Run Boy. Run.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ANXpotI0dPc

meditate levitate up high in the clouds
resonate with your mind and take away your doubts
one went another gone, third lost and whos left
staying up till dawn at no cost but no theft
thoughts gone they free up up and away
and here on this cold wooden bench we lay
mind is quiet for once
aint that nice
we do this couple times a month
clears up the splice
high up in my mind
happiness and love
all for you i find
noise, or lack thereof
feels like time never moves when we lie together
still like a rock fleeting like a feather
as morning approaches we have to say goodbye
you look at the clock stand up as i sigh
not seeing you again for another day
if i just see you again its all okay
dealing with the sound for 2 dozen hours
madness, duality, loudness overpowers
noise filling up my head, full on, storm
kinda wanna be dead, but thats just, the norm
bored of reality, duality, actu-fucking-ality and all the bullshit that i see
but not in you no me? i fit you do you and thats perfect no fucks for no bo dy
no ho take this beaux she a true queen with a diamond mind you see
her inner mind a forbidden city. its a pitty
not many people get to see her true beauty

its a been a year and ive done fucked up
i fucking didnt show her that i cared enough
she wanted to protect herself and me
but it hurt too much i left you see
ive done fucked up fucked her up fucked me up
whats up im good its fine no worries, yup
is the noise still there? its louder than ever
saw her on the train noise got even louder
acted like a fool throughout aint got the time right now
shes got more important stuff even if i know
that now it would work out just fine oh wow
she's still gorgeous no forget that beau
intens, no fucks, jekyll shut the fuck up and hyde
aargh confusing her and me and her what are we what can we be what do i see
read the situation like its an open book but im dyslexic
when do i think clear what is my sanity im sick
in my mind in my heart it all comes back
5 months of mental torture back in a minute
flooding my mind hahahaha the sanity i lack
thought i was over it but im just insane innit
oh well cant hurt her with it im running
ive done fucked up and im running
ive done fucked her up and im running
ive done fucked me up and im running
cant hurt her anymore im running
run boy
run
run boy
run
run boy
run
run boy
run
run boy
run
run boy
run
run boy
run

gone