Some things I have pondered and figured out for myself over the past 10 years of exhaustive analyzing reality and the psyche..

The ego is always in the act of balancing itself based on 'great amounts' of data from our biological sensory inputs to avoid threat, confirm paths of pleasure, etc.

At some point the ego starts noticing that those built frameworks, don't last. Every construct keeps shifting. This causes a gradual self awareness.

Once the ego becomes self aware, often subconscious, it loses its affirmation. Its balancing act now no longer has a firm reference point. Every construct now floats in infinity.

The result is hollowness of experience of reality, a complete disbalancing of the aspects of the ego, a lesser ability to cope with the surrounding reality. Results.... 'confusion',
'depression', 'social instability', 'inability to trust', and much more.

One with some ego aspects still in a certain place may find the 'luck' to be able to analyze or 'fight' its way out of this 'mess'. I am a walking testimony of this particular kind. Maybe you could be too. For instance, you may come to realizations that 'love' is central to our existence and relations, and the most valuable thing to develop and experience.

Here comes the so familiar and despised name:

Jesus Christ is 'The Matrix's love letter to its product, us humans. This letter proposes a new, permanent, firm, reference point for a complete recalibration of the ego.

It promises to not just provide that point, for a new sense of the absolute, but it also promises a framework for the supernatural, unparallelled ego stability, and a full dose of L.U.V. (love)

Pro's:
- Experientially positive ego calibration
- Ego stability
- Regular great surges of joy
- Strong coping mechanisms for all 'negative' experiences
- New and plenty social relationships

Cons:
- You no longer can be an enemy or a sceptic to 'The Matrix'
- You eventually lose all previous selfbuilt constructs regarding reality
- Loss of old social relationships

Want to dip your toes in this? You really do? First things first. A small story:

There is God and the Devil, previously an angel in heaven who at some point rebelled against God and was thrown out of heaven. The Devil's work with the first 2 human beings on this planet has caused us humans to become 'sinners'. God had to produce a particularly pure human being who would not fall under the spiritual law of sin. He extended Himself to become a born baby, called Jesus (which means savior). That baby would grow up a man and take all our sin upon Himself


Ok, then attempt the following as honest and upright as you can: lower yourself on your knees, say out loud and mean these words:

God if you truly exist and sent your Son to die for me, then I take your offer, and be washed clean. Please reveal your presence to me in my life and unfold your Plan for me.