black and blue | heartbreak

◤ BLACK SUIT ◢

username : astrorbit
password : nct 127 - touch

slot : heartbreaker
face claim : cha eunwoo (astro)
backup fc : kim taehyung / v (bts)

nct member suggestion : nct u boss lineup (taeyong, doyoung, jaehyun, winwin, jungwoo, lucas, mark)
love interest : winwin (i’m sorry but he matches with him,,, rip if something bad happens)
back up l/i: ten

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◤ BLACK DRESS ◢

birth name : im youngmin (임영민)
nicknames :
✗ minmin
✗ face genius

why is s/he called this? :
❝minmin❞ — this nickname is simply a shortened version of his name, and doesn’t hold that special of a meaning. his parents and his friends often use this nickname around him.

❝face genius❞ — the nickname is a reference to his “golden standard” facial features, in terms of korean beauty. this nickname is also references the common “pretty but dumb” stereotype, which is also something that he possesses.

date of birth : april 26, 1998
age : 21 (kor.) | 20 (int.)
nationality : korean
birthplace : gwanju, south korea
hometown : gwangju, south korea

likes :
✗ fashion (wearing the “trendy” styles)
✗ hearing the sound of his voice
✗ being around other people
✗ pepero / pocky
✗ reddish tones
✗ league of legends

dislikes :
✗ getting stood up against for his words (he’s scared that he will lose someone)
✗ cucumbers
✗ getting his pride hurt
✗ cold foods (eg. ice cream)
✗ betrayal / being turned on
✗ being told to be quiet

scared of :
✗ being left alone by others
✗ any small enclosed space (eg. elevators, janitor’s closets)
✗ long periods of silence

talents :
✗ gut instinct — no matter the situation, his instincts lead him to making the best decisions, despite appearing to have the worst outcomes at first.
✗ quick reflexes — youngmin’s gaming (and some partial martial arts) experience has helped him gain above average reaction times and reflexes.
✗ hacking and tapping — youngmin knows how to hack and tap into other people’s devices from previous experience, and is very discreet about it.

positive personality :
❝observant❞ — youngmin can read other people easily, and can make decisions based on how other people feel or based on what they think.

❝energetic❞ — youngmin is the type that can bounce off the walls. he is very loud, and like to move around a lot.

❝compassionate❞ — youngmin cares a lot about what other people think and feel, and would do anything to be an emotional help to the people he cares about.

❝loyal❞ — youngmin will stick to people, and would never turn his back on people he had grown to trust.

❝vibrant❞ — youngmin knows how to brighten up the mood when it comes to his words. if executed properly, he can bring a smile to people's faces when they feel down.

❝self-reliant❞ — youngmin knows how to use whatever is around him to his advantage. if left in a dangerous situation, he uses his own gut to get him through it.

negative personality :
❝unaccountable❞ — youngmin will not take responsibility for his actions if it means a negative consequence. people may see him as untrustworthy because of such.

❝distrusting❞ — youngmin his very hesitant to rely on people he doesn't know well, which can result in a mutual feeling. some of the words that can come off as “sarcastic” may in fact be his honest opinion.

❝facade❞ — youngmin puts up a front of being strong and egotistical to mask his insecurities and fears, as well as to meet people's assumptions of him.

❝self-conscious❞ — youngmin worries too often about what other people think of him. he wants to mold himself to their expectations to keep good relations with them.

❝overly-attached❞ — youngmin is clingy to the people he cares about. afraid of losing the people that genuinely care for him, he is unwilling to let go of them, even if it means harm

❝impulsive❞ — youngmin does things without thinking them through. even when other people realize the consequences, he goes with his gut and does things in the moment, which may bring harm to others.

❝blunt❞ — youngmin is very straightforward with his words. he may seriously hurt someone with his savage remarks and his sarcastic comments.

background : youngmin grew up in a relatively influential family. he had both parents, as well as his older sister, younghee. they learned to take care of each other, since their parents had been too busy prioritizing work over their children.

when he had gotten to school, his first instinct was to make as many friends as he could. at first, people saw him as someone who was too full of himself. after all, someone as good looking and as wealthy as him would be sure to be too full of himself. these assumptions had led people to stay away from youngmin, as his image led them to not want to associate with him. as a result, he had begun to act as such.

his sarcasm had grown as a result of his parents neglecting his social needs, as well as his lack of friends. he had become bitter, and was frustrated. his sarcasm and his “savage-ness” had been ways for him to release his frustrations on other people without being too out in the open about it.

one day, he (19) and his sister (21) had been out late at night, running errands for their parents, when they had been suddenly held at gunpoint by some strangers for their status. in the moment, youngmin had fought back. this had been a grave mistake though, as his freedom had resulted in his sister being kidnapped by the men. his fear had come into play when his sister, the person he cared the most about, had disappeared and left him alone.

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◤ BLACK HEART ◢

what would make you start the killing and why? :

driven to the edge by his sister’s disappearance, he had gone insane over the fact that he caused it. more importantly, he had blamed himself for something that had been preventable. so when the incentive of his sister's location had been offered with the game, he was more than willing to take it. even if it meant killing others, he was driven to see her again.

suggested scenes with the group :

✗ BOSS and him are having a confrontation, and are talking big of themselves. when BOSS attacks him for his words, youngmin backs down and out of the conflict.

✗ ANGEL is having an argument with him for being too overconfident and for offending other people, when he starts to break down and cry. youngmin is vulnerable and is letting down his front, revealing his innocent side that just wants attention and love.

✗ the group is looking into a murder, and youngmin observes the people's faces. he forms suspicions, and discreetly voices them out by wording them as sarcastic remarks.

✗ a killer is after him for being too snide, and for talking too big of himself. his instincts and his gut feelings lead him to a situation that brings that person's murder attempt to the attention of the group.

suggested scenes with love interest :

✗ l/i and youngmin are being savage and are harmlessly roasting TIMELESS as a way to brighten the mood.

✗ l/i confronts youngmin about his feelings. afraid of being judged for his sexuality, youngmin makes a sarcastic remark in an attempt to prevent such a situation. he only makes it worse as l/i takes it seriously, and their relationship is damaged.

✗ l/i comforts youngmin after he finds out that his sister has been killed, and they have a bonding moment.

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◤ BLACK BOOTS ◢

anything else i forgot? : no, i don't think so!
note to me : i love your applyfics a lot! no matter if i get accepted or not, i’ll be reading this one!