Snowmaiden's unreleased last audio diary

This is my last diary. I understand it perfectly... crystal... clear...
This world is changing me... This environment is trying to make me a part of itself...
And I accept its offer... invitation...
I promised I would fight. I promised I would be smarter. But the resistance never was an option. Now the point is revealed to me.
The energy of the Inside Out is distorting me, sculpts me like a clay, fires me like a furnace to create something... perfect.
Understanding and balancing between worlds and time itself. There's a vibration, a resonance within me. And I'm resonating with the Inside Out, with the Noosphere, resonating with reality.
Through resonance I can almost touch home. But when it's over, I won't need any home. Both realities will accept me as their own.
When I close my eyes, images, worlds, and countless interweaving of energy and matter appear.
I understand what... and I'm starting to realize how.
I wonder if this is the Noosphere?

I don't know and can't calculate when this process will end... Time ceases to be a constant and becomes a construct.
The phantoms of the Inside Out are coming to me. They see me as their own.
But I'll be different.

And someday I'll come back, because I'll remember.
Remember everyone who has helped me or hurt me.
I will remember the one who became more dear to me than the others...