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- ☯ USERNAME: BAEJ1NY0UNG
- ☯ NAME: WU WEN QI/WINTER WU
- ☯ NICKNAME(S):
- - SNOW- GIVEN BY SUMMER, HER SISTER, WHO ACKNOWLEDGED THE ACCURACY OF HER NAME.
- - WINWIN- GIVEN BY HER SISTER, SPRING, WHO CLAIMS THAT AS THE BABY OF THE FAMILY, SHE SHOULD HAVE A CUTE NICKNAME.
- ☯ AGE: 21 YEARS
- ◍ FACE CLAIM: WJSN'S CHENGXIAO
- ◍ BACKUP FACE CLAIM: TWICE'S JIHYO
- ☮ PERSONALITY:
- WINTER IS THE TYPE TO WANT TO NEVER LET PEOPLE DOWN. SHE ALWAYS HAS HER MIND STUCK ON BEING SO DAMN PERFECT THAT SHE SOMETIMES LOSES HERSELF AS WELL, CAUSING HER TO BECOME SOMEWHAT COLD AND DISTANT TO EVEN THOSE CLOSE TO HER. LIFE SOMEHOW ALWAYS SEEMED TO GET IN HER WAY, AND ALWAYS PUSHED HER EVEN FURTHER. SHE BELIEVES THAT THE FEW PEOPLE WHO KNOW OF HER DEPRESSION SHOULDN'T WORRY ABOUT HER, FOR SHE WAS STRONG AND THOUGHT THAT IF PEOPLE KNEW THEN THEY'D TALK. SHE ACTUALLY LOOKS A BIT DOWN ON HUMAN SOCIETY BECAUSE OF IT'S IMPERFECTIONS AND HOW THEY ALWAYS RUSH TO JUDGE PEOPLE, BUT SHE STILL BELIEVES IN HER INDEPENDENCE AND THAT SHE SHOULD NEVER LET THEM DOWN.
- ☮ BACKGROUND:
- WHILE THIS MAY NOT BE THE SADDEST OF BACKGROUNDS, WINTER GREW UP IN A FAMILY OF FOUR SISTERS: THE TWO OLDER TWINS, SPRING AND SUMMER, AND THE TWO YOUNGER TWINS, AUTUMN AND WINTER. SPRING AND SUMMER GREW UP SO PERFECT AND BEAUTIFULLY, WITH HIGH GRADES, A PRETTY FACE, EXTRACURRICULARS ON BOTH ENDS, AND KIND HEARTS, SO OF COURSE, PEOPLE WOULD EXPECT THE SAME WITH THE YOUNGER TWINS. HOWEVER, THIS WASN'T THE ENTIRE CASE. AUTUMN WAS HIT BY A CAR AT AGE EIGHT AND BECAME PARALYZED WAIST DOWN, SO SHE WAS NOT ABLE TO BUILD UP THE FAMILY'S REPUTATION. AND SO, ALL THE PRESSURE WAS LOADED ON THE YOUNG WINTER. SHE THUS BEGAN TO STRESS ABOUT BEING PERFECT ENOUGH TO IMPRESS PEOPLE'S MINDS AND SHE STARTED TO LOSE HERSELF IN LOADS OF WORK. IT WAS LIKE THIS SHE DEVELOPED DEPRESSION, FOR HER THOUGHTS, BEGAN TO WAVER OVER WHETHER SHE DESERVED TO LIVE OR NOT, AND IF SHE SHOULD CONTINUE TO LIVE LIKE THIS OR JUST DIE OF EXHAUSTION. HOWEVER, WHEN SHE WAS WONDERING ABOUT HER LIFE, SHE ALWAYS HAD TWO THINGS TO TURN TO: MUSIC AND ART.
- ✪ LIKES:
- * MUSIC
- * DRAWING/PAINTING
- * BEING PERFECT
- * DARK CHOCOLATE
- * HER SISTERS
- * AMUSEMENT PARKS
- * WRITING
- ✪ DISLIKES:
- * THE IMPERFECTIONS OF HUMAN SOCIETY
- * JUDGY PEOPLE
- * HOLDING PEOPLE DOWN
- * SUGAR
- * CLOWNS
- * DOLLS
- * FALSE HOPE
- ✪ HABITS:
- * STARING INTENTLY AT PEOPLE- EXTREMELY OBSERVANT AND THUS CONSTANTLY STARES AT RANDOM THINGS
- * READING- READS ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING FROM NOVELS TO COOKBOOKS
- * STAYING QUIET- BELIEVES THAT IF SHE STAYS QUIET THEN NO ONE WOULD JUDGE HER EVEN MORE THAN THEY ALREADY DO
- ✪ FEARS:
- * CLOWNS- SHE WATCHED "IT" AS A CHILD...
- * DOLLS- SHE JUST DISLIKES THE WAY THEY ALWAYS SEEM ALIVE
- * LETTING PEOPLE DOWN- QUITE CLEAR. SHE DOESN'T WANT TO HURT HER FAMILY'S REPUTATION AND ALL THEY'VE WORKED FOR
- ✪ TRIVIA:
- * CAN TUNE PEOPLE OUT
- * HUGE FAN OF READING
- * LOVES TO DRAW AND PAINT AND SHE'S GOOD AT IT TOO
- * MUSIC AND ART CLAMS HER MIND
- * CALLS HER SISTER AUTUMN EVERY SUNDAY AFTERNOON
- * EXTREMELY SENSITIVE AROUND HER BACK AND FACE
- * EXTREMELY FLEXIBLE AND CAN BEND INTO IMPOSSIBLE SHAPES
- * CAN PLAY PIANO, GUITAR, AND VIOLIN WELL BUT STOPPED AFTER SHE CAME TO THE CLINIC
- * ACTUALLY DOESN'T BELIEVE IN THE CONCEPT OF "LOVE". SHE THINKS IT'S JUST A THING THAT'LL HOLD HER DOWN
- * CONSERVATIVE DRESSER
- ☀ SLOT: PINK
- ☀ BACKUP SLOT: GREEN
- ☀ EXTRA INFO FOR SLOT:
- * HER DEPRESSION IS MODERATE AND SHE RARELY SHOWS IT
- * WHAT IF PEOPLE WITH DEPRESSION AREN'T WHAT YOU THINK THEY ARE? PEOPLE WITH DEPRESSION ARE NOT "EMOS". THEY ARE HURT INSIDE AND SOMETIMES THEY JUST WANT A LITTLE BIT OF WARMTH
- ☀ ILLNESS(S): DEPRESSION
- ☀ HOW LONG HAVE YOU HAD IT: AROUND 2 YEARS
- ☀ WHY DO YOU HAVE IT: OVER AMOUNTS OF STRESS, PRESSURE TO BE PERFECT, AND CONSTANT DISAPPOINTMENT IN HUMANITY
- ☀ WHEN/HOW DID YOU GET TO THE CLINIC: SHE GOT TO THE CLINIC ROUGHLY A YEAR AND 3/4 AFTER SHE WAS DIAGNOSED BECAUSE HER DEPRESSION WAS EXTREMELY SEVERE DURING THE MONTH BEFORE SHE WAS SENT. IT HAS TONED DOWN. HER OLDER SISTERS BROUGHT HER AND DROPPED HER OFF.
- ☻ LOVE INTEREST: JOSHUA
- ☻ BACKUP LOVE INTEREST: WONWOO
- ☻ LOVE INTEREST EXTRA: IT'S PRETTY MUCH UP TO YOU, BUT OBVIOUSLY, IT'D BE A BIT INFLUENCED BY THE REAL LIFE CHARACTERS.
- ◎ HOW DO YOU DEAL WITH YOUR ILLNESS: SHE TURNS TO MUSIC AND ART TO HELP COMFORT HER
- ◎ WHY DO YOU WORK AT THE CLINIC: ------
- ◎ THOUGHTS ON THE CLINIC: SHE THOUGHT IT WAS A SHAME TO BE THERE AT FIRST, FOR TO HER, IT WAS JUST AN OBSTACLE THAT SHE WAS HERE INSTEAD OF WORKING.
- ◯ HOW YOU ACT AROUND OTHERS: SHE TRIES TO SMILE WHEN PEOPLE APPROACH HER AND SHE ANSWERS NORMALLY. SHE JUST SEEMS SO DISTANT IT'S AS IF SHE IS VERY COLD AND HARSH, THUS, PEOPLE DON'T OFTEN APPROACH HER.
- ◯ HOW YOU ACT AROUND LI: SHE IS QUIETER AND PREFERS TO LISTEN, BUT WHEN SHE STARTS TO RANT, IT NEVER ENDS.
- ◯ HOW YOU ACT ALONE: SHE CAN BREAK DOWN, SHE CAN JUST FEEL EMPTY, BUT SHE JUST LET'S HER EMOTIONS OVERRUN HER.
- ◯ SUGGESTED LI SCENES:
- * ONE WHERE SHE IS DRAWING IN HER BEDROOM AND HE COMES IN, NOTICING HER ART AND GIVING HER ADVICE.
- ◯ SUGGESTED EVERYONE SCENES:
- * POSSIBLY A SCENE WHERE THEY ARE ALL JUST ENJOYING THEMSELVES AS PEOPLE AND NOT AS "OUTCASTS"
- * ONE WHERE THEY ARE PLAYING GAMES TOGETHER AND EVENTUALLY ENDS UP IN HER LAUGHING WITH THE OTHERS AND BEING CAREFREE
- * A SCENE (THIS SEEMS SELFISH HAHA BUT IT'S A CUTE ONE, I GUESS) ONE WHERE EVERYONE'S FAMILY COMES TO VISIT THEM AT THE CLINIC AND WINTER'S SISTERS COME, INCLUDING AUTUMN
- ◯ EXTRA/ANYTHING I MISSED: NOTHING REALLY, BUT DOB?
- ◯ TAGS: @L33_JEN0 // @B4MMED // @drxmsvv // @butterflycatepillar
- ◯ NOTE TO ME: I'M HAPPY YOU DECIDED TO REPUBLISH THIS! I LOVE HOW YOU'RE DECIDING TO, WELL, "EDUCATE" PEOPLE ON THE TRUTH OF MENTAL ILLNESS WHILE STILL MAKING IT INTERESTING AND LESS LIKE A DOCUMENTARY. I HOPE THIS STORY DOES WELL BECAUSE I CAN HONESTLY RELATE TO MY OWN CHARACTER (AND CHARACTERS WITH PTSD, ANXIETY, AND SCHIZOPHRENIA) AND IT WILL HOPEFULLY SHOW PEOPLE HOW IMPORTANT MENTAL AWARENESS IS :)
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