Socionics

1.

Values : competence, cleanliness, self-reliance, loyalty, feelings, purpose, playfulness, knowledge, protecting the underdog, directness

2.

Strengths :

I like that I stick up for the underdog, that I’m not a slave to social convention, that I’m direct and say whats on my mind. I like how I have a sense of duty, albeit I wasn’t pushed much as a child (loose parenting), even when I say I’m gonna shirk my duties, I still feel responsible to carry it out. I’m not good at taking other people’s advice, but I do end up solving my own problems somehow, which I like, sort of expecting in others (self-management) and criticise them if they fall short of that same independence. I like to maintain a clean, attractive room. I don’t go the extra mile much, only sometimes, but my current routine I have is weekly cleans. Not only for aesthetic value, but for comfort, also. I also see myself as pretty effective at researching, yet I have been pretty lazy in the past and have turned to other people, knowledgable people to inform me.

3.

Weaknesses:

I can be pretty argumentative. My self-esteem is pretty weak and I feel flimsy in my stance. So, when I’m confronted by someone more potent, I feel inferior and struggle to garner the confidence to speak in the same octave towards them again. I have been passive-aggressive in the past as a result of poor self-confidence. I hate this feeling. I hate not asserting myself 24/7 with such ease. I feel weak and helpless, otherwise. I’m also pretty blunt. My friend, the friend I haul around as to not feel or appear alone. I also just want to have someone near to interact with, to have a conversation with, whatever it may entail. Said friend considers me to be mean, insensitive, etc. but also caring and sensitive at times, lmao. I have another friend that may perceive me as chill, light-hearted, impulsive, etc.
I also tend to struggle to get out of my comfort zone. Don’t get me wrong, I enjoy interacting with friends, but outside
of, say, school—I don’t really want to bother. Even back in middle school, I was quite popular, mostly just for being a funny and entertaining guy, which I sort of miss, but I will especially reminisce about the friends I had. Outside school, it was only ever my friends or parents who nagged me to go out, other than that, I was and am a homebody. That’s something I can only fully be sure of with myself. I also tend to make judgements about things before even trying. An example would be with how I dumped someone because, in my head, I didn’t feel up to it anymore and didn’t even bother undergoing the idiosyncrasies of a teenage relationship, bound to sink into a pit, buried under the rest of the other relationships I’ll end up being in the future. So, all of this combined, I need to work on having someone to encourage me to get out of my comfort zone, even if I resist, as I tend to miss out on a lot for doing so. I need to also work on the friction I have with my words and my friend’s sensitivities.

4.

Hmm, I tend to be bothered by disloyalty, social climbing, lack of gratitude, and I’m sure there’s much more. I dislike when people are disloyal and disregarding the depth of a friendship to be liked by other people. It’s sellout shit and I find it cringe. I guess I struggle to understand as a result of not caring much about being liked (albeit, I do enjoy some validation, but that’s regarding my abilities).

5.

Depends who you ask, when, where, etc. However, I’d say I’m a pretty lively (yet jaded) person. I can be pretty jaded and reserved around those I’m unfamiliar with, strangers, and I’ll need to warm up to become more confident in my interaction with them. I can also be pretty reserved if my mood doesn’t translate to one of high-spirits, thus my mood will influence my social temperament. Or if I feel unsure of my place in a group. However, I can take charge if my group is doing nothing and I feel I’m more capable in relation to the objective of the task. I’m not very consistent, I think. I act based on my mood.



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6.

People who are chill, match my energy. Someone that enjoys intellectual discussion. I enjoy someone that is interested in paying attention, someone consistent and reliable. A person I can have a mushy / friendly conversation with yet not feel pressured to attribute a label as to what’s going on between me and the other person. Albeit, I’d probably want to stabilise what I have with the other person, thus contradicting this desire, but sometimes it can happen incidentally. Meh, idk.

7.

Activities that tend to exhaust me are topics I have no personal interest in. Just sitting there, listening to some dude blab on about whatever the fuck… I’ll probably just fall asleep or go on my phone. I prefer subjects where I can exercise my mind (i.e. mathematics) or any activity I seem to be good at. It is no coincidence that I tend to like the things I’m good at, seeing as if I am bad at something I enjoy, I just drop it.

8.

Mostly compulsory classes. However, I enjoy some math, English, and even some science. I also enjoy history, I suppose. All intellectually stimulating.

9.

Routine: wake up, go back to sleep, wake up — (doing that a couple times) — then getting breakfast, ||sike||, then I hop on and play some video games. Then I take a shower. If someone has taken a shower before me, then fuck, I will have to remain feeling uncleanly for some more time. Once I’m done with all the hygiene, I like to randomly start eating. Then I resume to video games.. ‘til I either get pissed off and stop playing, or when I just decide enough is enough and want to do something else.

11.

Resist them in my own way. I tend to get into conflict by questioning people and situations. I don’t really listen to them. I just do my own thing.

12.

IDK.


13.

I kind of take it as an insult. All forms of advice feel like threats to me. I enjoy affection, but randomly inflicted physical affection can result in me responding quite feistily.

14.

If I’m not sure what I am doing, I look around me to get an idea. I am pretty observant. I notice physical details.

15.

In my relationships, in my own space, when I’m responsible for someone or something, etc.