CONVERSATION:
Connor: 11:02pm
Thomas what would you do if you were in my position and I in yours. Do you think I would behave the way you are? And if I did act the way your acting now, what would you do in my shoes?

Just because I've stayed out of this doesn't mean I don't have a say in it. I've just tried to be patient. Think about it.


Thomas: 11:30pm
What am I doing that is affecting you at all... What have you stayed out of?

Thomas: 11:37pm
Sorry, let me rephrase that, if you are referring to Grace's and my friendship, then sorry that we are so close... Besides that I don't know what your talking about.

Connor: 12:13am
I think she honestly wants to just be one of your good friends, but you keep making everything weird

Thomas: 12:13am
Connor, as of right now you know nothing
And I'm not going to tell you anything
so, I'll keep doing what I'm doing
and you just keep doing what your doing

Connor: 12:14am
That's fine. I really don't need to know. Grace tells me everything though. So i;m not misinformed

Thomas: 12:14am
does she
thatts nice

Connor: 12:14am
Yes. Typicaly secrets are not part of a relationship

Thomas: 12:14am
No shit sherlock

Connor: 12:15am
How would you know?

Thomas: 12:15am
Because she tells me everything too

Connor: 12:15am
About
Example?
Honestly. Im not even asking you to forget her. I;m just asking you to be friends with her. You don't have to leave when I come in the band room. Or completely ignore my presence

Thomas: 12:16am
She cries her self t sleep every night because of her dad's depressive state

Connor: 12:16am
I know that actually
I've talked to her about it

Thomas: 12:17am
shut up
thats great
do you think i give a shit?

Connor: 12:18am
All i'm saying is your being a dick. I would never do something like this if you were going out with her
At all

Thomas: 12:18am
You havent been through what ive been through
you have no room to talk

Connor: 12:19am
What does your past experience have to do with right now?

Thomas: 12:19am
MY PAST EXPERIENCE WITH GRACE

Connor: 12:20am
What about it? You guys have been good freinds for a long time?

Thomas: 12:21am
then that proves you know absolutly nothing

Connor: 12:21am
Did you like her before or after Billy?


Thomas: 12:21am
Before... I helped her get over billy

Connor: 12:22am
Well. That's good. I think i remember her telling me that. Him and coyle were tools anyway

Thomas: 12:23am
Well
good for em
But, Im not done with grace yet
so
have fun
cause all I want is a fair chance

Connor: 12:24am
You've had a year and three months for that

Thomas: 12:24am
and after a year and fucking 3 months, I think I deserve it

Connor: 12:24am
Well why hasn't she given it to you?
Answer me that.

Thomas: 12:24am
You know everything
apparent;ly

Connor: 12:25am
That's the one thing I haven't figured out yet. I think she was mostly just creeped out by how you don' let go of things.

Thomas: 12:26am
And have you ever tried to be 'juyst friends' after over a year of trying to be more
It doesn't work like that
so it's either, I continue
or walk away

Connor: 12:27am
Well maybe you should get the year and 3 month hint that she doesn't like you enought to go out with you?

Thomas: 12:27am
shut up
don't even fucking go there


Connor: 12:28am
Then quit being irrational

Thomas: 12:28am
If your such a fucking good boyfirend
why are you worried about what I'm doing

Connor: 12:30am
Nobodys perfect. And i'm worried because she's my girlfriend. And because you won't leave her alone. And I don't mean forget her as a freind, i mean quite trying to be "more then just freinds"

Thomas: 12:30am
That's not how it works after this long
what your asking me to do is to walk away

Connor; 12:31am
Even if just for the duration of our dating. And if you can;t forget it, then just surpress it.

Thomas: 12:31am
fine

Connor: 12:31am
NO. I;m just saying keep it to yourself.

Thomas: 12:31am
I hope grace is ok with you telling me that
cause she just lost one of her greatest friends

Connor: 12:31am
She still wants to be your freind

Thomas: 12:32am
you don't have to worry about me
goodnight

Connor: 12:32am
She just doesn't want to be "more then friends"

Thomas: 12:32am
I cant be just a friend

Connor: 12:32am
Why?

Thomas: 12:32am
I never wanted to be just a friend


Connor: 12:32am
Are you that infatuated?

Thomas: 12:33am
so your telling me to walk away

Connor: 12:33am
I;m telling you to take a step back for awhile. Wait and see how things play out. Still be her friend.

Thomas: 12:34am
Cant do it
sorry
wish I could
you dont understand me

Connor: 12:34am
Why can't you?

Thomas: 12:34am
you never will
so how bout you shut the fuck up

Connor:12:34am
That's the most retarded answer i've ever heard

Thomas: 12:34am
and lets hope Grace is happy with what your telling me to do

Connor: 12:35am
I talked to her not more then 40 min ago

Thomas: 12:35am
SO SHE OBVIOUSLY HASENT TOLD YOU EVERYTHING

Connor: 12:35am
I keep her up to date

Thomas: 12:35am
or else youd understand why I cant just be friend

Connor: 12:36am
Then why don't you fill in the gaps? If she sat me down RIGHT NOW. And told me that she liked you and that she was through with me, i would leave alone. Because I care about HER feelings more then my own

Thomas: 12:36am
Do you really
then she doesnt need me

Connor: 12:36am
Grace's feelings? Ever heard of them? And yeah i really care

Thomas: 12:36am
what youve told me tonight is this
she tells you everything
and you care for her more than you
she doesn't need me

Connor: 12:37am
Then myself
She still wants to be JUST your best freind
She's TOLD ME that

Thomas: 12:37am
IVE BEEN DEALING WITH HER FEELINGS FOR A YEAR AND THREE MONTHS

Connor: 12:37am
In those exact words

Thomas: 12:37am
really
have her text me that

Connor: 12:38am
No, you've been dealing with your own feelings for her, and in the process completely disregarding hers

Thomas: 12:38am
SHUT THE FUCK UP
i am seriously warning you
do not go there
so grace is awake?

Connor: 12:39am
Then quit going where your going
no





Thomas: 12:39am
Im saying Im walking away
you should be happy
Because in this world
besides my family
I care for ones persons feelings the most
Grace's

Connor: 12:40am
I don't want to be a dick. I just never want to hear that you made her cry again

Thomas: 12:40am
Do you even know why she cried?

Connor: 12:41am
You have no idea how much that pissed me off

Thomas: 12:41am
tell me

Connor: 12:41am
I do

Thomas: 12:41am
tell me

Connor: 12:42am
Is it because you cry and threaten to do stupid shit because you think you have a terrible life (which is not true, because your friends with one of the best girls in the world)

Thomas: 12:43am
dont even talk about my life

Connor: 12:43am
You asked and i answered

Thomas: 12:43am
I didnt threaten to do anything

Connor: 12:44am
Then tell me why she was crying
You tell ME

Thomas: 12:45am
I simply told her that the amount of time and effort I put in to her, to make her feel good, how nice and respectful I am... It would be nce to get a little in return

Connor: 12:45am
IF it's about her dad, she allready explained that to mme

Thomas: 12:45am
And she got upset
she didnt understand
started to cry

Connor: 12:46am
BEECAUSE YOUR MAKING HER FEEL LIKE SHIT. She made as decision and your making her feel guilty
Because she's such a wonderfully nice person that she can't just let it go

Thomas: 12:47am
Im done
you d
dont
know
anything

Connor: 12:47am
I;m trying to lean
learn

Thomas: 12:47am
are you
then step one
dont piss me off

Connor: 12:48am
Because whether you like it or not, it's part of my life now

Thomas: 12:48am
goodnight

Connor: 12:48am
I'm not scared of you thomas. Like at all. And i don't know why you have to be such a duche
What would you do in my position? You'd be fucking pissed that someone was trying to be something special to your girlfreind. That's what
I asked her when before we started talking about going out, and she told me you guys were just good freinds. I didnt even know about all this till later.