Altercations: Sarah, are you still in contact with Max?
SuIfur: If you're asking if she's still my friend, yes. but she probably won't be on for a while.
Altercations: I was just asking.
SuIfur: ah
SuIfur: alrighty
SuIfur: Can I ask why, or?
Altercations: I was considering unblocking you.
Altercations: I've had some people request it of me, i'm just not sure how comfortable I am with it yet.
SuIfur: Well, it's up to you really.
Altercations: I'm thinking on it.
Altercations: I'm a very paranoid person and therefore don't take easy to these sort of things.
SuIfur: What're you paranoid about me doing?
SuIfur: If you told me, I could probably help you with some of it.
Altercations: I don't trust anyone who I fear might leak Maxie back into my life or only hang around me because of mutual friends and alternitive interests.
SuIfur: Maxie's going through a lot right now, I don't really feel like causing her more drama.
SuIfur: You were a good friend and then drama happened and I barely visited your room, which I apologize for.
Altercations: I felt as though I was only a "friend" so that you could hang around with the others in my chatroom when Bibis went down and everyone moved to mine.
SuIfur: No, that wasn't true. Although I will say I did take going into your room/being around you for granted. I didn't take into consideration of your feelings at the time.
Altercations: I know you and Max were closer than you and I so I didnt expect you to take my side, but I felt you were more standoffish twords me after the situation and after you were asked to be honest with me and tell me if Max was talking shit about me and you intentionally didn't.
Altercations: You would leave when anything about Max was said in my room, but with her you didn't mind if she had anything to say about me. In my mind that confirmed betrale to me.
SuIfur: I know that I wasn't honest with you, that was my mad and I'm truly sorry about that. I was just scared. Although, Max didn't talk shit as much as you think. and I know I can't really convince you of that.
SuIfur: And I did leave, yes. and that was because I felt awkward. and I'm sorry it seemed like betrayal to you.
Altercations: I just worry that the lack of honesty will continue if I do decide to let you back into my life. I fear that bringing you back into my life just for me to have to remove you again will be an even harder strain on our family.
SuIfur: I can tell you that that won't happen again, I'm trying to be more honest around everyone.
SuIfur: Although, I don't give you a promise of me joining the room /everyday/ if I was unblocked. That room gives me a big dose of lag everytime I join it, even more with lots of people.
SuIfur: But, like I said it's all up to you.
SuIfur: I won't force you to do anything.
Altercations: You don't have to join the room. That had nothing to do with it. Give me time to think on it please.
SuIfur: Oh no! It's alright. I'm not asking you to do it right now.
SuIfur: Take as much time as you need, please.