Hi, everyone, it's been a while. Over 10 months, even. There's something I've been meaning to share with you that I've been too afraid to post, but here it is.

I'm so sorry. I disappointed so many of you and trust me, I still suffer to this day when think of the man I became. I understand if you're not willing to accept my apology, I could never blame you for doing so. I just want you all to know that, from the bottom of my heart, I am truly sorry.

I do not intend to return to the community at all, I will keep my distance, but I needed to get this off my chest. I've been working towards becoming a better man and I thank those of you who've opened my eyes.

You might see me at official events, but I want you know that I'm not attempting in any way to return to any position of influence. Pokémon is still a huge part of my life and I hope you understand I simply want to keep playing the game I love.

If you believe I don't deserve to enjoy that privilege, I completely understand, I personally have my own conflicts regarding that topic, but I've made a decision to keep enjoying this hobby. I will make sure I won't make any of you uncomfortable with my presence. I just want you all to feel accepted and welcome while playing this game the same way I once felt.

I hope you're all doing well during these trying times. Personally, I believe I managed to get myself out of a pretty toxic mindset and am currently still working on myself.

I will keep my Twitter page inactive, including my pathetic reaction to my exposure. I want to be as transparent as possible about my past, I won't be hiding anything.

If there's anything you want me to hear or if you want to vent your frustrations regarding my past actions, I will accept you with open arms either on my DMs or at a future event.

There's honestly no way I can truly convey my genuine regret through words, so I'll let my actions speak for themselves.