Kirishima - 10/12/2017
Well I'm not gonna sugarcoat it. I'm being honest and putting extreme focus on my feelings and what I did and what you did.
I can compare this with something but you may end up taking it the wrong way. And I don't mean that passive aggressivly.
I mean that because I have an big imagination and I end up throwing scenarios into the conversation that make it even more complicated than it needs to be and it'll lead to more misunderstandings.
Chazznificent - 10/12/2017
Honestly right now we're at a stalemate from my perspective. You're being a hypocrite. On the one hand, you want me to feel sorry for what happened. Which I would, I've already explained that. On the other hand, you're being aggressive, you've acknowledged that you are and you know that I'm not the person who has walked all over you. So, in a way, "Feel bad for me as I make you feel attacked."
Kirishima - 10/12/2017
Okay when I say "walk all over me"
I mean cuss me out.
And take advantage of the fact that I'll apologize for everything I've done while they don't have to apologize for hurting my feelings because I wanna stay their friend because I'm pathetic like that.
That's the walk all over me I'm talking about.
Now if I hurt your feelings, then I'm sorry I don't really mean to do that if that white knight brand on you was offensive for you.
Chazznificent - 10/12/2017
Mate you are sure as fuck not coming across as the submissive pathetic right now. Right now I feel like you're trying to force me into that role. As you can see, not happening.(edited)
And my feelings aren't hurt, I'm ticked, but I'm not hurt.
Kirishima - 10/12/2017
Well yeah, I don't want to. I have in the past and well I got gritty.
If that's how you feel on what I'm doing to you, then I'm sorry. And actually thinking about it. Yes, I guess that is what I was doing.
I got myself carried away. My fingers explode with words when I feel hurt.
I hate misunderstands so much y'know.
Misunderstandings, people not being upfront and honest here. That's the worst. Like it takes literal rocket science just for people to talk about this and try to settle it. I mean it's selfish on me to have to push you to understand my feelings.
When I asked what your thought process was for what I said and you told me...that really  set me off. How could you think that of me?
Chazznificent - 10/12/2017
Because I barely know you!
We have spoken a few times but it's not enough to get to know a person.
Kirishima - 10/12/2017
And?
Is it normal for someone to automatically assume the worst out of someone for a comment........that mind you didn't even involve what you thought?
I mean that's nearly like assuming someone's a racist or a homophobe over a true statement that isn't even offensive.
Chazznificent - 10/12/2017
Because the statement came across as sexist and i wasn't told otherwise.
Kirishima - 10/12/2017
And I still see no reason for that true statement to come off as sexist.
I don't know if I asked earlier but I'll ask now if I didn't. What made you think this?
Chazznificent - 10/12/2017
You don't. You're the one who made the statement you know your thoughts. We didn't and weren't given any other indication of it being wrong thereafter. Look, dude I'm done going around in circles with this. I'm going to stop. I'm sorry the assumption was wrong. I'm not happy with how you've conducted this discussion. I'm going to stop before we loop around again.
Kirishima - 10/12/2017
And I... got it all out so whatever answer I won't be so aggressive. You can be aggressive toward me as pay back. I'll be ready
Chazznificent - 10/12/2017
No dude because I'm a grown ass adult with bigger things to be concerned about than revenge against a guy on the internet.
Kirishima - 10/12/2017
Yeah you got a point there.
Well anyway, I let out what I wanted to let out, but this part here is my last request out of you. And I'm saying this from adult to adult about this.
If I say something... and you by some chance go off and feel what I said was offensive, either PM me about it, or don't say anything at all until you have 100% confirmation that I said was exactly what you think. I don't need a public embarrassment over your misunderstanding.
Chazznificent - 10/12/2017
.... yeah i'm done.
October 14, 2017
Kirishima - 10/14/2017
Say. I'm sorry about what I did the other day.
Chazznificent - 10/14/2017
I think I got a good measure of who you are now, man. I'm gonna keep it civil and chill af for the main room, but I think OOC'ly it's best to keep distance.
Kirishima - 10/14/2017
Who I am? Can I see it?
Chazznificent - 10/14/2017
Just scroll up. I'm done.
Kirishima - 10/14/2017
I'm sorry, I'm not really clear on the specifics, but if you say so.