In regards to my ex-girlfriend, Kayla Ziegler (kaylaaaaaxx)

In regards to my ex-girlfriend, Kayla Ziegler (kaylaaaaaxx):

Twice now, Kayla and I have attempted to be in a relationship with each other, and twice now the relationship has fallen apart due to a lack of communication from her and failing mental health issues. What has happened in between and after the relationships, however, is inexcusable. Her behavior has been nothing short of emotionally abusive, deceitful, and malicious. What I have experienced bears striking resemblance to what her ex-boyfriend, Miscellany, had to endure as well. The purpose of this Pastebin is to shine a light on these circumstances so that no other person in this community makes the same mistakes we did. I have attempted to reconcile things with her so many times that I have lost track, and I am not a perfect person, but I promise anything Miscellany or I have done will greatly pale in comparison to what Kayla Ziegler has done.

I have done my best to exclude any points from this list that might legitimately be attributed to her failing mental health, anything that was a sincere slip-up, and anything that isn't relevant in describing who she is outward as a person. Her coping mechanisms, or lack thereof, have no place in this discussion. I hope this is a wake up call for her to get her life back on track.

- sexually flirted with multiple guys while in a long term relationship with her ex behind his back
- maintained a friendship with her long term ex-boyfriend solely for his access to Juul pods to continue her nicotine addiction
- participated in a sexual relationship with a member of the RB community who was engaged at the time
- mocked and criticized Miscellany on a burner Twitter account so she could communicate secretly with her friends while they were still together
- asked for me to remove Miscellany from Anti Hero and Custom Songs Central in an attempt to run him out of the community after the breakup
- showed me intimate messages from Miscellany to her to embarrass him
- attempted to turn Miscellany and I against each other after experiencing cold feet regarding the breakup by lying and manipulating us both
- immediately cut contact with me after being assured her reputation would be intact in the community after I talked Miscellany into calming down and keeping things private
- initiated a flirty relationship with me as soon as I began streaming
- asked her friends to ban me from their streams upon losing VIP from my stream due to ghosting me
- has shown and read my private messages to her friends to mock and ridicule me
- has ignored messages and Snapchats for multiple days using mental health as a scapegoat whilst still in contact with others
- described in detail to a 16 year old boy about her sex life, her kinks, and her preferences in bed

Kayla will most likely point to my own shortcomings and note that she thinks I was clingy and that I triggered her anxiety to flare up by asking too many questions about the future of our relationship, and I am willing to concede to those points. But they do not rationalize this pattern of abuse and harm that she has spread to her significant others. I am seeking some peace of mind so I am no longer left wondering what the future of our relationship will look like, and my only remaining avenue is to burn this bridge like so many others have asked me to do for so long.