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- I've made it out.
- I feel weightless. I know that place had always held me down, but for the first time,
- I can feel the unity that I had hoped for. It's been three nights now, and my breathing has changed - it's slower, and more full.
- It's like the air out here is actually worth taking in.
- I can see it back in the distance, and I'd be lying if I said that it wasn't constantly on my mind.
- I wish I could turn that fear off, but maybe the further I go, the less that fear will affect me. I feel betrayed by what I assumed was home.
- If I ever end up back there, I won't be able to look at it the same way.
- They are asleep. They're so sure that they know the truth, and carry on throughout their day with the same meaningless tasks.
- They've forgotten to look up, and to look outward, to understand that this isn't about 'in there.'
- This is about 'out here.'
- This new world surrounds me. I used to think the walls back home were massive- these green cliffs engulf me, and place me right in the middle-
- Trench is quite precarious at times, and it's easy to grow weary. But it's real, and it's true, and I'd much rather endure reality than to mindlessly be obedient to a life that
- someone else created for me. I've obsessed about this world for so long, that it feels more like home than anything I've experienced.
- Somehow, in this vast openness, I feel more protected than ever.
- The landscape feels endless, and I've found myself walking for hours without any true evidence of getting further down.
- But I've seen plants and colors out here that I'm not sure I've witnessed before. There's a beauty in the strangest places,- and the curiosity of what's next continues to
- motivate me.
- I wonder who else is out here. If what i assumed inside is true, there's got to be more like me. Sometimes I'll feel a presence, only to look up and see nothing.
- It's just another thing that I'm afraid of that also excites me. It all just confirms all of the things that I hoped to be true for all of this time.
- I am out here and I am very alive. I'm sometimes scared, but always discovering something new, and I will not stop. Cover me!
- -Clancy
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