10:23 PM - Xenon: ..You may kill me now, as I've said yes.
10:23 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: You're a moron
10:23 PM - Xenon: Not.
10:23 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: And there is no polite way to put it
10:23 PM - Xenon: Without a condition.
10:24 PM - Xenon: Understand what saying "No" would do to him.
10:24 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: You're still a moron
10:24 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: Somwetimes people need to learn the hard way
10:24 PM - Xenon: My mate gets back from his skii trip in _one_ week.
10:24 PM - Xenon: Owashii makes one slip up or does one wrong thing.
10:24 PM - Xenon: He's gone.
10:24 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: It's not right to do THAT either
10:24 PM - Xenon: I've done this exact thing before. Isolated experiments.
10:24 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: To run behind their back.
10:25 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: Polygamy is fine, so long as all parties are fully informed and okay
10:25 PM - Xenon: I want Owashii to show me what the hell he's talking about.
10:25 PM - Xenon: And I'll judge if he's.. insane or not.
10:25 PM - Xenon: Half and half here.
10:25 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: And he will for a month
10:25 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: And then he won't
10:25 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: And you're still being dishonest to the other, even if you don;t think you love them
10:26 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: At least afford them the respect to not go behind their back
10:26 PM - Xenon: As much as I hate the solution.
10:26 PM - Xenon: It's the only thing I can think of.
10:26 PM - Xenon: Because.
10:26 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: Bullshit
10:26 PM - Xenon: Truthfully.
10:26 PM - Xenon: I don't know if I want either.
10:26 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: "I hate this but it's the only way"
10:26 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: No, you don;t hate it
10:26 PM - Xenon: Actually.
10:26 PM - Xenon: Now that I think of it.
10:26 PM - Xenon: Who the fuck.
10:26 PM - Xenon: Are.
10:26 PM - Xenon: You.
10:26 PM - Xenon: To be judging.
10:26 PM - Xenon: On what I think?
10:26 PM - Xenon: Did I ask for your approval?
10:26 PM - Xenon: Did I ask for your backup?
10:26 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: lol
10:27 PM - Xenon: I keep you informed, because you apparently presented yourself as such.
10:27 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: That's a very narcissitic attitude you've there, eh?
10:27 PM - Xenon: If you don't want me to.
10:27 PM - Xenon: I'll gladly.
10:27 PM - Xenon: Not.
10:27 PM - Xenon: Mkay?
10:27 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: "I'm above your opinion"
10:27 PM - Xenon: Not above it.
10:27 PM - Xenon: But you forcing something like that onto me isn't helping.
10:27 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: Telling me that I've little right to judge is equivalent
10:27 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: I'm trying to help you away from making a fatal error
10:27 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: That you can do shit like this
10:27 PM - Xenon: In your eyes.
10:28 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: Many have tried and failed
10:28 PM - Xenon: Dae.
10:28 PM - Xenon: With due respect.
10:28 PM - Xenon: Shut your fucking mouth.
10:28 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: With due respect, you're acting a fool
10:28 PM - Xenon: It's not the first time I've done this.
10:28 PM - Xenon: Nor the last.
10:28 PM - Xenon: You think I'm smart enough.
10:28 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: And thus the cycle will repeat?
10:28 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: You ask who the hell I am to judge fyou for doing what you're doing
10:29 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: Who the hell are YOU to do this to other people?
10:29 PM - Xenon: A person.
10:29 PM - Xenon: Do you want to be involved.
10:29 PM - Xenon: Or not.
10:29 PM - Xenon: Simple question.
10:29 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: It's manipulation in it's purest form
10:29 PM - Xenon: Would you like to know.
10:29 PM - Xenon: _Why_?
10:29 PM - Xenon: I'm my mate's first motherfucking lover!
10:29 PM - Xenon: Do you know how..
10:29 PM - Xenon: Sensitive.
10:29 PM - Xenon: That is?
10:30 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: I'm sure you do, yet you're still doing this
10:30 PM - Xenon: I can't tell him that "oh hey I'm trying to see what the hell some crazy dude means by love".
10:30 PM - Xenon: It would rip.
10:30 PM - Xenon: Him.
10:30 PM - Xenon: Up.
10:30 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: It would rip him up if he fuckin' found out by accident
10:30 PM - Xenon: Protecting him from a truth he doesn't need to face right now is the best option.
10:30 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: Part of being in a relationship
10:30 PM - Xenon: And trust me.
10:30 PM - Xenon: No.
10:30 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: Is accepting that you cannot do shit like this
10:30 PM - Xenon: You don't _get_ to "counsell" me on the concept of a relationship.
10:30 PM - Xenon: Four years of experience right here.
10:31 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: You're not nearly as well versed as you think you are, hun
10:31 PM - Xenon: 1 death, 6 people, 29 cases of cheating from one person.
10:31 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: Doesn;t make you an expert
10:31 PM - Xenon: And you are?
10:31 PM - Xenon: Don't claim superiority.
10:31 PM - Xenon: When you can't.
10:31 PM - Xenon: Back it up.
10:32 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: Never made such a claim, the field only holds those who are in it, and those who think they are experts
10:32 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: Honestly, lol
10:32 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: You're ridiculous
10:32 PM - Xenon: Have fun holding that opinion.
10:32 PM - Xenon: I don't really.
10:32 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: You think you're something special, somehow.
10:32 PM - Xenon: Care.
10:32 PM - Xenon: Oh.
10:33 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: The world will deal with you eventually.
10:33 PM - Xenon: Says the person who's doing the exact same thing.
10:33 PM - Xenon: Get the fuck out of here before I block you, hypocrite.
10:33 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: lol
10:33 PM - Xenon: Don't let the realism hit you on the way out.
10:33 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: "Like I carE", as you would say
10:33 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: lol
10:35 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: I wish I was laughing more, but it's hard to laugh at patheticism, really. =\
10:35 PM - Xenon: Baww harder.
10:35 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: lol
10:35 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: So you really do have the teen angst attitude
10:35 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: "I'm 16, I know better than the adults, the people whom've been around longer"
10:36 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: Man
10:36 PM - Xenon: I'm tired, I'm conflicted, and I'm dealing with someone who doesn't know jack shit about me, my experience, or my personality.
10:36 PM - Xenon: How the fuck would you react.
10:36 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: I wish I had that naievity stll
10:36 PM - Xenon: I'm not going to try to justify my reactions with you.
10:36 PM - Xenon: As it'd further your little nudgings.
10:36 PM - Xenon: So, act mature.
10:36 PM - Xenon: Stop it.
10:36 PM - Xenon: Unlelss you'd like.
10:36 PM - Xenon: Another six hours of this.
10:36 PM - Xenon: Thank you.
10:37 PM - Xenon: And, for the record, I'm sorry for reacting how I did.
10:37 PM - Xenon: I've got a lot on my plate.
10:37 PM - Xenon: As you've known.
10:37 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: Excuses don't excuse anything
10:37 PM - Xenon: Again.
10:38 PM - Xenon: Want this to go on?
10:38 PM - Xenon: No?
10:38 PM - Xenon: Stop it.
10:38 PM - Xenon: Move on.
10:38 PM - Xenon: Un-involve yourself.
10:38 PM - Xenon: Forget it happened.
10:38 PM - Xenon: Thanks.
10:38 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: ...lol
10:38 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: You really are a piece of work, I guess
10:38 PM - Xenon: Certified art right here.
10:39 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: The piece of art the artist is sorry he ever made, perhaps
10:39 PM - Xenon: Mature.
10:39 PM - Xenon: Took you all of a minute to discover that.
10:39 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: You speak of maturity like you have the greatest semblance of what it is
10:39 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: And you have the immaturity to toy with people
10:39 PM - Xenon: And yet I'm wanting to end the argument.
10:39 PM - Xenon: So, please.
10:40 PM - Xenon: Stop trying to impose your morality onto a person you don't have a grasp on.
10:41 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: Because you're so complex nobody could have the slightest idea of ANYTHING you think, eh?
10:41 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: Like I said, teen angst
10:42 PM - Xenon: So you classify the modest bit of complexity as.. angst.. due to the fact of my age.
10:42 PM - Xenon: While you have come into this conversation/situation imposing some sort of..
10:42 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: No, it really is
10:42 PM - Xenon: Self-righteous morality.
10:42 PM - Xenon: Saying that I have no right to be doing this.
10:42 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: "Nobody knows who I am" is teen angst, hun
10:42 PM - Xenon: You seem to..
10:42 PM - Xenon: Have some sort of head case.
10:42 PM - Xenon: Because again.
10:43 PM - Xenon: What gives you some sort of.
10:43 PM - Xenon: All-knowing magical fucking omnipotence.
10:43 PM - Xenon: To know that your judgement of me is certain?
10:43 PM - Xenon: What does it matter to me?
10:43 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: And I could ask the same of you, to know that your self-judgement is correct
10:43 PM - Xenon: I don't need to have your certain sense of judgement to be finalized with myself.
10:44 PM - Xenon: But I find it funny that you think I do.
10:44 PM - Xenon: Because.
10:44 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: I find it funny you're so willing to make the choice you've done, to push me off as just 'some hater'
10:44 PM - Xenon: By simply saying something that doesn't prove itself true to the individual it connotates towards.
10:44 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: And think that there's not the slightest semblance of truth in anything I've said
10:44 PM - Xenon: It's like trying to describe something.
10:44 PM - Xenon: Behind a brick wall.
10:44 PM - Xenon: And saying "I'm right".
10:45 PM - Xenon: You can't know, you won't know, although you'll affirm it to yourself that you will to earn a certain sense of aspiration.
10:45 PM - Xenon: Aspiration to the last "word" of the conversation.
10:45 PM - Xenon: You want dominance, you want to be the winning one who does something "right".
10:45 PM - Xenon: You want to be some kind of morally righteous person who can brag about what he's done?
10:45 PM - Xenon: Turn elsewhere.
10:46 PM - Xenon: Because you won't find it here, as much as you're wanting to.
10:46 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: What I do isn't an issue
10:46 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: This isn;t about me, it's about you
10:46 PM - Xenon: Funny...
10:46 PM - Xenon: Not according to what I've just presented.
10:47 PM - Xenon: The only reason you're wanting to carry on is simply due to a vague sense of morality.
10:47 PM - Xenon: A wanting to correct.
10:47 PM - Xenon: And you'll do anything, even affirm an unknown to yourself.
10:48 PM - Xenon: To make that happen.
10:48 PM - Xenon: ..You want to defend yourself, Dae, start learning how social constructs work. Conversation ends here.
10:49 PM - .:GRB:. Dae: ...lol