Pause from Pokemon Speedrunning and potentially streaming

Pause from Pokemon Speedrunning and potentially streaming
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Hello everyone, you might have noticed that my interest in Pokemon Speedrunning declined over the past weeks, only routing different category ideas for meme runs or giving some ideas for already existing categories. Since Pokemon is the major occupation of mine on my stream, i was only streaming some rare Clone Hero sessions.

Very recently, even though i wasn't really putting much effort into routing or coding, i started to think : "Why do i do this anymore ?". It's been 2-3 weeks that i was very reluctantly trying to get back into it, but i simply realized i lost my whole interest in the process.
I'm pretty much burnt out from Pokemon Speedrunning at the moment, and i don't even find a purpose anymore to simply routing or even coding programs, which were very primarily designed for me and also to answer some demands from other speedrunners. Even looking at Pokemon runs from other streamers that i genuinely enjoy watching seems a lot for me right now. Don't worry, i'm not depressed or in personal danger, i've just lost interest in the whole thing.

As a summary : i won't be streaming much in the next days/weeks/months/whatever, hopefully i won't just waste the 3-4 years i invested in it, but i won't force myself into getting back to it.

Cheers to you all for showing up in the chat, for joking, cheering, discussing random things or route ideas. The Pokemon Speedrunning community is so good as a whole, very supportive people to one another. Until now, you've been walking by my side. It's time for me to just continue in a different direction.

Big thank you everyone, see you soon :)