Raging

I need to contain my rage while doing speedrun attempts,to the point where I don't yell out onstream when something goes wrong. I've said before that I need to fix this,but I've made no real attempt to fix it. That ends now.

My general way of looking at things is raging as a result of gaming,at least in the form of yelling out or breaking things,is bad and a huge no-no. As such,I tend to dislike any channel-YouTube,Twitch,or otherwise-that uses rage moments as a running gag. A couple of channels I can think of that do this are AnthonyCaliber and MONTYvsTHEWORLD. Regardless of that,it seems that the speedrunning and even gaming culture at large promotes raging as a normal thing that shouldn't be paid any attention,which in turn leaves me convinced that raging is fine and I shouldn't change my behavior. It is not. When someone else does it and especially when I end up doing it,it makes me feel bad.