Komodo - Today at 4:04 PM
dare is wondering if you can call her at all
Hollow - Today at 4:04 PM
yea, i wil lin a second.
jamie, can i talk to you? like, i'm not angry just. upset really. and i need to talk to you about this whole situation
Komodo - Today at 4:23 PM
mhm?
Hollow - Today at 4:24 PM
when did i ever say i was dating james? i only sent maddison an array of messages telling her how i couldnt stand being alone,. and that i needed to move on.
i never ever said, or did date james.
this sounded agressive sorry
Komodo - Today at 4:26 PM
wait why are you asking
Hollow - Today at 4:26 PM
maddison  was told i dated james.
and i keep telling her i didn't and she doesn't believe me.
Komodo - Today at 4:27 PM
you were interested in him, like you had a crush on him and i believe you mentioned wanting to date him but it was never official since he bailed
Hollow - Today at 4:28 PM
we bailed on eachother. i was intrested in him, but if it was anything it was a fling or something. i knew i wouldnt date him. because even if i wanted to move on, i still felt sorry and bad for even saying anything about moving on to maddison
even if she nevr saw the messages.
i feklt so guilty.
i don't know how she got the idea that i dated him. because i one, never did, and two, even if i did i wouldve said something
i'm not upset at you, or maddison, or whoever else is involved
i just want this fight over and done with, even if we do breakup
i feel quilty as it is knowing she thinks i did that and how hurt she is.
when i called her she repeadedly said she hated me. i din't retaliatwe, i didn't say anything but told her i hated my actions too and she neded to go becayse her phone was very low
i know she was upset, so she coudve just said it, but still
i get that you care about her. i get that i'm nnot the greatest person
but i'm trying. i'm trying so hard to make this work for the both uof us. i'm okay if you and ross or whoever tell her i'm bad, but please, i'm not sure if you, or ross, or whoever toldmaddison knew the entire story about me and james, but makwe sure its true before telling her things that could possible be untrue
Komodo - Today at 4:33 PM
if i said anything to her i went off of facts that i knew to be true, like the stuff that you said publicly
fling or not i personally, as well as most everyone else, would take it as cheating
like if ross said anything like that stuff about anyone else i'd be really hurt
Hollow - Today at 4:34 PM
i never dated him though, thats the thing
we did nothing else but talk.
Komodo - Today at 4:34 PM
you still flirted and stuff yes?
Hollow - Today at 4:34 PM
not really, no
Komodo - Today at 4:34 PM
still admitted to having a crush on him and all
hm, i thought you made mention of it
Hollow - Today at 4:34 PM
yea, but we never got further than talking about niormal things
no, i never did. he complimented me uite alot but that was as far as it went
trust me, i'm defending my case but i know exacvtly what i did, even if we weren't dating, what i felt was wrong
but i really thought it was it between me and maddison.
Komodo - Today at 4:41 PM
you said a loooooot of stuff publicly like "im not dating you anymore till i know ill see you" and "i dont feel anything anymore"
Hollow - Today at 4:41 PM
i was wrong. i realised how wrong i was.
i relaised how badly i missed her.
Komodo - Today at 4:43 PM
i know, and that's just it, it was wrong and that's why she's so fucked up over this
Hollow - Today at 4:43 PM
yea.
Komodo - Today at 4:43 PM
i dont mean to sound mean or anything but i dont think anyone would think to say that stuff about another person when they're in a relationship
Hollow - Today at 4:43 PM
i totally see what you mean but
i did have a munch of messages prepaired and sent to her for when ever she came back, which i didn't know would be just a littl;e while later
i realse now what i shouldn't have done
and i feel, so, so guilty, and i know nothing i can say will really ever fix this
not that i think atleast, because right now it doesn't look like it
Komodo - Today at 4:47 PM
that was another thing
she was so fucking upset you didnt tell her and she had to hear it from other people
Hollow - Today at 4:47 PM
because i was scared. thats it
NEW MESSAGES
Hollow - Today at 4:47 PM
fear kept me from telling her. and thats why i feel to guilty
well, another reason to be guilty.