she's lesbian

i've been living in a dumpster. ive idolized something so fake, and when i was about to convert to it, turns out it wasnt what i really thought. fucking really. why do i always throw myself off a bridge when i commit to something. im just a worn out fool, not in a league that could get me anywhere. i hate myself. ive started to figure out that hope is just fake. whenever i have hope for something it doesnt work.