best of dump / may

this is dvd [frisbee's a dvd case onto a vhs player, clipping it on the edge before crumbling into pieces]. you get four time the dvd than you would on a single dvd. you get sharper dvd and high quality dvd so you can hear everything that dvd can give you. its silver and shiny. you can dvd it like you would a normal dvd. dvd - it's the new dvd.

i wish i could conjure up emojis irl to present to people who try to talk to me so that I didn't have to always use words

take away my voice and ability to speak and just replace it with a voicebox that meeps and squeaks
in case you couldn't tell i feel very silent and mute today and quite nervous to speak so i'm just kind of. trying to be as silent as i can, really. dunno how long this feeling will last but it occurs sometimes

often lately at college i've been downloading videos and stuff to watch on my wii. i consider college days "Archive days" in a way because that's what i spend a lot of my time doing. and then i spend work days..  working. free days (i.e. my days off) i spend doing a multitude of tasks and pursuing creative goals. my first free day, i made the starspace website, so that' scool.

trains are cool. i remember i used to spend a lot of time riding london tube trains to go to places with family, and to visit my 1st stepdad back when we did that
things move so fast and yet don't. you and everything inside stays completely still and yet the world just blazes past in a blur of green, grey, blue, whatever colors. listening to the choo sounds of engines blowing, tracks and wheels colliding, announcers informing on where you stop next. a lot of people take trains for granted as ways to get from here to there fast, but i think of trains more as an experience to the experience you're travelling through. what's that saying? its not about the destination, its about the journey. idk if it applies here

me: i think i should get something physical to write ideas and stuff down in again
me: *looks over to all my half full and unfinished notepads, about 12 in total*
me: ...yeah but i need a new one