https://m.weibo.cn/status/4247869659082973?

It's been too long since I've given everyone an update. I know the team recently has been a bit chaotic. But, I want to clarify some things and express my personal feelings.
Firstly, I have in fact been playing PUBG. But I want to make clear, I have only been playing PUBG on breaks. I have truly been practicing when it is practice time, since there is a rule against playing other games during training times. Those accusing me of playing PUBG, I admit it, because it's true.

Secondly, about the haters. This is what makes me the angriest about. In Stages 1 and 2, I practiced whatever the team needed me to, practicing Roadhog to play triple tank. I did that. When I was subbing in for the DPS players, the team told me to practice my best DPS heroes. And I agreed again. I knew I wasn't good on DPS, so every time I was on ranked I played DPS. Even though we didn't win, I had tried my best to learn and practice. And I didn't regret it, though I was a bit unwilling to. At the start of Stage 3 I returned back to my familiar off-tank position. But why wasn't I on stage subsequently? Because there wasn't any communication issues between the two Korean tanks. We would definitely select them [Fearless and Geguri] to go on stage. And that's how we selected our starters.

Afterwards my training basically consisted of playing on ranked. And I slowly got into a stage of depression and confusion. I didn't know what I was actually supposed to do, what my goals were. I asked many people for their opinion, what should I do? A lot of them told me to take it easy, you're being paid just to play ranked. But I didn't want to listen to their advice. That was not what I wanted to come to America for, just to pass the time. I didn't want to live this kind of life, I would rather leave the team instead. So I brought it up to management. And I got what I wanted.

I really thank Diya and Freefeel and Fiveking for giving me that advice. But I want to apologize to Diya and Freefeel that I can't help you here, maybe when you guys get home.

Finally I want to say that my views are simple, I want to work hard with my team, to win matches, possibly take home the gold. The road, on paper, seems easy, but there may be many potholes on it. But I don't mind continuing on this road.

Perhaps I could stay at home for a while to rest and accompany family. If there's any news in the future I'll tell everyone. I thank everyone who has been supporting me all this while, I'm still who I was, never changed.

<Conversation in the image>
MG: Every day I'm here just to play ranked. And I get my salary every month. Sounds nice, but that's not what I want.
MG: I don't want to collect that kind of money or live this kind of life.
MG: I'm willing to play in Contenders. I think it would be better for me. At least I get to play matches.