No excuse

The excuses they made to fuc* with me trying to control or modify my weight claiming to help but since they purge all stomach contents to try and increase my metabolic rate. There’s no reason for it other than aesthetic and the ability to abuse my body there is no benefit I never asked for help they just used all the documents and pictures from all my files to try and find a way to weasel themselves into my life when i can do everything myself all they’re doing is making me more suicidal everyday ive been cutting myself more regularly and i have been injected with cortisol to increase my stress levels because they are trying to get something out of me that doesn’t exist but once my body is motionless then they wont have an excuse ill build up slowly only cutting to alleviate the chemical imbalance with pain and other endorphins but theres no emotional changes just me noticing chemical imbalances from injections since how else would i always be in this state if not for purging my stomach to cause Glucose levels to lower to the point of headaches. regardless of how much i eat i am perpetually having my stomach and metabolism tampered with


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