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Celeste was born in America in 1986.

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Considering her parents'
background, education,

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and socioeconomic status,

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being somewhat on
the losing side of Reaganomics,

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the name of Latin origin seemed
an especially poetic choice.

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It carved her out some
predetermined destination,

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a route which to travel by.

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And many years before "Celeste"
rolled off the cultural tongue

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like a principled anecdote one
senses they were born knowing,

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she might not have been
described as all that special

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or conspicuously talented.

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However, she did possess
that proverbial "something,"

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which on occasion captured
the attention of her teachers

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and young peers.

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Despite what naysayers later
perceived of her ingenuity,

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she was actually
a very savvy businesswoman.

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In the beginning, she was kind
and full of grace,

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and at least she wrote
her own lyrics.

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No one could take that
away from her.

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She would be 13
going on 14 years old

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in the year 2000,

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the dawn
of the new millennium.

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Morning.

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- Good morning.
- Good morning.

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- Hello.
- Welcome back.

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- Good morning.
- Hi. Happy New Year.

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Therese, did you change
your hair?

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Uh, my sister cut it.
She's a hairdresser.

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Oh. Does she work in town?
I want a cut like that.

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Really? Uh, well,
she lives out of state.

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She was visiting us
for the holidays,

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but I can let you know
when she's back.

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Would you mind?
Sometimes you feel like a change.

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Sure, I can.

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- Hello.
- What's up?

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- Good morning.
- Hi.

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- Hi. Welcome back.
- Good morning.

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Okay.

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Welcome back, everybody.

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- Did you enjoy the break?
- Yes. Yeah.

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- Did you enjoy the break?
- Yes.

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Well, I received news
from Vice Principal Kane

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about our homeroom
computer appeal.

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What is it?

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I want to wait and share it
once everyone's arrived.

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We're waiting on, um,
Eric and Elyse.

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Well, they're probably
gonna take a while.

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Why is that?

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Aidan, let's not start
the year off at odds.

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Whatever you're saying to him,
you can save it for after class.

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He's here. I saw
Eric five minutes ago.

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- All right, then. We'll wait.
- Are we getting desktops?

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- I said we'll wait.
- Excuse me.

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Yes?

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My name is Cullen Active.

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What?

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Yes, Cullen, I know.

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Celeste?

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Celeste, go stand in the back
with the others.

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Is she breathing?

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No.

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Celeste,
you need to get up

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and step away from the windows,
because in a few minutes

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there will be
an explosion.

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What are you doing?

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Why are you doing this?

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Stop! Stop!

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I'm standing.

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I'll stand.

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Now everyone,
please shut up and be quiet.

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Go back inside!

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Cullen?

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Cullen, please let us go.

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I killed plenty
of people already.

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I'm sorry.
I can't do that now.

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Please. At least
let everyone else go.

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I'll stay here with you.

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And what are
we gonna do?

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We'll pray together.

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Shh. Everything's gonna be...

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- Clear.
- Adam Seven, clear in the classroom.

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Clear!

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Adam Seven, be advised...
multiple 80s.

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Room 206, second floor.

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Breathe in and hold your breath.

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Breathe.

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What are
you feeling now?

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I feel like
I'm on a boat.

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Nausea won't subside?

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It's not just that.

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I just feel
like I'm spinning.

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You think
it's in my head?

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No, I don't think
it's in your head at all.

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I just don't think it has anything
to do with your spinal injury.

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I need to sit.

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I'll get your chair.
Just a minute. Come on.

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Do you want to try
a few more steps?

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Okay. Good.

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All right.

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- There you go.
- Where's Dad and Eleanor?

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They went to
get us some food.

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Some of the other kids
have been complaining

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about their ears ringing
from the gun blasts.

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I talked to her doctor
about it, and...

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Great.

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- Hey, Mrs. Howard.
- Hello, Miss Celeste.

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I'm so sorry
I was sick.

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I should've
been there for you.

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I'm so grateful
you're alive.

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I think I would have died...
or just killed myself.

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I don't think
I could've standed it.

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I'm here now, and I am
never going to leave you.

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Ever.

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My God.

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Ellie, I think I've done
something terrible.

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What is it?

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It says here they found
Cullen's grandparents.

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They think that he shot both of
them three weeks before Christmas

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and lived with the bodies
over the holiday.

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- Ew!
- Dad...

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- Excuse me.
- Stop.

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I'm sorry. There are some news
people here requesting an interview.

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Oh, well, don't look at me.
It's up to her.

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I don't want anyone
to see me like this.

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You look fine.

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Can you talk
to them?

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Me?

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What am
I supposed to say?

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I wasn't there.

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Just tell them how sorry we
are for everyone that died.

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Call Mom.

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Are you sure?

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I can take you
to a telephone.

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Thanks, babe.

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- I think I want to try and sleep for a while.
- Good.

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I think I am going to try
and take your mother

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out to dinner
or something.

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Get her mind
off of things.

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Sure you don't need anything
else other than that keyboard?

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You know, I have a guitar
in the basement.

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Could bring that over,
teach you a little.

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Thanks, but...

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it's hard for me
to tilt my head down.

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So it starts like...

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so, one, two, three.

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Yeah.

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Twice.

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...remain
in critical condition.

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Hold them especially
in your prayers.

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Please join me now

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by turning to the page 13.

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I was informed earlier,

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and I guess some of you
are already aware,

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of last night's
arson attempt

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over at
the Active residence.

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Lieutenant Lynne at
the 120th Precinct has asked me

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to remind everyone
that that is the site

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of an ongoing
investigation,

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and its destruction would...

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gravely impair their officers'
ability to provide answers

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to the community's
many pressing questions.

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I would like to add...

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ferocious anger
prompted this,

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and we cannot have
any more anger

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or violence around us
this minute.

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I'll go a step further
by asking you all to please

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include the perpetrator

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of these vicious attacks
in your prayers.

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By this way of

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healing prayer

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and forgiveness,

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victims of this tragedy
will be...

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released from
their own grief

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and rage in the afterlife.

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Throughout the night, we'll be
asking New Brighton students

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to come up and share

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memories and recollections
with us.

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Please join me in welcoming
Celeste Montgomery

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from Stephanie Dwyer's
eighth-grade class.

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Um, I tried to prepare
something to say,

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but... I couldn't really put
my feelings into words exactly,

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so I thought
I'd do this instead.

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Uh, my sister, Ellie,
helped me a lot.

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This song is about us,

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and... it's for her.

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♪ Hey ♪

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♪ Turn the light on ♪

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♪ 'Cause I've got no one
To show me the way ♪

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♪ Please, I will follow ♪

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♪ 'Cause you're my last hope
I'll do anything ♪

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♪ You say ♪

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♪ And ♪

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♪ I tried it my way ♪

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♪ And I failed to save me ♪

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♪ From myself ♪

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♪ So ♪

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♪ Bind my hands now ♪

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♪ Shut my mouth down
I will listen ♪

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♪ Listen well ♪

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♪ So teach me ♪

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♪ Show me all you've got ♪

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♪ And in your words
I will be ♪

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♪ Wrapped up ♪

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♪ Speak to me ♪

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♪ You're my last hope ♪

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♪ And I will say nothing ♪

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♪ And listen to your love ♪

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♪ And I'm so lucky to be with you ♪

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♪ Keeping me from my shadow
Whoa ♪

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♪ And though I might
Have been torn to shreds ♪

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♪ By the people in my head ♪

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♪ I ♪

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♪ I let one tear fall ♪

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♪ And I crumble like
The Berlin Wall ♪

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At the advice of a producer,
Celeste would change the lyric

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from "I" to "we,"
and shortly thereafter,

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the entire country fell in step
with her sentiment.

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It was not her grief;
it was theirs.

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No longer merely
her experience,

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they reclaimed it
as their own.

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Over the course
of the following year,

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The song would become
an anthem for the nation.

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Simply put, it was a hit.

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♪ I, I, I, I ♪

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♪ I, I, I, I ♪

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♪ I, I, I, I ♪

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♪ I, I, I, I ♪

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♪ Devil may try
To kill your game ♪

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♪ So let him try ♪

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♪ I missed my train
Got stuck outside in the rain ♪

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♪ Let it go tonight ♪

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♪ And I don't got nothing
In my band, but ♪

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♪ Hell, that's all right ♪

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♪ I was used to loving
Never not in pain ♪

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♪ That's my sweet life ♪

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♪ I, I, I
Want to touch your sky ♪

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Sorry. I'm getting thrown off
from hearing my own voice.

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You want me to
pull that out?

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If you can do that, thanks.

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- No problem.
- Do you like it when I go

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- to the C before the refrain?
- No, not...

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- I thought that was D, sorry.
- That is a D right over there.

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Oh.

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Celeste,
let's take five.

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Meet me in the hall.

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You okay in there,
or are you in over your head?

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- No, I'm good.
- You trust me?

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Do you trust me?

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Yeah.

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- Yeah?
- Yeah.

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That's good, 'cause I've
been doing this a long time,

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and I can understand
if it's little overwhelming,

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but you have to trust
the process.

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The process works. That's why
you and your parents chose me

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to guide you
through this...

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strange and unpredictable
new process.

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So I want you to remember what I
told you at your parents' place

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the first time we met.

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You got to shut your eyes and pretend
like you're in your bedroom.

260
00:25:30,440 --> 00:25:32,896
You're just dancing in your bedroom,
and no one's looking at you,

261
00:25:32,920 --> 00:25:36,435
and you ain't got
a care in the world, okay?

262
00:25:36,480 --> 00:25:38,277
Okay.

263
00:25:38,320 --> 00:25:40,993
You got to tell me
if I'm not making any sense,

264
00:25:41,040 --> 00:25:44,256
'cause you got your head screwed on so
straight half the time I forget you're a kid.

265
00:25:44,280 --> 00:25:47,016
Don't worry yourself too much about the
technical stuff, 'cause I'm telling you,

266
00:25:47,040 --> 00:25:50,157
these people are not here to
listen to that fuckin' bass player

267
00:25:50,200 --> 00:25:53,397
riff like he's
Jaco Pastorius, hmm?

268
00:25:53,440 --> 00:25:55,670
- Okay.
- This is your show, okay?

269
00:25:55,720 --> 00:25:58,075
Remember that.
Run it. Okay?

270
00:25:58,120 --> 00:25:59,951
- You ready to get back into it?
- Yeah.

271
00:26:00,000 --> 00:26:02,275
- Good.
- But can you do me a favor?

272
00:26:02,320 --> 00:26:05,118
- Yeah.
- Can you watch your language around Ellie?

273
00:26:05,160 --> 00:26:07,515
It really bothers her
when people swear.

274
00:26:09,440 --> 00:26:11,590
Yeah, so I'm sorry.

275
00:26:11,640 --> 00:26:14,029
I-I, uh...

276
00:26:14,080 --> 00:26:17,197
I-I didn't realize
I was swearing at you.

277
00:26:17,240 --> 00:26:20,073
I wasn't thinking.
I'm sorry. Okay.

278
00:26:22,480 --> 00:26:24,176
So I just quickly
cut something together

279
00:26:24,200 --> 00:26:26,077
for the first
and the last verse,

280
00:26:26,120 --> 00:26:27,696
and it actually seems like
it's working really well.

281
00:26:27,720 --> 00:26:30,029
We might be over-thinking it.

282
00:26:30,080 --> 00:26:33,470
In the first verse, though, there's a
little crack or a hiccup or something

283
00:26:33,520 --> 00:26:36,159
in your delivery of
"'Cause I missed the train."

284
00:26:36,200 --> 00:26:38,668
So maybe we should just
take it from there?

285
00:26:38,720 --> 00:26:40,676
Great.
I'll nail that.

286
00:26:40,720 --> 00:26:42,915
Then we can get started
on "Body Talk."

287
00:26:42,960 --> 00:26:45,155
I'm sorry,
what section is that?

288
00:26:45,200 --> 00:26:47,839
It's the next track.

289
00:26:48,680 --> 00:26:50,238
Okay. Yeah.

290
00:26:50,280 --> 00:26:52,475
Let's get a head start
on tomorrow.

291
00:26:58,120 --> 00:27:00,429
Okay, here we go.

292
00:27:08,320 --> 00:27:10,675
I'm sorry I'm late.

293
00:27:10,720 --> 00:27:12,836
Thank you for waiting.

294
00:27:12,880 --> 00:27:15,758
Have you girls
been enjoying your stay?

295
00:27:15,800 --> 00:27:18,633
Yeah.
The hotel's very nice.

296
00:27:18,680 --> 00:27:20,591
Yeah. It's great.

297
00:27:22,160 --> 00:27:23,673
So, what's next?

298
00:27:23,720 --> 00:27:25,995
She beat me to the punch.

299
00:27:27,120 --> 00:27:29,315
Well, a few things.

300
00:27:29,360 --> 00:27:32,033
First, I've been meaning
to ask you if you, uh,

301
00:27:32,080 --> 00:27:34,355
have any background
in dance,

302
00:27:34,400 --> 00:27:36,231
or if your injury

303
00:27:36,280 --> 00:27:39,078
- prevents you from...
- I used to take ballet.

304
00:27:39,120 --> 00:27:40,314
And no.

305
00:27:40,360 --> 00:27:42,396
I just have to
be careful.

306
00:27:42,440 --> 00:27:44,271
That's great.

307
00:27:44,320 --> 00:27:46,834
Internally we've been discussing
a few upcoming events,

308
00:27:46,880 --> 00:27:49,553
performances we'd like
to pitch you for,

309
00:27:49,600 --> 00:27:52,114
and we'd love to set you up
with a choreographer.

310
00:27:52,160 --> 00:27:54,799
What kind of appearances?

311
00:27:54,840 --> 00:27:57,035
In-store performances,
things like that.

312
00:27:57,080 --> 00:27:58,957
It's a great way
to introduce

313
00:27:59,000 --> 00:28:01,150
your live experience
to the public

314
00:28:01,240 --> 00:28:05,677
and a great way for you to
get your feet wet in turn.

315
00:28:05,720 --> 00:28:08,280
Uh, Celeste,

316
00:28:08,320 --> 00:28:11,949
we really love
what you do here,

317
00:28:12,000 --> 00:28:14,673
but after everything
you've been through,

318
00:28:14,720 --> 00:28:18,076
I just think it's necessary to
be really straight with you

319
00:28:18,120 --> 00:28:20,554
and let you know
that there is

320
00:28:20,600 --> 00:28:22,556
no guarantee that
these new tracks will work.

321
00:28:22,600 --> 00:28:25,433
Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
She's 14 years old.

322
00:28:25,480 --> 00:28:29,314
You don't need to talk that way to her.
Talk to me that way, not her.

323
00:28:29,360 --> 00:28:31,954
Let me finish, please.

324
00:28:34,920 --> 00:28:37,912
it would be unconscionable
for me to

325
00:28:37,960 --> 00:28:40,190
not make a young person
like yourself fully cognizant

326
00:28:40,280 --> 00:28:43,238
of the reality
of the situation.

327
00:28:43,280 --> 00:28:45,475
You've given us
a great demo,

328
00:28:45,520 --> 00:28:48,159
and we are going to
pitch it hard,

329
00:28:48,200 --> 00:28:51,397
but... the rest
is out of our hands.

330
00:28:51,440 --> 00:28:53,237
It's fine.

331
00:28:53,280 --> 00:28:55,191
If it works, great.

332
00:28:55,240 --> 00:28:58,198
If not,
that's okay too.

333
00:28:58,240 --> 00:29:00,037
Well, that's great.

334
00:29:00,080 --> 00:29:02,514
On to the fun stuff then.

335
00:29:02,560 --> 00:29:06,189
This is what we had in mind
in terms of artwork

336
00:29:06,240 --> 00:29:10,756
for the EP that we'll be
sending to the stations.

337
00:29:10,800 --> 00:29:13,155
- What do you think?
- I like it.

338
00:29:14,880 --> 00:29:16,108
It's peach.

339
00:29:16,160 --> 00:29:18,151
We can change
the color.

340
00:29:18,200 --> 00:29:20,031
Just for now,

341
00:29:20,080 --> 00:29:22,753
try and focus more
on the feeling of the layout.

342
00:29:24,360 --> 00:29:26,396
- I like it.
- I like it too.

343
00:29:28,200 --> 00:29:29,679
Great. They know
what they like.

344
00:29:29,720 --> 00:29:31,756
That's great. We love it.

345
00:29:31,800 --> 00:29:35,554
The lyric inside of the font
gives it precedence,

346
00:29:35,600 --> 00:29:39,115
the advent of a new voice
being announced.

347
00:29:39,160 --> 00:29:43,438
But the most important thing to us
is that you feel well-represented.

348
00:29:45,040 --> 00:29:47,190
I feel well-represented.

349
00:29:47,240 --> 00:29:50,357
As your representative, I'd like
to express how highly unusual

350
00:29:50,400 --> 00:29:53,073
and inappropriate
that woman's conduct was.

351
00:29:53,120 --> 00:29:55,475
I had no idea
she was gonna sit down

352
00:29:55,520 --> 00:29:58,432
and give you a list of reasons that
she's not to be held accountable

353
00:29:58,480 --> 00:30:00,550
if she fails at her job.

354
00:30:00,600 --> 00:30:03,319
These salespeople are mostly the same.
Five minutes into a meeting

355
00:30:03,360 --> 00:30:05,999
you know they couldn't sell
a lifejacket to Natalie Wood.

356
00:30:06,040 --> 00:30:08,998
She was just telling me
not to get my hopes up.

357
00:30:09,040 --> 00:30:12,112
Of course you should
get your hopes up.

358
00:30:12,160 --> 00:30:14,628
Come on.

359
00:30:14,680 --> 00:30:17,353
So, from here,
pulling through five,

360
00:30:17,400 --> 00:30:19,436
walking six, seven,

361
00:30:19,480 --> 00:30:22,119
and down eight.

362
00:30:22,160 --> 00:30:24,913
Uh-huh, good.
So to do that slide,

363
00:30:27,080 --> 00:30:28,800
and you want to think
of actually lifting up

364
00:30:28,840 --> 00:30:30,717
as you're going down,
okay?

365
00:30:30,760 --> 00:30:34,196
You'll get more length on the slide.
Let me see it.

366
00:30:36,960 --> 00:30:38,552
- Good. You okay?
- Yeah, I'm good.

367
00:30:38,600 --> 00:30:40,477
- You sure?
- I'm fine.

368
00:30:40,520 --> 00:30:42,670
- We can take a break if you need.
- No, no, I'm okay.

369
00:30:42,720 --> 00:30:45,632
Okay. I'm gonna put the disc on,
and let's go from the top.

370
00:30:57,200 --> 00:31:00,112
♪ I, I, I, I ♪

371
00:31:01,560 --> 00:31:04,233
♪ I, I, I, I ♪

372
00:31:04,280 --> 00:31:07,829
- Finding the beat.
- ♪ I, I, I, I ♪

373
00:31:09,600 --> 00:31:11,158
Ready?

374
00:31:11,200 --> 00:31:13,953
Step right, left.

375
00:31:19,240 --> 00:31:20,719
Good.

376
00:31:20,760 --> 00:31:22,318
Grapevine.

377
00:31:30,840 --> 00:31:32,831
Going forward.

378
00:31:42,840 --> 00:31:45,638
And going down.
Good, okay.

379
00:31:45,680 --> 00:31:47,557
When the chorus comes in,

380
00:31:47,600 --> 00:31:49,352
try to sing along
with the track,

381
00:31:49,400 --> 00:31:51,231
to see how that feels,
okay?

382
00:31:51,280 --> 00:31:53,271
And just focus
on breathing,

383
00:31:53,320 --> 00:31:55,376
because you want to have enough
air to get through the track.

384
00:31:55,400 --> 00:31:57,277
Okay? Ready?

385
00:31:57,320 --> 00:32:00,471
Five, six, seven, eight.

386
00:32:13,880 --> 00:32:15,313
Keep going.

387
00:32:22,880 --> 00:32:25,269
Good. Step.

388
00:32:26,240 --> 00:32:27,593
Low.

389
00:32:31,480 --> 00:32:33,471
And hit.

390
00:32:34,960 --> 00:32:36,518
Good.

391
00:32:39,840 --> 00:32:42,070
And right. Left.

392
00:32:42,120 --> 00:32:43,473
Walk.

393
00:32:44,520 --> 00:32:46,158
Up.

394
00:32:48,000 --> 00:32:50,833
Good.
That feel okay?

395
00:32:50,880 --> 00:32:53,110
- Yeah.
- Good, good.

396
00:33:32,840 --> 00:33:35,308
Is this what
you wanted to see? Huh?

397
00:33:35,360 --> 00:33:37,396
Is this what
you wanted to see?

398
00:33:37,440 --> 00:33:39,510
They came into our house...

399
00:33:41,760 --> 00:33:45,070
The government
called it Operation Reunion,

400
00:33:45,120 --> 00:33:47,236
a delicate mission
carried out

401
00:33:47,280 --> 00:33:48,998
with military precision.

402
00:33:49,040 --> 00:33:50,758
No one was
seriously injured.

403
00:33:54,000 --> 00:33:56,230
What if you get
really big?

404
00:33:57,680 --> 00:33:59,272
First of all,

405
00:33:59,320 --> 00:34:01,436
I don't think that's
even happening.

406
00:34:01,480 --> 00:34:04,313
And second,
even if it did,

407
00:34:04,360 --> 00:34:06,828
it's not like I wouldn't
come home all the time.

408
00:34:13,920 --> 00:34:17,310
Really think I'm gonna be
able to get in anywhere?

409
00:34:17,360 --> 00:34:18,588
Totally.

410
00:34:18,640 --> 00:34:21,598
You look like
you're 22.

411
00:34:21,640 --> 00:34:23,596
No way.

412
00:34:23,640 --> 00:34:25,471
You do.

413
00:34:27,000 --> 00:34:28,991
"Excuse me, sir.

414
00:34:29,040 --> 00:34:31,679
Have you met
my baby sister?

415
00:34:31,720 --> 00:34:33,995
She's so sexy,
isn't she?"

416
00:34:34,040 --> 00:34:35,439
Shut up.

417
00:34:35,480 --> 00:34:38,233
It's true.

418
00:34:38,280 --> 00:34:40,555
You're the pretty one,

419
00:34:40,640 --> 00:34:42,995
and you sing
better than me.

420
00:34:43,040 --> 00:34:46,510
I know. And I'm bigger
than you too.

421
00:34:47,560 --> 00:34:50,120
Stop! Stop!

422
00:34:50,160 --> 00:34:51,878
Sorry.

423
00:34:51,920 --> 00:34:54,229
Hurts my back.

424
00:34:58,080 --> 00:35:00,275
- I'm not dressed.
- Okay.

425
00:35:06,040 --> 00:35:10,352
Got a call from the label,
from that P.R... bitch.

426
00:35:10,400 --> 00:35:12,914
- You want to hear about it?
- Is it bad?

427
00:35:12,960 --> 00:35:15,633
- You gonna let me in?
- Ellie's getting dressed.

428
00:35:15,680 --> 00:35:17,910
- They shopped it around to radio.
- And what?

429
00:35:17,960 --> 00:35:22,033
And you did it. She says "Alive" and
"Hologram" tested in the mid-90s.

430
00:35:22,080 --> 00:35:23,991
What about
the other ones?

431
00:35:24,040 --> 00:35:26,016
They did fine, I think, but
you got two, for Christ sake.

432
00:35:26,040 --> 00:35:28,429
You needed exactly one
to work.

433
00:35:28,520 --> 00:35:30,476
You don't seem excited.

434
00:35:30,520 --> 00:35:32,636
Well, you don't seem
very excited either.

435
00:35:32,680 --> 00:35:35,069
I'm thrilled. Just didn't
come as much of a surprise.

436
00:35:35,120 --> 00:35:36,997
A & R is sending through
a list of their acts

437
00:35:37,040 --> 00:35:39,395
they think you can open for
in the spring.

438
00:35:39,440 --> 00:35:41,456
- I can't believe it.
- Listen, I'm sending you home for a week or two.

439
00:35:41,480 --> 00:35:43,056
I want you to rest up,
'cause guess what?

440
00:35:43,080 --> 00:35:44,877
I'm taking you to Stockholm
after the break.

441
00:35:44,920 --> 00:35:46,478
- Really?
- It's in Europe.

442
00:35:46,520 --> 00:35:48,590
- I know.
- They want enough tracks for an album.

443
00:35:48,640 --> 00:35:51,074
I want you working with this guy.
The best.

444
00:35:51,120 --> 00:35:52,917
You'll know his stuff
when you hear it.

445
00:35:52,960 --> 00:35:55,520
He's written everything.
Hits.

446
00:35:55,560 --> 00:35:58,040
I told him, make space for you.
He said okay if we come to him.

447
00:35:58,080 --> 00:36:00,913
- Oh.
- So whatever you got... half-written,

448
00:36:00,960 --> 00:36:03,599
ideas, whatever you got...
let's go lay it down.

449
00:36:03,680 --> 00:36:06,638
You hear that, Ellie?

450
00:36:06,680 --> 00:36:09,831
See? I told you
you'd get really big.

451
00:36:12,120 --> 00:36:14,216
Following a short
visit home with their parents,

452
00:36:14,240 --> 00:36:17,073
Celeste's manager had
the girls' passports expedited,

453
00:36:17,120 --> 00:36:19,634
and the three of them
set flight for an unfamiliar

454
00:36:19,680 --> 00:36:22,513
if not particularly exotic
foreign city,

455
00:36:22,560 --> 00:36:26,473
where they would go on to have
many uniquely first experiences.

456
00:36:28,360 --> 00:36:30,999
Stockholm was home
to what business scholars

457
00:36:31,040 --> 00:36:34,032
and economic geographers call
an industry cluster,

458
00:36:34,080 --> 00:36:37,117
an agglomeration of talent,
business infrastructure,

459
00:36:37,160 --> 00:36:39,230
and competing firms
all swirling around

460
00:36:39,280 --> 00:36:41,475
one industry in one place.

461
00:36:41,520 --> 00:36:44,956
In the 1940s, church leaders
and cultural conservatives

462
00:36:45,000 --> 00:36:47,673
rallied together around
a solemn mission:

463
00:36:47,720 --> 00:36:51,076
to safeguard the country's youth
against the degenerate music

464
00:36:51,120 --> 00:36:53,634
that was being piped in
from America.

465
00:36:53,680 --> 00:36:58,071
To combat this threat, municipal schools
of music spread across the country,

466
00:36:58,120 --> 00:37:01,556
offering morally uplifting
instruction in classical music.

467
00:37:01,600 --> 00:37:05,115
One thing would eventually
to another.

468
00:37:05,200 --> 00:37:08,192
Born at the height
of this morally uplifting boom

469
00:37:08,240 --> 00:37:10,310
at the close
of the second war,

470
00:37:10,360 --> 00:37:13,989
Swedish producer Tor Erik
Romstad was initially skeptical

471
00:37:14,040 --> 00:37:17,589
but grew increasingly fond
of the inseparable sisters.

472
00:37:17,640 --> 00:37:20,279
And though he considered
himself a beat-up old atheist

473
00:37:20,320 --> 00:37:24,029
that had been phoning it in for
some time in the pop music game,

474
00:37:24,080 --> 00:37:27,311
he found the girls'
kind-hearted devotion to God,

475
00:37:27,360 --> 00:37:30,158
music, and most importantly,
one another,

476
00:37:30,200 --> 00:37:32,760
to be altogether inspiring.

477
00:37:32,800 --> 00:37:35,234
Over the course of five weeks,
he would turn out

478
00:37:35,280 --> 00:37:39,637
some of his career's most
addictive hooks and melodies.

479
00:37:39,680 --> 00:37:43,036
So far oblivious to the
impending deluge of notoriety

480
00:37:43,080 --> 00:37:45,389
these tracks would
soon afford her,

481
00:37:45,440 --> 00:37:46,919
Celeste primarily enjoyed
getting

482
00:37:46,960 --> 00:37:49,599
all this one-on-one time
with Eleanor.

483
00:37:49,640 --> 00:37:51,915
They never could've dreamed
they would one day

484
00:37:51,960 --> 00:37:53,791
casually travel
to Europe together,

485
00:37:53,840 --> 00:37:57,150
unsupervised and unattended.

486
00:37:57,200 --> 00:37:59,555
On weekends,
Eleanor enjoyed

487
00:37:59,600 --> 00:38:02,512
playing the role of the big
sister by taking Celeste around

488
00:38:02,560 --> 00:38:05,757
to the nearby bars
and local dance clubs.

489
00:38:05,800 --> 00:38:08,439
Before the massacre
at New Brighton,

490
00:38:08,480 --> 00:38:11,916
Eleanor might never have dared to
share these more disgraceful aspects

491
00:38:11,960 --> 00:38:15,316
of her recreational appetites
with her young sibling.

492
00:38:15,360 --> 00:38:19,148
But considering all the
suffering Celeste had endured,

493
00:38:19,200 --> 00:38:21,839
she was surely
old enough now to engage

494
00:38:21,880 --> 00:38:24,952
in the more pleasurable parts
of adulthood also.

495
00:38:25,000 --> 00:38:29,437
Celeste felt alive,
creative, and autonomous,

496
00:38:29,480 --> 00:38:32,631
in command
of her own destiny.

497
00:38:42,480 --> 00:38:44,789
Baby,
he's calling again.

498
00:38:44,840 --> 00:38:46,876
We're gonna miss
our flight.

499
00:38:46,920 --> 00:38:48,478
It's so early.

500
00:38:48,520 --> 00:38:51,478
Tell him I don't think
I can get on a plane.

501
00:39:00,720 --> 00:39:03,280
I don't believe this shit.

502
00:39:03,360 --> 00:39:05,669
I'm sorry.
I'm really sorry.

503
00:39:05,720 --> 00:39:08,240
- No, I'm sorry.
- No, don't say you're sorry.

504
00:39:08,280 --> 00:39:11,431
Just don't do it.

505
00:39:11,480 --> 00:39:14,836
It's the same old shit with
all you kids over and over.

506
00:39:14,880 --> 00:39:18,714
Your parents trusted me.
I take that seriously.

507
00:39:18,760 --> 00:39:20,273
Are you smiling?

508
00:39:20,320 --> 00:39:22,754
Are you smiling?
Don't smile at me.

509
00:39:22,800 --> 00:39:25,633
It's just that you're funny.
Don't yell at me.

510
00:39:25,680 --> 00:39:27,352
I'll stop yelling
when you wipe

511
00:39:27,400 --> 00:39:30,153
that condescending beam
off your face.

512
00:39:30,200 --> 00:39:32,555
Guess what?
Since you two both

513
00:39:32,640 --> 00:39:35,473
decided to completely fuck off
and do whatever you please,

514
00:39:35,520 --> 00:39:39,115
with zero consideration for what a
terrible position you put me in...

515
00:39:39,160 --> 00:39:42,072
morally, ethically,
legally...

516
00:39:42,120 --> 00:39:44,918
from now on,
I veto your request,

517
00:39:44,960 --> 00:39:48,714
and will swear and fuckin'
curse as much as I please.

518
00:39:48,760 --> 00:39:50,637
'Cause guess what?
I'm not buying

519
00:39:50,680 --> 00:39:53,672
this innocent little girl
shit you two are selling.

520
00:39:53,720 --> 00:39:55,870
Fine. It's a deal.

521
00:39:55,920 --> 00:39:57,592
Just stop yelling.

522
00:39:57,640 --> 00:40:00,871
I'm obviously
not yelling.

523
00:40:00,960 --> 00:40:04,953
You have 12 hours to lie knocked out
on a plane and get your act together.

524
00:40:05,000 --> 00:40:07,468
And what?
Think about what I've done?

525
00:40:07,520 --> 00:40:10,114
I called your room
10 times.

526
00:40:11,440 --> 00:40:13,556
What happens in 12 hours?

527
00:40:16,960 --> 00:40:20,032
- Going to L.A. to make a video.
- What?

528
00:42:40,200 --> 00:42:42,668
Did you enjoy
the show?

529
00:42:42,720 --> 00:42:45,712
- What?
- Did you like the show?

530
00:42:45,760 --> 00:42:48,194
Oh, sorry.
I actually just got here.

531
00:42:48,240 --> 00:42:50,196
He's your manager?

532
00:42:51,440 --> 00:42:54,113
How did you guys
connect?

533
00:42:54,160 --> 00:42:56,310
He saw me sing on TV.

534
00:42:56,360 --> 00:42:57,998
Oh, I'm Celeste.

535
00:42:58,040 --> 00:43:00,315
Can I get you a drink,
Celeste?

536
00:43:00,360 --> 00:43:02,590
No, I'm good, thanks.

537
00:43:02,640 --> 00:43:05,438
I have to work
early tomorrow.

538
00:43:05,480 --> 00:43:07,710
I'm making a video.

539
00:43:07,760 --> 00:43:09,830
Are you in it?

540
00:43:09,880 --> 00:43:11,836
Well, I hope so.

541
00:43:11,880 --> 00:43:14,030
It's a video
for a song I made.

542
00:43:14,080 --> 00:43:16,196
Well, what kind of music
do you make?

543
00:43:16,280 --> 00:43:19,078
- I'm embarrassed to say.
- Why?

544
00:43:19,120 --> 00:43:21,156
I don't want you
to make fun of me.

545
00:43:21,200 --> 00:43:23,395
I'm not gonna
make fun of you.

546
00:43:23,440 --> 00:43:24,793
Pop music.

547
00:43:24,840 --> 00:43:26,831
Ah, I love pop music.

548
00:43:26,880 --> 00:43:29,633
- No you don't.
- Of course I do. Who doesn't love pop music?

549
00:43:29,680 --> 00:43:32,877
What are you doing? Let's go back.
I want you to meet somebody.

550
00:43:32,920 --> 00:43:35,514
- I know your brother.
- Yeah, we've met around.

551
00:43:35,560 --> 00:43:36,959
Yeah. Celeste.

552
00:43:39,000 --> 00:43:40,558
Are you all right?

553
00:43:40,600 --> 00:43:42,636
I've taken a load
of pills before the set

554
00:43:42,680 --> 00:43:44,989
'cause I was nervous,

555
00:43:45,040 --> 00:43:46,871
and I think
I need some new stuff

556
00:43:46,920 --> 00:43:49,275
to counteract
the old stuff.

557
00:43:49,320 --> 00:43:51,197
Do you have any drugs
in the room?

558
00:43:51,240 --> 00:43:53,390
Only painkillers.

559
00:43:53,440 --> 00:43:55,874
Oh. Okay.

560
00:43:55,920 --> 00:43:58,878
I have to go back downstairs
and get a new key.

561
00:43:58,920 --> 00:44:00,831
I think I grabbed
my sister's.

562
00:44:09,600 --> 00:44:11,875
That is nice.

563
00:44:16,000 --> 00:44:18,230
I love this shit.

564
00:44:24,200 --> 00:44:25,952
Yeah.

565
00:44:39,600 --> 00:44:43,195
This is brilliant. This is, like,
the best song I've ever heard.

566
00:44:43,240 --> 00:44:45,151
Shut up.

567
00:44:45,200 --> 00:44:47,953
You left out
a drop and crawl.

568
00:44:48,000 --> 00:44:50,560
I'm not doing that.

569
00:44:50,600 --> 00:44:51,874
You do it.

570
00:44:51,920 --> 00:44:55,629
Fine. I will.

571
00:44:55,680 --> 00:44:58,035
Get off my stage.

572
00:45:00,560 --> 00:45:03,870
Stop. Oh, God.

573
00:45:07,080 --> 00:45:08,832
Stop! Stop!

574
00:45:11,040 --> 00:45:12,712
You make
the same sort of music

575
00:45:12,760 --> 00:45:15,513
the boy who attacked me
used to listen to.

576
00:45:17,800 --> 00:45:20,189
Does that remind you
of him?

577
00:45:21,680 --> 00:45:23,989
It did, just this moment.

578
00:45:26,360 --> 00:45:29,318
I hope that doesn't
upset you too much.

579
00:45:31,400 --> 00:45:32,833
It doesn't.

580
00:45:35,320 --> 00:45:39,279
I think when you meet someone who's going
to become an important figure in your life,

581
00:45:39,320 --> 00:45:43,836
that... it forces us
to look back at the past

582
00:45:43,880 --> 00:45:47,395
so we can get on
with the future, is all.

583
00:45:51,640 --> 00:45:54,029
In my defense,

584
00:45:54,080 --> 00:45:57,914
maybe it was the thing that
pushed that kid over the edge,

585
00:45:57,960 --> 00:46:01,077
or... maybe it was
the only thing

586
00:46:01,120 --> 00:46:04,510
that could've saved him and
all those other poor kids.

587
00:46:06,320 --> 00:46:09,915
Anyhow, I'm glad I'm
already important to you.

588
00:46:12,600 --> 00:46:15,398
I don't like to
think about it

589
00:46:15,440 --> 00:46:18,000
or talk about it.

590
00:46:18,040 --> 00:46:20,429
Why would you?
I mean,

591
00:46:20,480 --> 00:46:22,675
what is there
to talk about?

592
00:46:26,240 --> 00:46:29,915
That's what I love
about pop music.

593
00:46:29,960 --> 00:46:33,714
I don't want people to
have to think too hard.

594
00:46:33,760 --> 00:46:36,354
I just want them
to feel good.

595
00:46:41,360 --> 00:46:44,352
Ever since it happened,

596
00:46:44,400 --> 00:46:46,914
I have the same dream
every night.

597
00:46:48,800 --> 00:46:50,392
Tell me.

598
00:46:53,640 --> 00:46:55,676
In my dream, I'm speeding
through a tunnel

599
00:46:55,720 --> 00:46:58,837
that doesn't seem to end.

600
00:46:58,880 --> 00:47:02,634
I'm late to meet someone
at the other side.

601
00:47:04,560 --> 00:47:06,676
And every time I turn

602
00:47:06,760 --> 00:47:09,718
these wide bends in the road,

603
00:47:09,760 --> 00:47:12,479
I drive past a body,

604
00:47:12,520 --> 00:47:14,795
but I don't stop for it.

605
00:47:16,400 --> 00:47:17,992
Dead body?

606
00:47:20,000 --> 00:47:21,797
Not exactly,

607
00:47:23,120 --> 00:47:24,599
but...

608
00:47:26,760 --> 00:47:28,671
lifeless.

609
00:47:33,040 --> 00:47:34,553
After a while,

610
00:47:34,600 --> 00:47:38,991
I realize that they're
these doubles of me,

611
00:47:39,040 --> 00:47:41,270
like clones,

612
00:47:41,320 --> 00:47:44,835
that I've tried to send
down the tunnel in my place.

613
00:47:44,880 --> 00:47:49,192
But they never made it
to the other side.

614
00:47:49,240 --> 00:47:51,435
They're never the same age.

615
00:47:53,320 --> 00:47:56,756
They're always laid out
in different configurations.

616
00:47:57,680 --> 00:47:59,238
Makes sense.

617
00:48:01,080 --> 00:48:02,911
Does it?

618
00:48:04,440 --> 00:48:06,476
Sure.

619
00:48:06,520 --> 00:48:10,035
I mean,
you almost died.

620
00:48:10,080 --> 00:48:12,036
So...

621
00:48:12,080 --> 00:48:15,629
now it's easy to imagine
yourself dead at any age.

622
00:48:18,440 --> 00:48:21,591
I don't think that's
what it's about, because...

623
00:48:21,640 --> 00:48:24,200
in my dream,
I know that I will never die.

624
00:48:28,920 --> 00:48:31,480
What's at the end
of the tunnel?

625
00:48:34,720 --> 00:48:37,518
I always wake up
before I get there.

626
00:48:39,720 --> 00:48:42,154
But I'm so frightened,
because...

627
00:48:42,200 --> 00:48:45,078
I'm going somewhere
where no one can find me

628
00:48:45,120 --> 00:48:47,236
and no one knows my name.

629
00:49:24,040 --> 00:49:26,156
Wake up!

630
00:49:26,200 --> 00:49:28,111
What are you doing
in here?

631
00:49:28,160 --> 00:49:32,551
You got to wake up.
We have to call Mom and Dad.

632
00:49:32,600 --> 00:49:34,989
Where's the remote?

633
00:49:35,040 --> 00:49:38,032
A plane crashed into
a building in New York.

634
00:49:38,120 --> 00:49:39,792
And playback.

635
00:49:45,880 --> 00:49:47,757
♪ Oh ♪

636
00:49:52,440 --> 00:49:54,908
♪ Oh, pretend and lie ♪

637
00:49:54,960 --> 00:49:57,428
♪ There is
Smoke and fire ♪

638
00:49:57,480 --> 00:49:59,869
♪ You are the great desire ♪

639
00:49:59,920 --> 00:50:04,152
♪ I wish you'd disappear
Now I've seen enough ♪

640
00:50:04,200 --> 00:50:09,957
♪ Of your dirty
Lo-o-o-o-ove ♪

641
00:50:10,000 --> 00:50:11,558
♪ Yes, I have seen ♪

642
00:50:11,600 --> 00:50:17,357
♪ Enou-ou-ou-ou-ou-ough ♪

643
00:50:17,400 --> 00:50:20,517
♪ Of your dirty love
Now I get you up ♪

644
00:50:20,560 --> 00:50:23,632
♪ I just want you gone ♪

645
00:50:23,680 --> 00:50:27,309
♪ I need to be alone
You're dirty magic ♪

646
00:50:27,360 --> 00:50:30,477
♪ You've broken my heart ♪

647
00:50:30,520 --> 00:50:32,112
♪ With your black art ♪

648
00:50:37,840 --> 00:50:40,274
- Cue the set?
- Set.

649
00:50:40,320 --> 00:50:42,629
And playback.

650
00:50:55,680 --> 00:50:57,477
Haunted by the ephemeral image

651
00:50:57,520 --> 00:51:00,478
of her sister and manager's
nocturnal encounter,

652
00:51:00,520 --> 00:51:04,115
wrestling feelings
of betrayal and exclusion,

653
00:51:04,160 --> 00:51:05,912
Celeste's loss of innocence

654
00:51:05,960 --> 00:51:08,599
curiously mirrored
that of the nation.

655
00:51:10,520 --> 00:51:13,080
From that day forth,
the girls' paths diverged,

656
00:51:13,120 --> 00:51:15,395
and the two sisters
were forcefully pushed towards

657
00:51:15,440 --> 00:51:18,750
opposing severities
of their characters.

658
00:51:18,800 --> 00:51:21,075
One for the money,
two for the show,

659
00:51:21,120 --> 00:51:24,157
three to get ready,
and four we go.

660
00:51:27,880 --> 00:51:29,393
Cut. Good.

661
00:52:42,240 --> 00:52:44,993
In the year 2017,

662
00:52:45,040 --> 00:52:47,429
Celeste would be
31 years old,

663
00:52:47,480 --> 00:52:49,994
prisoner of a gaudy
and unlivable present,

664
00:52:50,040 --> 00:52:52,952
which had reached
an extreme of its cycle,

665
00:52:53,000 --> 00:52:55,468
and there was no imagining
what new forms

666
00:52:55,520 --> 00:52:58,398
it, or she, may assume.

667
00:53:09,640 --> 00:53:11,039
Where are you going?

668
00:53:11,080 --> 00:53:12,638
For a smoke.
She's with makeup.

669
00:53:12,680 --> 00:53:14,910
- Is she dressed?
- Hair wanted her.

670
00:53:14,960 --> 00:53:16,951
Round tables
start at 1:00.

671
00:53:17,000 --> 00:53:19,560
That's not on me.
40 minutes late.

672
00:53:21,040 --> 00:53:23,600
Hey, how's she look?

673
00:53:23,640 --> 00:53:25,312
Tired.

674
00:53:28,240 --> 00:53:30,913
You look beautiful.

675
00:53:30,960 --> 00:53:34,111
I think it's enough of a
statement with the brows.

676
00:53:34,160 --> 00:53:36,594
I think we should stop
fussing with them now.

677
00:53:39,960 --> 00:53:41,837
How we doing in here?

678
00:53:41,880 --> 00:53:43,757
20 minutes.

679
00:53:43,800 --> 00:53:45,552
Good. Celeste,

680
00:53:45,600 --> 00:53:47,795
I need to speak with you
before we start today.

681
00:53:47,840 --> 00:53:50,559
- What is it?
- It's better in private.

682
00:53:50,600 --> 00:53:55,116
Toni doesn't care.
What is it?

683
00:53:56,160 --> 00:53:58,276
There's, uh...

684
00:54:01,560 --> 00:54:03,357
There's been a shooting...

685
00:54:03,400 --> 00:54:05,914
they think it's terrorism...
in a beach town

686
00:54:05,960 --> 00:54:07,598
called Brac in Croatia.

687
00:54:07,680 --> 00:54:09,536
- Do we know someone who got hurt?
- No, no, no.

688
00:54:09,560 --> 00:54:12,199
Of course not.
No, no, no. Don't worry.

689
00:54:12,240 --> 00:54:15,471
We don't have much information,
but 14 people are dead,

690
00:54:15,520 --> 00:54:18,557
- and, uh, more are injured...
- Hey.

691
00:54:18,600 --> 00:54:21,776
No one is gonna think we are insensitive for
playing a gig halfway around the world.

692
00:54:21,800 --> 00:54:23,074
It's not that.

693
00:54:23,120 --> 00:54:24,838
Okay, well, who did it?

694
00:54:24,880 --> 00:54:26,996
Far as I know,
nobody's claimed responsibility.

695
00:54:27,040 --> 00:54:28,234
- Uh...
- Let me finish.

696
00:54:28,280 --> 00:54:30,919
- Okay.
- The shooters

697
00:54:30,960 --> 00:54:34,839
were all wearing masks
from our "Hologram" video.

698
00:54:34,880 --> 00:54:36,757
- What?
- They came out in masks

699
00:54:36,800 --> 00:54:38,711
and started shooting people
at a beach resort.

700
00:54:38,760 --> 00:54:40,910
We don't know
if it was organized

701
00:54:40,960 --> 00:54:44,111
or just a one-off thing.

702
00:54:45,360 --> 00:54:46,839
How similar?

703
00:54:46,880 --> 00:54:50,475
That's as much as I know.

704
00:54:50,520 --> 00:54:53,990
You're gonna get a lot of questions about
it today. I want you to be prepared.

705
00:54:54,040 --> 00:54:57,555
- Can we call off the press?
- Probably not without calling off tonight too.

706
00:54:57,600 --> 00:55:00,797
Josie says it'd be bad
to avoid it anyway.

707
00:55:00,840 --> 00:55:02,478
Okay.

708
00:55:04,680 --> 00:55:06,910
People are going to be
on your side.

709
00:55:06,960 --> 00:55:09,918
We just got to face it head-on
and, you know,

710
00:55:09,960 --> 00:55:13,032
be astute in our response.

711
00:55:13,120 --> 00:55:15,881
I'm making arrangements to hold a
press conference downstairs at 4:00.

712
00:55:15,920 --> 00:55:17,558
- A press conference?
- Yeah.

713
00:55:17,600 --> 00:55:19,456
- Are you kidding me?
- It'll take five minutes.

714
00:55:19,480 --> 00:55:21,789
I called Josie, I told her
I want her here with us

715
00:55:21,880 --> 00:55:24,678
to prepare a statement now.

716
00:55:24,720 --> 00:55:27,314
Has anyone heard from Albertine?
My phone's dead.

717
00:55:27,360 --> 00:55:29,237
Albertine is in the
restaurant having lunch.

718
00:55:29,280 --> 00:55:30,918
I'm taking you to
see them right now.

719
00:55:30,960 --> 00:55:32,518
Is she mad at me?

720
00:55:32,560 --> 00:55:34,869
Why would she be mad at you?
She's excited to be here.

721
00:55:34,920 --> 00:55:37,593
I pushed roundtables
until after press assembly.

722
00:55:37,640 --> 00:55:40,871
That allows us time for a few
more details to pour in.

723
00:55:40,920 --> 00:55:44,629
But the gist I have so far is,
it might all be a coincidence.

724
00:55:44,680 --> 00:55:48,275
- What do you mean, a coincidence?
- I don't know.

725
00:55:48,320 --> 00:55:51,392
They stopped at a costume store
and picked up the first disguise

726
00:55:51,440 --> 00:55:53,590
or whatever you want to
call it that they saw.

727
00:55:53,640 --> 00:55:56,916
But the article SRK sent over
purports that the gunmen

728
00:55:56,960 --> 00:55:59,428
were exploiting your image
and body of work as a symbol

729
00:55:59,480 --> 00:56:02,517
of moral corruption in the
West or something lunatic.

730
00:56:02,560 --> 00:56:04,949
- Ah, great.
- Given your history,

731
00:56:05,000 --> 00:56:07,719
I think we should try and view
this as an opportunity to speak

732
00:56:07,800 --> 00:56:11,429
to some of your most important
beliefs and positions.

733
00:56:11,480 --> 00:56:14,040
I don't know about that.
In all likelihood,

734
00:56:14,080 --> 00:56:17,436
her history is the reason
they decided to target her.

735
00:56:17,480 --> 00:56:20,392
Now, from the outset,
you have to make it clear

736
00:56:20,480 --> 00:56:24,439
that the reason that you are not
canceling tonight or any upcoming dates

737
00:56:24,480 --> 00:56:27,313
is because there isn't enough
information yet to justify canceling.

738
00:56:27,360 --> 00:56:29,351
- Right.
- Keep it focused

739
00:56:29,400 --> 00:56:32,233
on your outpour of love
and mourning for the victims

740
00:56:32,280 --> 00:56:34,794
and victims of violence
all over the world.

741
00:56:37,680 --> 00:56:39,955
Nobody would blame you,
but don't say anything rash.

742
00:56:40,040 --> 00:56:43,350
I don't want anyone to misconstrue
what you're really trying to say.

743
00:56:43,400 --> 00:56:46,278
- Everyone out there will feel for you.
- Yeah.

744
00:56:46,320 --> 00:56:48,550
Just speak
from the heart.

745
00:56:48,600 --> 00:56:50,397
I feel like
I'm gonna throw up.

746
00:56:52,200 --> 00:56:55,875
No, it's just my meds.
My spine feels like daggers.

747
00:56:55,920 --> 00:57:00,277
I'll get the masseuse to swing
by straight after the show.

748
00:57:00,320 --> 00:57:02,550
- Hello.
- I'm gonna greet everyone

749
00:57:02,600 --> 00:57:04,736
and get us set up and meet you
back down here in an hour.

750
00:57:04,760 --> 00:57:07,797
- Are they in the restaurant?
- Yeah, I'll call... There they are.

751
00:57:07,840 --> 00:57:11,150
Ah.
There you are!

752
00:57:11,200 --> 00:57:14,112
Why didn't you guys
come up to the green room?

753
00:57:14,200 --> 00:57:15,519
Hey, Mom.

754
00:57:15,560 --> 00:57:17,994
Hi, baby.

755
00:57:18,040 --> 00:57:19,632
Hey, Ellie.

756
00:57:19,680 --> 00:57:21,477
Oh, you look tired.

757
00:57:21,520 --> 00:57:23,351
Want to come up to my room
and take a nap?

758
00:57:23,400 --> 00:57:25,356
- No, I'm really hungry.
- Okay.

759
00:57:25,400 --> 00:57:27,755
She wouldn't eat anything
I ordered for her down here.

760
00:57:27,800 --> 00:57:29,358
I don't blame you.

761
00:57:29,400 --> 00:57:31,311
I had room service
for breakfast. It's awful.

762
00:57:31,360 --> 00:57:33,794
- No, it's not that. I get carsick.
- She gets carsick.

763
00:57:33,840 --> 00:57:36,400
Ah. Okay. Well, did you
have any fun at all?

764
00:57:36,440 --> 00:57:40,274
- I showed her around our hometown.
- Hey. How are you?

765
00:57:40,320 --> 00:57:43,153
- Things are the same in our world.
- It's good to see you, kiddo.

766
00:57:43,200 --> 00:57:44,872
How's Grandma and Grandpa?

767
00:57:44,920 --> 00:57:47,150
Grandma wants to change
their tickets to tomorrow.

768
00:57:47,200 --> 00:57:50,476
Why? I mean, it's practically
across the street from them.

769
00:57:53,400 --> 00:57:56,312
Okay, I'll call her.

770
00:57:56,360 --> 00:57:58,316
- How'd it go?
- What?

771
00:57:58,360 --> 00:57:59,998
- The conference.
- Oh.

772
00:58:03,840 --> 00:58:05,956
I know. Let's not talk
about it now.

773
00:58:06,000 --> 00:58:07,797
What's wrong?

774
00:58:07,840 --> 00:58:10,308
None of your business. Grownup problems.
Don't worry about it.

775
00:58:10,360 --> 00:58:12,430
Hey, baby, you want to
get some lunch with me?

776
00:58:12,480 --> 00:58:16,393
Can I take Alby for
a quick solo girls' lunch?

777
00:58:16,440 --> 00:58:18,635
Of course,
but I need you back by 4:00

778
00:58:18,680 --> 00:58:20,193
so we can get ready
for the show.

779
00:58:20,240 --> 00:58:23,038
- All right.
- She has to be back by 3:30.

780
00:58:23,080 --> 00:58:25,071
Thank you, Ellie.

781
00:58:25,120 --> 00:58:27,496
Can you stick around the hotel, please?
I got to go upstairs...

782
00:58:27,520 --> 00:58:31,069
- I got to get out of here...
- Fine! Take security.

783
00:58:31,120 --> 00:58:34,157
I don't need a babysitter.
I'm gonna walk Alby down the street.

784
00:58:34,200 --> 00:58:37,237
Yeah, down the street.
Please be back by 3:30.

785
00:58:37,280 --> 00:58:41,239
All right. You take a nap.
I'll bring her back after lunch.

786
00:58:41,280 --> 00:58:44,238
- What do you want to eat?
- Mm, I don't know.

787
00:58:44,280 --> 00:58:47,078
What do you mean, you don't know?
Of course you know.

788
00:58:47,120 --> 00:58:49,839
I hate talking to kids
these days.

789
00:58:49,920 --> 00:58:53,151
They always say they "don't know" about
everything. Are you depressed or what?

790
00:58:53,200 --> 00:58:55,555
No.

791
00:58:55,600 --> 00:58:58,256
Listen, I'm just teasing. I'm just
trying to get you to relax around me.

792
00:58:58,280 --> 00:59:00,191
I am relaxed.
I'm just uncomfortable

793
00:59:00,240 --> 00:59:03,232
because there are so many
people looking at us.

794
00:59:06,120 --> 00:59:09,510
Listen, there's gonna be paparazzis
outside 'cause everyone knows we're here.

795
00:59:09,560 --> 00:59:11,630
- You want to go out the back?
- No.

796
00:59:11,680 --> 00:59:13,671
I'll just walk
ahead of you.

797
00:59:22,560 --> 00:59:24,790
Celeste? Celeste!

798
00:59:24,840 --> 00:59:27,195
Hey, man,
please don't follow me.

799
00:59:27,240 --> 00:59:29,117
What are your feelings
on today's attack?

800
00:59:29,160 --> 00:59:31,355
Listen, I'm going to lunch.
I'll be back in 45 minutes.

801
00:59:31,400 --> 00:59:34,039
You can take as many pictures
of me as you want then, okay?

802
00:59:34,080 --> 00:59:35,638
Thank you. Jeez!

803
00:59:35,680 --> 00:59:39,150
- Hey, slow down.
- I hate those people.

804
00:59:39,200 --> 00:59:42,351
Everybody hates those people.
Don't even worry about it.

805
00:59:42,400 --> 00:59:44,356
You should've let them
take a picture of you.

806
00:59:44,400 --> 00:59:47,756
- You look so beautiful today.
- No, I don't.

807
00:59:47,800 --> 00:59:50,360
I haven't washed my hair,
and I barely have any makeup on.

808
00:59:50,440 --> 00:59:52,158
You want me to give you
some of mine?

809
00:59:52,200 --> 00:59:54,589
I woke up looking like
a pterodactyl today.

810
00:59:54,640 --> 00:59:57,279
That's the thanks you get
for giving the gift of life.

811
00:59:57,320 --> 00:59:59,515
No good deed
goes unpunished.

812
00:59:59,560 --> 01:00:02,870
You know, the little babies, they just
suck the lifeblood right out of you.

813
01:00:02,920 --> 01:00:04,956
Shut up.
You look great, Mom.

814
01:00:05,000 --> 01:00:06,752
Thank Christ for that.

815
01:00:06,800 --> 01:00:09,268
Better off than some of
these other girls I meet.

816
01:00:09,320 --> 01:00:11,629
- Like who?
- Not telling.

817
01:00:11,680 --> 01:00:14,513
- Why? What's wrong with them?
- Nothing, really. It's just, you know,

818
01:00:14,560 --> 01:00:17,154
when I flip through these magazines,
I see these girls I know,

819
01:00:17,200 --> 01:00:20,397
and half the time, I've seen them
naked in a dressing room or whatever,

820
01:00:20,440 --> 01:00:24,115
so I know where they have an ugly birthmark
or where they got their tail cut off.

821
01:00:24,160 --> 01:00:28,199
- Who has a tail?
- Don't look so excited. I'm not telling you.

822
01:00:28,240 --> 01:00:30,896
I mean, I wouldn't want someone to
spread that kind of personal stuff

823
01:00:30,920 --> 01:00:34,037
around about me,
you know?

824
01:00:34,080 --> 01:00:36,071
This place isn't bad.

825
01:00:43,640 --> 01:00:45,870
Well, it's nice to sit
with somebody

826
01:00:45,920 --> 01:00:47,720
who doesn't have their face
buried in a phone.

827
01:00:47,760 --> 01:00:50,797
Me and Ellie don't do
phones at the table.

828
01:00:50,840 --> 01:00:54,037
That's cool.
You should listen to her.

829
01:00:54,080 --> 01:00:56,594
I do listen to her.

830
01:00:56,640 --> 01:00:58,896
But if she's so cool, then why
do you hate having her around?

831
01:00:58,920 --> 01:01:02,390
I don't hate having her around.
I just wanted some alone time with you.

832
01:01:04,160 --> 01:01:05,752
You act like you hate her.

833
01:01:05,800 --> 01:01:08,234
That's an ugly thing to say.
Don't say that.

834
01:01:08,280 --> 01:01:11,909
Not saying you actually hate her.
Just saying you act like it.

835
01:01:13,280 --> 01:01:16,477
Look, sometimes
I got a short fuse

836
01:01:16,520 --> 01:01:18,636
because I don't get
a lot of sleep

837
01:01:18,680 --> 01:01:20,989
and I've got a lot of stuff
on my plate.

838
01:01:21,040 --> 01:01:23,235
There's no money
in music anymore.

839
01:01:23,280 --> 01:01:26,716
It's all branded content
or virtual reality, reality TV.

840
01:01:26,760 --> 01:01:30,355
I mean, I do a voice for a video
game character, for Christ sakes,

841
01:01:30,400 --> 01:01:34,359
and I make more money in an afternoon
than I do all year on tour.

842
01:01:34,400 --> 01:01:37,119
Then why do you leave us
and go on tour for so long?

843
01:01:37,160 --> 01:01:39,958
I got a lot of people to pay...
more people than you can imagine.

844
01:01:40,000 --> 01:01:42,833
It's a full-time job.
It's like I'm connected

845
01:01:42,880 --> 01:01:46,555
to the whole world all the time, and
I can hear everyone in my head.

846
01:01:46,600 --> 01:01:49,068
I thought we were talking
about Aunt Ellie.

847
01:01:49,120 --> 01:01:51,873
What do you want
to talk about?

848
01:01:51,920 --> 01:01:56,471
- Is she okay?
- She's upset you don't ever try and see her.

849
01:01:56,520 --> 01:01:58,909
She told you that?

850
01:01:58,960 --> 01:02:01,241
That really pisses me off
that she's bringing our problems

851
01:02:01,320 --> 01:02:03,788
into my relationship
with you.

852
01:02:03,840 --> 01:02:07,594
That has nothing to do with you.
You got that? Nothing.

853
01:02:07,640 --> 01:02:10,200
What problems
do you have with her?

854
01:02:10,240 --> 01:02:12,595
You have everything
she ever wanted.

855
01:02:12,640 --> 01:02:14,551
That's ridiculous!

856
01:02:14,600 --> 01:02:16,352
- I'm serious.
- Oh, God.

857
01:02:16,400 --> 01:02:18,709
When we went to visit Grandpa,
he even showed us a video

858
01:02:18,760 --> 01:02:22,309
of Aunt Ellie singing and dancing
when you guys were little.

859
01:02:23,920 --> 01:02:26,115
Hey, what can I say,
you know?

860
01:02:26,160 --> 01:02:28,355
Your Aunt Ellie
has too many scruples,

861
01:02:28,400 --> 01:02:31,710
and sometimes life
just isn't that fair.

862
01:02:31,760 --> 01:02:34,320
Especially not nowadays.

863
01:02:34,360 --> 01:02:37,352
Now people will try
and sell you anything...

864
01:02:37,440 --> 01:02:40,910
a TV monitor that plain as day
looks like shit,

865
01:02:40,960 --> 01:02:44,953
but they tout it as "ultra mega
triple hi-def" whatever.

866
01:02:45,000 --> 01:02:47,275
Their business model
relies on

867
01:02:47,320 --> 01:02:50,039
their customer's
unshakable stupidity.

868
01:02:50,080 --> 01:02:52,435
And deep down,
we probably sense that...

869
01:02:52,480 --> 01:02:55,074
their intimate knowledge
of our commitment

870
01:02:55,120 --> 01:02:57,839
to the lowest common
denominator.

871
01:02:57,880 --> 01:03:00,110
It's the official
manifestation

872
01:03:00,160 --> 01:03:02,754
of the increasingly
important urge

873
01:03:02,840 --> 01:03:05,991
to break with every living thing that
has some connection to the past.

874
01:03:06,040 --> 01:03:08,759
- What?
- When we weren't paying attention,

875
01:03:08,800 --> 01:03:11,109
everyone got together
and they voted

876
01:03:11,160 --> 01:03:13,515
that traditions of the past
are ugly.

877
01:03:13,600 --> 01:03:17,991
The past reeks too much
of ugly old people and death.

878
01:03:18,040 --> 01:03:19,951
So Mama's got to stay fresh.

879
01:03:20,000 --> 01:03:22,355
- Okay.
- You know, I'm pretty sure

880
01:03:22,400 --> 01:03:25,358
that every year my videos
keep getting worse and worse,

881
01:03:25,400 --> 01:03:27,595
but they're doing
better and better.

882
01:03:27,640 --> 01:03:30,677
They showed me this perfume
thing we shot last year

883
01:03:30,720 --> 01:03:34,508
where I'm unfurling from a digital
rose petal like Thumbelina,

884
01:03:34,560 --> 01:03:37,028
and I thought
it would ruin me,

885
01:03:37,080 --> 01:03:39,150
but here I am,
opening for 30,000.

886
01:03:39,200 --> 01:03:41,395
Mom, what are you even
talking about?

887
01:03:41,440 --> 01:03:45,149
I'm letting you in on a little secret
because I love you, that's what.

888
01:03:45,200 --> 01:03:48,078
It doesn't matter anymore
if you're Michelangelo

889
01:03:48,120 --> 01:03:50,429
or if you're Mikey and Angelo
from New Brighton.

890
01:03:53,920 --> 01:03:56,878
And Aunt Ellie
never found her angle.

891
01:03:56,920 --> 01:04:00,799
And then she decided to go get
jealous of my good fortune.

892
01:04:00,840 --> 01:04:02,751
She made
her own choices.

893
01:04:02,800 --> 01:04:05,234
And let me tell you,
she could never do

894
01:04:05,280 --> 01:04:07,714
what I do
day in and day out.

895
01:04:07,760 --> 01:04:10,320
But luckily, she gets to
go home to you every night,

896
01:04:10,360 --> 01:04:12,336
and she doesn't have any
real-world responsibilities

897
01:04:12,360 --> 01:04:13,793
'cause I finance
her entire life.

898
01:04:13,840 --> 01:04:17,116
- Quiet.
- Don't tell me to be quiet.

899
01:04:17,160 --> 01:04:19,116
No, I don't mean it
like that.

900
01:04:19,160 --> 01:04:22,118
Isn't that your song?

901
01:04:22,160 --> 01:04:25,277
Yeah, I'm sorry.
I'll go ask them to turn it off.

902
01:04:27,280 --> 01:04:30,317
Excuse me. Would you mind
turning off the music, please?

903
01:04:30,360 --> 01:04:32,555
I'm about to order lunch,
I'm trying to talk to my kid.

904
01:04:32,600 --> 01:04:34,397
I just keep hearing
my voice in the head.

905
01:04:34,440 --> 01:04:37,159
Yeah, sorry. My manager
told me to put it on.

906
01:04:37,200 --> 01:04:39,316
Okay.

907
01:04:39,360 --> 01:04:42,158
Could you bring me a drink
and maybe a soda for her?

908
01:04:42,200 --> 01:04:45,317
- What do you want?
- Oh, a glass of white wine.

909
01:04:45,400 --> 01:04:47,550
Whatever you have
that isn't gross.

910
01:04:47,600 --> 01:04:50,273
And if you could put it in a
plastic cup or something.

911
01:04:50,320 --> 01:04:52,231
- Sure.
- Okay.

912
01:04:54,960 --> 01:04:58,236
I'm sorry to
rag on Aunt Ellie.

913
01:04:58,280 --> 01:05:00,316
I know she's doing her best.

914
01:05:00,360 --> 01:05:03,272
It's just, I'm having a shit day,
and I'm taking it out on her.

915
01:05:03,320 --> 01:05:05,072
Better her than me.

916
01:05:05,120 --> 01:05:07,634
I never
take it out on you.

917
01:05:07,680 --> 01:05:08,874
Okay.

918
01:05:08,920 --> 01:05:11,832
I don't, do I?

919
01:05:13,040 --> 01:05:14,598
Ah, God!

920
01:05:14,680 --> 01:05:17,831
Well, if I do,
I don't mean to.

921
01:05:17,880 --> 01:05:20,030
I'm sor...

922
01:05:21,960 --> 01:05:24,110
I'm sorry.

923
01:05:24,160 --> 01:05:26,469
You know,
sometimes you just...

924
01:05:26,520 --> 01:05:28,795
you think it can't get
any worse, and then you just...

925
01:05:28,840 --> 01:05:33,118
you get diagnosed
with fucking cancer.

926
01:05:33,160 --> 01:05:35,071
What?
Mom, are you sick?

927
01:05:35,120 --> 01:05:38,032
I don't mean literally.
I just...

928
01:05:38,120 --> 01:05:41,237
You know, sometimes you just
get kicked while you're down.

929
01:05:43,400 --> 01:05:46,073
- Oh, God, I shouldn't do this in front of you.
- It's fine.

930
01:05:46,120 --> 01:05:48,680
No, it's not. I would
slap me across the face

931
01:05:48,720 --> 01:05:51,678
if I was sitting
across from me right now.

932
01:05:51,720 --> 01:05:55,030
- Really, it's fine.
- Dan left me.

933
01:05:56,200 --> 01:05:57,872
Yeah, I know.
I read about it.

934
01:05:57,920 --> 01:05:59,797
You know?

935
01:05:59,840 --> 01:06:02,400
Aunt Ellie's not supposed to
let you read that gossip shit.

936
01:06:02,440 --> 01:06:04,556
She can't control
everything I do like a watchdog.

937
01:06:04,600 --> 01:06:07,194
You know what? I wanted to tell you.
I keep feeling like

938
01:06:07,240 --> 01:06:09,993
big moments get stolen
away from me.

939
01:06:10,040 --> 01:06:11,951
Mom, it's fine.

940
01:06:12,000 --> 01:06:14,116
I don't care
about that guy.

941
01:06:14,160 --> 01:06:17,197
I thought you loved Dan.

942
01:06:17,240 --> 01:06:18,798
Yeah, he was fine.

943
01:06:18,840 --> 01:06:21,638
I was just nice to him
because he was nice to you.

944
01:06:21,680 --> 01:06:23,557
Here we are.

945
01:06:23,600 --> 01:06:25,636
Do you guys know what
you want to order yet?

946
01:06:25,680 --> 01:06:28,240
You know, we could use a couple
more minutes with the menu.

947
01:06:28,280 --> 01:06:30,077
I'll just have
the pasta with marinara.

948
01:06:30,120 --> 01:06:32,793
Do you want me to put that in,
or do you want me to wait?

949
01:06:32,840 --> 01:06:34,976
That's okay. You can just bring her.
I don't need anything.

950
01:06:35,000 --> 01:06:37,230
You just bring her pasta.

951
01:06:38,560 --> 01:06:40,471
Why did he leave you?

952
01:06:40,520 --> 01:06:42,909
- Who said he left me?
- You did.

953
01:06:42,960 --> 01:06:45,758
Well, he didn't.
We left each other.

954
01:06:45,800 --> 01:06:49,588
Because when you love
something, you give it away.

955
01:06:54,160 --> 01:06:56,674
Is he seeing
someone else?

956
01:06:56,720 --> 01:06:58,438
- Is that what you read?
- Yeah.

957
01:06:58,480 --> 01:07:01,040
Said he started dating
some rich girl.

958
01:07:01,120 --> 01:07:04,317
I don't know.
That's not what he told me.

959
01:07:04,360 --> 01:07:06,749
But I bet
it's just a fling.

960
01:07:06,800 --> 01:07:11,430
I mean, I've had flings I wouldn't
want anyone to judge my character by.

961
01:07:11,480 --> 01:07:14,597
- Drinks okay?
- Yeah, thanks.

962
01:07:14,640 --> 01:07:17,234
I'm the manager here, so if you
need anything, let me know.

963
01:07:17,280 --> 01:07:19,953
Will do, thanks.

964
01:07:20,000 --> 01:07:22,958
Um, hey, do you mind if
I get a quick picture with you?

965
01:07:23,000 --> 01:07:26,231
Now is not
the best time.

966
01:07:26,280 --> 01:07:28,316
It's not for public use
or anything.

967
01:07:28,360 --> 01:07:30,896
- It'll just take a minute.
- Is this what you want a picture with?

968
01:07:30,920 --> 01:07:32,876
I'm trying to talk
to my daughter.

969
01:07:32,920 --> 01:07:34,696
I'm sorry, you don't have to
use that tone with me.

970
01:07:34,720 --> 01:07:36,676
I think I asked you
very nicely.

971
01:07:36,720 --> 01:07:38,616
You don't have to be so upset.
It's just a picture.

972
01:07:38,640 --> 01:07:40,576
- Are you fucking serious, man?
- Please don't use that language.

973
01:07:40,600 --> 01:07:42,591
How dare you,
motherfucker?

974
01:07:42,640 --> 01:07:44,119
Alison, can you call
the police?

975
01:07:44,160 --> 01:07:45,957
Who the fuck
do you think you are?

976
01:07:46,040 --> 01:07:47,678
I could ask you
the same question.

977
01:07:47,720 --> 01:07:49,656
I can smell the alcohol
on your breath, by the way.

978
01:07:49,680 --> 01:07:51,816
Are you trying to embarrass me
in front of my daughter?

979
01:07:51,840 --> 01:07:53,478
I didn't even know
you had a daughter.

980
01:07:53,520 --> 01:07:55,696
I just came up to be friendly,
and you started yelling at me.

981
01:07:55,720 --> 01:07:57,616
Now I'm asking you to leave the restaurant,
or I'm going to call the cops.

982
01:07:57,640 --> 01:07:59,073
Let's just go.

983
01:07:59,120 --> 01:08:01,031
You should be ashamed
of yourself, prick.

984
01:08:03,880 --> 01:08:05,950
Oh, Jesus.

985
01:08:06,000 --> 01:08:07,956
You know what?
Let's go down this way

986
01:08:08,000 --> 01:08:11,037
so we don't have to deal with
all those shitheads out front.

987
01:08:12,960 --> 01:08:15,918
Look, I'm really sorry
I lost my cool on that guy.

988
01:08:15,960 --> 01:08:18,428
He was asking for it,
but I don't want to talk about it.

989
01:08:18,480 --> 01:08:20,710
Baby, you're all
shook up.

990
01:08:20,760 --> 01:08:23,149
Look, that kind of thing
doesn't happen all the time,

991
01:08:23,200 --> 01:08:25,839
but sometimes it does,
and I got to protect myself.

992
01:08:25,880 --> 01:08:27,632
I said I don't want
to talk about it.

993
01:08:27,680 --> 01:08:30,274
But baby, we got to
talk about it,

994
01:08:30,320 --> 01:08:34,029
'cause if we don't,
it just hangs in the air.

995
01:08:34,080 --> 01:08:36,150
I'm worried about you.

996
01:08:36,200 --> 01:08:38,395
You're worried
about me?

997
01:08:38,440 --> 01:08:41,193
You don't need to worry about me.
I'm solid.

998
01:08:41,240 --> 01:08:44,550
I worry about you. Baby, that's my job...
to worry about you.

999
01:08:44,640 --> 01:08:47,393
- You're skinnier than I am!
- Oh, come on.

1000
01:08:47,440 --> 01:08:49,670
That's 'cause I'm in great
shape 'cause I go out

1001
01:08:49,720 --> 01:08:52,280
dancing my ass off
every night.

1002
01:08:52,320 --> 01:08:54,231
Come on, baby.

1003
01:08:54,280 --> 01:08:56,874
You're breaking my heart.

1004
01:08:56,920 --> 01:08:58,876
Listen,
what that guy said before

1005
01:08:58,920 --> 01:09:00,831
about me having alcohol
on my breath,

1006
01:09:00,880 --> 01:09:03,758
that was a terrible thing
to imply in front of you.

1007
01:09:03,800 --> 01:09:06,268
And instead of just ignoring
the elephant in the room,

1008
01:09:06,320 --> 01:09:08,754
let's talk about it
head-on.

1009
01:09:08,800 --> 01:09:11,473
I ordered a glass of wine
from them in a plastic cup

1010
01:09:11,520 --> 01:09:14,193
'cause I need to let go of some
tension I'm having about tonight,

1011
01:09:14,240 --> 01:09:17,391
and I didn't want you to think
there was anything to worry about.

1012
01:09:17,440 --> 01:09:19,351
But I swear on my life

1013
01:09:19,400 --> 01:09:22,631
I had nothing to drink
before that today, okay?

1014
01:09:22,720 --> 01:09:24,995
It's nothing
to worry about.

1015
01:09:25,040 --> 01:09:28,749
In 2011, Celeste
had drunk herself blind...

1016
01:09:28,800 --> 01:09:31,360
or more precisely,
blind in one eye.

1017
01:09:31,400 --> 01:09:34,949
She'd waited to tell a physician
about the trouble she'd been having,

1018
01:09:35,000 --> 01:09:37,673
too embarrassed to explain
that while touring

1019
01:09:37,720 --> 01:09:40,518
the less inhabited,
and therefore less inhibited

1020
01:09:40,560 --> 01:09:43,438
parts of the southern
United States,

1021
01:09:43,480 --> 01:09:45,994
she had damaged
the optic nerve in her left eye

1022
01:09:46,040 --> 01:09:49,476
by ingesting various forms
of methanol during a stint

1023
01:09:49,520 --> 01:09:52,193
of binge-drinking
household cleaning products

1024
01:09:52,240 --> 01:09:54,435
across three state lines.

1025
01:09:54,480 --> 01:09:57,199
Shortly thereafter,
once back at home,

1026
01:09:57,240 --> 01:10:00,277
she found herself at the center
of a very public dispute

1027
01:10:00,320 --> 01:10:02,550
as the result
of a traffic collision

1028
01:10:02,600 --> 01:10:06,673
and one unlucky pedestrian's
crushed left leg and pelvis.

1029
01:10:06,720 --> 01:10:08,631
Adding insult to injury,

1030
01:10:08,680 --> 01:10:10,591
Celeste accosted
the pedestrian

1031
01:10:10,640 --> 01:10:13,871
in a string of uncharacteristic
racial slurs.

1032
01:10:13,920 --> 01:10:16,559
The victim of this short-lived
episode in her life

1033
01:10:16,600 --> 01:10:18,636
saw an opportunity
and seized it.

1034
01:10:18,680 --> 01:10:20,671
That golden ticket came
in the form

1035
01:10:20,720 --> 01:10:23,188
of a nearly 13-million-dollar
settlement,

1036
01:10:23,280 --> 01:10:25,510
all just another flame
in the crowd

1037
01:10:25,560 --> 01:10:29,030
of what Celeste perceived
as a decade-long witch hunt.

1038
01:10:29,080 --> 01:10:32,117
What is it, baby?
Is something else on your mind?

1039
01:10:32,160 --> 01:10:34,116
It's nothing.

1040
01:10:34,160 --> 01:10:36,720
Stop it.
What is it?

1041
01:10:36,760 --> 01:10:38,955
Albertine
had lost her virginity

1042
01:10:39,000 --> 01:10:42,356
the weekend prior to leaving
for this first unveiling

1043
01:10:42,400 --> 01:10:45,915
of Celeste's 6th studio
recording, Vox Lux,

1044
01:10:45,960 --> 01:10:49,714
and yearned to share the galvanizing
details with her mother.

1045
01:10:49,760 --> 01:10:53,230
She had made herself sick with
anticipation every day since

1046
01:10:55,440 --> 01:10:58,352
or sense of failure
it might inspire in Celeste,

1047
01:11:02,840 --> 01:11:06,071
had always spoken
severely of young men,

1048
01:11:06,120 --> 01:11:08,429
even warning of them
more than mixing

1049
01:11:08,480 --> 01:11:11,153
uppers with downers,
for example.

1050
01:11:11,200 --> 01:11:14,397
If all went according to plan,
the news might just

1051
01:11:14,400 --> 01:11:17,358
strike up a long-misplaced
maternal instinct,

1052
01:11:17,400 --> 01:11:20,995
and Celeste would be forced
to act as her confidant.

1053
01:11:48,800 --> 01:11:51,598
That was fast.
Where's Albertine?

1054
01:11:51,640 --> 01:11:54,757
Oh, she's up in my room
taking a pregnancy test,

1055
01:11:54,800 --> 01:11:57,268
'cause apparently you're so
fucking incompetent

1056
01:11:57,320 --> 01:12:01,279
you let her get fucked
by some hick from town.

1057
01:12:01,320 --> 01:12:04,630
- She's pregnant?
- Unless she inherited my bad luck, probably not.

1058
01:12:04,680 --> 01:12:07,592
But I wanted her to feel the
unease of waiting for that result,

1059
01:12:07,640 --> 01:12:09,995
because a parent,
or a legal guardian,

1060
01:12:10,040 --> 01:12:12,429
disciplines their kid,
they don't just hang out.

1061
01:12:12,480 --> 01:12:15,278
I'm sorry.
I had no idea.

1062
01:12:15,320 --> 01:12:18,153
You fucked up. Twice.

1063
01:12:18,200 --> 01:12:21,909
- I know you're mad but...
- How could I be so stupid?

1064
01:12:21,960 --> 01:12:23,916
You know?

1065
01:12:23,960 --> 01:12:28,033
You did so badly by me, why would
I expect you to do right by her?

1066
01:12:28,080 --> 01:12:30,594
I knew she was seeing a guy,
but it...

1067
01:12:30,640 --> 01:12:32,949
it didn't seem physical,
I swear.

1068
01:12:33,000 --> 01:12:34,991
You a retard?

1069
01:12:35,040 --> 01:12:37,235
No.

1070
01:12:37,280 --> 01:12:39,271
'Cause sometimes your jaw
slacks in a certain way,

1071
01:12:39,320 --> 01:12:41,515
where you look like
life's just happening to you.

1072
01:12:42,720 --> 01:12:44,631
You look like
a retard.

1073
01:12:44,680 --> 01:12:46,432
Please don't say that
about me.

1074
01:12:46,480 --> 01:12:50,359
Only crazy people get aggravated
when you call them crazy.

1075
01:12:50,400 --> 01:12:52,994
So you must really
be retarded.

1076
01:12:55,760 --> 01:12:59,389
- I don't understand how you can hate me so much.
- Oh, I hate you?

1077
01:12:59,440 --> 01:13:01,874
Is that the kind of garbage
you've been putting in her head?

1078
01:13:01,920 --> 01:13:06,152
'Cause she told me all the shit
you've been putting on her shoulders.

1079
01:13:06,200 --> 01:13:08,714
You ungrateful sow.

1080
01:13:08,760 --> 01:13:11,638
I have a press conference
and two hours of roundtables,

1081
01:13:11,680 --> 01:13:14,353
but I swear to God, Ellie,
if my daughter

1082
01:13:14,400 --> 01:13:16,231
comes back to me pregnant

1083
01:13:16,280 --> 01:13:19,113
with some cross-eyed Guido's
kitten litter

1084
01:13:19,160 --> 01:13:21,754
or Hepatitis Z, I will
throw you off that balcony.

1085
01:13:21,800 --> 01:13:24,678
After everything
I've done for you both!

1086
01:13:27,480 --> 01:13:30,597
After everything
you've done for us?

1087
01:13:32,080 --> 01:13:35,038
Good job.
You've done it.

1088
01:13:35,080 --> 01:13:37,071
Done what?

1089
01:13:37,120 --> 01:13:38,997
You've hurt me.

1090
01:13:39,040 --> 01:13:41,190
Embarrassed me.

1091
01:13:41,240 --> 01:13:44,357
I have dedicated my whole life
to "Celeste,"

1092
01:13:44,440 --> 01:13:46,192
and I'll continue
to do so,

1093
01:13:46,240 --> 01:13:50,074
but if you threaten me
ever again,

1094
01:13:50,120 --> 01:13:52,714
I'll remind the world
that I raised her child

1095
01:13:52,760 --> 01:13:54,830
and that I write her songs.

1096
01:13:57,080 --> 01:13:59,674
Touché.

1097
01:13:59,720 --> 01:14:03,315
but today, that's a stock
I wouldn't buy into.

1098
01:14:05,440 --> 01:14:07,078
You can say
whatever you'd want.

1099
01:14:07,120 --> 01:14:10,192
In this day and age,
who'd care?

1100
01:14:44,800 --> 01:14:46,677
In this meditation,

1101
01:14:46,720 --> 01:14:49,553
we're going to play with
the idea of motivation.

1102
01:14:49,600 --> 01:14:52,194
- Work can sometimes feel a bit flat.
- Celeste?

1103
01:14:52,240 --> 01:14:55,835
Hey, Is she awake?

1104
01:14:59,160 --> 01:15:00,832
Celeste?

1105
01:15:01,720 --> 01:15:03,153
Thank you.

1106
01:15:05,600 --> 01:15:08,751
Hey. Hello again.
Have a great show.

1107
01:15:08,800 --> 01:15:10,711
Have a great show.

1108
01:15:12,480 --> 01:15:14,516
How are we doing
in here?

1109
01:15:18,440 --> 01:15:20,510
How we doing?

1110
01:15:22,680 --> 01:15:24,716
Can you believe it?

1111
01:15:24,760 --> 01:15:26,796
Hmm? What's that?

1112
01:15:26,840 --> 01:15:30,719
Everyone we used to answer
to works for us now.

1113
01:15:35,200 --> 01:15:37,589
Josie...

1114
01:15:37,640 --> 01:15:40,359
She cares about you.

1115
01:15:40,400 --> 01:15:42,709
You used to call her
a bitch.

1116
01:15:46,720 --> 01:15:49,154
- You look amazing.
- What?

1117
01:15:49,200 --> 01:15:51,839
Keep it simple.

1118
01:15:51,880 --> 01:15:53,791
You're gonna do great.

1119
01:15:56,720 --> 01:15:59,951
Celeste, I just want to quickly
introduce you to Yanmei,

1120
01:16:00,000 --> 01:16:01,956
our opener tonight,
before she heads out

1121
01:16:02,000 --> 01:16:04,833
- to Staten Island for sound check.
- Welcome.

1122
01:16:04,880 --> 01:16:07,519
We are so glad
to have you.

1123
01:16:11,400 --> 01:16:14,233
To share a
stage with you, to me,

1124
01:16:14,280 --> 01:16:17,955
is an incredible honor
and truly a dream come true.

1125
01:16:18,000 --> 01:16:19,956
That's real nice
of you to say,

1126
01:16:20,000 --> 01:16:23,356
but, really,
the pleasure's mine.

1127
01:16:23,400 --> 01:16:26,790
They showed me your stuff,
and I said, "We got to get that girl."

1128
01:16:32,960 --> 01:16:36,350
Then I am even more touched
by your invitation.

1129
01:16:36,400 --> 01:16:39,119
We won't keep you.
She has a rehearsal at the venue.

1130
01:16:39,160 --> 01:16:41,071
Hope you dig my hometown.

1131
01:16:41,120 --> 01:16:43,714
Excuse me?

1132
01:16:43,760 --> 01:16:45,910
Have fun in Staten Island.

1133
01:16:51,520 --> 01:16:55,149
I have an outpouring
of love

1134
01:16:55,200 --> 01:16:59,478
for victims of today's
unthinkable event

1135
01:16:59,520 --> 01:17:02,830
and for victims
of violence everywhere,

1136
01:17:02,880 --> 01:17:05,758
and I am deeply saddened
to be associated

1137
01:17:05,800 --> 01:17:09,588
with such an obscene
and unnecessary tragedy.

1138
01:17:11,320 --> 01:17:13,550
It's-It's a weird world
we live in,

1139
01:17:13,600 --> 01:17:17,354
and I guess,
no matter how much you try

1140
01:17:17,400 --> 01:17:19,595
to ignore all these things

1141
01:17:19,640 --> 01:17:22,950
that are really happening,

1142
01:17:23,000 --> 01:17:25,275
sometimes they just
find a way to creep in.

1143
01:17:25,320 --> 01:17:28,915
Jennifer Durst, WYNN New York.

1144
01:17:28,960 --> 01:17:31,076
Why do you think
they chose you?

1145
01:17:31,120 --> 01:17:34,271
Do you assume there's some
connection to New Brighton?

1146
01:17:34,320 --> 01:17:37,198
I don't know, I mean, I know
about as much as you right now,

1147
01:17:37,240 --> 01:17:39,800
and, um...

1148
01:17:39,840 --> 01:17:41,876
you know, since no one's
coming forward

1149
01:17:41,920 --> 01:17:43,558
and saying,
"Hey, we did this,"

1150
01:17:43,600 --> 01:17:46,034
I'd prefer
not to speculate.

1151
01:17:46,080 --> 01:17:50,676
But if they did choose
this disguise on purpose,

1152
01:17:50,720 --> 01:17:53,917
I-I guess that it's because
they don't like that I'm a woman

1153
01:17:53,960 --> 01:17:56,838
or maybe they don't like
that I'm a successful woman.

1154
01:17:56,880 --> 01:17:59,872
Maybe they don't like that
I had a kid when I was a kid.

1155
01:17:59,920 --> 01:18:04,471
Maybe they think I'm a floozy.
But maybe you guys think that too.

1156
01:18:04,520 --> 01:18:07,034
I mean, the way
I've chosen to live my life

1157
01:18:07,080 --> 01:18:09,913
goes against some people's
views about things.

1158
01:18:09,960 --> 01:18:12,918
Are there any links
between you and Central Europe?

1159
01:18:12,960 --> 01:18:14,757
Not really.
Not that I know of.

1160
01:18:14,800 --> 01:18:16,711
I've never
played a show there,

1161
01:18:16,760 --> 01:18:18,955
so I don't really know.

1162
01:18:19,000 --> 01:18:21,639
- Next question.
- I just have one more.

1163
01:18:21,680 --> 01:18:24,056
Are you and the band still going
forward with the show tonight?

1164
01:18:24,080 --> 01:18:26,719
Well, there's not
really enough information yet

1165
01:18:26,760 --> 01:18:28,876
to justify canceling.

1166
01:18:28,920 --> 01:18:32,993
and my dad always says,
"Never postpone joy,"

1167
01:18:33,040 --> 01:18:35,838
so, yeah,
I'll play if they let me.

1168
01:18:35,880 --> 01:18:38,314
Next question.
There, at the back.

1169
01:18:38,400 --> 01:18:40,789
Afternoon, Meredith Desh,
covering Greater Northeast.

1170
01:18:42,680 --> 01:18:44,989
to the perpetrators
of today's attack?

1171
01:18:46,640 --> 01:18:48,870
Yeah.

1172
01:18:48,920 --> 01:18:52,515
I'd like to tell them
that when I was a little girl,

1173
01:18:52,560 --> 01:18:55,393
I used to believe
in God too.

1174
01:18:55,440 --> 01:18:57,749
And if they ever come
to their senses,

1175
01:18:57,800 --> 01:19:00,268
and they want something new
to believe in,

1176
01:19:00,320 --> 01:19:02,629
they can believe in me.

1177
01:19:02,680 --> 01:19:06,434
'Cause I'm the new faith,
and I'm not afraid of them.

1178
01:19:06,480 --> 01:19:09,233
Hell, I'd even like to extend
an invite to my show tonight.

1179
01:19:09,280 --> 01:19:13,034
Josie, can you make sure to put
"cowards in masks" on the guest list.

1180
01:19:13,080 --> 01:19:15,640
I'm sorry, but can you
explain what you mean exactly?

1181
01:19:15,680 --> 01:19:18,478
Celeste had
been led here by example,

1182
01:19:18,520 --> 01:19:21,239
making loose proclamations
akin to those

1183
01:19:21,280 --> 01:19:23,635
made en vogue
by the government officials

1184
01:19:23,680 --> 01:19:26,911
and public representatives
of her era.

1185
01:19:26,960 --> 01:19:30,157
She was frightened
and wanted to hide,

1186
01:19:30,200 --> 01:19:33,954
but before leaving the stage,
she would tangentially exclaim,

1187
01:19:34,000 --> 01:19:37,390
"I got more number-one hits
than an AK-47's

1188
01:19:37,440 --> 01:19:39,590
standard 30-round
magazine."

1189
01:19:39,640 --> 01:19:44,156
I don't know.
I was just making... a quip.

1190
01:19:44,200 --> 01:19:47,397
Do you actually believe the
weird shit you said up there?

1191
01:19:47,440 --> 01:19:49,237
They wanted a show,
I gave 'em a show.

1192
01:19:49,280 --> 01:19:51,555
All right, this place
is swarming with press.

1193
01:19:51,640 --> 01:19:53,816
Can I kindly ask you both to keep your
mouths shut until we're finished?

1194
01:19:53,840 --> 01:19:55,637
- Fine by me.
- Let me handle it.

1195
01:19:55,680 --> 01:19:57,910
Go smoke a cigarette
or something.

1196
01:20:06,320 --> 01:20:07,958
Hello, everybody.

1197
01:20:08,000 --> 01:20:11,436
- Hello.
You have ten minutes.

1198
01:20:11,480 --> 01:20:13,471
As we currently have
no new information

1199
01:20:13,520 --> 01:20:15,954
concerning what's happening
across the Atlantic,

1200
01:20:16,000 --> 01:20:18,514
I'd ask you to keep your questions
to tonight's performance

1201
01:20:18,560 --> 01:20:20,869
and the new album
as much as possible.

1202
01:20:20,960 --> 01:20:23,030
Okay. Thank you.

1203
01:20:23,080 --> 01:20:25,435
Um, well,

1204
01:20:26,280 --> 01:20:28,111
on that note,

1205
01:20:28,160 --> 01:20:31,516
can you tell us what audiences
can expect from the new album?

1206
01:20:32,680 --> 01:20:35,069
- Sci-fi anthems.
- Hmm.

1207
01:20:35,120 --> 01:20:37,200
The concept with this one
was to create an experience

1208
01:20:37,240 --> 01:20:39,595
as relentless and addictive
as possible.

1209
01:20:40,840 --> 01:20:42,353
Fantastic.

1210
01:20:44,160 --> 01:20:46,993
Um, so...

1211
01:20:47,040 --> 01:20:50,396
I know we were just asked not
talk about today's attack,

1212
01:20:50,440 --> 01:20:52,795
but, um,
I can't help but let it

1213
01:20:52,840 --> 01:20:55,673
- contextualize my next question.
- Okay.

1214
01:20:55,720 --> 01:20:57,517
Okay.

1215
01:20:57,560 --> 01:21:00,677
Uh, you know,
it just got me thinking,

1216
01:21:00,720 --> 01:21:02,836
do you feel
that there has been

1217
01:21:02,880 --> 01:21:05,440
a shift in the culture

1218
01:21:05,480 --> 01:21:09,075
where nihilist radical
groups like this are

1219
01:21:09,120 --> 01:21:11,554
increasingly keen
on being perceived

1220
01:21:11,600 --> 01:21:14,592
as superstars
themselves?

1221
01:21:14,680 --> 01:21:17,114
I mean, who cares?

1222
01:21:17,160 --> 01:21:19,879
I was hesitant to even make
a statement today,

1223
01:21:19,920 --> 01:21:22,673
because all these ultra-violent
thugs want is to make headlines.

1224
01:21:22,720 --> 01:21:26,508
I mean, if everyone stopped
paying attention to them,

1225
01:21:26,560 --> 01:21:28,869
they'd cease to exist.

1226
01:21:28,920 --> 01:21:30,876
So would people like me,
I guess,

1227
01:21:30,920 --> 01:21:33,753
But that's the only link I can
really think of between me and them.

1228
01:21:33,800 --> 01:21:37,270
I couldn't just ignore the casualties,
though. It makes me sick.

1229
01:21:39,320 --> 01:21:40,799
Okay.

1230
01:21:42,760 --> 01:21:45,354
I guess, uh, from
the public's perspective,

1231
01:21:45,400 --> 01:21:47,311
this has been a, I guess,

1232
01:21:47,360 --> 01:21:49,430
emotional few years
for you,

1233
01:21:49,480 --> 01:21:51,596
bizarre events today
very much included.

1234
01:21:51,640 --> 01:21:53,915
Can you shed any light
on the significance

1235
01:21:53,960 --> 01:21:58,033
of these upcoming arena
performances for you personally?

1236
01:21:58,080 --> 01:22:00,719
You're kicking things off
in your hometown.

1237
01:22:00,760 --> 01:22:03,194
This is a culmination
of my life's work so far.

1238
01:22:03,240 --> 01:22:06,277
You know, we worked on it for two years
before bringing it to the public.

1239
01:22:06,320 --> 01:22:08,709
Why two years?

1240
01:22:08,760 --> 01:22:10,239
Well, the year
before that,

1241
01:22:10,320 --> 01:22:13,198
I was under a lot of stress
after my accident.

1242
01:22:13,280 --> 01:22:16,716
And it's an expensive show
to put on.

1243
01:22:16,760 --> 01:22:19,433
I wanted to make sure all the
best people became available.

1244
01:22:19,480 --> 01:22:21,232
I wanted all
my best dancers back.

1245
01:22:21,280 --> 01:22:23,510
With the decision to kick
things off in New Brighton.

1246
01:22:23,560 --> 01:22:26,472
you must have considered
the event like a homecoming

1247
01:22:26,520 --> 01:22:28,954
resurgence since the accident
and the arrest

1248
01:22:29,000 --> 01:22:31,992
- for, uh, causing serious injury by dangerous driving?
- "Injury,"

1249
01:22:32,040 --> 01:22:34,315
not "serious injury."

1250
01:22:34,360 --> 01:22:38,797
And I never stopped making music, so
I don't consider it a resurgence.

1251
01:22:38,840 --> 01:22:41,673
I just wanted a place to channel
all that anxiety and suffering

1252
01:22:41,720 --> 01:22:43,950
into something tangible,
something positive.

1253
01:22:44,000 --> 01:22:47,709
Mm-hmm. Then can you shed any light on
why that case was abruptly dropped?

1254
01:22:49,640 --> 01:22:52,234
I see what you're doing.

1255
01:22:52,320 --> 01:22:54,629
Well, you brought it up.

1256
01:22:54,680 --> 01:22:57,194
I'm not going to say "abruptly"
anything, okay?

1257
01:22:59,560 --> 01:23:01,278
Listen, there are
three classifications

1258
01:23:01,320 --> 01:23:03,276
of gunshot wounds
to the spine.

1259
01:23:03,320 --> 01:23:05,336
I'm type three, which means
that the bullet is lodged

1260
01:23:05,360 --> 01:23:07,430
in my inter-vertebral
disc space.

1261
01:23:07,480 --> 01:23:10,597
Now, type-three injuries
are further subdivided into,

1262
01:23:10,640 --> 01:23:14,155
a) spinal injury without
perforation of abdominal viscera;

1263
01:23:14,200 --> 01:23:17,909
and b) spinal lesions with
perforation of abdominal organs.

1264
01:23:17,960 --> 01:23:20,952
Now, thankfully,
I'm type A,

1265
01:23:21,000 --> 01:23:23,912
but it's no secret that
I'm on meds for my injury,

1266
01:23:23,960 --> 01:23:27,794
and I never should've been behind
the wheel of a car that night.

1267
01:23:27,840 --> 01:23:31,150
- Josie?
- I didn't mean to upset you by that.

1268
01:23:31,200 --> 01:23:34,237
I used to be treated
like I was a hero,

1269
01:23:34,320 --> 01:23:36,993
and then they start talking about
me like I'm trailer trash.

1270
01:23:37,040 --> 01:23:38,712
But that's what
this show is about.

1271
01:23:38,760 --> 01:23:40,432
- It's about rebirth.
- Time's up!

1272
01:23:40,480 --> 01:23:42,630
And have you at all been
in contact with the victim?

1273
01:23:42,680 --> 01:23:44,557
You know I can't
talk about that.

1274
01:23:44,600 --> 01:23:47,990
I thought we were talking
about it just now, am I wrong?

1275
01:23:48,040 --> 01:23:49,736
Do you not think it's an insensitive
time to be bringing this up?

1276
01:23:49,760 --> 01:23:52,593
- Oh, come on.
- You and I, Tony, we are through.

1277
01:23:52,640 --> 01:23:55,056
- You know what? You should...
- I'm doing my job, Josie. That's it.

1278
01:23:55,080 --> 01:23:58,959
...write about those innocent people
instead of trying to tear down

1279
01:23:59,000 --> 01:24:01,195
a good person
and an artist.

1280
01:24:01,240 --> 01:24:04,755
That's not what I'm trying to do.
I'm sorry that you misunderstood.

1281
01:24:04,800 --> 01:24:09,191
I'm standing everything down
until after the show.

1282
01:24:09,240 --> 01:24:14,075
I want you to go to your
room and get some rest.

1283
01:24:14,120 --> 01:24:16,839
Some rest, okay?

1284
01:24:16,880 --> 01:24:19,474
- Okay.
- I'm serious.

1285
01:24:21,720 --> 01:24:23,312
What floor
are you on?

1286
01:24:23,360 --> 01:24:26,511
One floor up.
Uh, room 910.

1287
01:24:27,720 --> 01:24:29,995
Do you have my key?

1288
01:24:30,040 --> 01:24:32,429
- No.
- Ah, fuck.

1289
01:24:42,040 --> 01:24:44,508
Get your hands off her.

1290
01:24:46,240 --> 01:24:48,674
I came up here,
she was crying by herself.

1291
01:24:48,720 --> 01:24:50,915
She needed a hug.

1292
01:24:50,960 --> 01:24:53,918
Go downstairs,
get ready for the show.

1293
01:24:56,560 --> 01:24:58,471
Come on.
Don't do that.

1294
01:25:00,760 --> 01:25:03,558
Look, I hope you didn't take
that thing I gave you earlier.

1295
01:25:03,600 --> 01:25:05,636
I overreacted.

1296
01:25:07,720 --> 01:25:10,359
What you want me do, you want me
to scream it from the rooftops?

1297
01:25:10,400 --> 01:25:13,039
I'm not ready
for you to grow up.

1298
01:25:13,080 --> 01:25:15,230
Okay?
You're my little girl.

1299
01:25:16,840 --> 01:25:18,956
You forgive me?

1300
01:25:21,360 --> 01:25:23,476
Okay, uh...

1301
01:25:36,120 --> 01:25:37,712
Give these to Aunt Ellie.

1302
01:25:37,760 --> 01:25:40,069
- What's this for?
- It's for everything.

1303
01:25:40,120 --> 01:25:43,396
Take them down,
I'll meet you guys in the lobby,

1304
01:25:43,440 --> 01:25:47,035
and, uh, we'll head over
together, all right?

1305
01:25:47,120 --> 01:25:50,192
Baby, I love you.

1306
01:25:50,240 --> 01:25:52,037
You too.

1307
01:26:05,040 --> 01:26:08,316
- So why aren't you downstairs?
- Ah, Jesus Christ!

1308
01:26:08,360 --> 01:26:11,318
I almost forgot
you were there.

1309
01:26:11,360 --> 01:26:12,839
What happened?

1310
01:26:12,880 --> 01:26:15,633
Josie called off
the rest of the day.

1311
01:26:15,680 --> 01:26:19,275
- What?
- Yeah, some guy came after me about Joel Hedlund.

1312
01:26:19,360 --> 01:26:23,035
I didn't have the mental capacity
or the balls to take him on.

1313
01:26:23,080 --> 01:26:26,231
Oh, good. I'll go
talk her off a roof.

1314
01:26:26,280 --> 01:26:28,919
No, please.
Please, please, stay here.

1315
01:26:33,680 --> 01:26:35,955
What was she saying
to you just now?

1316
01:26:36,000 --> 01:26:37,991
Hmm? Nothing, really.

1317
01:26:38,040 --> 01:26:40,076
Oh, come on.

1318
01:26:40,120 --> 01:26:42,395
You're my best spy.

1319
01:26:42,440 --> 01:26:45,113
She doesn't talk
to me.

1320
01:26:45,160 --> 01:26:47,071
I don't know.

1321
01:26:47,120 --> 01:26:49,793
She's got this, uh,

1322
01:26:49,840 --> 01:26:52,149
mock trial thing
at school.

1323
01:26:52,200 --> 01:26:54,760
They got invited to
a competition in Lake Tahoe,

1324
01:26:54,800 --> 01:26:57,553
- so she must be pretty good at it.
- Okay.

1325
01:26:57,600 --> 01:26:59,477
Well, that explains
the Perry Mason routine.

1326
01:26:59,520 --> 01:27:01,875
I got cross-examined
over lunch.

1327
01:27:01,920 --> 01:27:06,311
Did she mention
anything else of note?

1328
01:27:08,560 --> 01:27:11,120
Asked if I could arrange
for her to see it.

1329
01:27:11,160 --> 01:27:13,469
All right. Okay.

1330
01:27:13,520 --> 01:27:17,069
Not what I was
expecting you to say.

1331
01:27:19,520 --> 01:27:21,636
How'd you respond?

1332
01:27:21,680 --> 01:27:23,830
I told her,
you know,

1333
01:27:23,880 --> 01:27:26,838
he's a messed-up guy
with problems.

1334
01:27:26,880 --> 01:27:29,758
It was probably a bad idea.

1335
01:27:29,800 --> 01:27:32,917
Good.

1336
01:27:32,960 --> 01:27:34,598
Good.

1337
01:27:39,240 --> 01:27:42,232
You got any of that stuff
left over from last night?

1338
01:27:44,600 --> 01:27:46,795
Is that a good idea
right now?

1339
01:27:46,840 --> 01:27:49,877
I'm done yammering
for the day.

1340
01:27:49,920 --> 01:27:52,115
Come on.

1341
01:27:52,160 --> 01:27:54,515
Tonight's second nature.

1342
01:27:54,560 --> 01:27:57,233
Got to get out of my head.
You know that.

1343
01:27:59,480 --> 01:28:02,153
I'm getting myself all worked up
from over-thinking everything.

1344
01:28:02,200 --> 01:28:04,430
I keep picturing
all those people screaming

1345
01:28:04,480 --> 01:28:06,789
and running
all over the sand.

1346
01:28:10,000 --> 01:28:11,752
Look, we'll just do
what we have left.

1347
01:28:11,800 --> 01:28:14,030
We won't call for more
until after the show.

1348
01:28:18,680 --> 01:28:21,433
You can fuck me
for a little while we're high.

1349
01:28:32,080 --> 01:28:34,150
I'm scared.

1350
01:28:36,880 --> 01:28:39,075
Nothing to be
scared about, kiddo.

1351
01:28:42,200 --> 01:28:44,031
Nothing.

1352
01:29:22,800 --> 01:29:25,758
Celeste, come on.

1353
01:29:25,800 --> 01:29:27,836
Everybody's downstairs.

1354
01:29:57,600 --> 01:30:00,433
- Stop the car.
- No, no, no, no. No. We're running late.

1355
01:30:00,480 --> 01:30:03,074
- Just pull over for two minutes.
- What is it?

1356
01:30:03,120 --> 01:30:05,395
I just... I just need to do
something for two minutes.

1357
01:30:05,440 --> 01:30:07,351
Will you stop
the fucking car, please?

1358
01:30:09,600 --> 01:30:11,556
Stop the car!

1359
01:30:30,760 --> 01:30:32,398
Come on!

1360
01:31:12,520 --> 01:31:14,272
Get down with me.

1361
01:31:14,320 --> 01:31:16,276
What are you doing?

1362
01:31:16,320 --> 01:31:19,232
Let's just have a moment
of silence together.

1363
01:31:23,880 --> 01:31:25,871
Let's shut our eyes

1364
01:31:25,920 --> 01:31:29,595
and hold everyone who's suffering
right now in our hearts.

1365
01:31:58,960 --> 01:32:01,633
Can I help you, miss?

1366
01:32:01,680 --> 01:32:04,148
- Nobody calls me that.
- Give her some space.

1367
01:32:04,200 --> 01:32:06,316
I got you.

1368
01:32:06,360 --> 01:32:08,271
- You got her?
- Yeah.

1369
01:32:14,000 --> 01:32:16,195
- Are there cameras down there?
- Not that I know of.

1370
01:32:16,240 --> 01:32:19,596
- Tell your team if anyone is caught photographing her...
- No photos!

1371
01:32:19,640 --> 01:32:22,056
- ...they are fucking fired!
- We'll fire their fucking asses.

1372
01:32:22,080 --> 01:32:24,036
What can we get you?

1373
01:32:24,080 --> 01:32:26,992
Mmm...
I'm very thirsty.

1374
01:32:27,040 --> 01:32:28,917
Get her some water
and something to eat.

1375
01:32:28,960 --> 01:32:31,474
- Okay, what would she like?
- Uh, anything with sugar.

1376
01:32:31,520 --> 01:32:33,750
- Soda.
- Where's Albertine?

1377
01:32:33,800 --> 01:32:36,792
- She's behind you.
- Will you take her and get her something to drink?

1378
01:32:36,840 --> 01:32:38,876
We're not going anywhere.
I'm right here.

1379
01:32:38,920 --> 01:32:41,673
Oh, I was just coming
up to introduce myself.

1380
01:32:41,720 --> 01:32:44,598
- I'm stepping in for O'Malley tonight.
- Who's O'Malley?

1381
01:32:44,640 --> 01:32:48,553
- Now is not a great time.
- Oh, I'm sorry. I can come by your dressing room later.

1382
01:32:48,600 --> 01:32:51,592
I need you to call this!
She can't go on.

1383
01:32:51,640 --> 01:32:54,279
Celeste, stop
with the histrionics.

1384
01:32:54,320 --> 01:32:56,231
- Yeah, I know. I know.
- Okay? Get it together.

1385
01:32:56,280 --> 01:32:58,350
I know. We've been here
every day for a week.

1386
01:32:58,400 --> 01:33:01,039
Let go of me!
Let go of me!

1387
01:33:01,080 --> 01:33:03,719
Everyone thinks
I'm some kind of idiot!

1388
01:33:03,760 --> 01:33:05,640
- No one thinks you're an idiot.
- Just shut up!

1389
01:33:05,680 --> 01:33:07,830
- Stop being a spoiled brat.
- Don't call me a brat.

1390
01:33:07,880 --> 01:33:10,838
- Stop being a spoiled fucking brat.
- Don't call me a fucking brat!

1391
01:33:10,880 --> 01:33:14,316
You shut up. Shut up and
stop being a spoiled brat.

1392
01:33:16,800 --> 01:33:20,270
- Right this way, guys.
- Thank you.

1393
01:33:20,320 --> 01:33:22,515
- Spoiled brat.
- Don't you ever

1394
01:33:22,560 --> 01:33:25,074
fucking call me
a spoiled brat!

1395
01:33:25,160 --> 01:33:29,392
Don't you ever!
I am sick of everybody

1396
01:33:29,440 --> 01:33:32,477
treating me like
I'm not a person!

1397
01:33:32,520 --> 01:33:34,556
Get it together.

1398
01:33:34,600 --> 01:33:38,195
Get your shit together.
Do not come in here

1399
01:33:38,240 --> 01:33:40,390
and indulge this unhealthy
behavior, Ellie!

1400
01:33:40,440 --> 01:33:42,954
Close your eyes.

1401
01:33:43,000 --> 01:33:45,639
- Get out of here.
- Can you hear me? Can you hear me?

1402
01:33:45,680 --> 01:33:47,875
I said, get out!

1403
01:33:47,920 --> 01:33:49,672
Close your eyes
and pretend

1404
01:33:49,720 --> 01:33:51,576
- you're the only one in the room.
- Hey. Hey. Hey.

1405
01:33:51,600 --> 01:33:53,477
Do you want me
to call this off?

1406
01:33:53,520 --> 01:33:56,080
You're dancing in your room.
What did you say?

1407
01:34:00,480 --> 01:34:02,072
Move.

1408
01:34:11,160 --> 01:34:14,470
Everybody's is talking about me like
I'm not right in front of them.

1409
01:34:14,520 --> 01:34:17,318
I'm right in front of them...

1410
01:34:17,360 --> 01:34:20,113
He's a car salesman.
Don't worry about him.

1411
01:34:21,840 --> 01:34:23,478
Hey.

1412
01:34:23,520 --> 01:34:27,991
They showed me these
promos we shot today.

1413
01:34:28,040 --> 01:34:31,555
I looked so bad.

1414
01:34:31,600 --> 01:34:34,239
- What are you talking about?
- So bad!

1415
01:34:34,280 --> 01:34:38,956
No, don't look
at me like that.

1416
01:34:39,000 --> 01:34:41,070
- Listen to me.
- Okay.

1417
01:34:41,120 --> 01:34:44,157
Listen to me.

1418
01:34:44,240 --> 01:34:47,596
So they told me
the camera we were using

1419
01:34:47,640 --> 01:34:49,631
was gonna be great.

1420
01:34:50,760 --> 01:34:53,513
I looked so ugly.

1421
01:34:53,560 --> 01:34:56,438
I looked so ugly!

1422
01:34:56,480 --> 01:34:59,040
And it made me
want to die!

1423
01:34:59,080 --> 01:35:01,116
No. You're not
gonna die.

1424
01:35:01,160 --> 01:35:03,879
I just want to be
queen for them,

1425
01:35:03,920 --> 01:35:06,798
and sometimes I don't
feel like a queen at all.

1426
01:35:08,080 --> 01:35:09,433
Sometimes...

1427
01:35:09,480 --> 01:35:13,553
I'm just so ugly
underneath all this.

1428
01:35:13,600 --> 01:35:15,795
If they only knew.

1429
01:35:15,840 --> 01:35:18,798
I'm so grateful
you're alive.

1430
01:35:18,840 --> 01:35:20,796
I'm here.

1431
01:35:20,840 --> 01:35:24,628
They can be so mean!

1432
01:35:24,680 --> 01:35:27,399
So mean!

1433
01:35:27,440 --> 01:35:29,396
That's because
they've never done anything

1434
01:35:29,440 --> 01:35:30,998
they're proud of, honey.

1435
01:35:31,040 --> 01:35:33,474
Right!
You're right!

1436
01:35:35,080 --> 01:35:37,275
You're not here for them.

1437
01:35:37,320 --> 01:35:39,436
You're here for your fans.

1438
01:35:39,480 --> 01:35:43,075
And tonight will be the
greatest night of their lives.

1439
01:35:43,120 --> 01:35:45,953
The public will be
at your feet again.

1440
01:35:47,920 --> 01:35:50,229
In just a few minutes,
this nightmare you've been living

1441
01:35:50,280 --> 01:35:52,396
will all be over,

1442
01:35:52,440 --> 01:35:55,273
and it will have all
been worth it.

1443
01:36:00,960 --> 01:36:03,110
Let me help you
get dressed.

1444
01:36:09,400 --> 01:36:11,550
Two minutes.
Two minutes, guys!

1445
01:36:11,600 --> 01:36:14,480
- All right, two-minute warning!
- Watch your step, miss.

1446
01:36:16,200 --> 01:36:18,316
Coming through!

1447
01:36:18,360 --> 01:36:20,555
Clear those cables.
They're coming in.

1448
01:36:20,600 --> 01:36:22,636
Excuse me.
Coming through.

1449
01:36:30,800 --> 01:36:33,155
- Excuse me.
- Excuse us.

1450
01:36:34,400 --> 01:36:36,118
Watch your step here.

1451
01:36:38,520 --> 01:36:40,556
- Stage team, take your places.
- Excuse us.

1452
01:36:40,600 --> 01:36:43,239
- Places, please.
- Clear. Clear out of the way. Thank you.

1453
01:36:43,280 --> 01:36:46,716
- Quick, over here.
- You look amazing.

1454
01:36:46,760 --> 01:36:48,034
Are you ready?

1455
01:36:48,080 --> 01:36:49,718
My daughter's
out there tonight.

1456
01:36:49,760 --> 01:36:51,751
Got to make this
amazing for her.

1457
01:36:51,800 --> 01:36:53,995
All right.
Let's get started.

1458
01:36:54,040 --> 01:36:55,917
All right, everybody
gather round Cel.

1459
01:36:59,920 --> 01:37:02,388
Okay, I just
want to say thank you

1460
01:37:02,440 --> 01:37:05,079
for this beautiful group
of talented people.

1461
01:37:05,120 --> 01:37:07,839
I want to take a minute
to reflect on the last year

1462
01:37:07,880 --> 01:37:09,996
and this crew,
who are like family.

1463
01:37:10,040 --> 01:37:13,396
None of this would be
possible without you.

1464
01:37:15,680 --> 01:37:19,798
Then let's give our girl some love!

1465
01:37:22,200 --> 01:37:25,510
- Who's the baddest bitch in the room?
- You are!

1466
01:37:25,560 --> 01:37:29,348
- Who's the sickest band on the planet?
- We are!

1467
01:37:29,400 --> 01:37:32,073
- Who makes this possible?
- We do!

1468
01:37:32,120 --> 01:37:34,076
- Are we gonna be good?
- No!

1469
01:37:34,120 --> 01:37:35,917
- Are we gonna be great?
- No!

1470
01:37:35,960 --> 01:37:38,952
- Are we gonna be amazing?
- No!

1471
01:37:39,000 --> 01:37:41,036
Then what are
we gonna be?

1472
01:37:41,080 --> 01:37:43,992
- Phenomenal!
- Yeah! Phenomenal!

1473
01:37:44,040 --> 01:37:46,416
Phenomenal! Phenomenal!
Phenomenal! Phenomenal!

1474
01:37:46,440 --> 01:37:49,000
Come on! Take it higher
and higher and higher

1475
01:37:49,040 --> 01:37:51,759
and higher and higher
and higher and higher!

1476
01:37:51,800 --> 01:37:55,031
Phenomenal, break!

1477
01:38:08,560 --> 01:38:11,518
Five, four, three,

1478
01:38:11,560 --> 01:38:13,232
two...

1479
01:38:14,920 --> 01:38:16,831
Tonight,
we're gonna bring it back

1480
01:38:16,880 --> 01:38:20,190
to where it all began.

1481
01:38:20,240 --> 01:38:23,152
You want to travel back
in time with me?

1482
01:38:24,800 --> 01:38:29,032
Tonight is all for you.

1483
01:38:29,080 --> 01:38:30,991
That's right, bitches.

1484
01:38:31,040 --> 01:38:34,112
My little angels.

1485
01:38:34,160 --> 01:38:36,754
This is the
new New Testament.

1486
01:38:36,800 --> 01:38:40,759
and tonight
is all for you.

1487
01:40:45,000 --> 01:40:47,878
♪ I, I, I, I ♪

1488
01:40:47,920 --> 01:40:50,992
♪ I-I, I, I, I, I ♪

1489
01:40:52,160 --> 01:40:55,596
♪ I, I, I, I ♪

1490
01:40:55,640 --> 01:40:58,712
♪ I-I, I, I, I, I ♪

1491
01:41:00,640 --> 01:41:04,076
♪ No, I don't need no
Fourth of July ♪

1492
01:41:04,160 --> 01:41:07,709
♪ I'm celebrate every night
Every night ♪

1493
01:41:07,760 --> 01:41:11,116
♪ And I don't need no
No chemicals ♪

1494
01:41:11,160 --> 01:41:14,914
♪ I'm incredible
I provide my own fuel ♪

1495
01:41:14,960 --> 01:41:19,909
♪ Yeah, I got all my friends
And we roll together ♪

1496
01:41:19,960 --> 01:41:22,599
♪ We're so alive ♪

1497
01:41:22,640 --> 01:41:26,519
♪ Yeah, I got a sixth sense
On where the party's headed ♪

1498
01:41:26,600 --> 01:41:30,036
♪ Oh, every night
We're alive ♪

1499
01:41:34,360 --> 01:41:37,397
♪ 'Cause I'm a firecracker ♪

1500
01:41:41,320 --> 01:41:44,835
♪ I'll be your firecracker ♪

1501
01:41:44,880 --> 01:41:48,759
♪ And watch the sparks fly
Tonight, tonight ♪

1502
01:41:48,800 --> 01:41:52,031
♪ Be your firecracker ♪

1503
01:41:52,080 --> 01:41:54,913
♪ Let's throw it down tonight ♪

1504
01:41:54,960 --> 01:41:59,511
♪ Throw it down tonight ♪

1505
01:41:59,560 --> 01:42:03,314
♪ I, I, I, I ♪

1506
01:42:13,840 --> 01:42:17,116
♪ Come on now, boy, I want
To see some sweat and tears ♪

1507
01:42:17,160 --> 01:42:20,630
♪ Throw it down, boy, I want
To see your sweat and tears ♪

1508
01:42:23,560 --> 01:42:25,516
♪ I want to see some
Sweat and tears ♪

1509
01:42:25,560 --> 01:42:27,278
♪ I want to see
Some sweat and tears ♪

1510
01:42:27,320 --> 01:42:29,788
♪ I see you
Don't buckle today ♪

1511
01:42:29,840 --> 01:42:33,719
♪ Use your muscles, baby
You're the competition New way ♪

1512
01:42:33,760 --> 01:42:36,752
♪ You've got guts
Just for getting on us ♪

1513
01:42:36,800 --> 01:42:38,552
♪ Using all that you've got ♪

1514
01:42:38,600 --> 01:42:40,670
♪ You know what position
You play ♪

1515
01:42:40,720 --> 01:42:43,871
♪ I want to see you put your
Heart where your mouth is ♪

1516
01:42:43,920 --> 01:42:47,196
♪ I want to see you give it up
For this world ♪

1517
01:42:47,240 --> 01:42:50,152
♪ I wanna squeeze you and give
You all the love you need ♪

1518
01:42:50,200 --> 01:42:51,758
♪ Listen to me cheer, baby ♪

1519
01:42:51,800 --> 01:42:53,836
♪ I want to see
Your sweat and tears ♪

1520
01:43:03,520 --> 01:43:05,511
♪ Ain't nothing to fear, baby ♪

1521
01:43:07,720 --> 01:43:10,393
♪ Come on now, boy, I want
To see some sweat and tears ♪

1522
01:43:10,440 --> 01:43:13,477
♪ Throw it down, boy, I want
To see your sweat and tears ♪

1523
01:43:16,960 --> 01:43:19,269
♪ I want to see some
Sweat and tears ♪

1524
01:43:26,800 --> 01:43:30,156
I hear all you angels.

1525
01:43:30,200 --> 01:43:33,556
30,000 of my little angels.

1526
01:43:34,320 --> 01:43:35,958
So tell me,

1527
01:43:39,240 --> 01:43:43,518
how many of you have ever had
a boy break your heart?

1528
01:43:46,600 --> 01:43:49,990
And how many of you have cried
yourselves to sleep at night

1529
01:43:50,040 --> 01:43:53,669
because somebody called you
an ugly name?

1530
01:43:53,720 --> 01:43:56,314
Fat?

1531
01:43:56,360 --> 01:43:58,590
Hideous?

1532
01:43:58,640 --> 01:44:00,232
Slut?

1533
01:44:01,880 --> 01:44:03,552
Well, guess what?

1534
01:44:03,600 --> 01:44:05,909
People have been
trying to take me down

1535
01:44:05,960 --> 01:44:08,633
for years,

1536
01:44:08,720 --> 01:44:10,676
but I won't stay down.

1537
01:44:12,560 --> 01:44:15,836
Celeste! Celeste! Celeste! Celeste!

1538
01:44:22,960 --> 01:44:27,158
♪ I'm a private girl ♪

1539
01:44:27,200 --> 01:44:31,034
♪ In a public world ♪

1540
01:44:31,080 --> 01:44:34,959
♪ I'm a private girl ♪

1541
01:44:38,720 --> 01:44:40,551
♪ Now here the fun begins ♪

1542
01:44:40,600 --> 01:44:42,716
♪ Don't need to sing of ♪

1543
01:44:42,760 --> 01:44:46,070
♪ What we got ourselves in ♪

1544
01:44:46,120 --> 01:44:50,113
♪ Maybe we'll sneak around
When the plane hits The ground ♪

1545
01:44:50,160 --> 01:44:54,312
♪ They point the lens
And we're running ♪

1546
01:45:08,520 --> 01:45:11,956
♪ You know I'm a private girl ♪

1547
01:45:12,000 --> 01:45:15,310
♪ I don't need to tell
The world ♪

1548
01:45:15,360 --> 01:45:17,316
♪ So I'm sticking to ♪

1549
01:45:17,360 --> 01:45:19,635
♪ "We're just friends
We're just friends" ♪

1550
01:45:19,680 --> 01:45:21,636
♪ I'm sticking to ♪

1551
01:45:23,600 --> 01:45:27,479
♪ You see
I'm a private girl ♪

1552
01:45:27,520 --> 01:45:31,035
♪ My secrets are hidden ♪

1553
01:45:57,440 --> 01:45:59,954
Late one night at the hospital,

1554
01:46:00,040 --> 01:46:03,635
following that fateful morning
at New Brighton,

1555
01:46:03,680 --> 01:46:06,638
Celeste made a maddening claim
that only her sister

1556
01:46:06,680 --> 01:46:09,319
had ever sensed to be true.

1557
01:46:09,360 --> 01:46:11,351
She recounted
a story to Eleanor

1558
01:46:11,400 --> 01:46:13,834
that went something
like this:

1559
01:46:13,880 --> 01:46:16,633
Shortly after her classmate
pulled the trigger

1560
01:46:16,680 --> 01:46:19,797
and sent her to the place
between life and death,

1561
01:46:19,840 --> 01:46:23,389
a place that she was only able
to describe to Eleanor

1562
01:46:23,480 --> 01:46:25,755
as a rush of color,

1563
01:46:25,800 --> 01:46:28,598
She had met the devil
and made a deal with him

1564
01:46:28,640 --> 01:46:31,200
in exchange for her life.

1565
01:46:31,240 --> 01:46:34,915
He whispered her melodies,
and she returned with a mission

1566
01:46:34,960 --> 01:46:37,952
to bring great change
to the next century.

1567
01:46:38,000 --> 01:46:40,355
He said,

1568
01:46:40,400 --> 01:46:42,550
"Shut your eyes

1569
01:46:42,600 --> 01:46:46,195
and repeat after me:

1570
01:46:46,240 --> 01:46:48,674
One for the money,

1571
01:46:48,720 --> 01:46:51,598
two for the show.

1572
01:46:51,640 --> 01:46:55,155
On three we get ready,

1573
01:46:55,200 --> 01:46:58,158
And on four...
come with me.

1574
01:46:58,200 --> 01:47:00,794
♪ I knew I would've been
Torn to shreds ♪

1575
01:47:00,840 --> 01:47:04,833
♪ But all the people
In my head ♪

1576
01:47:04,880 --> 01:47:07,872
♪ Dropped to the bed
I got up instead ♪

1577
01:47:07,920 --> 01:47:11,959
♪ Oh, oh
I was barely alive ♪

1578
01:47:12,000 --> 01:47:15,276
♪ Stuck in my head
I had nothing left ♪

1579
01:47:15,320 --> 01:47:18,949
♪ No, you brought me alive ♪

1580
01:47:19,000 --> 01:47:22,276
♪ I'm kissed, I'm licked
Gonna need a fix ♪

1581
01:47:22,320 --> 01:47:26,108
♪ Oh, oh
I'm so glad your mine ♪

1582
01:47:26,160 --> 01:47:29,311
♪ Your laws that shock
They start from the top ♪

1583
01:47:29,360 --> 01:47:33,797
♪ Oh, oh
I'm so satisfied ♪

1584
01:47:33,840 --> 01:47:37,355
♪ You are my music ♪

1585
01:47:37,400 --> 01:47:40,676
♪ You are my heartbeat
Truly ♪

1586
01:47:40,720 --> 01:47:44,315
♪ And when we do it, do it ♪

1587
01:47:44,360 --> 01:47:47,591
♪ I know I will
Get through it ♪

1588
01:47:47,640 --> 01:47:51,952
♪ I come alive
I hit that line ♪

1589
01:47:52,000 --> 01:47:55,037
♪ Until you let me ♪

1590
01:47:55,080 --> 01:47:58,675
♪ Feel me
Check the EKG ♪

1591
01:47:58,720 --> 01:48:01,792
♪ My heart's
Like a house beat ♪

1592
01:48:18,040 --> 01:48:20,952
♪ Now feel the heat
From my heartbeat ♪

1593
01:48:21,000 --> 01:48:24,879
♪ Yeah, yeah
When I'm in your arms ♪

1594
01:48:24,920 --> 01:48:28,151
♪ We come alive
We have lots of time ♪

1595
01:48:28,200 --> 01:48:31,988
♪ Yeah, yeah
We are shooting stars ♪

1596
01:48:32,040 --> 01:48:35,396
♪ Oh, I see electricity ♪

1597
01:48:35,440 --> 01:48:39,115
♪ Yeah, yeah
Makes me want to move ♪

1598
01:48:39,160 --> 01:48:42,357
♪ Without your love
I'd be up above ♪

1599
01:48:42,400 --> 01:48:46,075
♪ Yeah, yeah
Stay right here with you ♪

1600
01:48:46,120 --> 01:48:50,398
♪ You are my music ♪

1601
01:48:50,440 --> 01:48:53,910
♪ You are my heartbeat
Truly ♪

1602
01:48:53,960 --> 01:48:57,350
♪ And when we do it, do it ♪

1603
01:48:57,400 --> 01:49:00,710
♪ I know I will
Get through it ♪

1604
01:49:00,760 --> 01:49:02,990
♪ I come alive ♪

1605
01:49:03,040 --> 01:49:07,750
♪ I hit that line
Until you let me ♪

1606
01:49:07,800 --> 01:49:11,679
♪ Feel me
Check my EKG ♪

1607
01:49:11,720 --> 01:49:15,759
♪ My heart's
Like a house beat ♪