Lyrics

been a long walk my legs are a lil tired
running from things keeping me uinnspired
what ever it is that wont let me go
kept me buried in the bottle nose full of cocain
dull brain,dead head, mornings full of filthy shame
hiding from demons that ive been meaning to push away
standing on a ledge believing I was hell bound
looking up the winds have changed I turned around
I got clean now im waiting for karma to swing my way
that child is dead the addict tryna fly away
in the belly of the beast nolonger do I venture through
homeles shelters last stops empty eyes yet hold truth
abused youth loading harpoons no more saturday cartoons
followed the clues ALWAYS SEEMED TO KNOW WHAT TO DO
I had it backwords though I just kinda assumed
I could give wisdom   first I had to do for me
learn before you can teach  so I began to reach
find my place learn who I am and how not to act
maybe I can save a life before the final relapse

you can run but I promise you cant hide
you can chase that fix and stay dead inside
the nights are cold when you all alone
shit I know I still havnt even found a home
a place to call my own but im off the dope
tryna love myself and breath a lil hope
the antidote to cope is a sense of worth
only you can find this when your empty it hurts
but the day you say no and the lion emerge
is the day whether day 1 2 or 3 for or 5
every day clean is another day alive
We all worth something shit we gotta be
an addict on his knees shouldn't have to beg
stand tall take the time cause time it takes
waking up sick and everything aches but
it goes away
and once its done
its time to get back up before the lights are gone