Carmen breaks the news to Orea

* bucolicBunyan sprouted a connection to twilightRanger
<bucolicBunyan> Yo
<twilightRanger> Hey... Did you ask him then :?
<bucolicBunyan> Sorry that took so long I basically screwed up tryin to say the shit I wanted to say
<bucolicBunyan> I ventually got there tho
<twilightRanger> Well... What did he say then :?
<bucolicBunyan> I know u told me not to say anythin bout u but I did
<bucolicBunyan> I just wanted to make sure he did whatever he wanted to do
<bucolicBunyan> N not get caught up in all our drama bullshit
<bucolicBunyan> Whatever happens I want him to be happy
<twilightRanger> Well I meant more don't ask him to chose...
<twilightRanger> But that's fine :/
<bucolicBunyan> Yeah I didnt tell him to choose
<bucolicBunyan> Thatd be weird
<bucolicBunyan> Even for me....
<twilightRanger> So what did he say :?
<bucolicBunyan> I just told him that we talked bout some shit
<bucolicBunyan> N that ud probs want to talk to him later
<bucolicBunyan> N that he shouldnt worry bout me cuz the two of us are kinda on the same page cuz we talked bout shit
<bucolicBunyan> We talked for a while and well....
<bucolicBunyan> He said yeah :/
<twilightRanger> Oh...
<bucolicBunyan> Yeah.....
<bucolicBunyan> Its like really sucky
<twilightRanger> I'm, well I'm happy for you ;/
<bucolicBunyan> I just wanna tell u somethin
<twilightRanger> I, really hope you have a great time together...
<twilightRanger> Yeah :?
<bucolicBunyan> Idk whats gonna happen but I just wanna say thanX
<bucolicBunyan> This whole mess was gonna turn out shitty for someone n it was really hard to not just say that u were gonna do what u wanted
<twilightRanger> Well... Thank you for thanking me :?
<bucolicBunyan> I know that ur like really not happy right now
<bucolicBunyan> Idk if I coulda done the same thing in ur shoes
<bucolicBunyan> So yeah ur the best
<bucolicBunyan> Ive been in the spot of gettin shut down by someone goin to be with someone else before
<twilightRanger> Thanks ;_;
<bucolicBunyan> and I know how much total ASS it is
<bucolicBunyan> And I wanna help u however I can
<bucolicBunyan> Idk what that is
<bucolicBunyan> But if u need anythin I wanna help u cuz u deserve it
<twilightRanger> Mmhm... I'm not sure what I want now really...
<twilightRanger> I guess I might write to my journal a bit:?
<bucolicBunyan> Maybe?
<twilightRanger> I know it's not a diary... But past me might want to know :?
<bucolicBunyan> I kinda think writin all the shit to spill out when ur not feelin good helps me sometimes
<twilightRanger> I don't know... Would you want past me to know :?
<bucolicBunyan> ????
<bucolicBunyan> How does that work????
<bucolicBunyan> U dont know this now so hows past u gonna know it???
<bucolicBunyan> P sure u didnt know all this was gonna happen
<bucolicBunyan> Or else ur a REALLY good actor n u totally fooled me
<twilightRanger> Well, anything I write stuff in my journal, and so for this timeline I can have a documentary of what has happened :?
<twilightRanger> I don't know exactly how it works... But like, imagine our future is defined by our choices :?
<twilightRanger> I'm playing out these choices I make :!
<twilightRanger> So I document things, so other mes can see the result if they make the same choices as me :?
<bucolicBunyan> Idk thats sounds p complicated
<twilightRanger> And in return I see all of the other mes make choices, and can follow good ones or ignore bad ones, and that makes my own choices :!
<twilightRanger> Yeah...
<bucolicBunyan> Id do what u think ud like to know
<bucolicBunyan> If goin into all this youdve rather known what was gonna happen ahead of time then maybe?
<twilightRanger> But if I knew from the start then I wouldn't get to know you and Maddox as well :!
<bucolicBunyan> Yeah....
<twilightRanger> Feeling this is... Almost necessary :?
<bucolicBunyan> Sometimes good things happen from mistaXe even if that stuff suX?
<twilightRanger> I need to have cared to make friends :?
<twilightRanger> Yeah...
<bucolicBunyan> How bout this
<twilightRanger> Anyway... This is kinda... Eh :/
<bucolicBunyan> How bout u write about it all anyways
<bucolicBunyan> But not in your fancy magic journal
<twilightRanger> What so like.. To you :?
<twilightRanger> Idk :?
<bucolicBunyan> Idk if u think writing helps u but sometimes writing stuff out in my diary helps me think about shit
<bucolicBunyan> Even if I know nobodys ever gonna read what I write
<twilightRanger> I should probably talk to Maddox still :?
<bucolicBunyan> Yeah u probs should.....?
<twilightRanger> Yeah...
<bucolicBunyan> He seemed kinda confused
<bucolicBunyan> I told him ud probs talk to him bout stuff
<bucolicBunyan> N that whatever u guys talk bout u n I talked bout already
<twilightRanger> Yeah I'll not keep him too long :/
<bucolicBunyan> So maybe hes kinda prepared?
<bucolicBunyan> Idk I didnt tell him too much
<twilightRanger> Did he say anything about me :?
<bucolicBunyan> I didnt wanna get all up in ur personal business n tell him what u were feelin....
<bucolicBunyan> About u?
<bucolicBunyan> Like what do u mean?
<twilightRanger> Idk :?
<twilightRanger> Like, did he mention me at all:? Or did he not really care :?
<bucolicBunyan> He said that u were cool n fun to talk to
<bucolicBunyan> Neither of us talked bout u when we were talkin bout stuff tho
<twilightRanger> :/
<bucolicBunyan> He said a bit about u when the whole dream thingy came up though
<twilightRanger> Ok... Whatever ;/
<twilightRanger> Oh:?
<bucolicBunyan> He said that the whole thing was a lot of fun n that u talked bout a lot
<bucolicBunyan> N that u helped him feel better bout stuff
<bucolicBunyan> He didnt describe the whole thing like u did though
<twilightRanger> I guess there is at least that :?
<bucolicBunyan> I mean u two described the same stuff!!!
<bucolicBunyan> N he said he had a lot of fun
<bucolicBunyan> But u told me bout it like u said you cuddled n spent time together n slept together n stuff
<bucolicBunyan> Kinda like more the romantic stuff if u know what I mean?
<twilightRanger> But then... How does he feel about me :?
<twilightRanger> Idk... Maybe I'll find out :?
<bucolicBunyan> He said the Xact same stuff be he described it differently more like hugs n talking to help each other feel better
<bucolicBunyan> He didnt really say it like in the romantic sorta sense?
<bucolicBunyan> But Idk he never describes anything like that
<bucolicBunyan> He mostly just seemed really confused n stuff
<bucolicBunyan> Idk if he really knows whats going on or that he really knows either of us like him!!!!
<bucolicBunyan> He seemed kinda surprised when I said something bout it n he didnt really talk bout either of us like that
<bucolicBunyan> I guess youll find out????
<bucolicBunyan> Idk......
<twilightRanger> Oh joy...
<twilightRanger> Thanks though Carmen...
<bucolicBunyan> I just feel really thankful for u n really sucky that this happened.....
<bucolicBunyan> :'(
<twilightRanger> Don't feel too bad ;_;
<bucolicBunyan> How bout this
<twilightRanger> :'?
<bucolicBunyan> Im gonna feel bad cuz I care bout u but dont u feel bad that I feel bad bout u cuz its not ur fault I feel bad
<bucolicBunyan> Idk if that made any sense
<bucolicBunyan> Fuck
<twilightRanger> Ehh really... Not at all :'?
<bucolicBunyan> Like I said before dontchu worry bout me
<bucolicBunyan> U said for me to not feel bad
<bucolicBunyan> But Im gonna feel bad anyways cuz ur my friend and I hate that this shit happened
<bucolicBunyan> But dont u beat urself up about me feelin bad
<twilightRanger> Thanks :/
<bucolicBunyan> I do that shit all the time n it just maXe things worse!!!
<bucolicBunyan> :/
<twilightRanger> Maybe we 3 can meet up on my land or something soon :'?
<bucolicBunyan> Yeah something like that would be cool
<twilightRanger> Maybe spend spend TABMARD together :?
<bucolicBunyan> Jus the three of us relaxin n havin fun would be nice
<bucolicBunyan> TABMARD????
<bucolicBunyan> The fuX that sposed to mean???
<twilightRanger> Oh didn't I mention it before :?
<bucolicBunyan> Idt so????
<twilightRanger> It's the holiday Maddox and I were going to have :?
<bucolicBunyan> Nopes
<twilightRanger> Take a break from monsters and relax day :?
<bucolicBunyan> Maybe Im just forgettin shit again Idk
<bucolicBunyan> Whatevs
<bucolicBunyan> That thingy sounds cool
<bucolicBunyan> We should do that
<bucolicBunyan> Maybe my place is a good one for that since theres no monsters here????
<bucolicBunyan> Idk we can figure that out later
<bucolicBunyan> We cant even get between places yet!!!!
<twilightRanger> From what I have seen... I think my land is the best :p
<twilightRanger> I haven't quite figured out these gates yet, but I think we can only really go one way :?
<bucolicBunyan> Well Idt youve seen this place here it's p great ;P
<twilightRanger> So if I go to you, we can't get back :!
<twilightRanger> HOWEVER :!
<bucolicBunyan> Yeah Idk the fuX goin on with those portals
<bucolicBunyan> I cant get to any of them so doesnt matter
<twilightRanger> Mirkan has an appearifier :!
<bucolicBunyan> Imma see if I can find grist somewhere that doesnt need monsters
<bucolicBunyan> Cuz I need grist or I cant do fuckin shit
<twilightRanger> I can hopefully get that through his second gate, which means I can teleport you here :!
<bucolicBunyan> But then Im stuck there!!!! :OOOO
<bucolicBunyan> I gotta build my shit up first!!!
<twilightRanger> No because my 4th gate goes to Maddox :!
<bucolicBunyan> Unless u wanna fall like a bajillion stories n go splat on a log cabin roof
<bucolicBunyan> Im gonna have to build up my shit
<bucolicBunyan> So dont u teleport me nowhere yet
<bucolicBunyan> Fred tried to do the same thing!!!!
<twilightRanger> Hmm... Well I'll ask you before I do :p
<bucolicBunyan> Awesome
<bucolicBunyan> ThanX :))))
<twilightRanger> If we are together though we should get grist quicker :!
<twilightRanger> Which means we can get you built up and stuff :!
<twilightRanger> Anyway...
<twilightRanger> That tangent helped me a bit :!
<bucolicBunyan> Idk well just kinda go with the flow n see what happens :)
<bucolicBunyan> Itll be an adventure or somethin!!!
<twilightRanger> Pfft everything with me is an adventure :p
<bucolicBunyan> :PPPP
<twilightRanger> And I lost the map :p
<twilightRanger> Anyway, yeah :/
<twilightRanger> Realistically... I kinda have to I guess try to deal with my feelings for Maddox :?
<bucolicBunyan> Yeah probs
<twilightRanger> :'/
<bucolicBunyan> Good luck I guess?
<twilightRanger> I should just message him :'/
<twilightRanger> Thanks.
<bucolicBunyan> Idk why luck but whatevs
<bucolicBunyan> U got this
<bucolicBunyan> Yeah Id message him thats kinda what I told him to Xpect
<twilightRanger> ==twilightRanger has ceased espering bucolicbunyan==