Aki - Last Monday at 6:43 PM
So what happend(edited)
:thinking:
December 9, 2017
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:04 PM
what happened? :thinking:
Aki - Today at 10:04 PM
nothing
nvm
it
AHHA
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:04 PM
ok
AHHA
Aki - Today at 10:04 PM
LMAO
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:04 PM
LMFAO
Aki - Today at 10:04 PM
I see that you learned from the best
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:05 PM
i see that you are a man of culture as well
Aki - Today at 10:04 PM
I see that you learned from the best
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:05 PM
i see that you are a man of culture as well
Aki - Today at 10:05 PM
im not
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:05 PM
nice
Aki - Today at 10:05 PM
and we both know that
that was only one of my many faces
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:05 PM
so you are man of cultures i see
Aki - Today at 10:05 PM
So are you
If you know what i mean
:smirk:
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:06 PM
ofc
Aki - Today at 10:06 PM
Remember
it was you that taught me that lession
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:06 PM
yes sure
not everyone learns my lessions
Aki - Today at 10:06 PM
But i have
[SIN]KillingWeapon - 11/05/2017
idk
for real
good for u
u r not iranian
iranians are all fuking liars
they abuse everything
everywhere  and to everyone that i know i always tell them not to trust and love an iranian person
we iranians build everything based on lies
cause we are weak from inside
we want to hide the weakness with lies
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:09 PM
what happened?
i dont know really
anyway , how is ur BFFF doing?
Aki - Today at 10:11 PM
i don't have a bff
but i saw that you got one
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:12 PM
feelsgoodman , i dont know
D: did i even have a bfff?
Aki - Today at 10:12 PM
yes i assume so
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:13 PM
what did his/her name start with ? :thinking:  i have alzaymer i kinda forget names and stuff
Aki - Today at 10:13 PM
The one that you were shit talking him a while ago but i guess iranians go against that too
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:14 PM
havent seen him in ages thou
still
still
he rathers spend some time even thou  its not important
with his friends i guess
unlike some BFFs
Aki - Today at 10:14 PM
well yes ofcourse
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:15 PM
some ppl even left the squad for no reason
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Aki - Today at 10:15 PM
we are not as perfect as him
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:15 PM
lets say one person *
Aki - Today at 10:15 PM
im sorry that i can't be like him
never will be
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:15 PM
lol , no one can be . he gets the pussy and has a job and is full geard in game
everyone wonders how
but still
after all this the best part is
Aki - Today at 10:15 PM
he's a perfect man as i said
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:16 PM
everyday he had atleast 4hours to spend and talk shit with ppl
but i guess some ppl dont even have that time
u know
they dont even mind reading ur msg :)))))
Aki - Today at 10:16 PM
Well i guess some ppl prefer to spend time with more important ppl
I read
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:17 PM
ofc
Aki - Today at 10:17 PM
i just ignored
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:17 PM
there it is
more important ppl
Aki - Today at 10:17 PM
cause i don't wanna say no
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:17 PM
starts with
?
Aki - Today at 10:17 PM
starts with?
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:17 PM
hyo and?
Aki - Today at 10:17 PM
noone else
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:17 PM
1h for hyo 2h for hyo .. lets say 10hours for hyo, what about the rest? :thinking:
i really ship u and hyo and dont mind the relationship
the thing i cant really understand is
u mean u didnt even spend a single minute with Our Best and beloved hero dark? :thinking:
Why would u think a person
who is not on anyside
would join hozzy?
cause unlike some ppl
he does
atleast
answers u or even agrees to spend his time
atleast an hour
with so called " Friends "
but idk ,  i havent seen *old BFFs in a long time i guess :thinking:
Aki - Today at 10:21 PM
Oh this is where you are wrong
i do spend time with dark
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:21 PM
and dark doesnt spend time with us
thats the point
Aki - Today at 10:22 PM
We all have a reason why
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:22 PM
i just understood and lets say found out
Aki - Today at 10:22 PM
mine is
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:22 PM
yesterrday
just after this
i wont even bother
Aki - Today at 10:22 PM
hyo over anyone even me
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:22 PM
not u not hoz not dark no one D:
u love hyo and its acceptable
but the fact that
u r limiting ur self
ur entire life
to a person
is the fact that i cant understand
u can also
spend ur time with ur friends and also have ur girl
and believe me no o ne is going to blame u for that
but the intereting part is here
the day i PMed u back then
me and dark went on a trip
the exact moment
when i PMed u
dark had PMed u too
i wonder
how did u answer him
and u couldnt answer me D:
top 10 anime misteries
Aki - Today at 10:25 PM
I did anwser him
cause he pm'd 1st
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:25 PM
u could answer and tell me wait 1 sc  or brb
but it took
a whole
goddamn
week D:
Aki - Today at 10:25 PM
But don't get it how can't you understand
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:25 PM
to anwer
Aki - Today at 10:25 PM
how to be loyal to someone forever
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:25 PM
loyal?
to who?
about what?
what do u really thing aki?
ur friends always have ur back?
they never shit talked?
but believe me
im a simple man
i do what ppl do to me
i work like a mirror
u were sleeping for a whole lifetime
hozzy at least
understood a bit
and helped me atleast with the game
Aki - Today at 10:28 PM
Talked shit about what?
Who?
hoz dark?
yes
everyone does it
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:28 PM
the funny fact is
Aki - Today at 10:28 PM
But i guess if you want your anwser
why you can't understand
its because she done more for me than anyone else in my entire life
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:28 PM
u r making difference between ppl that u call friend
ofc
im not
comparing anything to her
lets say she is 100% pure
i never
even
talked about her
anywhere :S
as far as  i remember
Aki - Today at 10:29 PM
Then what do  you mean about ppl shit talking?
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:29 PM
i just said aki and hyo are a couple and nothing is wrong with that
Aki - Today at 10:29 PM
everyone shittalked everyone
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:29 PM
yes
everyone does
Aki - Today at 10:29 PM
And everyone know that
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:29 PM
but
about
ppl
taht we know
i dont know hyo
why should i
even
try to judge a person
that i dont even know?
in each squad
a person for example
says
oh my god dark is gay
and ppl also
start making compliments as gay and etc
to dark
even if dark is not present there
but ppl do
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
even if one of those ppl is ur BFF
my point is
everyone
may hate hozzy
but indeed
in time of need
atleast for me
he did even
forget about his sleep
and spent the time to help
dark didnt do that
but he did
i know dark since we were kids
thats why my whole prespective about hozzy is different , just cause he proved it to me
but what u and that dark are doing atm is rly a question for me
is it rly fine just isolating ur self from others?
Aki - Today at 10:33 PM
no idea what is he up to
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:33 PM
i enjoy spending and playing the game with friends , u and dark seems to not
idk
havent seen even his char for along time
Aki - Today at 10:33 PM
I do
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:33 PM
he is like
ok im coming to dung in 10 min
and a whole week passes
and im still
D:
waiting in front of dung for him
but after what happened yesterday i realized
why should i even bother
they are doing what they like
i can do that with F8 and get cancer
MMORPG and most of online games
are indeed fun with friends
but if friends dont want to spend time with u
it doesnt mean that u should just quit the game
so actually idc anymore , about everyone in this squad
think what u like , judge the way u want
make me the unloyal whore
idc :smile:
idc :smile:
im rlyfed up
Aki - Today at 10:37 PM
what happend yesterday?
me and him were farming past 2 days
just fine
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:38 PM
yesterday i came to understand im just actually wasting my entire time waiting and seeking atleast a small amount of time from my so called "Friends" its not worth it
well
gl on farming u 2
Aki - Today at 10:38 PM
would have invited you long time ago but
ever since i came back
you haven't even said hi to me so
i saw that being around with hoz changes ppl
same with kuni
won't say hi to me if he's around
thats my reason
to stop bothering
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:39 PM
lol?
Aki - Today at 10:39 PM
and don't care about the game as much
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:39 PM
u didnt
even
come online
to say hi
Aki - Today at 10:39 PM
LOL
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:40 PM
u were busy
with hyo
atleast
Aki - Today at 10:40 PM
remember
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:40 PM
the entire time that i was online
Aki - Today at 10:40 PM
asura?
remember mushing
mushin
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:40 PM
i didnt see u there
Aki - Today at 10:40 PM
with another clan member
LOL
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:40 PM
?
Aki - Today at 10:40 PM
I WAS IN YOUR PT
ME U DARK
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:40 PM
when?
sumie?
instead of stalking and being a spy
u can also
PM ppl
and start a conversation
Aki - Today at 10:41 PM
WHAT
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:41 PM
maybe they are too busy in dung
Aki - Today at 10:41 PM
WHAT
SPY?
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:41 PM
that cant see who is online and who is not ? :thinking:
Aki - Today at 10:41 PM
I WAS IN PT
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:41 PM
i really dont remember
i mean for real
i dont
remmeber that
Aki - Today at 10:42 PM
it was
2x
dude
we did whole asura
you didn't say a word
then i saw you guys in mushin
i logged
on
oh
oh
and
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:42 PM
now its been 2hours D: im waiting for my love and dear saviour dark to help me with mandate  :DDDDDDDDD idk why his omw and comings are like a year
Aki - Today at 10:42 PM
i saw that you remioved me cause there wasn't a blue dot but i still was you
and i came there
and you haven't said a single word
me dark and that clan member were talking
it was
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:43 PM
i PMed u back then when dark did , when we were on trip
Aki - Today at 10:43 PM
dark avenger
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:43 PM
u didnt answer
so
give me areason
why
i should
pm and bother?
oh
the dark avneger
dancing thing
Aki - Today at 10:43 PM
yes
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:43 PM
i wasnt even watching
saw u came there
then
i was watching some anime shit
and talking with our beloved BFFFFFFF dark on here
all those aside
i told u
when u r not answering
why r u expecting ppl to pm and bother u?
Aki - Today at 10:46 PM
im not
my expectations from ppl are really low
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:46 PM
if they are low
then i guess u should tell them at start
Aki - Today at 10:46 PM
just seems funny to me ig guess
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:47 PM
maybe
i think hozzy unfriedned me idk :S
he is playing bns but cant see him ingame lol
Aki - Today at 10:47 PM
you did the same tho :thinking:
but you guys were best friends?
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:48 PM
i had reason?
well
Aki - Today at 10:48 PM
well
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:48 PM
if he starts acting like a dick
Aki - Today at 10:48 PM
i guess he had one too
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:48 PM
and ignores pms
im sure
i will do that too
well idk
Aki - Today at 10:48 PM
but he was a dick before
u you seem to have forgotten
i never forget bad stuff that ppl do
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:48 PM
i mean i dont really care anymore , i just wish him good luck wit what he is doing
bad stuff
have a core
the thing he explained
is that
he needed bracelet thatt ime
u took it and then didnt invite him ever again
on dungs
tahts why
tahts why
Aki - Today at 10:49 PM
WHAT
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:49 PM
he left the squad
Aki - Today at 10:49 PM
the thing he explained
is that
he needed bracelet thatt ime
u took it and then didnt invite him ever again
on dungs
???????
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:49 PM
He needed the bracelet
Aki - Today at 10:50 PM
i was farming ns for my bracelet
he joined me
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:50 PM
that time
Aki - Today at 10:50 PM
i invited him rather
it dropped
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:50 PM
yes
Aki - Today at 10:50 PM
i bidded
2.7k
??'
i done 2-3 more runs
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:50 PM
and how much did he bid?
Aki - Today at 10:50 PM
then i left
duno
i wasn't with him
when he got it
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:50 PM
after that
the other days
u didnt
even join him
Aki - Today at 10:50 PM
yes
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:50 PM
or help him
but u could?
Aki - Today at 10:50 PM
i could
but i went to do other stuff
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:51 PM
so
isnt it his right to be mad here?
Aki - Today at 10:51 PM
even back then we were farming it for kuni when it was only 4 of us
when he already got it
he is mad cause
i left after i got mine
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:51 PM
yes
and ddint help again
Aki - Today at 10:52 PM
dude it was f8
and i bid
if i got it for free
i would
but no i paid and i had enough
i did 2-3 more runs after i got it
then i told him im done
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:52 PM
well
tomorrow
u could
Aki - Today at 10:52 PM
then he was still doing it
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:52 PM
join
and help him
Aki - Today at 10:52 PM
i could
but
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:52 PM
ok
Aki - Today at 10:52 PM
fk that's boring
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:52 PM
if u were
friends
back then
u could atleast
do it
Aki - Today at 10:53 PM
we never really were tho
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:53 PM
5 times
with him
then
Aki - Today at 10:53 PM
no sure who said we were
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:53 PM
tell him sry dude its so boring
Aki - Today at 10:53 PM
we just played together
NEW MESSAGES
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:53 PM
maybe my prespective of "Friend" is wrong
or it is so much different with what u think
even if he is a dick
when not even
dark
would
spend
dark
would
spend
200 fucking
gold
after i even begged him :))
Aki - Today at 10:54 PM
yes it must be that
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:54 PM
hozzy just gave it to me like here u go
gl
Aki - Today at 10:54 PM
because i don't even remember how i met him
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:54 PM
the thing i mean is
a real damn friend
would
even
cancel the fuck he is doing rn
if his or her friend need help
but i didnt see this in anyone from this fucking squad but hozzy
Aki - Today at 10:56 PM
well that's why i don't call him a friend i guess
look
i don't even know how we met him
it used to me only
me dark kugui kameliya
then hyo
and when nf came out kuni
no clue where hozzy fits in here
so
guess you can say
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:56 PM
he is not afriend
Aki - Today at 10:56 PM
that he was never that important to me
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:56 PM
lets say
Aki - Today at 10:56 PM
that i don't even remember
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:57 PM
ok
Aki - Today at 10:52 PM
fk that's boring
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:52 PM
if u were
friends
back then
u could atleast
do it
Aki - Today at 10:53 PM
we never really were tho
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:53 PM
5 times
with him
then
Aki - Today at 10:53 PM
no sure who said we were
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:53 PM
tell him sry dude its so boring
Aki - Today at 10:53 PM
we just played together
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:53 PM
maybe my prespective of "Friend" is wrong
or it is so much different with what u think
even if he is a dick
when not even
dark
would
spend
200 fucking
gold
after i even begged him :))
Aki - Today at 10:54 PM
yes it must be that
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:54 PM
hozzy just gave it to me like here u go
gl
Aki - Today at 10:54 PM
because i don't even remember how i met him
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:54 PM
the thing i mean is
a real damn friend
would
even
cancel the fuck he is doing rn
if his or her friend need help
but i didnt see this in anyone from this fucking squad but hozzy
Aki - Today at 10:56 PM
well that's why i don't call him a friend i guess
look
i don't even know how we met him
it used to me only
me dark kugui kameliya
then hyo
and when nf came out kuni
no clue where hozzy fits in here
so
guess you can say
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:56 PM
he is not afriend
Aki - Today at 10:56 PM
that he was never that important to me
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:56 PM
lets say
Aki - Today at 10:56 PM
that i don't even remember
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:57 PM
ok
Aki - Today at 10:57 PM
must be that i place other ppl higher
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:57 PM
its between  u adn him
the thing im saying is
the way i find out who really cares
and doesnt
is in time of need
real #Friends show up then
otherwise
u can always
just say random shit in public
and find 2,3 plebs
and say
ooo
i have friends
yaaay
but in the time of need
when u really want a small fucking help
and u realize for real
no one
even cares
but one person
and lucky him it was hozzy
im not saing he is god or something
but he did something that even dark cant do
Aki - Today at 10:59 PM
that's how everyone describes him tho :thinking: perfect guy
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 10:59 PM
a bit humanity and understanding
no
he is a dick too
like
85%
of my conversations
with him
is arguing
and swearing and making fun of each otehr and sarcasm
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:00 PM
but after knowing him for a while i found out he is realy a dick but also a good dick
maybe
again
i give it this possiblity too
that they are good with me
just cause
dark joins
and tanks for them
i mean its a small chance  of possiblities
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
or maybe they really care about me as a friend
but as i said after yesterday i totally made my fucks 0 , about everyone around me
Aki - Today at 11:02 PM
then i guess you seen how he talks to other ppl :thinking:
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:02 PM
i told u
after witnessing
all these
even dark
is making me doubtful
maybe they are all busy
Aki - Today at 11:03 PM
but we all have a reason why we are how we are
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:03 PM
yes
and for real
i dont mean harm to ppl so good luck with ur reasons
the thing dark told me long time ago
was that
ppl in squad
hate u cause u seem to talk so much bullshit
well
i would be so happy
if back then when everyone accepted me as a friend
would tell me that to my face
Aki - Today at 11:05 PM
what bullshit :thinking:
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:05 PM
i dont know :thinking:
Aki - Today at 11:05 PM
i talk bs about everyone tho
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:05 PM
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
its been like a week nearly
Aki - Today at 11:06 PM
but some ppl don't get offended by it
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:06 PM
and the entire squad is just ignoring me and minding their own business
Aki - Today at 11:06 PM
you?
why
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:06 PM
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
im like a monster to them lol
a living cancer
Aki - Today at 11:07 PM
Look dude when i came back i saw that you removed me so i said ok he dosen't want to talk to me i said fine i didn't reply that's okay
Then i saw you playing with the sin master and i said oh i see now i guess why
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:07 PM
playing with sin master with dark , cause there is no other person to play with
Aki - Today at 11:07 PM
And i even saw how he talks to dark
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:08 PM
even if hyo was there i wouldnt mind
i dont even mind if i play with a totally pro or noob or even a foe or a friend
Aki - Today at 11:08 PM
i was doing dc for him when he was away  he pm'd me and talked like shit to me even tho i didn't say it was aki
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:08 PM
when it comes to dung
Aki - Today at 11:08 PM
i pretened to be dark
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:08 PM
im just doing it
Hozzy might always talk shit about u
cause he hates the fact
Aki - Today at 11:09 PM
he will
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:09 PM
that u bid that day
Aki - Today at 11:09 PM
No
not only because of that
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:09 PM
idc about that tbh
Aki - Today at 11:09 PM
not sure if you know but
there is another reason
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:09 PM
the thing
that
Aki - Today at 11:09 PM
a bigger one imo
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:09 PM
i see
is that
When u were not in my friendlist
dark could see u
so could kuni
they could say
inv aki
but they didnt
Aki - Today at 11:10 PM
dark will never inv me
if hoz is there
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:10 PM
the day after i saw u didnt answer me PM on discord i removed u
well
Aki - Today at 11:10 PM
and i told him that
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:10 PM
i remember
doing
EL
with
Aki - Today at 11:10 PM
yes
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:10 PM
u hyo dark kuni hoz
and me
Aki - Today at 11:10 PM
and we were on voice
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:10 PM
yes
Aki - Today at 11:10 PM
all of us
not sure if you were there
don't think so
but if you were you would understand why i don't like him even more
ever since that day i said
if he's there im not coming
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:11 PM
if
for example
dark inved u
first
or u inved dark
u 2 were in party
then
dark inved me
i would also join again
u were in raid
with hyo's acc
hyo was on
on aki
we did TSM
and some dungs
with dark and Hyo as aki
i told u
i dont care with who im doing the dung
hoz u or dark
as long as its ppl i know
its worth it
Aki - Today at 11:12 PM
but im pretty sure you would feel otherwise if you didn't like someone
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:12 PM
but when u just vanish and not respond ofc  i will seek answer froom others like hozz or kuni or dark
Aki - Today at 11:12 PM
and didn't want to spend time with them
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:13 PM
the fact that
u love hyo and want to spend ur entire time with her
is understandble
and i dont doubt it
the fact that
u didnt answer and acted like a dick is still a misery even thou i never shit talked before or even done anything
and u kep the attitude
so  i removed u
then when no one was there for me
i just saw hoz
and said fuck it
do i look like i have any other person?
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Aki - Today at 11:14 PM
understandable and i agree with you on that one i was a dick
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:15 PM
shits became so complicated
Aki - Today at 11:15 PM
can expain you why if youwish
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:15 PM
i cant even understand dark anymore
u had ur reason i guess  , telling me the reason wont change the timeline or anyones actions
Aki - Today at 11:15 PM
nope it won't
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:15 PM
and i told u i dont care about anyone and anything from today
Thanks to ppl i trused and knew as a friend
for real
i feel like instead of a friend
i was more like a joke D:
or a used condom
so
its not
worth
to keep my hopes high and still think positive about ppl
i should just say fuck it and give 0 shits about everyone that come and go.
if u look at it from their mindset
its true
what do i give them but headache? :thinking:
Aki - Today at 11:21 PM
but that is for ppl around you to say
i woudn't say that but okay
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:21 PM
u wouldnt
u prooved
Aki - Today at 11:21 PM
idm if you join me or not its up to you really
but im not gonna beg for anyone to join
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:23 PM
no one said u must beg ppl to join or even do something
i begged so manny ppl until yesterday
now i truely regret it
more than anything right now
i must find out
why the fuck
after the patch got released
some ppl
started
acting like a dick
:thinking:
Aki - Today at 11:25 PM
does it gotta to with the patch tho :thinking:
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:25 PM
idk
Aki - Today at 11:25 PM
you mean me with that :thinking:
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:25 PM
feelsogoodman
no
not rly
ppl who called u
friend
forget that u exist atm D: its the best feeling ever :heart:
Aki - Today at 11:26 PM
But who did i call friend :thinking:
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:26 PM
i mean me
not u
Aki - Today at 11:27 PM
didn't forget
but ever since you removed me and started hanging with hoz
i didn't care anymore
that really triggers me
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:27 PM
u know
the starting hanging with hoz
if
i hang with hoz
can u explain
why am i
Aki - Today at 11:28 PM
lets say you hang around with him and then ppl come to me for a favor
and this dosen't only go for you
other ppl do this too
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:28 PM
fucking destroying my self the entire day just doing one HH dung?
Aki - Today at 11:28 PM
they only come for a favor
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:28 PM
u think
Aki - Today at 11:28 PM
duno why
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:28 PM
ppl
choose
hoz
to u
and only
when they need u
they come to u
to use u
am i right?
Aki - Today at 11:29 PM
yes
and see
this is exacly
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:29 PM
and
Aki - Today at 11:29 PM
what you told me
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:29 PM
this is exactly
Aki - Today at 11:29 PM
remember?
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:29 PM
the part
u r wrong about atleast me
i told u
i dont care who im hanging out with
it can be u
dark
hoz
Aki - Today at 11:29 PM
well
you don't
i do
i did
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:29 PM
the thing i care about
is
for example
when
i want to hang out
ppl come and join
nowdays
not even
a single person
from the squad
wants to hangout
im trying to understand the reason behind that
not even hoz
or kuni
nor dark
im trying to understand the reason behind that
not even hoz
or kuni
nor dark
and kugui is busy doing his stuff
i mean
is it really
that hard
to invite ppl
and  continue doing ur daily dungs? is  this so hard for u guys? by u guys i mean u dark and others
Aki - Today at 11:31 PM
no its not
but look if i hate someone
i don't want to do anything with them
but
so the thing is you don't really play with someone that you don't like no?
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:33 PM
if i have to
i would
if for example
Aki - Today at 11:33 PM
no
no way
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:33 PM
i see my entire friends are there
i would
stop
being stubborn
and atleast
for keeping the fucking
squad together
i would
join them
even thou there is a person
that i would rather eat shit but not be in a same place with him
Aki - Today at 11:34 PM
well and there is a diffrent bettween us then
if he's there
il go away
or he goes for example
i woudn't wanna be around someone
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:35 PM
he wot
lol
wont
*
Aki - Today at 11:35 PM
yes
then i will
but what im saying is
i don't wanna be around someone i don't like
period
whati mean by that
ether i leave
or he leaves
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:35 PM
yes i know that
u said before
but
still
its not the perfect decision i guess
cause
imagine
just because of
Aki - Today at 11:36 PM
i know
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:36 PM
u doing this
Aki - Today at 11:36 PM
and i tried
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:36 PM
hyo cant talk with kuni
Aki - Today at 11:36 PM
the "perfect" version
no
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:36 PM
and dark cant be with both of u
Aki - Today at 11:36 PM
she can
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:36 PM
i was saing
saying*
if u think
Aki - Today at 11:37 PM
i told her if you want to play with kuni or hoz we or you can go
but i won't voice
remember that el run?
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:37 PM
im always 24/7 with hozzy
then
just explain to me
why
for nearly 1 week
i havent seen
dark and hozz
in game? :thinking:
Aki - Today at 11:37 PM
i can't tell you that but i saw both of them online
hoz is online everyday
but let me finish about the perfect option
i tried that
it was when we did that EL run
i even went on voice
all he did
made me feel like shit
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:38 PM
tell me
exactly
what he did
Aki - Today at 11:39 PM
the way he talks it was also about some gift for hyo let me scroll up and il tell you
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:39 PM
ok
Aki - Today at 11:41 PM
but basicly it was something about a gift and we somehow started talking about it think kuni brought it up she said if i did it and then he said he probably won't do that, but let me find it exactly how it went down
stuff just like that triggers me so
after that i was done with him for real
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:42 PM
dude
u can just remove him
or put ur  friends in hard decision
like
choose one
Aki - Today at 11:42 PM
he done that long ago
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:42 PM
me or him
lol
Aki - Today at 11:42 PM
no but i don't make them chose
i just won't join
there are also more small reasons but
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:43 PM
i guess u r doing whats best for u
but in the end
if u
invite dark faster
and dark invs me
and then hyo
we end up
doing dung with u
if hoz invites dark faster
we end up doing dung with him
Aki - Today at 11:43 PM
yes
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:43 PM
thats how it happens
and when everyone is in dung
atleast me
im like this
i see hoz and dark and kuni
im like
idk if others r online
they would join if they wanted
i dont even mind checking f4
Aki - Today at 11:45 PM
yes but personaly for me i won't join if he's there
even if i join
i say hi
i don't get back anything from him
or kuni
but when kuni s alone
for example last week
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:45 PM
i know
no one
said
Aki - Today at 11:45 PM
we were completley chill
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:45 PM
u should say anything
dont even talk
i dont talk
in dungs
i just
wait for
someone
to start a conversation
Aki - Today at 11:45 PM
then why go to the"squad"
when i can go f8
and do whatever i want
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:46 PM
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
thats what im saying and doing
and did today
lol
Aki - Today at 11:46 PM
i can flame ppl and noone will say anythign i don't have to feel bad
i don't have to hold back
also
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:46 PM
yes
Aki - Today at 11:46 PM
sometimes f8 is way faster
Aki - Today at 11:46 PM
sometimes f8 is way faster
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:46 PM
and u can also get cancer team
Aki - Today at 11:46 PM
since
kuni and that fuck
allways afk
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:46 PM
yes
Aki - Today at 11:46 PM
long ago
we useds to wait
for hours
back at 45
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:47 PM
now comes the interesting part
Aki - Today at 11:47 PM
we would wait so long
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:47 PM
listen
if
u had friends
who cared about u
Aki - Today at 11:47 PM
we would start at 5 and finish at 1-2
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:47 PM
equal amount
that u cared
about them
i mean u were a dear person for them
and they all
had ur back
and  u had no drama and argue with anyone
would u still
go f8?
Aki - Today at 11:48 PM
no
if everything was okay
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:48 PM
ok
Aki - Today at 11:48 PM
no
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:48 PM
imagine
i manage
to make my self
i mean
to understand it to my self
that
everything is fine
by fine
i mean getting
humilated
by hoz
every dung
more than 10 times
i say ok its joke
and after that
after the patch
suddenly
those who always were with u
Aki - Today at 11:49 PM
do you really think its a joke?? after 10x??
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:49 PM
start to act like cunts
Aki - Today at 11:49 PM
how can you think that
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:49 PM
do i have
any other choice?
each argument
with hozz
ended up
fucked up
i even
rage quited
3 times
as far as i remember
but
just seeing ppl having fun
can fill that part i guess
but not anymore
i didnt knew
i was a tool
not even a tool
imagine just a clown
ofc i'd get insulted
their act
is like
ok show is over
now fuck off
lol
what show? what clown?
its all funny
i wish i knew how dark and others saw me from the beginning
thats
the only
way to describe
why none of them
want to even answer me /w or discord msgs * not about u *
Aki - Today at 11:52 PM
but there must be a reason why they ditched you last week no?
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:52 PM
its my fault anyway
Aki - Today at 11:52 PM
have you asked them
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:52 PM
i let ppl make jokes so much
if they answer
i would be glad
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
not only
last week
today to
too*
Aki - Today at 11:53 PM
he didn't reply to you?
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:53 PM
no one did
the best choice was
and is
to not to give a fuck
anymore
dark is like 24/7 busy
hoz even forgot i exist D:
and u are a dick , now find me a better solution
Aki - Today at 11:55 PM
clan ppl then
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:55 PM
my clan
is
ur alt clan
the only online members
are 3 ppl
with me
Aki - Today at 11:56 PM
then just join our clan lol
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:56 PM
lol
i asked
lets say
begged dark
for that
to talk with
sareil
and
Aki - Today at 11:56 PM
why are you asking that
just
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:56 PM
make it happen
Aki - Today at 11:56 PM
ask sariel
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:56 PM
well
even
when dark sad
said*
he still didnt give a proper answer
or maybe
dark is ditching me
he said
sareil aint shit dark avenger must choose
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Aki - Today at 11:57 PM
ppl allways pm me for clan i i tell them go ask sariel
what do you mean
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:57 PM
im still waiting for a respond
Aki - Today at 11:57 PM
he's the leader
just ask him
omg
want me to ask?
[SIN]KillingWeapon - Today at 11:57 PM
when he said no to dark
will it be any different?
Aki - Today at 11:58 PM
duno me and sariel were close