==CLOTHES==
NOT my green flannel jacket
NOT my forgotten tomb shirt (another bm would be okay)
ideally something other than gray cargo or camo pants
ideally something other than black conv

she wears all black now so i should likely do the same on the day i do it
in this case, black conv will likely be okay

i'm thinking nfsc style torso - gray jacket, black hoodie underneath, dark pants, sneakers
C:\Users\Halagini\Desktop\text\clothes\misc images\nfsc protagonist.png

==REMEMBER==
red creep showed no signs of interest until i did - and she was somewhat standoffish like meghan
(i mean, what if she's suddenly acting like this because she's lost so much weight and considered me a potential partner but now she deems herself viable)
http://archive.is/hC2hG
"A shy girl won't just flirt with anyone, so you can be sure she is interested in you if you see that she tries to flirt back. She may flirt back by making more frequent eye contact"

==CONFIDENCE==
prior to age 11, any situation which involved girls had a girl surrounding and orbiting around me
even prior to puberty i had an alpha aura due to high prenatal testosterone in womb
in the most literal sense, i have almost all every secondary sex characteristic to exaggerated degrees

==THE FOUNDATION HAS BEEN LAID==
by going for red creep that day, you set the foundation for fucking doing it
see retrospectives of real shit






===================PRELUDE===================
she has lost an extreme amount of weight and i've gained weight
i need to wait a few months and lose the weight first (this applies for all females - even if i get rejected, i need to lose the weight for others)

i need to start building up a relationship with her involving smiling, a friendly aura and conversations lasting until i leave
this should happen 2-3 times imo
i need to audibly call her by her name at least once, earlier on which will cause her by surprise (not too often obviously)


---now listen
i think, prior to building up a relationship, if she continues to act standoffish that i should call her out by her name and ask her if she's okay because she seems slightly off

===================PLAN===================

-part 0-
read prelude
remember that it's easy as fuck - she'll be alone if i go at the right time (a.k.a. late monday)
shave day before then shave again the next day - remember that she'll be super close so take care
ensure cash is in wallet - at least $35 (procedure is generally $20 for wash)
remember that men and women literally exist to be with each other - there's no other use than to try to enter a relationship with them, that's the sole reason for existence (even my father sees this)
be ready to cut off the plan if anyone walks in for any reason - whether they're checking if anyone is available or if they actually sit down, if anybody is around then abandon if only because she would be publicly embarrassed



-part 1-
after 6 PM on monday, she will certainly be alone likely doing nothing
walk in, say hi without saying her name - save it
look at her in the eyes when her head is up (not too excessively at the start)

be extra friendly and completely unafraid to reveal my intentions during the procedure, considering this is it
maintain a conversation until the end
if she asks me if i have any plans, say the following:

i'm going down to the bronx to assist my father, a general contractor, in fixing the van (which needs to have window tint applied, 150 pound rear seats removed, snow tires applied to the rear because rwd, and new side skirts to get in/out)
then i'm going to transport him and his crew around manhattan for a few days since they have a string of expensive jobs and need a dedicated driver to complete them as fast as possible (or something)
i certainly don't mind since i'm getting paid very nicely for what amounts to some city driving
~feel free to fuck with this in any way i need to, no need to follow a script
ask her if she's ever been to nyc, maintain a neutral stance on whether or not i would live there (in case she ever intends to live there)


-part 2-
after wash she asks if there's anything else she can do for me, i say no
when we're at the register, i get money + tip out
i create eye contact and say "you know meghan, there actually is something you can do for me - you could give me your number"

the above works for several reasons
it's not just a pickup line but it's personally tailored to her, referencing her individual habit of always asking
it's more subtle and less cringe than reddit pickup lines
it boosts her ego and self-esteem, since it's personally tailored to her especially it feels more personal

based on what happens next, improvise because i can't predict the outcome




===NOTES===
-i have absolutely nothing to lose
-i have no social obligations of any kind
-she could say no but she could also say yes
it's real life
the same one you've been living
-DO SOMETHING INTERESTING