FIRE&BLOOD FORM | JUSTSAV | YOSHIHARA HARUKO

▬ username; JustSav / tsundoku-


WE WALK THROUGH THE FIRE.


▬ full name; YOSHIHARA HARUKO / HAILEY YOSHIHARA
▬ nickname(s);
	-HARU > everyone addresses her as Haru simply because it's what she prefers to be called
	-PRETTY PRINCESS > by the boys because she's beautiful and because it's like a cute pet name they have for her (yes, even the love interest)
	-HAIL BAIL > by her brothers because she absolutely loathes the nickname
▬ nationality; ITALIAN
▬ ethnicity; JAPANESE
▬ birthplace / hometown;
	BIRTHPLACE; TOKYO, JAPAN
	HOMETOWN; MILAN, ITALY
▬ date of birth; MARCH 14, 1996
▬ height / weight;
	HEIGHT; 170 CM
	WEIGHT; 53 KG
▬ faceclaim / backup;
	FACECLAIM; SANA from TWICE
	BACKUP; CHUNGHA from I.O.I


▬ background;
	Growing up she knew she was intelligent and wasn't afraid to strut that intelligence around. She excelled more than those around her whether it be academically or even socially. She grew up spoiled by her parents, loved by many, and the item of jealousy in school. She wasn't afraid to be who she was and didn't even care how conceited she may seem. In the end the only thing that was important was herself and her family. Financially they were more than well off with her father owning one of the biggest hospital chains in Japan and he worked as a vip surgeon for important celebrities and guests and her mother a well known lawyer.
	Knowing that because of their high status and wealth the parents feared the safety of their children and sent them to a boarding school outside of country, more specifically Italy. The boarding school was expensive, but it was one of the best in Europe, and it proved when the three siblings had the highest scores in their grade. The three siblings at the time spent their childhood in the European city and only went back to visit their parents during the holidays. Despite the distance they weren't estranged from their parents and spoke whenever was possible. Haru became the person she was because of her parents, her money, her looks, and her confidence washing away any insecurities other girls her age may have. Her life in Italy was one filled with carefreeness. She loved partying, having fun with boys, and being around friends. She cared more about the social aspect of her life than her academics knowing that in the end she was smart enough to handle anything.
	She was forced to grow up around the time she graduated from the boarding school. For a majority of her life she lived the very carefree life she enjoyed and what not, but she was ready to attend college at MIT for health sciences and technology and mechanical engineering. However, halfway through her first year of school her mother suffered a stroke and passed away. Ultimately it changed Haru in the way where she's more serious about her family. But it definitely made her more paranoid.
	She eventually did not finish her college education in MIT and went back to Japan. She had promised herself that she'd work harder and helped alongside her brothers in the hospital and tried getting her nursing degree before trying to become a surgeon. One of the main hospitals that her father works at was attacked by a local gang who were angered at the fact that one of her father's surgeries failed — not that it was his fault — and attacked the hospital. Her and her brothers were held hostage in one room and had to wait for the police to come, but she was fearful ever since that night. Her father was left paralyzed from the waist below and her brothers were in intensive care for a good few weeks whilst she was left traumatized and a few bruises and cuts.
	Haru began designing the suit as a way for protection for her family. She invested most of her money into the suit, but in the beginning she wasn't making it for herself. She first made it for her father thinking he'd suffer the most attacks and in hopes that the suit would help her father walk again. Later on she realized that she wasn't completely left harmless and had suffered from an internal injury. It wasn't any gang that had attacked but one her father had previously worked with during his college days and had a vendetta against from the beginning. The internal injury was damaging her immune system and attacked her vital organs slowly. Immediately her father recommended a surgery for her hence where she got the arc reactor without his daughter knowing and allowed it to be in sync with the machinery of the suit.
	That day was bittersweet because she soon worked harder to become someone who can stand up to challenges like the once she faced. She has this whole persona and idea now that if no one can save her or the people she cares about she has to be the one to do it somehow. But it's bitter because it took away her mother who she never got to see growing up and now she can't see her whatsoever. It changed her perspective of life and her partying ways because in some aspects she does blame herself for not spending enough time with her family members.
	In the group she is known as the bank account with her growing wealth due to her pharmaceutical chain growing across nations and her improvement in modern medicine and engineering.
▬ family;
	-YOSHIHARA AKIHITO | FATHER | 50 | SURGEON | 4 OUT OF 5
	-HOSHINO KUMIKO | MOTHER | 49 | LAWYER | 4.5 OUT OF 5
	-YOSHIHARA KAITO | OLDER BROTHER | 26 | 5 OUT OF 5
	-YOSHIARA SHINOBU | OLDER BROTHER | 24 | 5 OUT OF 5
	-YOSHIHARA MISA | YOUNGER SISTER | 10 | 4 OUT OF 5


IS THERE A WAY OUT?


▬ slot / backup;
	SLOT; TONY STARK / IRON MAN
	BACKUP; NATASHA ROMANOFF / BLACK WIDOW
▬ codename; ARES


▬ personality;
	She grew up very confident due to how she was raised by her parents. For the beginning of her life she was always taught that she could overcome everyone else. That she could be smarter than everyone else and that she's prettier than everyone else. It wasn't her parents trying to be conceited or anything, but what they wanted for their only daughter at the time was for her to grow up confident and for her to think that anything is possible for her. They didn't want Haru to grow up with insecurities such as wondering if her body is ideal in society or if she was smart enough or if she could achieve anything in a male dominated field. With that confidence she became overly confident and sarcastic with the idea that she can achieve anything she wants.
	Haru is very much haughty in the sense where she sometimes mistakes her arrogance for confidence. In her eyes she thinks she can be better than everyone else, if not, she already is. Because she's so intelligent she thinks that whatever decision she makes will be the best hence making her stubborn streak come out. If she has her mind set on something she won't back down on it, she refuses to change for anyone else which frustrates everyone else. However she does have that leadership in the aspect where she does consider all the options beforehand. She plans everything out and considers and weighs the consequences each option will have. She makes decision based on what she believe will be best for the entirety of the world and the team of course. However if something does go wrong because of her choices it makes her lose that confidence in her for a period of time. She tortures herself in her consequences to make sure she doesn't ever make a bad choice like that ever again. She can make a decision on the spot even with considering all the options. Haru won't ever admit that she cares, but she does secretly and shows it through her action. Like you can talk to her about whatever problems you may have but don't expect a heartfelt advice from her, just expect her to order you stuff you like as an attempt to comfort you. Or sometimes she'd handle the problem for you without knowing.
	If she were to make a mistake I feel like she wouldn't openly admit that she's wrong. I genuinely think that she'd brush it off in front of others because she doesn't want to delve deeper into the subject because it'll expose her to the judgement of others. But when she's alone she doesn't realize that she subconsciously thinks about it and sort of punishes herself. She makes improvement to the suit to the arc reactor: anything to make her improve and to prevent the mistakes from happening again. Like if a mistake was to arise she wouldn't like all the blame to be put on her and sometimes she panics and point out other people's mistakes. I feel as though this is the one time she'll truly lose her confidence is when others think differently of her. It's a silly notion since she's so out there and since she claims to be so confident, but that's because a majority of the time she doesn't listen to what people think of her.
	She's very social and has that flirtatiousness inside of her. Honestly she doesn't care what gender you are she will flirt the fuck out of you. Most of the time it means she shows an interest in you or it's because she's comfortable with you. But most of the time she won't act on that flirtatiousness nature of hers. Like just because she's flirting with you most of the time it won't go anywhere. She knows she's pretty she knows she can do way better than any of the guys that flirt with her, but it's because it feeds to her ego that she's excited. It's her way of being playful almost. Her bold and flirtatious nature is intimidating at first, but you'll get used to it.
▬ trivia;
	-has asthma
	-allergic to strawberries and will break out if she eats them or touches them
	-has a fear of clowns and the dark
	-always wears heels no matter what like i'm pretty sure she wears them even when she's in the suit
	-certified in cpr
	-graduated early and has degrees in different types of engineering and sciences
	-names her plants, animals, and items "tom"
	-cannot lie for her life
	-uses cuteness as her advantage
	-can play the piano since a young age
	-has a bad habit of biting her nails and baking when she's stressed out
	-all her social media is @misshailey
	LIKES;
		-italian cuisine > because she grew up in italy she cannot go back on the cheap, unauthentic italian food she needs the real deal
		-butter pecan ice cream > it was a taste her brothers got her hooked up on
		-wearing men's jackets > it's just comforting for her and in her eyes it makes the person way more attractive if they offer her their jacket
		-beauty and the beast > it was the one disney movie she memorized line by line and always dreamed of having that special moment
		-korean / chinese dramas > it's the only guilty pleasure she has and basically drowns herself in the drama if she loves it, like she'll binge watch the hell out of it
		-late night drives > she's a night owl and sometimes driving on the empty roads gives her a peace of mind and helps her think
		-reading > she genuinely loves reading and prefers to enhance her intelligence
		-fancy sports car > growing up with two older brothers she picked up their interest of sports car and grew to love them herself
		-wool blankets > there's something oddly comforting about a wool blanket that makes her feel a little bit better
		-fall colors > maroon, burgundy, mustard yellow, everything about those colors are beautiful in her opinion
		-anime > it's like a reminisce of the japanese childhood she never got so she watches it in hopes it'd bring her closer to the life she could've had
		-christmas > she loves the traditional western style christmas with the hot chocolate, ugly sweaters, carol singing, and setting up the tree together
		-roller coasters > she's a bit of an adrenaline junkie and doesn't mind a good roller coaster ride
		-snow > she's not used to snow so she loves it whenever she sees it
		-ballad music > it's soothing
		-any desserts with cinnamon > she loves the taste of cinnamon in general
		-christmas lights > they're so beautiful that she has them hung up in her room and sometimes she likes to turn off her lights so she watch them glitter
		-anything marble > marble counter tops, marble phone cases, marble nails, she's just obsessed with how marble looks in general
		-art museums > it makes her look boujee and what not but she genuinely loves art, especially anything watercolor related
		-the smell of cranberry candles > they have this crisp scent she enjoys
		-red licorice > she has a habit of biting her nails so she got into licorice to chew on instead of her nails
		-butter mints > they melt in her mouth and it's just so good
		-traveling > it's one of the perks of being wealthy but most of the time she travels for food and to see different tourist attractions or meet with other scientists in her field
		-guys with tattoos > in her eyes it's so damn hot and badass

	DISLIKES;
		-needles > hates needles in general
		-alcohol > it impaired her judgement and hates how much it controlled a majority of her teenage life and how it changes peoples' judgement and what not
		-being disorganized > she's a very neat and organized person
		-rudeness > she hates when people are rude when they don't know the other people or rude in general so expect a sassy comment from her
		-not being taken seriously > she has experienced this several times because she's a woman and because she does work in a lot of male dominated fields
		-hot weather > isn't a big fan of sweating or the hot weather because she rarely dresses skimpy like she used to. nowadays she's a bit more on the sexy business look instead of her usual romper or halter top look that she had before getting the suit
		-coffee > doesn't like the taste in general
		-tardiness > in her opinion it's really rude for someone to be tardy
		-sleeping early > she gets more anxious sleeping early and prefers to tire herself out by sleeping later
		-the dark > has a fear of the dark
		-math > even though she can easily excel in math she still hates it with the burning passion of a thousand suns
		-dark lipsticks > she doesn't hate in general she dislikes it for herself because she can't look good in them
		-black and white movies > they're frustratingly cringy in her opinion
		-greasy food > stuff like pizza and hamburgers aren't something she enjoys because it makes her nauseous
		-cats > because they're too much like her and it's frustrating
		-zoos > she doesn't like the idea of animals locked up
		-chocolate > she doesn't like the taste of it at all
		-the rain > she hates getting wet in general so things like the rain, swimming, and water rides aren't her style
		-judgement > she hates being judged and most of the time she prefers not to know what people think of her
		-being yelled at > she's a bit sensitive when it comes to yelling but when it's directed at her she freezes up and doesn't know what to do


OUT OF THE FIRE?


▬ love interest / backup;
	LOVE INTEREST; JUNGKOOK
	BACKUP; JIMIN
▬ first impressions / how they act around each other;
	HIS FIRST IMPRESSION: Yes she is very pretty, but at first he thinks she's very arrogant and pretentious. Honestly he doesn't have a good vibe from her and tries his best to stay away. But it's not when she's fighting and shows off her intelligence that he gets more intrigued and is like 'Oh okay she doesn't always talk about her looks and money' and basically he gets used to her confidence really quickly.
	HOW HE ACTS AROUND HER: at first he's very shy like he doesn't try to get close to her because he sorta doesn't want to. In his eyes he doesn't see her as anything more than the rich girl from a wealthy family. But later on he finds himself wanting to look after her because he worries about how she doesn't seem to look after herself. Like I feel that sometimes he subconsciously looks out for her like he sticks up for her without even realizing it sometimes. Later on he's more impulsive like he protects her without thinking or he stands up for her without thinking. But he's still so shy like even accidentally brushing his hand against hers would cause him to heat up like a tomato.
	HER FIRST IMPRESSION: There's no doubt that she found him attractive. But she found him a bit too quiet and awkward for her taste and thought that nothing would come out of her flirting with him other than him awkwardly staring and gaping. But she'll admit that he's smart and useful to the team. And sometimes he strays away from her that she finds herself wondering if she did something to him without knowing.
	HOW SHE ACTS AROUND HIM: She finds herself thinking more about her actions when she's around him. Like usually she's not the type to overthink on what she says or what she does, but she finds herself wondering if she's too extra or if she should tone down somethings. In a way she feels more selfconscious around him which is shocking considering how she grew up to be this overly confident person. She finds herself standing up for him like if random guys late at night were to talk shit about him as they're walking by she'll stick up for him. If girls tries flirting with him she somehow scares them away but she doesn't realize until later on that it's because she likes him.
▬ relationship trivia;
	-HE ALWAYS LETS HER WEAR HIS JACKETS > he's always been the gentleman but she absolutely adores it when he hands her his jacket
	-COFFEE > like whenever they get coffee (let's say a team member got them all coffee) he'd remember that she doesn't like coffee and would buy her juice or something
	-HUGS > like when she's sad sometimes he doesn't know what to say to make her feel better so he'd hug her or cuddle with her to calm her down and this was even before they got together
	-ARC REACTOR AND SUIT > she always tinkers with the reactor lodged in her chest or the suit and he gets annoyed and worries more than often because he's scared that she'll get hurt and sometimes he hates how she's trying to improve something in her body because he worries if it'll go wrong
	-DIRTY TALKING > he cannot dirty talk for his life but when she does it he like loses control because sometimes she slips in some italian and it sounds all hot and he gets all bothered and what not
	-FIGHTING > they always fight but it's like bickering and it's always about how he doesn't like how she's always flirting with guys because he thinks it'll lead her to danger one day and she doesn't like how he doesn't speak his mind sometimes
	-TAG TEAM > they're sort of like a tag team in the sense where she does the protecting first sometimes and then he finishes it off with an attack. sometimes they switch off


▬ password; dlwlrma
▬ requested scenes;
	- her with her big mouth when they're talking and is like 'Hey so when we have sex would my arc reactor be a turn off to you?'
	- like they're out in public and people are talking badly about her and they don't care that she's right there and they talk about how she got to where she is in life because of her looks and that's all that she has along with her wealth and he defends her like shut your face my honey is smarter than all of y'all so shut up before i use my fist to shut you up
	- him trying to communicate with her family members that only speak japanese, english, or italian and he gives up and tries learning japanese for her and she's like omg you squish
	- her getting frustrated with a failed mission and tries fixing the arc reactor on her chest by herself and he's like quietly watching her telling her to stop because he's scared that she'll do something bad
	- her using aegyo on him to get her way and he's like STOOPPPPPP
▬ note to lynn; yo you cute, you grateful, i appreciate that. also if i missed anything pls let me know !!