[2/4/2016 5:20:45 PM] Dee: screams
[2/4/2016 5:23:28 PM] gran☻: helo
[2/4/2016 5:23:33 PM] Dee: hhhi
[2/4/2016 5:48:12 PM] gran☻: from my dash: "this guy on league is messaging me about how he jacks off to hentai and he’s saying it’s getting boring for him"
[2/4/2016 5:48:20 PM] gran☻: why do people think this is a good way 2 interact
[2/4/2016 6:24:06 PM] Dee: oh my god
[2/4/2016 6:27:08 PM] gran☻: hell
[2/4/2016 6:29:11 PM] Dee: ive been visited by the benevolent god….
[2/4/2016 6:30:56 PM] Dee: hmu on steam
[2/4/2016 6:43:51 PM] Dee: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8uHxRwQqWFo
[2/4/2016 6:44:32 PM] gran☻: ah yes
[2/4/2016 6:49:03 PM] Dee: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCKnjHbMmcbaKluq5HGEScXg holy fuck
[2/5/2016 4:46:48 PM] Dee: https://36.media.tumblr.com/fa0a33cb3b60e8ef96e24fd08520fa4b/tumblr_n41nunU1yR1r30ozao1_500.png
[2/8/2016 7:00:13 PM] Dee: gran who is sh-n-z-ld….if you dont mind me asking
[2/8/2016 7:01:13 PM] gran☻: tumblr user shinyzelda
[2/8/2016 7:01:21 PM] Dee: oh
[2/8/2016 7:01:26 PM] Dee: why’s that bad..?
[2/8/2016 7:01:39 PM] gran☻: oh boy theres a long story
[2/8/2016 7:01:53 PM] gran☻: but the short version is that they treated me like trash and got away with it and turned my friends against me
[2/8/2016 7:02:03 PM] Dee: do u want me to punt
[2/8/2016 7:02:23 PM] gran☻: honestly id feel more Chill if u did but I cant tell u how to do your business yknow
[2/8/2016 7:02:38 PM] Dee: ill do it
[2/8/2016 7:02:50 PM] Dee: nobody hurts my son
[2/8/2016 7:03:52 PM] gran☻: ty momther... ;;
[2/8/2016 7:04:03 PM] Dee: dude i just read their abt and im....
[2/8/2016 7:04:08 PM] Dee: squints...
[2/8/2016 7:04:29 PM] Dee: why…is you cat your familiar
[2/8/2016 7:04:32 PM] Dee: im confu se?
[2/8/2016 7:05:43 PM] gran☻: I was always rly confused when they talked about their cat because they talk about it (??what gender is this cat??) like its a person
[2/8/2016 7:05:57 PM] Dee: oh my god i hate people who do that
[2/8/2016 7:06:15 PM] Dee: like….animals are animals your pets arent human please accept that
[2/8/2016 7:06:18 PM] Dee: like. its creepy
[2/8/2016 7:07:28 PM] Dee: like….. you can’t pretend to care about survivors but ignore and judge those who loved the abuse and were addicted to it. you can’t pick and choose what’s an acceptable way to be a trauma survivor. stop ignoring ppl like me
I TOOK THIS SERIOUSLY UNTIL THE LAST SENTENCE AND I CHOKED
[2/8/2016 7:07:32 PM] Dee: LIKE……   okay?
[2/8/2016 7:07:34 PM] Dee: no
[2/8/2016 7:08:05 PM] Dee: if you want me to stop lemme know i just love TRASH TALKING PPL WHO HURT MY FRIENDS
[2/8/2016 7:08:46 PM] gran☻: nah dude go for it tbh
[2/8/2016 7:08:48 PM] gran☻: I'm the same way
[2/8/2016 7:09:38 PM] Dee: okay this person...
[2/8/2016 7:09:47 PM] Dee: “i liked being abused” uH?
[2/8/2016 7:09:58 PM] Dee: YOU SOUND DANGEROUS…..STAY FAR AWAY....
[2/8/2016 7:10:43 PM] Dee: sans is bisexual, mentally ill, disabled, and absolutely trans
squints??????? this sounds JUST like one of my abusers tbh
[2/8/2016 7:11:09 PM] gran☻: https://archive.is/UyfkK they made this post abt me because I told them I was breaking a mutual. because they told their mutuals to do that.
[2/8/2016 7:11:52 PM] Dee: I wonder if he know I know he's lying right now
Haha
Oh you got the new Margiela's
Hehe
Hmm I see you
That's your new BMW?
Hmm that's nice
Hmm that's it girl
Okay I see you
But uhm, I just wanna know one thing
You ready?

Why the fuck you lying
Why you always lying
Hmmm ohh my god
Stop fucking lying
Always lying to me (why?)
You lying so much (why?)
You making it hard for me

Every time you tell me something I figure that you lying
Always almost like you faking (oh yeah)
Yeah I know you lying
But you sound exciting
And you know that I know that you lying
Oh girl
Imma keep on lying to you (yeah)
Until you think it's the truth (mmhmm)
Now girl I know you fibbin'
Oh you know you can't help it
You know what I wanna know

Why the fuck you lying
Why you always lying (why?)
Ooooooooh my god
Stop fucking lying (Why?)
Always lying to me (too much)
You lying so much (you know)
You making it hard for me

Baby you know that

Why the fuck you lying (okay)
Why you always lying (you know)
Ooooooooh my god
Stop fucking lying
Always lying to me (and it's false)
You lying so much (hmm yeah)
You making it hard for me (yeah)
(oh my god)

I luh when you lying like that, eh, eh, eh
So imma keep lying like that, eh, eh, eh
I luh when you lying like that, eh, eh, eh
So imma keep lying like that, eh, eh, eh

Why the fuck you lying (I'm gon be crying)
Why you always lying (on me)
Ooooooooh my god (okay)
Stop fucking lying (you keep lying)
Always lying to me (too much)
You lying so much (you know)
You making it hard for me (just a little bit girl)

Why the fuck you lying
Why you always lying
Ooooooooh my god (my god)
Stop fucking lying (oh my god)
Always lying to me (oh my god)
You lying so much (oh my god)
You making it hard for me

Why the fuck you lying
Why you always lying
Ooooooooh my god
Stop fucking lying
Always lying to me
You lying so much
You making it hard for me

We got right of em dis one
Real slow
Just keep on lying
Damn
Peace
[2/8/2016 7:12:45 PM] Dee: “I’m back guis!!!! I had to deal with a nnasty meanie uwu?
[2/8/2016 7:13:02 PM] Dee: just. screams at the top of my lungs
[2/8/2016 7:13:16 PM] gran☻: fyckin hell
[2/8/2016 7:14:23 PM] Dee: seriously this person sounds just like my abuser
[2/8/2016 7:15:22 PM] Dee: im having hylia memories too, and they’re kinda unpleasant
[2/8/2016 7:15:29 PM] Dee: WHAT DO  E SHTTA MEAN???
[2/8/2016 7:16:51 PM] gran☻: like they don't just vague about people, they vague about Everything and its really annoying? like don't bait people into asking about how u feel just say it if u really want em to know
[2/8/2016 7:17:08 PM] Dee: uGH THOSE PEOPLE ARE THE WORST???
[2/8/2016 7:17:09 PM] gran☻: theyre also constantly throwing shade, which is rly ironic because they literally go by shade as a chosen name
[2/8/2016 7:17:18 PM] Dee: lmIOA
[2/8/2016 7:17:31 PM] Dee: i hate when silver is obviously having a nightmare because i know he went through some bad shit before showing up here, and i want to protect him from Bad Memories. i know that stuff sucks
[2/8/2016 7:17:36 PM] Dee: what the fuck does tha t MREAN
[2/8/2016 7:19:19 PM] Dee: can i tell you something about me thats hard
[2/8/2016 7:21:41 PM] gran☻: ya dude
[2/8/2016 7:22:30 PM] Dee: its really hard for me to empathize with bpd individuals because every person with bpd i’ve known has abused me
[2/8/2016 7:23:02 PM] Dee: like, the first person with it i knew was literally the most violent and abusive person i’ve ever met
[2/8/2016 7:25:04 PM] gran☻: honestly I understand that completely? like I understand that bpd is hard to deal with and nobody really chooses to be that way but at the same time ive only ever known one person with bpd who wasn't awful as shit to me personally
[2/8/2016 7:25:14 PM] Dee: i know and like
[2/8/2016 7:25:29 PM] Dee: this person made me feel like i was abusive for it
[2/8/2016 7:25:43 PM] Dee: so thats why its hard for me to say i dont feel safe around them
[2/8/2016 7:26:05 PM] Dee: because a person with it abused me, and then said “oh you can’t feel this way because its ableist”
[2/8/2016 7:26:13 PM] Dee: like…you see what im saying?
[2/8/2016 7:28:07 PM] gran☻: yea dude exactly
[2/8/2016 7:28:28 PM] gran☻: like youre not attributing it to abuse due to some stereotype, youre attributing it to abuse due to your own actual real experiences of abuse
[2/8/2016 7:30:02 PM] Dee: yea
[2/8/2016 7:30:09 PM] Dee: thanks for understanding mett
[2/8/2016 7:30:23 PM] Dee: I mean it
[2/8/2016 7:31:47 PM] gran☻: anytime ♥
[2/8/2016 7:35:00 PM] Dee: omg mett do you have a 3ds
[2/8/2016 7:35:53 PM] gran☻: I do!
[2/8/2016 7:36:08 PM] Dee: omfg do you have acnl
[2/8/2016 7:36:45 PM] gran☻: i do but ive been neglecting it rip...
[2/8/2016 7:36:56 PM] Dee: pmg
[2/8/2016 7:37:08 PM] Dee: mett do u wanna add me
[2/8/2016 7:37:26 PM] gran☻: sure lemme grab my friend code
[2/8/2016 7:38:41 PM] Dee: i also know what ots like to have all your friends turned on tou. someone did it to me two years ago
[2/8/2016 7:38:57 PM] Dee: its really hard. i prmise m be here for u
[2/8/2016 7:39:10 PM] Dee: in on mobile thats why i cant type
[2/8/2016 7:39:40 PM] gran☻: ah that's np, and like. its happened to me multiple times but it sucks every time yknow
[2/8/2016 7:40:19 PM] Dee: I feel
[2/8/2016 7:40:44 PM] gran☻: also m friend code: 2766-9952-1179
[2/8/2016 7:47:17 PM] Dee: 3754-7659-9104
[2/8/2016 7:49:40 PM] gran☻: success!
[2/8/2016 8:01:17 PM] gran☻: i completely forgot that festivale day was a thing in ac
[2/8/2016 8:45:53 PM] Dee: you wanna come to my gay town
[2/8/2016 8:49:48 PM] gran☻: :0 sure
[2/8/2016 8:49:54 PM] gran☻: sorry i had to clean the kitchen
[2/8/2016 8:58:22 PM] Dee: gates open
[2/8/2016 8:59:25 PM] gran☻: here i crumb
[2/8/2016 9:00:27 PM] gran☻: i keep being called to do things so i might be idle kinda I'm sorry
[2/8/2016 9:01:25 PM] Dee: ok
[2/9/2016 1:25:32 PM] Dee: can y'all just leave me alone when im trying to recover from being mistreated for a year, im not asking much. just let me heal
[2/9/2016 1:25:39 PM] Dee: okay shade try five years
[2/9/2016 1:25:58 PM] Dee: and IM not even feeling bad for myself and throwing myself a pity party so darling sit down
[2/9/2016 4:07:59 PM] gran☻: honestly what is even shade's deal, I will never know
[2/9/2016 4:16:51 PM] Dee: slaps
[2/9/2016 4:19:47 PM] Dee: WAIT. OKAY
[2/9/2016 4:19:48 PM] Dee: SO
[2/9/2016 4:20:34 PM] Dee: SHADE POSTS ONE SELFIE SAYING “MY NAME IS BLOOKY” AND THEN UPLOADS ANOTHER SELFIE MERE HOURS LATER SAYING “HI IM GASTER"
[2/9/2016 4:20:38 PM] Dee: BITCH WHICH IS IT?
[2/9/2016 4:20:50 PM] gran☻: the joke is its both
[2/9/2016 4:21:02 PM] Dee: no the joke is shade. theyre the joke
[2/9/2016 4:21:06 PM] gran☻: lmfao
[2/9/2016 4:21:26 PM] gran☻: they always ask people if they get "vibes" about their kintypes from em and like. its kinda hard to say no when they go into a public suicidal fit every time you do
[2/9/2016 4:21:48 PM] Dee: lMAO
[2/9/2016 4:21:58 PM] gran☻: like the vibes I get here is that u manipulating me shade
[2/9/2016 4:25:17 PM] Dee: dude im gonna talk shit should i make it public with them or nah
[2/9/2016 4:26:58 PM] gran☻: I wouldn't make it public but then again I wouldn't blame u if you did yknow
[2/9/2016 4:27:11 PM] Dee: im not gonna if you dont want me to
[2/9/2016 4:27:14 PM] gran☻: like theyre getting asspats from like. everyone they know constantly. its not like they wouldn't have that to fall back on
[2/9/2016 4:27:50 PM] Dee: ok would it be bad if i @ them but its not blatantly aggressive
[2/9/2016 4:30:19 PM] Dee: nweh i just wont
[2/9/2016 4:32:27 PM] gran☻: wouldn't be worth it to start drama with trash
[2/9/2016 4:32:33 PM] Dee: so true
[2/9/2016 4:48:21 PM] Dee: theyre so obsessed with their cat its kinda creepy
[2/9/2016 4:49:47 PM] gran☻: they talk about their cat like. all the time.
[2/9/2016 4:49:49 PM] gran☻: like its a person
[2/9/2016 4:50:06 PM] Dee: holy shit have you seen that tumblr post where its like
[2/9/2016 4:50:26 PM] Dee: a text thing where someones breaking up with the op and
[2/9/2016 4:50:36 PM] Dee: one of the reasons is “my cat doesnt like you:
[2/9/2016 4:50:41 PM] Dee: “i hope u guys love silver, too! he deserves love and attention from everyone who knows me “
[2/9/2016 4:50:47 PM] Dee: LITERALLY THE CORRELATION  NNNN
[2/9/2016 4:52:47 PM] Dee: silver marked up the side of the outside of my door with his claws and ppl are always like “omg why do you let your cat do that” and im like?? because i don’t give a shit? he’s doing it because he wants to say “hey this room is mine, too! we share this space together” and idk, seeing it is comforting to me……..
[2/9/2016 4:52:55 PM] Dee: why are you okay with your cat fucking up your doors
[2/9/2016 4:53:13 PM] gran☻: fuk....
[2/9/2016 4:53:25 PM] Dee: like….why do you want a shitty house
[2/9/2016 4:53:49 PM] gran☻: that's just the cat not having anything better to scratch on tbh
[2/9/2016 4:54:01 PM] Dee: hMMMM
[2/9/2016 4:54:10 PM] Dee: also mett
[2/9/2016 4:54:18 PM] Dee: i really wanna thank u for playin acnl with me
[2/9/2016 4:54:30 PM] Dee: i havent with anyone in a while and it actually made me like super duper happy
[2/9/2016 4:56:11 PM] Dee: despite being really cuddly and affectionate with me, silver isn’t like that with anyone else? he just tolerates everyone in the house, is scared of my stepdad, and if my sister tries to cuddle him he just runs out of patience really quickly and gives her a warning bite + screams at her
[2/9/2016 4:56:17 PM] Dee: YOUR CAT SOUNDS VICIOUS....
[2/9/2016 4:57:31 PM] gran☻: its. a cat.
[2/9/2016 4:57:42 PM] gran☻: I don't think ive ever seen anyone blog about their cat that much
[2/9/2016 4:57:50 PM] gran☻: like ppl love their cats but that's too much
[2/9/2016 4:59:52 PM] Dee: also they wish death on people they dont like……..
[2/9/2016 5:00:00 PM] gran☻: ya ive noticed that too like
[2/9/2016 5:00:05 PM] gran☻: that's. really wildly inappropriate?
[2/9/2016 5:00:25 PM] Dee: yea like thats not okay no matter the circumstances lmao
[2/9/2016 5:02:18 PM] gran☻: yeah exactly
[2/9/2016 5:02:31 PM] gran☻: like nobody deserves to die no matter what they do, even if they need to SRSLY pay for what they did yknow??
[2/9/2016 5:14:55 PM] Dee: yea
[2/9/2016 5:16:08 PM] Dee: hey can i vent to you
[2/9/2016 5:19:42 PM] gran☻: yea whats up
[2/9/2016 5:20:27 PM] Dee: so my uncle on my moms side hasnt talked to any of us because he’s mad at my grandparents on my moms side and basically acts like a fucking baby and feels bad for himself
[2/9/2016 5:20:56 PM] Dee: and basically gave my mom the finger for no reason and then just out of nowhere is like “hey do you wanna see eachother” to my mom and im
[2/9/2016 5:21:16 PM] Dee: you dont get to treat us all like shit for 3 years and then just turn around and act like its all good
[2/9/2016 5:21:20 PM] Dee: go fuck yourself
[2/9/2016 5:21:29 PM] Dee: if i see you around here im gonna kick your ass
[2/9/2016 5:22:57 PM] Dee: also that cat is me if i was silver
[2/9/2016 5:23:25 PM] gran☻: same, also jeez your uncle sounds like a huge dickhead and I'm sorry you gotta put up with that
[2/9/2016 5:23:57 PM] gran☻: like for some reason a lotta people will just try to pretend like nothing happened instead of apologizing and its just inappropriate
[2/9/2016 5:24:12 PM] Dee: hes in his 50s acting like a five year old
[2/9/2016 5:24:22 PM] gran☻: theres just no reason for that
[2/9/2016 5:24:59 PM] Dee: andf like
[2/9/2016 5:25:23 PM] Dee: he’s mad because his parents didnt do a good job or something and like had daddy issues and dumb shit????
[2/9/2016 5:25:35 PM] Dee: not that im saying thats bad but just using it as an excuse to be bitter
[2/9/2016 5:26:09 PM] gran☻: theres nothin wrong with having issues with the way you were raised but don't use it as an excuse/weapon in being a huge rude asshole
[2/9/2016 5:26:27 PM] Dee: like 1) yea okay my grandparents can be assholes sometime and piss me off but i know they mean well 2) okay but youre not the greatest parent ever buddy i havent seen my cousin in years thanks
[2/9/2016 5:27:08 PM] Dee: my cousins name is ren and he’s 16 and i honestly cannot wait until he’s 18 so he can get the fuck out
[2/9/2016 5:30:33 PM] Dee: holy shi
[2/9/2016 5:30:35 PM] Dee: dude
[2/9/2016 5:30:46 PM] Dee: you know how shade is so obsessed with their cat
[2/9/2016 5:30:58 PM] gran☻: ya?
[2/9/2016 5:31:15 PM] Dee: dude…..that cat isnt gonna live forever...
[2/9/2016 5:31:35 PM] gran☻: like how old is this cat is what I wanna know
[2/9/2016 5:31:39 PM] gran☻: what if this cat's already super old
[2/9/2016 5:31:47 PM] gran☻: shades going to throw a pity party on tumblr when the cat dies
[2/9/2016 5:31:50 PM] gran☻: also bbl I'm gonna get food
[2/9/2016 5:32:03 PM] Dee: lmao!!! ok
[2/9/2016 5:42:29 PM] Dee: simon is cuter than silver tbh
[2/9/2016 5:44:48 PM] Dee: silver has done more for me than i talk about, because i used to be bitter and angry and kinda unpleasant tbh…… leftover stuff from abuse, but i’ve been much better since he showed up and i love him soo much aaaa
honey im sorry to break it to you but you kinda still are
[2/9/2016 5:45:54 PM] Dee: seriously what the fuck is nobody concerned about this persons obsession with their cat
[2/9/2016 6:40:15 PM] gran☻: honestly its kinda scary from a spectators standpoint but I think people think its cute and sweet or something bc that's the Image that shade has created for themself
[2/9/2016 6:42:03 PM] gran☻: also tfw u get an appointment sprung on u outta no where
[2/9/2016 6:42:08 PM] Dee: i FEEL
[2/9/2016 6:42:18 PM] gran☻: I'm apparently goin somewhere tomorrow at 7 am
[2/9/2016 6:42:29 PM] gran☻: i didn't know this until like 20 minutes ago
[2/9/2016 6:42:52 PM] Dee: dude
[2/9/2016 6:42:55 PM] Dee: i feel you
[2/9/2016 6:43:22 PM] Dee: when my parents told me i was going to wilderness last year…well technically two years ago in october
[2/9/2016 6:43:31 PM] Dee: they told me 4 hours before i left
[2/9/2016 6:46:23 PM] gran☻: fucken hell why do parents specifically always have to do that
[2/9/2016 6:46:48 PM] Dee: because some parents are worried that the kid will run
[2/9/2016 6:53:07 PM] gran☻: terrible. Terrible.
[2/9/2016 6:53:30 PM] Dee: why’s that bad?
[2/9/2016 6:53:48 PM] gran☻: more responding to my own personal situation tbh
[2/9/2016 6:53:52 PM] Dee: oooh
[2/9/2016 6:54:20 PM] gran☻: constant emotional abuse and conditional love gets real exhausting ya feel me
[2/9/2016 6:54:31 PM] Dee: i feel you so much
[2/9/2016 6:55:37 PM] Dee: like, whats your situation? if you dont mind me asking
[2/9/2016 6:56:55 PM] gran☻: short version is my mom expects more of me than i can do as a disabled person and has been using me for money and wants me to Get Fixed in counseling so i can work
[2/9/2016 6:57:11 PM] Dee: dude…. i kinda feel you
[2/9/2016 6:57:27 PM] Dee: my mom thinks i can be cured be eating healthy and excersize
[2/9/2016 6:58:19 PM] Dee: are you job searching?
[2/9/2016 6:58:43 PM] gran☻: not currently but i was for a good while
[2/9/2016 6:58:58 PM] gran☻: ive been forced thru college for like 4 semesters and just recently dropped out of this last one
[2/9/2016 6:59:16 PM] Dee: what kinda cooleg did you attend
[2/9/2016 6:59:44 PM] gran☻: people have been trying to get me to get an art degree for like 8 yrs because its the only skill they think i have
[2/9/2016 6:59:48 PM | Edited 7:00:01 PM] gran☻: but I'm like. a hobbyist
[2/9/2016 7:00:13 PM] Dee: i get u
[2/9/2016 7:00:17 PM] Dee: and dude
[2/9/2016 7:00:29 PM] Dee: if you dont know what you wanna pursue yet theyres nothing wrong with that
[2/9/2016 7:02:37 PM] gran☻: like I'm in a mental state where i straight up don't want to do anything and i know its bad but people pushing me to do this particular thing is just makin that worse
[2/9/2016 7:02:52 PM] Dee: dude i totally know how you feel i am too tbh
[2/9/2016 7:03:02 PM] gran☻: im measured directly by the amount of money i can give and immediately surrender to my mother and the fact that im not making any money outside of my SSDI means i am Worthless
[2/9/2016 7:03:20 PM] gran☻: so every day is just a "i wanna kill myself but my friends need me to do somethin for em"
[2/9/2016 7:03:25 PM] gran☻: shrug
[2/9/2016 7:03:32 PM] Dee: hey
[2/9/2016 7:03:33 PM] Dee: mett
[2/9/2016 7:05:15 PM] Dee: i Promise itll all be okay in the end even though it doesnt seem like it now
[2/9/2016 7:05:20 PM] Dee: ill stick by you the whole time
[2/9/2016 7:08:14 PM] Dee: also what does fp means
[2/9/2016 7:08:45 PM] gran☻: Favorite Person
[2/9/2016 7:09:19 PM] Dee: this just in from dullgarbage
[2/9/2016 7:09:20 PM] Dee: me: talk to me im bored
person who is not fp: speaks
me: not You
[2/9/2016 7:10:11 PM] gran☻: like why would u ask for generalized attention if u only want it from Certain Ppl
[2/9/2016 7:10:20 PM] Dee: mmImM i
[2/9/2016 7:14:21 PM] gran☻: "silver is my other half, and when im not around him, i feel empty. i’ve gotten so used to his constant presence"

that's just weird
[2/9/2016 7:15:27 PM] Dee: codependent relationships are super unhealthy
[2/9/2016 7:16:33 PM] gran☻: i don't know how someone ended up codependent with a fucken cat and yet here we are
[2/9/2016 7:17:53 PM] Dee: lmAO
[2/9/2016 7:18:08 PM] Dee: hey i just posted a Selfie
[2/9/2016 7:18:23 PM] Dee: no biggie 8)
[2/9/2016 7:18:44 PM] gran☻: mad stylin
[2/9/2016 7:20:23 PM] Dee: thanks!!!
[2/9/2016 7:34:57 PM] gran☻: im havin a great time laughing and hatereading https://gyazo.com/ee6d30683d179a98d1875bbe340a909a
[2/10/2016 7:09:09 AM] Dee: lMAOOOOO
[2/10/2016 7:11:28 AM] Dee: http://shinyzelda.tumblr.com/about call me shade zelda or cloud or gaster or blooky or some othe r thing
[2/10/2016 7:11:33 AM] Dee: BITCH WHICH IS IT???
[2/10/2016 7:11:52 AM] gran☻: can we call her Fake Bitch
[2/10/2016 7:11:56 AM] Dee: Y ES?!?@?#?
[2/10/2016 7:12:02 AM] gran☻: that's the perfect name 4 her
[2/10/2016 7:12:31 AM] Dee: i just made a kissy noise at simon and he got very surprised
[2/10/2016 7:12:34 AM] Dee: im….
[2/10/2016 7:12:36 AM] Dee: my son....
[2/10/2016 7:14:02 AM] Dee: dude do you wanna see my SHADE
[2/10/2016 7:16:37 AM] Dee: madamakhepri.tumblr.com
[2/10/2016 7:16:44 AM] Dee: my own version of shade
[2/10/2016 7:17:48 AM] gran☻: "You will use They/Them pronouns when referring to me"

because yknow commands go over well with EEEVERYBODY
[2/10/2016 7:18:11 AM] Dee: oh my god they got so mad at me when i jokingly was like “its mad”
[2/10/2016 7:18:20 AM] Dee: and was like ‘’YOU R  E TRANSPHOBIC11111""
[2/10/2016 7:18:48 AM] Dee: like no youve violently abused me and called my friend and boyfriend a pedophile because you dont like me and you know that damn well son
[2/10/2016 7:19:18 AM] Dee: im not even joking this person attacked my boyfriend and pne of my closest friends when they werent even involved in anything. yikes
[2/10/2016 7:19:44 AM] Dee: like….you act like an animal and treat people like shit im not transphobic youre just arbage....
[2/10/2016 7:19:52 AM] Dee: sorry honey
[2/10/2016 7:20:16 AM] gran☻: wow why even??? yikes
[2/10/2016 7:21:39 AM] Dee: I just want to make it clear: I am in the school library , and this fucking heavy breathing nasty ass Kpop blasting son of a cunt came in, sat down right next to me, and has been watching anime and loudly laughing.
It’s been this way since 3:30 fuxking AM.

I must die now to escape the pain.
[2/10/2016 7:22:12 AM] Dee: youre literally describing yourself
[2/10/2016 7:22:46 AM] Dee: ALSO THIS PERSON HAS CALLED ME RACIST BECAUSE I “ACT LIKE A WANNABE BLACK WOMAN” AND LIKE…… LOOK AT HOW THEY TALK AND I KNOW FOR A FACT THIS PERSON IS WHITE LMAO
[2/10/2016 7:23:04 AM] Dee: “Bayonetta is the prettiest girl ever”
Right? Träns girls do it SO much better!!
[2/10/2016 7:23:07 AM] Dee: oh m  y god
[2/10/2016 7:24:12 AM] Dee: everytime i read thru my drama tag i re-realize how disgusting dee is.
[2/10/2016 7:24:15 AM] Dee: :]]]]
[2/10/2016 7:26:13 AM] Dee: Because I’m not nice to the person who: fetishizes Trans women for their genitals, has pedophilic role playing tendencies, is racist, who gas lights, who guilt trips, emotionally abuses in other ways, pathologically lies, who murders and rapes young children in role playing, who makes her characters get raped because she want to trigger a sexual assault victim for not shipping his OC with hers, and who is incredibly violent verbally and has made remarks concerning matricide; that is a valid reason to emotionally harass and dehumanize me by calling me an “it”, dead naming me, and making fun of my gender identity.
[2/10/2016 7:26:52 AM] gran☻: what even is this entire person
[2/10/2016 7:28:06 AM] Dee: lIKE ABOUT THE RACIST THING
[2/10/2016 7:28:15 AM] Dee: THEY POSTED THIS VIDEO WITH THIS CAPTION....
[2/10/2016 7:28:22 AM] Dee: https://youtu.be/CmK3ghfsSVM
[2/10/2016 7:28:27 AM] Dee: Shangela is me, Mimi is Dee lets be real.
[2/10/2016 7:28:30 AM] Dee: like….okay
[2/10/2016 7:30:05 AM] Dee: like…..i know they LOVE starting shit with people like….every day
[2/10/2016 7:30:24 AM] Dee: the entire deeancie tag is filled with how shes abusive and ugly and that is so fitting for someone like her river troll looking ass.

like tbQh yes i made the callout because i was fucking sick and tired of her starting shit with our group even after everything fucked up shes done. but like calling me an “it” and making fun of the fact i’m trans?

bitch i am out for fucking deletion. I dont need to say doxxing cause the stupid bitch did that to herself! LMFAO!
[2/10/2016 7:30:52 AM] Dee: im shrieking miss Dee blocked me! poor dear and her shitty terf bangs couldn’t handle the big bad traggot monster :(

so she can call me an “it”, screamed about how shes not abusive, shit herself trying to sound like a racist stereotype, but as soon as i clock her ass, UP GOES THE BLOCC!

although this, like with miss bayonettamom, shows that she knows she’s in the full wrong and there is nothing she can do to play it off right. lol.

that’s sad huh?
[2/10/2016 7:30:56 AM] Dee: like… yea
[2/10/2016 7:31:24 AM] Dee: This fucking horsefly of a girl really fucking tried it and now all my last good nerves are shot. fucking Hutt looking Hamburglar looking redneck looking ass girl. She thinks she’s some cute little ‘sassy diva’ spitting out slurs and other vulgar shit in attempt to be some horribly racist caricature of a ‘sassy black woman’.

We get it, you festering wound, you hate being a cis white girl. just shut the fuck up and log off already. don’t you have some KKK meeting to get too? Close that Honeybucket port-a-potty you call a mouth and grow the fuck up, and fuck off. forever. No one likes you Dee. That support system you scream and shit yourself over is non-existent. No one has come to say literally any sort of response in your favor except for you. And you’re a shitty pathologically lying, racist lolicon.

Get The Fuck Out.
[2/10/2016 7:32:05 AM] Dee:  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
[2/10/2016 7:37:03 AM] gran☻: honestly none of this even makes sense
[2/10/2016 7:37:27 AM] Dee: i know.....
[2/10/2016 7:37:44 AM] Dee: like….okay
[2/10/2016 7:39:02 AM] Dee: i have
[2/10/2016 7:39:06 AM] Dee: the prettiest dog…
[2/10/2016 7:42:08 AM] gran☻: a fluff pal
[2/10/2016 7:42:25 AM] Dee: his name is simon and hes 2 and a half
[2/10/2016 7:44:22 AM] Dee: but like
[2/10/2016 7:44:33 AM] Dee: dont message them or interact with them theyre really scary
[2/10/2016 7:44:38 AM] Dee: and dangerous tbh
[2/10/2016 7:47:38 AM] gran☻: honestly I don't think I'm missing out on anything special by not talking to them tbh
[2/10/2016 7:47:45 AM] Dee: yea
[2/10/2016 7:47:46 AM] Dee: like
[2/10/2016 7:48:07 AM] Dee: if anyone tries to call them out all their friends (who also are violently abusive lol) will like
[2/10/2016 7:48:17 AM] Dee: get into it and spam you and send you anon hate and shit
[2/10/2016 7:49:58 AM] gran☻: that's fucked up???
[2/10/2016 7:50:05 AM] Dee: yea
[2/10/2016 7:51:21 AM] Dee: theyre like the main reason i was institutionalized and like
[2/10/2016 7:51:26 AM] Dee: after i left they were like
[2/10/2016 7:51:34 AM] Dee: “She never actually went"
[2/10/2016 7:51:54 AM] Dee: and like told me i was doxxing myself and threatened me and my family and friends when i proved them wrong
[2/10/2016 7:54:07 AM] gran☻: fck
[2/10/2016 7:57:17 AM] gran☻: ive ben waiting mom out all night for this supposed 7 am appointment and its abt to turn 8
[2/10/2016 7:57:26 AM] gran☻: I think its safe to say shes slept thru and I can lie down
[2/10/2016 7:57:28 AM] gran☻: nnininin
[2/10/2016 7:57:55 AM] Dee: uuuh?
[2/10/2016 7:58:25 AM] gran☻: i haven't slept yet lol
[2/10/2016 7:58:33 AM] gran☻: I'm gonna lay down as long as i can get away with
[2/10/2016 7:58:39 AM] Dee: why havent u slept omg
[2/10/2016 7:58:59 AM] gran☻: bc mom told me she wantd me to go somewhere at 7 this morning but she had me out past 2 doing errands with her
[2/10/2016 7:59:04 AM] gran☻: so i just stayed up and waited her out
[2/10/2016 7:59:23 AM] Dee: oh…
[2/10/2016 7:59:25 AM] Dee: shoot
[2/10/2016 8:00:28 AM] gran☻: its always a roulette of "she wont sleep" or "she'll sleep thru it"
[2/10/2016 8:00:36 AM] gran☻: anyway ttyl
[2/10/2016 8:00:48 AM] Dee: good sleep frien
[2/10/2016 10:47:47 AM] Dee: i hate my family so much
[2/10/2016 6:19:46 PM] Dee: hublle
[2/10/2016 6:19:52 PM] gran☻: hoi
[2/10/2016 7:55:58 PM] Dee: https://45.media.tumblr.com/d046c7a0ea4bbf5c958fe4d2eebe37e1/tumblr_nt5uobqoTK1tlb56zo1_400.gif us
[2/10/2016 8:09:14 PM] gran☻: it too real
[2/12/2016 12:47:29 PM] Dee: im gonna fucki g shit myself
[2/12/2016 12:48:32 PM] Dee: i told shade not to wish death on people because its not okay ever and they answered it privately BUT NOW THEYRE VAGUEING ABOIT IT EVERYWHERE AD IM GONNA BUS T A LUNG
[2/12/2016 12:48:59 PM] Dee: lMAO THEY SAID I YELLED AT THEM IM PEEING
[2/12/2016 5:12:08 PM] gran☻: lmfao wow
[2/12/2016 5:12:21 PM] Dee: OH MY GOD I FEEL LIKE IM TALKING TO A BRICK WALL
[2/12/2016 5:12:28 PM] Dee: THEY MSSGD ME AND IM@??$?$##
[2/12/2016 5:12:44 PM] Dee: also don't call me a 5 year old
im autistic
[2/12/2016 5:12:49 PM] Dee: IM GONNA FUCKING POP A CAP
[2/12/2016 5:12:53 PM] gran☻: lmao
[2/12/2016 5:12:58 PM] Dee: oh my god.
[2/12/2016 5:13:09 PM] Dee: how long did you have to deal with this shit im so sorry
[2/12/2016 5:14:10 PM] gran☻: honestly I didn't even know this person for so long but it felt like a draining eternity
[2/12/2016 5:14:21 PM] Dee: shit i can tell why
[2/12/2016 5:15:29 PM] gran☻: I'm lurking and they straight up go "have I made any death threats recently" and here I am gently stroking my screenshot pile
[2/12/2016 5:15:56 PM] Dee: look, i want pedophiles and dangerous people to die. if that's bad, that would mean me and 20+ other survivors i know are awful bad people
and that doesn't? really make sense
[2/12/2016 5:16:04 PM] Dee: SCREAMS INTO THE VOID
[2/12/2016 5:17:20 PM] gran☻: https://i.gyazo.com/0ca138f75e4d96e29f8d39ff6215e494.png just link this and close the window lol
[2/12/2016 5:19:52 PM] Dee: drops my phone on my keyboard
[2/12/2016 5:19:56 PM] Dee: screams dramatically
[2/12/2016 5:20:29 PM] Dee: oh my god what is this audio they keep bitching about
[2/12/2016 5:20:58 PM] gran☻: probably mttloveshisadoringfans but honestly no matter how bad a person is straight up saying "i hope you die" makes you look bad
[2/12/2016 5:21:12 PM] Dee: i know
[2/12/2016 5:21:19 PM] Dee: “bbut its okay because theyre bad"
[2/12/2016 5:21:27 PM] Dee: sweetie by telling them to die youre no better.
[2/12/2016 5:22:44 PM] gran☻: theres a difference between wanting someone to stop being a bad person and wanting them to literally stop existing I'm just sayin
[2/12/2016 5:22:57 PM] Dee: yES?!?@
[2/12/2016 5:23:04 PM] gran☻: like idk I'm a multiple abuse survivor and I'm not over here going "wow I want every abuser to die"
[2/12/2016 5:23:13 PM] Dee: me too????
[2/12/2016 5:23:27 PM] gran☻: honestly shade doesn't care about anyone who doesn't have the same logic they do
[2/12/2016 5:24:54 PM] Dee: like my fucking selfie and reblog it and frame it and look at it every night as you fall asleep.
[2/12/2016 5:27:24 PM] Dee: just kidding omg
[2/12/2016 5:27:28 PM] Dee: im dramaric
[2/12/2016 5:28:08 PM] gran☻: ahaha I figured, I'm distracted by hatereading rip...
[2/12/2016 5:28:16 PM] Dee: same tho its ok
[2/12/2016 5:29:13 PM] gran☻: like i deadass do not understand why people think this person is so loving and passionate
[2/12/2016 5:29:29 PM] gran☻: i only ended up following them because they like. literally came to me and asked if they could follow me. even though there was nothing saying that they had to
[2/12/2016 5:29:31 PM] Dee: oh my god same
[2/12/2016 5:30:34 PM] Dee: they keep mssging me like shut the fuck up im not even saying anything anymore
[2/12/2016 5:30:49 PM] gran☻: what are they even saying tbh
[2/12/2016 5:31:12 PM] Dee: fucked up friends? for being angry and upset because someone made an entire audio post making fun of actual incest survivors?
and for reacting to being literally abused by that person?
you're defending the wrong people

shinyzelda
I understand what you mean, when you say not to let people like that win. and I don't, everyday that im alive, im not letting them win

shinyzelda
the one thing im confused about is why you're so focused on me? we don't follow each other, and we're not friends, I don't even think we interact with any
[2/12/2016 5:31:21 PM] Dee: or how or why you have access to my safe space or anything like that
I literally don't know you
[2/12/2016 5:31:26 PM] Dee: UR BLOGS PUBLIC BRUH
[2/12/2016 5:31:51 PM] gran☻: so basically You Need To Be Nice To Me And Love Me Even Though I Make Death Threats Because I Am Good And Nice
[2/12/2016 5:32:01 PM] Dee: BASICALLY.
[2/12/2016 5:33:13 PM] gran☻: like theyre self promoting currently of course new people are gonna come in and read
[2/12/2016 5:33:40 PM] Dee: literally propels myself into the sun
[2/12/2016 5:33:43 PM] Dee: wait wher?
[2/12/2016 5:34:10 PM] gran☻: https://gyazo.com/d17f81f8485183c11c81258c63d81c35
[2/12/2016 5:34:38 PM] Dee: whats that on is that tum blr
[2/12/2016 5:35:06 PM] Dee: im super confuse sorry
[2/12/2016 5:35:18 PM] gran☻: im on a proxy but https://proxy-nl.hide.me/go.php?u=XZ2Mlw72xJAkrSK7gSPonTZOyj5zmelmolrZBt%2FVSFrmc%2F95AmWpiRksiY%2BXhmSaz4YMp3mQ83ieVrXQiCjyU1XYpHvvRQWM%2BbLkd6tPjq%2Fnk9Ja2Fo%3D&b=29
[2/12/2016 5:35:26 PM] gran☻: actually shit idk if that will work
[2/12/2016 5:35:37 PM] Dee: yea no but its fine
[2/12/2016 5:35:43 PM] gran☻: it fine ill grab it
[2/12/2016 5:35:49 PM] gran☻: if they see me on statcounter then whatever let em get mad
[2/12/2016 5:35:55 PM] Dee: lmao
[2/12/2016 5:36:00 PM] Dee: they have a statcounter?
[2/12/2016 5:36:18 PM] gran☻: i don't know but i always assume everyone does
[2/12/2016 5:36:20 PM] gran☻: http://shinyzelda.tumblr.com/post/138945817038/shinyzelda-hi-im-recovering-from-some-stuff
[2/12/2016 5:37:31 PM] Dee: lets take a moment
[2/12/2016 5:37:35 PM] Dee: to appreciate
[2/12/2016 5:37:36 PM] Dee: foxy
[2/12/2016 5:37:38 PM] Dee: he is my
[2/12/2016 5:37:39 PM] Dee: child
[2/12/2016 5:37:56 PM] gran☻: foxy is the good bean
[2/12/2016 5:38:18 PM] Dee: he is i love him
[2/12/2016 5:39:19 PM] gran☻: bless the bean
[2/12/2016 5:43:33 PM] Dee: ur fave is problematic: dullzelda
-probably fucks their cat
- thinks being an otaku is cool
[2/12/2016 5:44:24 PM] gran☻: like i understand really loving ur animal but they treat their cat like it has human emotions and like??? its a cat with cat emotions. it doesn't work the same way a human does.
[2/12/2016 5:44:52 PM] Dee: omg they said it was cruel that i said their cat was gonna die and i was like
[2/12/2016 5:44:59 PM] Dee: it is??? its not immortal???? lmao
[2/12/2016 5:45:33 PM] gran☻: tfw u a child who cannot accept the reality of the circle of life
[2/12/2016 5:45:49 PM] Dee: u cant say that their autistic
[2/12/2016 5:45:52 PM] Dee: lmao…..?
[2/12/2016 5:45:57 PM] gran☻: yea i was just thinkin that lol
[2/12/2016 5:46:11 PM] gran☻: look im autistic too and ill full-well admit when im acting like a 3 year old
[2/12/2016 5:46:12 PM] Dee: http://thebakkat.tumblr.com/ LMAO THEYRE VAGUEING ABOUT ME
[2/12/2016 5:46:24 PM] Dee: IM SCREAMING!!! I LOVE MYSELF SO MUCH
[2/12/2016 5:46:30 PM] gran☻: lmao
[2/12/2016 5:48:44 PM] gran☻: what do these salty bitches gain from vagueing about people
[2/12/2016 5:49:34 PM] Dee: DUDE I DONT CARE IM SO ENTERTAINED
[2/12/2016 5:53:22 PM] gran☻: lmao
[2/12/2016 5:58:55 PM] Dee: screams at the top of my lungs
[2/12/2016 5:59:00 PM] Dee: pokemon picross...
[2/12/2016 5:59:14 PM] gran☻: what even is picross
[2/12/2016 5:59:41 PM] Dee: difficult
[2/12/2016 6:00:01 PM] gran☻: good answer
[2/12/2016 6:12:48 PM] Dee: OH MY GOD
[2/12/2016 6:13:04 PM] Dee: GETTING THE THREE TIER CAT TREE IN NEKO ATSUME IS THE BEST DECISION IVE EVER MADE
[2/12/2016 6:17:31 PM] Dee: tonight is one of those nights where memories of being zelda are really overwhelming and make me dissociate
[2/12/2016 6:17:35 PM] Dee: SWEETIE WHAT???
[2/12/2016 6:18:02 PM] gran☻: like theyre deadass purposely being vague to make people ask about it
[2/12/2016 6:18:10 PM] Dee: oh my god
[2/12/2016 6:18:15 PM] Dee: its. reall y funny
[2/12/2016 6:19:08 PM] gran☻: classic attentionwhoring
[2/12/2016 6:19:34 PM] Dee: i deserve the napstaton url, the person who has it isn’t even using it
[2/12/2016 6:19:36 PM] Dee: OK A Y
[2/12/2016 6:19:43 PM] Dee: LOL??? I DONT EVEN HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY
[2/12/2016 6:20:21 PM] gran☻: its in use right now lmfao
[2/12/2016 6:20:28 PM] gran☻: the last thing that was posted to it was posted yesterday
[2/12/2016 6:22:19 PM] Dee: dude. i wanna dr awl
[2/12/2016 6:22:42 PM] gran☻: u shoul Do it
[2/12/2016 6:23:01 PM] Dee: but what
[2/12/2016 6:23:02 PM] Dee: do
[2/12/2016 6:23:24 PM] gran☻: uh
[2/12/2016 6:23:26 PM] gran☻: good question shit
[2/12/2016 6:25:59 PM] Dee: don’t use he/him pronouns for napstaton!! im just a small nonbinary dj doing my best, i don’t deserve to be misgendered
[2/12/2016 6:26:02 PM] Dee: o…kay
[2/12/2016 6:26:27 PM] gran☻: but like the whole characterization for underswap napstabot is that he's a dudebro
[2/12/2016 6:26:56 PM] Dee: lMAO FITTING
[2/12/2016 6:27:56 PM] gran☻: i laugh...
[2/12/2016 6:28:37 PM] Dee: oh my god!!! valentines is sunday
[2/12/2016 6:28:39 PM] Dee: OH MY GOD
[2/12/2016 6:28:43 PM] Dee: I KNOW WHAT IM GONNA DRAW
[2/12/2016 6:28:46 PM] Dee: …TOMORROW
[2/12/2016 6:29:12 PM] gran☻: omg excellent
[2/12/2016 6:29:18 PM] Dee: me and the boyf
[2/12/2016 6:29:20 PM] gran☻: i ttly lost track of when vday was tbh
[2/12/2016 6:29:26 PM] Dee: sun
[2/12/2016 6:30:53 PM] Dee: hey mett can i ask you something
[2/12/2016 6:30:58 PM] gran☻: yeah whats up
[2/12/2016 6:31:25 PM] Dee: is it okay if i reblog stuff from you bc dullzelda might still be lurking
[2/12/2016 6:31:55 PM] gran☻: its fine w/e
[2/12/2016 6:32:06 PM] gran☻: if they wanna start shit then that's fine bc i got receipts if i need em
[2/12/2016 6:32:11 PM] Dee: okay
[2/12/2016 6:32:17 PM] Dee: if shit goes down ill be with u
[2/12/2016 6:32:27 PM] Dee: AND IM A MONSTER WHEN PEOPLE FUCK WITH MY FRIENDS
[2/12/2016 6:32:50 PM] gran☻: i don't think theyre stupid enough to start shit but ill take em the fuck down if they do
[2/12/2016 6:33:57 PM] Dee: tbh i wouldnt hold it against em
[2/12/2016 6:34:57 PM] gran☻: lmao
[2/12/2016 6:37:55 PM] Dee: if you’ve been outed as a pedophile in any shape or form, you shouldn’t expect people to be kind to you, even if you’re “trying to get better”. survivors aren’t expected to play nice
[2/12/2016 6:38:11 PM] Dee: so abusers dont deserve forvigeness? dont get mad when people dont like you
[2/12/2016 6:41:37 PM] gran☻: theres a diff between actively threatening ur abuser and yknow
[2/12/2016 6:41:40 PM] gran☻: self defense and coping
[2/12/2016 6:41:47 PM] Dee: yes!!!!!
[2/12/2016 6:49:42 PM] Dee: pppst
[2/12/2016 6:50:06 PM] gran☻: wothup
[2/12/2016 6:50:20 PM] Dee: you should tell the world how amazing i am
[2/12/2016 6:51:13 PM] gran☻: :0 i shud...
[2/12/2016 7:01:11 PM] Dee: what does csa me an
[2/12/2016 7:01:19 PM] gran☻: child sexual abuse
[2/12/2016 7:01:21 PM] Dee: oh
[2/12/2016 7:02:10 PM] Dee: the person i hate also believes that school is supposed to be challenging and hard, and if we “dumb it down” for kids, we’re not giving them a fair chance at life and coddling them and im just Lmao….. do u think autistic kids don’t exist or
[2/12/2016 7:02:22 PM] Dee: youre literally saying autistic people are stupid
[2/12/2016 7:02:27 PM] Dee: you know that, right???
[2/12/2016 7:06:28 PM] gran☻: holy shit???
[2/12/2016 7:07:36 PM] gran☻: since when has anyone called alternative teaching styles "dumbing down" schools and like? its going to be hard no matter what because youre learning a new thing??
[2/12/2016 7:07:44 PM] Dee: y EA??
[2/12/2016 7:07:56 PM] Dee: also i ate too many strawberries and my tummy kinda hurts
[2/12/2016 7:08:05 PM] Dee: walk it off walk it off
[2/12/2016 7:08:08 PM] Dee: :3c
[2/12/2016 7:09:48 PM] Dee: i feel like the people who dislike peridot for certain things (not understanding jokes or having low empathy because wtf are strong emotions and how do you understand or cope with them) must also hate autistic people……. just sayin
[2/12/2016 7:09:52 PM] Dee: w…..WHAT
[2/12/2016 7:10:19 PM] Dee: whAT?
[2/12/2016 7:10:42 PM] Dee: “peridot is autistic” hwhhh??
[2/12/2016 7:14:49 PM] gran☻: like????
[2/12/2016 7:14:51 PM] gran☻: what????
[2/12/2016 7:14:57 PM] Dee: i    know???
[2/12/2016 7:16:32 PM] Dee: in other news, i want my abuser to drop dead
[2/12/2016 7:16:35 PM] Dee: :))))
[2/12/2016 7:16:37 PM] Dee: i dont
[2/12/2016 7:16:39 PM] Dee: because im
[2/12/2016 7:16:41 PM] Dee: not
[2/12/2016 7:16:48 PM] Dee: like
[2/12/2016 7:16:50 PM] Dee: unhealthy?
[2/12/2016 7:17:53 PM] gran☻: i don't jive with the whole "all abusers need to die" logit at ALL??? because like
[2/12/2016 7:18:09 PM] gran☻: every single person is capable of abusive behavior even if they aren't someone who engages in pathological patterns of it
[2/12/2016 7:18:22 PM] Dee: yes!!! oh my god
[2/12/2016 7:18:30 PM] gran☻: and people who are that far gone to it have a problem that needs to be helped so like
[2/12/2016 7:18:38 PM] gran☻: more than anything i want my abusers to get better and learn to self manage so they don't abuse other people
[2/12/2016 7:18:44 PM] gran☻: because that's way more constructive than
[2/12/2016 7:18:47 PM] gran☻: wanting someone dead lol
[2/12/2016 7:19:17 PM] Dee: YES!!! OIH MY GOD
[2/12/2016 7:21:20 PM] gran☻: deadass i do not think anyone deserves to have death wished on em no matter who they are
[2/12/2016 7:21:54 PM] gran☻: ya sometimes youre gonna talk like that when youre angry but like. actually seeing that person die wont undo the badfeel you experienced lmao
[2/12/2016 7:22:23 PM] gran☻: but apparently this logic means "i hate abuse victims and ppl with violent impulses" even tho i am both of those things
[2/12/2016 7:27:54 PM] Dee: hey mett im sorry if i weird you out sometimes its just talking to people i care about a lot makes ne feel really happy
[2/12/2016 7:34:39 PM] gran☻: shh naw youre okay, i appreciate it tbh <3
[2/13/2016 8:49:57 AM] Dee: my son
[2/13/2016 2:40:13 PM] Dee: gay
[2/13/2016 6:09:07 PM] Dee: grandma
[2/13/2016 6:10:39 PM] Dee: oh shade dont throw shade at me ill tolerate none of your shit and you will get fucking destroyed if you wanna talk shit
[2/13/2016 6:10:58 PM] gran☻: wait are they doing that now
[2/13/2016 6:12:33 PM] Dee: http://princessarena.tumblr.com/post/139185974678/okay-but-people-who-like-give-themselves-a-new
http://shinyzelda.tumblr.com/post/139256157023/so-to-trans-kids-who-change-their-name-often-go
[2/13/2016 6:12:45 PM] Dee: like your ass WILL get reamed
[2/13/2016 6:14:19 PM] gran☻: hell
[2/13/2016 6:14:46 PM] Dee: and im not having a good night so you really dont wanna especially <3
[2/13/2016 6:16:56 PM] Dee: one more stike shade one more
[2/13/2016 6:17:06 PM] gran☻: I'm freaking out atm sorry
[2/13/2016 6:17:18 PM] Dee: whats wrong?
[2/13/2016 6:17:35 PM] gran☻: I think billys upset with me
[2/13/2016 6:17:44 PM] gran☻: he left without telling me why earlier and ive been freaking out for an hour
[2/13/2016 6:17:45 PM] Dee: why do you think that?
[2/13/2016 6:18:29 PM] Dee: well i dont know billy very well so forgive me if i say something that doesnt sound right
[2/13/2016 6:18:38 PM] Dee: maybe he just didnt think it was really important?
[2/13/2016 6:18:52 PM] gran☻: I don't know maybe
[2/13/2016 6:19:52 PM] Dee: i mean
[2/13/2016 6:19:59 PM] Dee: why wouldd he me upset?
[2/13/2016 6:20:24 PM] gran☻: like we were talking earlier about somethin and like
[2/13/2016 6:20:34 PM] gran☻: I said that I dont wnana be in the undertale fandom anymore and then he suddenly left
[2/13/2016 6:20:36 PM] gran☻: i dont know what i did wrong
[2/13/2016 6:21:06 PM] Dee: im pretty sure he just had to do something
[2/13/2016 6:21:26 PM] gran☻: youre probably right but its really hard for me to keep myself from flippin the fuck out when i dont know whats going on
[2/13/2016 6:21:35 PM] gran☻: i just get really nervous
[2/13/2016 6:21:38 PM] Dee: i understand what you mean, dont worry
[2/13/2016 6:26:20 PM] gran☻: i know i shouldn't be all worked up but i just
[2/13/2016 6:26:21 PM] gran☻: cannot
[2/13/2016 6:26:22 PM] gran☻: calm down
[2/13/2016 6:26:50 PM] Dee: youre fine!
[2/13/2016 6:26:55 PM] Dee: im not annoyed
[2/13/2016 9:16:41 PM] Dee: sighs loudly
[2/13/2016 9:17:08 PM] gran☻: whats up, what happened
[2/13/2016 9:17:42 PM] Dee: i snapped and relapsed and i feel like Garbage and Failure
[2/13/2016 9:18:16 PM] Dee: and i dont even wanna bother you with my shit
[2/13/2016 9:19:22 PM] gran☻: I'm sorry that happened and I know its hard not to be down on yourself when it does

but youll be ok and I'm glad youre here to talk to me

I hope things pick up soon ;; ♥
[2/13/2016 9:20:54 PM] Dee: I feel like i just disappointed everyone and everyones mad at me
[2/13/2016 9:21:32 PM] gran☻: if it helps to hear im not mad at you
[2/13/2016 9:22:46 PM] Dee: thank you so much
[2/14/2016 7:57:55 AM] Dee: shit. Shit
[2/14/2016 7:58:51 AM] Dee: shade is teaming up with my abuser
[2/14/2016 7:58:58 AM] Dee: i swear to god i see one post and im remaking
[2/14/2016 8:42:53 AM] Dee: im remaking anyway im not even
[2/14/2016 8:42:55 AM] Dee: risking it
[2/14/2016 5:50:56 PM] Princess Dee: hi gran
[2/14/2016 5:51:00 PM] Princess Dee: mett
[2/14/2016 5:51:02 PM] Princess Dee: im
[2/14/2016 5:51:03 PM] Princess Dee: ?@?#?
[2/14/2016 6:02:39 PM] Princess Dee: you’re not mad at me or anything
[2/14/2016 6:02:44 PM] Princess Dee: sorry im really paranoid
[2/14/2016 7:53:07 PM] gran☻: no I'm sorry I'm not mad
[2/14/2016 7:53:12 PM] gran☻: sorry I haven't been home, just got back
[2/14/2016 7:53:18 PM] gran☻: promise I'm not mad though, youre okay
[2/14/2016 7:53:23 PM] Princess Dee: its fine im just really paranoid
[2/14/2016 7:53:30 PM] gran☻: I understand that, its ok
[2/14/2016 7:53:30 PM] Princess Dee: oh my god did i tell you yet
[2/14/2016 7:53:37 PM] Princess Dee: why i remade
[2/14/2016 7:54:00 PM] gran☻: yeah you mentioned it. I haven't seen shades posts about it if there are any but honestly that's nasty yikes
[2/14/2016 7:54:05 PM] gran☻: i hope they don't find your new acct
[2/14/2016 7:54:07 PM] Princess Dee: holy shit
[2/14/2016 7:54:09 PM] Princess Dee: i was like
[2/14/2016 7:54:16 PM] Princess Dee: im not even like, letting that shit happen
[2/14/2016 7:54:52 PM] Princess Dee: holy shit they called me a fucking racist pedophile
[2/14/2016 7:54:55 PM] Princess Dee: holy. shit
[2/14/2016 7:55:07 PM] Princess Dee: LITERALLY HOW I KNOW THEYRE TEAMING UP WITH MY ABUSERS OH NAH
[2/14/2016 7:55:41 PM] Princess Dee: and i saw my abuser reblogged something from shade and i was like no
[2/14/2016 7:56:09 PM] gran☻: ive literally never seen you do anything racist or pedophilic i have no idea where theyre getting that idea?
[2/14/2016 7:56:24 PM] Princess Dee: some people just like. shouldnt talk to anyone because they just cause damage.
[2/14/2016 7:56:32 PM] Princess Dee: i know its really fucking bad
[2/14/2016 7:57:35 PM] Princess Dee: like honest im 200% sure theyre gonna find me eventually because theyre literally. like. stalk me
[2/14/2016 7:57:42 PM] gran☻: like we discussed before i think all abusers need to like.  be given strategies to keep their shit in check and learn about themselves so they don't abuse other people.

but some people are really really resistant to change yikes
[2/14/2016 7:57:53 PM] Princess Dee: yeah
[2/14/2016 7:58:01 PM] Princess Dee: like, my old url was deeancie
[2/14/2016 7:58:17 PM] Princess Dee: and like when i changed it not even hours later they took it and started talking shit
[2/14/2016 7:58:55 PM] Princess Dee: like dont look at it its really disturbing
[2/14/2016 7:59:47 PM] gran☻: i really don't like when people do that like
[2/14/2016 7:59:56 PM] gran☻: taking someones old url just to shit on them and lord things  they may not have even done over their head
[2/14/2016 8:00:00 PM] gran☻: its so unnecessary and gross
[2/14/2016 8:00:53 PM] Princess Dee: like its supposed to be a ‘’’’’’callout blog’’’’ but really its just spreading posts saying how im like….a violent pedophile because i made some people upset
[2/14/2016 8:01:29 PM] Princess Dee: and like. the literal actual problematic things i did was over two years ago when i was having a breakdown and literally was instututionalized because i was literally dying
[2/14/2016 8:02:20 PM] Princess Dee: like originally what happened is that
[2/14/2016 8:02:38 PM] Princess Dee: like i was talking to one person named danny and like i was friends with all his mutual friends
[2/14/2016 8:02:40 PM] Princess Dee: and then he like
[2/14/2016 8:02:44 PM] Princess Dee: threw a fit
[2/14/2016 8:03:11 PM] Princess Dee: and got everyone and their mothers into it (not really just an expression meaning like everyone on earth)
[2/14/2016 8:03:14 PM] Princess Dee: and like….
[2/14/2016 8:04:00 PM] Princess Dee: stressed me the fuck out and literally made fun of it when i was suicidal and then was like “why are you being abusive and manipulative” when i couldnt handle literally all my friends hurting me at once like. god forbid
[2/14/2016 8:05:10 PM] Princess Dee: holy shit now i gotta talk about how much i love my  boyf because he's
[2/14/2016 8:05:12 PM] Princess Dee: literally
[2/14/2016 8:05:22 PM] Princess Dee: the only one who stayed with me through it
[2/14/2016 8:05:24 PM] Princess Dee: like
[2/14/2016 8:05:34 PM] Princess Dee: the only one i had left like, in a war zone
[2/14/2016 8:05:37 PM] Princess Dee: i love him
[2/14/2016 8:06:14 PM] Princess Dee: im rambling slkdlkjlfksj
[2/14/2016 8:06:28 PM] gran☻: youre alright!
[2/14/2016 8:06:57 PM] gran☻: but yeah for some reason people expressing suicidal thoughts is interpreted as abuse
because like
there are people who would actually make empty suicide threats to manipulate others
but you do one thing they don't like and they end up assuming everything you do is part of a game youre playin

and honestly I'm glad you have someone who stood by you, i think everyone deserves that kind unconditional love
[2/14/2016 8:07:25 PM] Princess Dee: he also belongs in the trash with me so that too
[2/14/2016 8:07:35 PM] gran☻: ehehe
[2/14/2016 8:07:36 PM] Princess Dee: :]
[2/14/2016 8:08:24 PM] Princess Dee: anyway howre you
[2/14/2016 8:13:33 PM] gran☻: im good! havin a gay valentines day
finally watched inside out for the first time, 10/10
[2/14/2016 8:13:54 PM] Princess Dee: same tho
[2/14/2016 8:13:56 PM] Princess Dee: gay v day
[2/14/2016 8:13:59 PM] gran☻: the gayest
[2/14/2016 8:16:52 PM] Princess Dee: oh my god   no
[2/14/2016 8:17:07 PM] Princess Dee: im not even dealin w that rn
[2/14/2016 8:17:09 PM] Princess Dee: vidya
[2/14/2016 8:18:31 PM] gran☻: welcome to vidya
[2/14/2016 8:18:48 PM] Princess Dee: starts saving ppl from aliens
[2/14/2016 8:18:53 PM] Princess Dee: literally gets my ass beat
[2/14/2016 8:22:42 PM] gran☻: oh shit rip!!
[2/14/2016 8:23:00 PM] Princess Dee: just
[2/14/2016 8:23:06 PM] Princess Dee: incomprehensible screaming
[2/14/2016 8:26:51 PM] Princess Dee: hey gran im really sorry
[2/14/2016 8:27:00 PM] Princess Dee: but can you promo me bc i need stuff to follow......
[2/14/2016 8:27:54 PM] gran☻: have you made a self promo post? i can rebloggo
[2/14/2016 8:28:00 PM] Princess Dee: oh yea
[2/14/2016 8:28:05 PM] Princess Dee: ill….make onnne
[2/14/2016 8:28:10 PM] Princess Dee: im thinking dont worry
[2/14/2016 8:28:14 PM] gran☻: yeye np!
[2/14/2016 8:33:39 PM] Princess Dee: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=btX4Ydz6iAI i cant stOP WATCHING THIS WHAT AILMENT HAS BEFALLEN MY BEING...
[2/14/2016 8:33:54 PM] Princess Dee: jumpscare at the end btw
[2/14/2016 8:33:58 PM] Princess Dee: like at the veeery end
[2/14/2016 8:34:13 PM] gran☻: oh my god i remember this
[2/14/2016 8:34:16 PM] Princess Dee: oh my god
[2/14/2016 8:34:24 PM] gran☻: all aboard the weed wagon
[2/14/2016 8:34:28 PM] Princess Dee: mfoods
[2/14/2016 8:41:53 PM] Princess Dee: im expanding
[2/14/2016 8:42:01 PM] gran☻: e x p a n d
[2/14/2016 8:42:04 PM] Princess Dee: dong
[2/14/2016 9:22:14 PM] Princess Dee: ok i made it
[2/14/2016 9:22:29 PM] Princess Dee: i feel a lot more comfortable now
[2/14/2016 9:22:39 PM] Princess Dee: and safet bc a fresh start
[2/14/2016 9:22:44 PM] Princess Dee: safer
[2/14/2016 9:24:41 PM] Princess Dee: its nice
[2/14/2016 9:25:04 PM] gran☻: i feel that tbh
[2/14/2016 9:25:09 PM] gran☻: remaking feels good when you get settled in
[2/14/2016 9:25:14 PM] Princess Dee: nice
[2/14/2016 10:03:05 PM] Princess Dee: yup bc i dont want your hands on me means theirs something wronf with me thanks
[2/14/2016 10:03:17 PM] gran☻: wha
[2/14/2016 10:04:34 PM] Princess Dee: since im in a bad spot i dont really wanna be touched and of course my neurotypical family doesnt care or something so everyones asking me whTs wrong
[2/14/2016 10:04:50 PM] Princess Dee: like maybe i just dont wNt you to touch me so. stop
[2/14/2016 10:05:36 PM] gran☻: god i feel that
[2/14/2016 10:05:44 PM] gran☻: why do normies straight up not care about other people
[2/14/2016 10:06:18 PM] Princess Dee: like im sorry i dony wany your destructive hands on me
[2/14/2016 10:18:55 PM] gran☻: http://batteurr.tumblr.com/post/139339374998/it-was-dotty-look-at-that-smile-shes-stone pictured: dotty being a savage killer
[2/14/2016 10:20:43 PM] Princess Dee: how can you see into my eyes like open doors
[2/14/2016 10:21:18 PM] gran☻: god i wish i got a video of this so i could make a shitty evanescence edit of it
[2/14/2016 10:21:33 PM] Princess Dee: fUCK
[2/14/2016 10:25:10 PM] Princess Dee: seeing u and billy's and stans relationship makes me really happy and i kinda hope we can be that close one day
[2/14/2016 10:26:22 PM] gran☻: that's really sweet aww
[2/14/2016 10:26:55 PM] Princess Dee: pets u
[2/14/2016 10:31:56 PM] gran☻: vin's streaming acnl and i just
[2/14/2016 10:31:58 PM] gran☻: https://gyazo.com/19e81ad828b838e7f22309073d4a3584 ah
[2/14/2016 10:32:56 PM] Princess Dee: oh im on mobile dude sorry
[2/14/2016 10:32:59 PM] gran☻: oh np
[2/14/2016 11:31:45 PM] Princess Dee: yo mett
[2/14/2016 11:34:19 PM] gran☻: hi hi
[2/14/2016 11:34:48 PM] Princess Dee: i have katie do you want her
[2/14/2016 11:35:04 PM] gran☻: o shur
[2/14/2016 11:35:07 PM] gran☻: let me open the game up again
[2/14/2016 11:35:30 PM] Princess Dee: ok just lemme know when you're ready
[2/14/2016 11:38:25 PM] gran☻: gates is open
[2/14/2016 11:38:56 PM] Princess Dee: ok comin in a minute
[2/15/2016 12:03:15 AM] Princess Dee: enjoy your catte
[2/15/2016 12:03:23 AM] gran☻: thank for catte
[2/15/2016 12:03:38 AM] gran☻: i forgot what i was doing for like a minute lmao ;;; sory
[2/15/2016 12:04:01 AM] Princess Dee: and your bridge
[2/15/2016 12:04:10 AM] Princess Dee: ;3c
[2/15/2016 12:04:26 AM] gran☻: oh dude...!!
[2/15/2016 12:04:27 AM] gran☻: ty
[2/15/2016 12:04:30 AM] gran☻: that's so chill of you omg
[2/15/2016 12:04:46 AM] Princess Dee: i had like a full wallet
[2/15/2016 12:05:01 AM] Princess Dee: dude i have a strategy that
[2/15/2016 12:05:06 AM] Princess Dee: gets u like
[2/15/2016 12:05:26 AM] Princess Dee: 100k bells per full pocket
[2/15/2016 12:06:05 AM] gran☻: oh damn really?
[2/15/2016 12:06:26 AM] Princess Dee: yea do u know the bugs on the island
[2/15/2016 12:06:47 AM] gran☻: yea i have a hard time catching a lot of em tho
[2/15/2016 12:06:58 AM] Princess Dee: so what i do is
[2/15/2016 12:07:10 AM] Princess Dee: set the clock to like 6:30
[2/15/2016 12:07:35 AM] Princess Dee: and the bugs on the palm trees are easy to catch if you go rrrrreeeaaally slow
[2/15/2016 12:08:23 AM] Princess Dee: it just takes a lot of patience but a pocket full if them is literally like 80-120 thousand
[2/15/2016 12:08:39 AM] gran☻: oh man
[2/15/2016 12:08:51 AM] gran☻: i always end up letting go of b too early when im tryin to sneak up on bugge
[2/15/2016 12:09:00 AM] gran☻: i gotta git better at it
[2/15/2016 12:09:27 AM] Princess Dee: i feel u it takes practice but its worth it
[2/15/2016 7:31:09 AM] Princess Dee: shade more like radioactive waste
[2/15/2016 8:03:50 AM] Princess Dee: like
-teams up with my abuser
- “im so glad im not alone in my experiences uwuuuu” bitch i talked to you once calling you out for telling people to die lmao
[2/15/2016 8:04:01 AM] Princess Dee: theyre fucking perfect for eachother.
[2/15/2016 5:47:15 PM] Princess Dee: im sorry if this is annoying but can you reblog that post
[2/15/2016 5:55:11 PM] gran☻: i just saw it sorry
[2/15/2016 5:55:13 PM] gran☻: ive been out all day
[2/15/2016 5:55:48 PM] Princess Dee: pets you thank you!
[2/15/2016 5:57:51 PM] gran☻: eyyy np
[2/15/2016 6:11:47 PM] Princess Dee: screams at my parents grammy commentary
[2/15/2016 6:12:45 PM] Princess Dee: they keep saying "n-gga" or something else racist whenever a black person comes on screen
[2/15/2016 6:13:44 PM] Princess Dee: "its n-gga not n-gger right" NNNGAH
[2/15/2016 6:14:43 PM] gran☻: wtf I straight up do not understand that behavior
[2/15/2016 6:14:45 PM] gran☻: fuk
[2/15/2016 6:15:06 PM] Princess Dee: blood pressure rises
[2/15/2016 6:15:31 PM] Princess Dee: "i got dr dre in a crossword once" oh my god.
[2/15/2016 6:16:14 PM] gran☻: people who carelessly throw around racist slurs are uncreative and unintelligent imo 8)
[2/15/2016 6:16:33 PM] Princess Dee: describes my parents
[2/15/2016 6:22:34 PM] Princess Dee: lmao my mom was talking with me about when i was little and people thought i wasnt listening because i had different ways of learning
[2/15/2016 6:23:22 PM] Princess Dee: and i was like "yea because everyone was neurotypical" and then looked at my dog and she was like "is he neurotypical too"
[2/15/2016 6:23:43 PM] gran☻: what the fuck
[2/15/2016 6:25:10 PM] Princess Dee: and then she yelled at me
for attacking her when i was offended
[2/15/2016 6:25:53 PM] Princess Dee: my dad doesnt know who ariana grande is bye
[2/15/2016 6:26:19 PM] gran☻: why is it that everyone I meet has these normie parents that don't understand neurodiversity in the slightest
[2/15/2016 6:26:25 PM] gran☻: who let these normies raise us
[2/15/2016 6:26:38 PM] Princess Dee: "the weeknds hair is like a poodle" hemorrhages
[2/15/2016 6:27:14 PM] Princess Dee: help. me
[2/15/2016 6:27:55 PM] gran☻: w h y
[2/15/2016 6:28:33 PM] Princess Dee: i can feel my internal body temperature rising
[2/15/2016 6:33:54 PM] Princess Dee: im white and im beginning to understand why everyone hates us
[2/15/2016 6:35:42 PM] gran☻: i feel u
[2/15/2016 6:41:30 PM] Princess Dee: chocolate milk mmmmmm
[2/15/2016 6:43:11 PM] Princess Dee: https://www.colourbox.com/preview/2480692-picture-of-unhappy-woman-with-fingers-in-ears.jpg hearing taylor swift live tbh
[2/15/2016 6:45:24 PM] gran☻: this stock photo has captured my feelings perfectly
[2/15/2016 6:45:35 PM] Princess Dee: :]]]]]]
[2/15/2016 6:54:59 PM] Princess Dee: flucker
[2/15/2016 6:55:08 PM] gran☻: fjucker
[2/15/2016 6:55:17 PM] Princess Dee: gransmjorls
[2/15/2016 6:56:51 PM] gran☻: mjochigirlfriend
[2/15/2016 6:57:02 PM] Princess Dee: thats m e
[2/15/2016 7:01:23 PM] Princess Dee: holy shit that video
[2/15/2016 7:02:06 PM] gran☻: i knowww
[2/15/2016 7:02:21 PM] gran☻: it reminded me of another one actually
[2/15/2016 7:02:21 PM] Princess Dee: im like straight up jammin
[2/15/2016 7:03:07 PM] gran☻: same same
[2/15/2016 7:03:19 PM] Princess Dee: ooh what other one?
[2/15/2016 7:06:09 PM] gran☻: theres several but i remembered this one https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bIQrZr7PiSg
[2/15/2016 7:07:16 PM] Princess Dee: omg
[2/15/2016 7:09:24 PM] Princess Dee: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iqel0k0NzNU this video honestly is my life story
[2/15/2016 7:10:47 PM] Princess Dee: http://mochigirlfriend.tumblr.com/fam
[2/15/2016 7:10:57 PM] Princess Dee: check it
[2/15/2016 7:10:59 PM] gran☻: why is youtube suddenly struggling
[2/15/2016 7:11:12 PM] gran☻: ayyy it me!!
[2/15/2016 7:11:19 PM] Princess Dee: it u
[2/15/2016 7:11:54 PM] gran☻: well i don't know what happened but i ended up opening this while looking for something else entirely https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iqel0k0NzNU
[2/15/2016 7:12:52 PM] Princess Dee: linkd u
[2/15/2016 7:13:16 PM] gran☻: i need to make a pixel fam but i don know what pixels to use.........
[2/15/2016 7:13:38 PM] Princess Dee: honesly i just used google “—— pixel"
[2/15/2016 7:14:04 PM] gran☻: makes sense
[2/15/2016 7:14:10 PM] gran☻: i like uniform sizes personally tho
[2/15/2016 7:14:15 PM] Princess Dee: i feel u
[2/15/2016 7:14:16 PM] gran☻: i could just make em myself but that takes effort
[2/15/2016 7:14:21 PM] Princess Dee: i feel
[2/15/2016 7:18:38 PM] gran☻: why is my connection chugging so hard
[2/15/2016 7:18:39 PM] gran☻: fuk
[2/15/2016 7:20:23 PM] gran☻: i guess inm going to the store again
[2/15/2016 7:20:29 PM] Princess Dee: okay
[2/15/2016 7:20:31 PM] Princess Dee: pets u
[2/15/2016 9:00:29 PM] Princess Dee: i totally just forgot what i was doing
[2/15/2016 10:18:44 PM] Princess Dee: maximum apathy achieved
[2/15/2016 10:20:00 PM] gran☻: ive been there man
[2/15/2016 10:21:11 PM] Princess Dee: mmmmmmboi
[2/16/2016 12:07:13 AM] Princess Dee: talk to me son
[2/16/2016 12:07:23 AM] gran☻: i just now got a chance to sit down hi
[2/16/2016 12:07:41 AM] Princess Dee: picks u up and puts you on my head
[2/16/2016 12:08:06 AM] gran☻: tfw u don't have the spoons to self injure
[2/16/2016 12:08:32 AM] Princess Dee: noo dont do that friend
[2/16/2016 12:09:46 AM] gran☻: honestly i cant I'm too tired rip...
[2/16/2016 12:09:49 AM] gran☻: family is so exhausting
[2/16/2016 12:10:53 AM] Princess Dee: i feel u come on and vent to me
[2/16/2016 12:11:58 AM] gran☻: honestly like
[2/16/2016 12:12:01 AM] gran☻: i don't mind cooking first of all
[2/16/2016 12:12:05 AM] gran☻: but they always want something
[2/16/2016 12:12:08 AM] gran☻: really involved for me
[2/16/2016 12:12:11 AM] gran☻: and I'm ALWAYS the one to make it
[2/16/2016 12:12:19 AM] gran☻: ive taught them how to do it and shown them in detail
[2/16/2016 12:12:27 AM] gran☻: and I'm disabled, its hard for me to stand up for a long time without a lotta pain
[2/16/2016 12:12:29 AM] gran☻: but they deadass don't care
[2/16/2016 12:12:36 AM] gran☻: they just keep demanding this same food, because they like it a lot
[2/16/2016 12:12:49 AM] Princess Dee: dude like whos doing that though
[2/16/2016 12:12:54 AM] gran☻: and they end up coming in and taking food off the cooling rack while I'm still making it
[2/16/2016 12:12:56 AM] gran☻: both my brother and my mother
[2/16/2016 12:13:05 AM] gran☻: my brother doesn't even live here but eats over here a lot during the work week
[2/16/2016 12:13:07 AM] gran☻: and I'm so fucking
[2/16/2016 12:13:08 AM] gran☻: tired
[2/16/2016 12:13:21 AM] gran☻: i don't even get to eat until after i put in a load of dishes after ive cooked and served everyone else
[2/16/2016 12:13:27 AM] gran☻: and they don't even wait for me to finish everything else they just
[2/16/2016 12:13:28 AM] gran☻: take the fucking meat
[2/16/2016 12:13:34 AM] Princess Dee: dude your mom can't even do shit herself
[2/16/2016 12:14:10 AM] Princess Dee: ?????nah
[2/16/2016 12:15:19 AM] gran☻: like shes
[2/16/2016 12:15:23 AM] gran☻: chronically ill and i get that
[2/16/2016 12:15:27 AM] gran☻: but i am too?? and I'm disabled???
[2/16/2016 12:15:37 AM] gran☻: but I'm expected to function at 110% all the time and feed and take care of everyone
[2/16/2016 12:15:57 AM] gran☻: I'm constantly suicidal and want to die just because the idea of taking a nap sounds nice
[2/16/2016 12:18:00 AM] Princess Dee: treat yoself
[2/16/2016 1:17:58 AM] Princess Dee: im gonna fucking throw up
[2/16/2016 1:18:16 AM] gran☻: what happened
[2/16/2016 1:18:51 AM] Princess Dee: abuser
[2/16/2016 1:18:58 AM] gran☻: oh no
[2/16/2016 1:28:58 AM] Princess Dee: fuck shit Fuck fuck
[2/16/2016 1:33:16 AM] Princess Dee: do you see this shit ive had to deal with this for two years
[2/16/2016 1:33:57 AM] gran☻: i do, got dang
[2/16/2016 1:33:58 AM] gran☻: I'm sorry
[2/16/2016 1:34:47 AM] Princess Dee: i hate them so much like just lock yourself in a windowless and doorless room so you cant hurt anyone else
[2/16/2016 1:49:33 AM] Princess Dee: lmao now everyones gonna leave me again
[2/16/2016 1:49:46 AM] gran☻: nah dude I'm still here
[2/16/2016 1:50:20 AM] Princess Dee: i literally cant believe this
[2/16/2016 1:50:45 AM] Princess Dee: ive been so violently manipulated and abused by these people for two fucking years i still feel like its my fault
[2/16/2016 1:53:05 AM] Princess Dee: im so fucking over it
[2/16/2016 1:53:35 AM] gran☻: like honestly this persons arguments don't seem very sound to me?? i got no reason to believe them and idk why theyd expect me to tbh
[2/16/2016 2:01:15 AM] Princess Dee: holy shit. they just said its okay to tell people to die honestly my level of taking this seriously just plummeted
[2/16/2016 2:01:42 AM] gran☻: things its okay to say
*checks list*
nope that's not on it
[2/16/2016 2:01:47 AM] gran☻: like
[2/16/2016 2:01:56 AM] Princess Dee: fuck off and leave me alone dee. stop hurting and abusing others.
[2/16/2016 2:02:10 AM] Princess Dee: ok, okay! IIIIIIM THE ONE ABUSING OTHERS. THANKS AUSTON!
[2/16/2016 2:03:48 AM] Princess Dee: youll also notice that the only one who cares is in their friend group
[2/16/2016 2:04:14 AM] gran☻: man this Person....
[2/16/2016 2:05:01 AM] Princess Dee: literally
[2/16/2016 2:06:41 AM] Princess Dee: beef therapist
[2/16/2016 2:07:18 AM] gran☻: honestly i don't even remember why i wrote that
[2/16/2016 2:07:20 AM] gran☻: but there it is
[2/16/2016 2:07:25 AM] Princess Dee: its so
[2/16/2016 2:07:28 AM] Princess Dee: true?
[2/16/2016 2:10:04 AM] gran☻: ill be ur therapist and let u talk about who u got beef with
[2/16/2016 2:10:08 AM] gran☻: i just figured out beef therapist
[2/16/2016 2:10:14 AM] Princess Dee: oO H YMG mett
[2/16/2016 2:11:10 AM] gran☻: confirmed beef therapist
[2/16/2016 2:16:01 AM] Princess Dee: http://mochigirlfriend.tumblr.com/kin this pleases me
[2/16/2016 2:18:27 AM] Princess Dee: mett that video is us
[2/16/2016 2:18:40 AM] gran☻: its beautiful
[2/16/2016 2:19:05 AM] gran☻: a good kinpage, a good kintype. a good peach
[2/16/2016 2:19:47 AM] Princess Dee: yes it will probably expand laters
[2/16/2016 2:20:05 AM] gran☻: i should make my kinpage again but effort
[2/16/2016 2:20:15 AM] Princess Dee: i feel u
[2/16/2016 2:29:20 AM] Princess Dee: feels better abyt life
[2/16/2016 2:30:14 AM] gran☻: good times
[2/16/2016 3:08:20 AM] Princess Dee: shade is so pathetic oh my god.
[2/16/2016 3:08:31 AM] gran☻: whatre they up to now
[2/16/2016 3:08:43 AM] Princess Dee: if you really want to know the dirty details abt the person i’ve been having troubles with (and by that i mean she’s been continuously harassing me and pushed me to relapse by attacking silver and my bond with him + mocking me for being trans, and I’ve been doing my best to ignore it and stay grounded) please read through her callout blog, because what she’s done to her victims is more important than what she’s doing to
me, but please be careful because it’s full of nasty shit, every triggering topic imaginable tbh…..
[2/16/2016 3:09:05 AM] Princess Dee: “continuously harassing me” I LITERALLY TALKED TO YOU /ONCE/
[2/16/2016 3:09:35 AM] gran☻: disastrous
[2/16/2016 3:09:50 AM] Princess Dee: “attacking silver” bruh i told you the reality that your cat aint gonna live forever
[2/16/2016 3:10:12 AM] Princess Dee: “mocking me for being trans” BITCH WHEN?!
[2/16/2016 3:10:38 AM] Princess Dee: i literally wanna tear their hair out fucking piece of shit
[2/16/2016 3:12:22 AM] Princess Dee: human feces personafied
[2/16/2016 3:13:44 AM] gran☻: this person is a mystery to me tbh
[2/16/2016 3:13:57 AM] Princess Dee: like post ur ‘’’’’’’callout post’’’’’’ you piece of shit i dare you lmao.
[2/16/2016 3:13:59 AM] Princess Dee: fucker
[2/16/2016 9:16:14 AM] Princess Dee: wow get the fuck away from me jen
[2/16/2016 3:55:21 PM] Princess Dee: i love being the mentally ill crazy person in my family of neurotypicals. just kidding i fucking hate it
[2/16/2016 4:36:16 PM] Peach: oh mett
[2/16/2016 4:36:20 PM] Peach: i need to ask you something
[2/16/2016 4:36:27 PM] gran☻: huh?
[2/16/2016 4:37:03 PM] Peach: http://sharesmilesspreadsmiles.tumblr.com/ is this person a harrasser bc i feel like ive heard of someone called mandy but maybe im just imagining things
[2/16/2016 4:37:04 PM] Peach: idk
[2/16/2016 4:37:54 PM] gran☻: never heard of em
[2/16/2016 4:37:58 PM] Peach: oh oky
[2/16/2016 4:38:05 PM] Peach: i was just like ?????? to myself thank u
[2/16/2016 4:40:18 PM] Peach: oh my god its because stan just made a post about his dog mandy
[2/16/2016 4:40:25 PM] Peach: iMMM?!?@?@
[2/16/2016 4:40:28 PM] Peach: im literally
[2/16/2016 4:40:32 PM] Peach: laughing at myself
[2/16/2016 4:56:19 PM] Peach: shade is such a piece of shit i cant even
[2/16/2016 4:56:29 PM] gran☻: whats going on now
[2/16/2016 4:57:40 PM] Peach: shinyzelda asked:

anon dee is an abusive, dangerous and vile person and if you want the full story on our interactions and what they did to me, please hmu in private because i have screenshots of our entire conversation, ect. not to mention she's abused an entire group of people and is still abusing them, she has a callout blog. please be careful if you're still following her !!
on austons blog
[2/16/2016 4:57:51 PM] Peach: oh my god. literally shade?????????????????
[2/16/2016 4:58:07 PM] Peach: honestly and auston is almost worse
[2/16/2016 4:58:07 PM] Peach: youre fine dear, but i want to make it explicitly crystal clear that shinyzelda has done nothing wrong. They made a post telling their sexual abuser they could go die (which honestly there is nothing bad about telling a sexual abuser to die lmfao) and Dee somehow, weeks later, found that post and started name dropping Shinyzelda and making fun of their trans identity and comfort animal. When Shinyzelda asked why Dee was being such a hurtful person to them, Dee spouted off some bullshit holier-than-thou rhetoric saying ‘you shouldnt tell anyone to go die no matter how bad they are’, called shinyzelda an abuser and harasser, and then proceeded to actually harass shinyzelda about their comfort animal and sexual abuse until they had a mental breakdown.

Dee is fully in the wrong here (which is nothing new lbr). Nothing she can say can prove she isn’t an abusive asshole.
[2/16/2016 4:58:28 PM] Peach: telling people to die is okay
[2/16/2016 4:58:31 PM] Peach: mm alrighty
[2/16/2016 4:59:10 PM] Peach: alsO WHEN U CANT FIND THE CABLE THAT CONNECTS UR TABLET TO UR LAPTOP
[2/16/2016 4:59:58 PM] Peach: OH I FOUND IT no worry
[2/16/2016 6:34:51 PM] Peach: im watching vinesauce and im crying
[2/16/2016 7:02:06 PM] Peach: https://youtu.be/Eh0XvGvtYb8?t=985 im literally pissing myself
[2/17/2016 10:32:07 AM] Peach: hey mett im really sorry if i stressed you out in any way
[2/17/2016 3:22:11 PM] Peach: pets ur head
[2/17/2016 3:23:27 PM] gran🌸: hey I just woke up
[2/17/2016 3:23:39 PM] Peach: good morning (?)
[2/17/2016 3:26:44 PM] gran🌸: http://confused-female.tumblr.com/

an anti nonbinary blog reblogged my thing??
[2/17/2016 3:27:29 PM] Peach: oh horrible
[2/17/2016 3:27:33 PM] Peach: i feel like
[2/17/2016 3:27:42 PM] Peach: people like that literally like
[2/17/2016 3:27:52 PM] Peach: look for shit to reblog where they know theyre not wanted
[2/17/2016 3:28:09 PM] Peach: also wtf why is there a picture of me as their icon
[2/17/2016 3:28:13 PM] gran🌸: theyre anti kin too
[2/17/2016 3:28:44 PM] Peach: i still dont understand why there is a picture of me as their icon
[2/17/2016 3:29:27 PM] Peach: “tumblr is confusing” you are simple minded my boy
[2/17/2016 3:30:24 PM] gran🌸: I think theyre just using peachy to drive home the whole "I'm female irl" thing along with the description saying "i like to bake and go shopping"
[2/17/2016 3:30:41 PM] gran🌸: theyre not really actively harmful, just irritating
[2/17/2016 3:30:59 PM] Peach: yeah its just got me like
[2/17/2016 3:31:03 PM] Peach: https://media.giphy.com/media/yoJC2q879BGUGBb1Kw/giphy.gif
[2/17/2016 3:32:46 PM] gran🌸: yea same
[2/17/2016 3:32:50 PM] gran🌸: anyway I gotta take my cat to the vet now
[2/17/2016 3:32:51 PM] gran🌸: bbl
[2/17/2016 3:32:55 PM] Peach: oooh ok!!
[2/17/2016 5:31:50 PM] gran🌸: cat has lymphoma
[2/17/2016 5:32:14 PM] Peach: whh?
[2/17/2016 5:33:03 PM] Peach: whats that
[2/17/2016 5:34:04 PM] gran🌸: cancer
[2/17/2016 5:34:13 PM] Peach: oooh mett im sorry!!
[2/17/2016 5:37:42 PM] gran🌸: it was bound to be somethin like that anyways ehh
[2/17/2016 5:41:10 PM] Peach: im always here if u need to talk abt it
[2/17/2016 5:43:21 PM] gran🌸: appreciate it
[2/17/2016 5:53:28 PM] Peach: http://store.steampowered.com/curator/7048177-Worst-games-of-all-time/?appid=329950
[2/17/2016 6:24:59 PM] Peach: hey mett im not freakin u out right
[2/17/2016 6:25:06 PM] Peach: cause i dont wanna make your uncomfortable
[2/17/2016 6:28:02 PM] Peach: im not mad or anything
[2/17/2016 6:34:32 PM] gran🌸: a little bit
but its fine
I'm too nervous to say more
sorry
[2/17/2016 6:34:44 PM] Peach: no youre fine
[2/17/2016 6:34:56 PM] Peach: just lemme know what i can do better whn u feel better?
[2/17/2016 6:35:02 PM] gran🌸: oky
[2/17/2016 6:42:15 PM] Peach: just incase i’m upsetting you because i’m being clingy or something i’m really sorry
i get really clingy and stuff when im going through a hard time and kinda like regress a little but i promise i’ll try to be more self aware and stuff
[2/17/2016 6:46:09 PM] gran🌸: nah I understand I do the same thing
[2/17/2016 6:46:19 PM] gran🌸: I'm just a nervous idiot
[2/17/2016 6:46:33 PM] Peach: like you can always tell me if im making you uncomfortable im not gonna freak out i s w e a r
[2/17/2016 6:55:33 PM] Peach: is that the only problem tho? i wanna make sure im not gonna keep doing it if it’s not
[2/17/2016 7:25:42 PM] gran🌸: sorry I'm not trying to ignore you or anything but I'm super drained from today, found out my cat's gonna die and all

but yeah I promise its really not a big deal
[2/17/2016 7:30:24 PM] Peach: no i totally understand ur fine
[2/17/2016 8:28:52 PM] gran🌸: do you ever think about how many animal crossing characters are sparkledogs
[2/17/2016 9:38:33 PM] Peach: oh my god
[2/17/2016 9:39:44 PM] gran🌸: huh
[2/17/2016 9:39:51 PM] gran🌸: oh I forgot I said that lol
[2/17/2016 9:40:21 PM] Peach: om g
[2/17/2016 9:43:03 PM] Peach: dude mett
[2/17/2016 9:43:22 PM] gran🌸: hi
[2/17/2016 9:43:41 PM] Peach: so like i have a problem can u help me
[2/17/2016 9:43:47 PM] gran🌸: what is prob
[2/17/2016 9:45:06 PM] Peach: so like stan unfollowed me and i was like wtf so i checked it and it showed that i wasnt following him either anymore and when i tried to follow him again it wouldnt let me
[2/17/2016 9:45:37 PM] Peach: and im kinda freaking out bc i dont know if tumblrs acting weird or if hes upset with me or something
[2/17/2016 9:46:40 PM] gran🌸: uhhh
[2/17/2016 9:46:41 PM] gran🌸: shoot idk
[2/17/2016 9:48:35 PM] Peach: i mean like it's probably nothing
[2/17/2016 9:52:37 PM] Peach: im still freaking out bc i feel like this always happens and i really just cant maintain a relationship
[2/17/2016 9:52:43 PM] Peach: it sucks
[2/17/2016 9:56:18 PM] Peach: omg my boyfriend told me the mobile app just fucks up like that i can breathe again
[2/17/2016 9:56:43 PM] gran🌸: honestly tumblr mobile has been like extra fucked today
[2/17/2016 9:57:14 PM] Peach: holy shit tell me abt it
[2/17/2016 10:26:24 PM] Peach: i think he blocked me bc its not letting me reblog stuff now
[2/17/2016 10:26:40 PM] Peach: but like....why would he block me
[2/17/2016 10:26:47 PM] Peach: im so confused hhhh
[2/17/2016 10:30:48 PM] Peach: holy shit i did something wrong
[2/17/2016 10:30:50 PM] Peach: im really
[2/17/2016 10:30:51 PM] Peach: worried
[2/17/2016 10:32:42 PM] Peach: he blocked/deleted me on skype too what the fuck
[2/17/2016 10:34:34 PM] Peach: im??? really confused and concerned????
[2/17/2016 10:38:21 PM] Peach: and like im sorry ive been bothering you so much i just get really freaked out and feel like i should just get the fuck away from everyone and not ome back
[2/17/2016 10:38:54 PM] gran🌸: honestly i dunno whats going on
[2/17/2016 10:39:21 PM] Peach: is it like…happening to you too or just???
[2/17/2016 10:39:30 PM] Peach: cause iunno ...
[2/17/2016 10:42:59 PM] Peach: honestly im just this close to disappearing again
[2/17/2016 10:43:35 PM] gran🌸: like i truly don't know what to tell you here
[2/17/2016 10:43:36 PM] gran🌸: i msorry
[2/17/2016 10:43:49 PM] Peach: no its okay i just
[2/17/2016 10:43:55 PM] Peach: need to vent i guess
[2/17/2016 10:50:30 PM] gran🌸: im sorry. ill bbl tho i have to cook dinner
[2/17/2016 10:50:35 PM] Peach: ok
[2/17/2016 10:51:02 PM] Peach: im probably gonna remake tbh
[2/17/2016 10:51:38 PM] Peach: idk
[2/17/2016 10:51:41 PM] Peach: might not
[2/17/2016 11:17:57 PM] Peach: yeah i need a break from all this
[2/17/2016 11:18:33 PM] Peach: ill remake it when tumblrs not so shitty and i have piece of mind

(was blocked after this)