Broken family 3

I doubt anyone is even listening.
But i remember when family was everything.
Now when I look at my family I see nothing.
Its like we no longer care.spendimg time with each other is rare. And when I do I can see crystal clear I'm not wanted here.
It hurts cause I remember the love our family shared.

do I really got to make a rap to show you all that I snapped and this young blood i longer give a crap about.
You all pushed me out.
Never once did you ever help me.
Then you wanna use me like you know me?Like you never outcasted me and done your best to forget the black sheep that nobody wanted to keep.
Is this rap getting deep?
Good cause I'm goin deeper.
Sympathy is something you won't find.
I'm not like the rest of my kind.
I got a devil stuck inside my mind.
You don't know how hard these words are for me to say cuz I remember back in the day we used to celebrate every holiday and birthdays. Water balloon fights, when we had a real family. But now look at our family now days.Soon as we say hi i can't wait to say bye.
Only time we get together now is if someone dies.
Save your fake cries. I'm sick of living in this lie.
You never had back.
Always quick gossipc like I'm your favorite subject.
Maybe cause I'm the reject you always rejected.
But now I'm ready to fly away.
I'm reaydy to get away.
We're a broken family.
And it kills me.
Our family is dying. But we refuse to see.
Tell yourself another lie and pretend were fine when you deep inside your mind you know in our family "Family" is something you won't find.
Always quick to diss.
 wonder why when I left this family I won't miss.
And this ass you all can kiss.