me with you [15:39:31] iנσѕн: or how to give [15:40:39] i do it beca: there is always things we want but cant just write it in a note from the begining [15:40:45] i do it beca: it comes within time [15:40:52] i do it beca: u cant build a house at 1 day [15:40:56] i do it beca: it builds a little everyday [15:40:57] i do it beca: u kno wat i mean
10/31/2008  5:28:23 PM  i think 24/7  [DI] Peter  the logs is a bit fucked up i kno hope u can read anyway
10/31/2008  5:28:32 PM  i think 24/7  [DI] Peter  [15:41:07] i do it beca: u cant get ur solutions at first second [15:41:16] i do it beca: tahts why there r so many things we can do to help [15:41:43] iנσѕн: helps if i knew what i want [15:42:09] i do it beca: its hard to kno wat u want someties but u alwasy kno a little [15:42:10] i do it beca: wat do u want? [15:52:32] i do it beca: ??? [15:52:47] iנσѕн: how do i know, [15:56:13] i do it beca: idk u kno bout urself? [15:56:24] iנσѕн: just leave it mimi
10/31/2008  5:28:42 PM  i think 24/7  [DI] Peter  [17:19:10] i do it beca: u mad at me? [17:19:15] iנσѕн: no [17:19:24] iנσѕн: totaly opposit [17:19:43] iנσѕн: your the only person i want to be with [17:19:45] iנσѕн: if anything [17:19:57] i do it beca: well stop.. i feel shit too when ure feelin like that [17:20:00] i do it beca: coz ure rly kind :/ [17:20:17] iנσѕн: you're really great in every way i'd want [17:20:27] iנσѕн: your lucky mimi [17:21:44] i do it beca: aw :( [17:21:48] i do it beca: i dont want u to feel shit [17:23:20] iנσѕн: mimi its ok [17:23:22] iנσѕн: dw [17:23:41] i do it beca: no i cant just "dw" its like how u feel right now u feel shitty and i do too [17:24:06] iנσѕн: well idk [17:24:08] iנσѕн: how to fix it [17:24:14] iנσѕн: not like i can comfort you [17:24:19] iנσѕн: from 3 horus on a plane [17:24:20] iנσѕн: away:$
10/31/2008  5:28:47 PM  i think 24/7  [DI] Peter  [17:29:05] iנσѕн: i have [17:29:08] iנσѕн: i've made you sad [17:29:13] iנσѕн: i hate myself for it [17:29:15] iנσѕн: please mimi [17:29:17] iנσѕн: for your sake [17:29:21] iנσѕн: just go [17:29:23] iנσѕн: and leave me [17:31:50] iנσѕн: i cant make it better [17:31:53] iנσѕн: it won't be the same [17:31:56] iנσѕн: as what we once had [17:32:07] iנσѕн: all i want is you atm [17:32:14] iנσѕн: that involves me being the best i can [17:32:18] iנσѕн: and i can't [17:32:22] iנσѕн: look im going
10/31/2008  5:29:08 PM  i think 24/7  [DI] Peter  and then next day he msged me again
10/31/2008  5:29:20 PM  i think 24/7  [DI] Peter  [16:05:44] iנσѕн: and mimi its not about you ok?! [16:05:47] iנσѕн: Its about me [16:05:53] iנσѕн: If i didn't like you [16:05:57] iנσѕн: why would i have you on this msn [16:06:00] iנσѕн: give you my phone number [16:06:03] iנσѕн: talk to you [16:06:08] iנσѕн: show you pics [16:06:10] iנσѕн: etc etc [16:06:20] iנσѕн: just forget it. I'm not doing enough [16:06:21] iנσѕн: c ya [16:06:27] the strong m: u dont gotta do anything? [16:10:13] iנσѕн: im wrong [16:10:13] iנσѕн: ok [16:10:15] iנσѕн: what do i say [16:10:19] iנσѕн: sorry [16:10:20] iנσѕн: ifk [16:10:21] iנσѕн: idk [16:10:26] iנσѕн: hunny just leave it [16:10:49] the strong m: yea im tryin to leave it and start on new but u dont wnat..
10/31/2008  5:29:30 PM  i think 24/7  [DI] Peter  [16:11:18] iנσѕн: why should i make a new [16:11:19] iנσѕн: with you [16:12:40] iנσѕн: isnt it fine? [16:12:48] iנσѕн: why should i start over [16:12:53] iנσѕн: all i've done is try for you [16:13:02] iנσѕн: well it was obviously un noticed. [16:13:06] iנσѕн: C ya arround [16:13:07] iנσѕн: x
10/31/2008  5:29:41 PM  i think 24/7  [DI] Peter  [16:49:16] iנσѕн: look mimi, this will probably kill things, but when you said all that stuff about me i couldn't help but feel something for you, You were so kind etc and we had so much in common and after you spoke about chemistry that night i thought maybe we had some chemistry.... the next day we hardly spoke and I thought I did something wrong. I wanted to get to know you to see if there was anything... I know now there isn't but I just find you the most amazing Girl I've met in so long... You're so kind and good with me I was scared I would lose you as we didn't talk... and just got all wierd I guess... I don't expect you to like me again now but I guess its better off my chest. Its not your fault. I'm an idiot and I'm sorry. Just leave the past. I hope you find happiness soon
10/31/2008  5:30:30 PM  i think 24/7  [DI] Peter  [00:00:15] iנσѕн: i'm being honest with you [00:01:12] iנσѕн: my heart tells me i want you but my head keeps changing and i don't want to hurt you... i think... i'm scared of hurting you or making you sad becase we're so far away, its not like you can put an arm round your shoulder and say sorry. It's harder [00:01:21] iנσѕн: Mimi please can't we just forget about this all [00:01:33] iנσѕн: its the history and we have our own paths [00:01:42] iנσѕн: you will find hapiness soon. Trust me
10/31/2008  5:30:40 PM  i think 24/7  [DI] Peter  seriiously he make it sounds like we had something
10/31/2008  5:30:43 PM  i think 24/7  [DI] Peter  we was NORMAL FRIENDS
10/31/2008  5:30:48 PM  i think 24/7  [DI] Peter  :S
10/31/2008  5:31:01 PM  [DI] Peter  i think 24/7  wow
10/31/2008  5:31:08 PM  i think 24/7  [DI] Peter  [00:31:24] iנσѕн: like i said before [00:31:30] iנσѕн: i want to get to know you more [00:31:37] iנσѕн: as i thought we had stuff in common [00:32:14] iנσѕн: i've said all i can before to you [00:32:19] iנσѕн: I really like you [00:32:32] iנσѕн: you're the kindest and most considerate person [00:32:38] iנσѕн: i've met in a long time [00:32:59] iנσѕн: we have the same intrests, more or less [00:33:04] iנσѕн: we are good at the same things [00:33:15] iנσѕн: we've exchanged phone numbers [00:33:24] iנσѕн: you've said really nice thngs about me [00:33:38] iנσѕн: are they not all good things? [00:33:50] iנσѕн: Look its wrong of me to do this to you [00:33:55] iנσѕн: please block me [00:34:05] iנσѕн: until the time is right [00:34:09] iנσѕн: you know when that time is
10/31/2008  5:31:13 PM  i think 24/7  [DI] Peter  [00:35:21] iנσѕн: please. [00:36:00] iנσѕн: You know how i feel [00:36:03] iנσѕн: I know how you feel [00:36:20] iנσѕн: sorry mimi - I really don't want to do this [00:36:26] iנσѕн: call me when you think the times right [00:36:32] iנσѕн: or need me for something [00:36:34] iנσѕн: c ya [00:36:36] iנσѕн: xxx
10/31/2008  5:31:18 PM  i think 24/7  [DI] Peter  then he blocked me after that
10/31/2008  5:31:20 PM  i think 24/7  [DI] Peter  and then next day
10/31/2008  5:31:22 PM  i think 24/7  [DI] Peter  he pmed me again
10/31/2008  5:31:40 PM  [DI] Peter  i think 24/7  is he pmsing?
10/31/2008  5:31:46 PM  [DI] Peter  i think 24/7  seriously what is wrong with this kid
10/31/2008  5:32:14 PM  i think 24/7  [DI] Peter  [17:07:38] iנσѕн: mimi just forget yesterday.... I know im mucking you arround by everythign in my lifes gone strange over the past week... its just my wierd way to try cope with it. I spent last night in my bed for like 2 hours thinking and i think what i did made it all worse [17:07:47] iנσѕн: I just want to be normal again with you [17:07:50] iנσѕн: start over