ao

 IanBoy141hoy a las 2:53
where i just blame myself for everything

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 2:53
I remember some people in specific who wanted to kill themselves
one of them was bananaguy

IanBoy141hoy a las 2:53
oh yeah

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 2:54
josh was another
there were more
I think

IanBoy141hoy a las 2:54
has rapitor said something like that in the past?

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 2:54
but this is why I hated IWC with soo much of a burning passion

IanBoy141hoy a las 2:54
because he disappears and reappears a lot

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 2:54
I value everyone's life in general

IanBoy141hoy a las 2:54
makes me worry about him
since he's a super nice guy

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 2:54
no one deserves this crap
ever

IanBoy141hoy a las 2:54
but he just gets bummed out a lot and deletes his stuff
which is really sad to see

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 2:55
because he was tired of the elitism of the IWC
why do you think no one talks in there
none of the people in the past talk in there

IanBoy141hoy a las 2:56
man i wasn't expecting that a lot of people would play my shit when something got released

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 2:56
I don't see zurai, pandy, sword, para, TJ or any of those guys in there anymore

IanBoy141hoy a las 2:56
yeah
they are tired with that crap

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 2:56
its because all of them think its extremely cancer
and it is
I certainly agree
To be honest the only reason I haven't left was because I was afraid of all the new players being exposed to this shit
who would help or protect them

IanBoy141hoy a las 2:57
i think geezer left as well at some point

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 2:57
no one cares
its just every man for themselves
in fact in the past people used to say gg's all the time

IanBoy141hoy a las 2:57
¯\_(ツ)_/¯

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 2:57
people very rarely do that anymore

IanBoy141hoy a las 2:57
nah i haven't seen that changed actually
it's usually just how famous the person is now

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 2:58
EXACTLY
that's the problem

IanBoy141hoy a las 2:58
like if it's some random dude posting a 10 difficulty clear it doesn't garner any attention

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 2:58
how famous the person is
exactly the problem

IanBoy141hoy a las 2:58
but if it's some epic guy who beat a hard game then everyone goes wow
and if it isn't it just gets skipped over entirely

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 2:58
why should the only people who get appreciation for a clear have to be someone popular
who made that rule

IanBoy141hoy a las 2:58
i have no idea

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 2:58
why are you picking and choosing favorites
everyone's a human as well

IanBoy141hoy a las 2:59
tbh its all about the person who sees it if he/she wants to congratulate that virtual clear
like nothing is gained from it

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 2:59
or did just turn into some kind of stereotype

IanBoy141hoy a las 2:59
its probably just cockiness

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 2:59
not even that honestly
ignoring someone just because they are not popular
do you know what that means
it means people think they are superior "who cares what they did"
"they aren't stonk or something"
"why should I go out of my way to say gg's to a nobody like you"

IanBoy141hoy a las 3:01
i see that shit especially at drac

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 3:01
it encourages thoughts like that

IanBoy141hoy a las 3:01
like he beat ftfa which is a massive feat and no one really cared about it

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 3:01
this is why I can't stand IWC
the amount of background shit that happens is insane

IanBoy141hoy a las 3:02
his streams barely get any views

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 3:02
oh and by the way
speaking of that

IanBoy141hoy a las 3:02
and when it comes to streaming
usually the case is that
when you have a mic you get more views

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 3:02
why is it that all the popular streamers only host people they talk to

IanBoy141hoy a las 3:02
because you can communicate easier to the chat and vice versa

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 3:02
rather than giving other streams a host to get people into their content

IanBoy141hoy a las 3:02
and when you don't you usually get no one to actively watch you

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 3:03
to help boost their channel
you know why
☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 3:03
you know why
its because they only care about their select group of friends

IanBoy141hoy a las 3:03
unless you have some reputation as a member in the community

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 3:03
"who cares about you if your not popular"

IanBoy141hoy a las 3:03
thats why they come with their OFR talk all the time :P

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 3:03
its those kind of thoughts

IanBoy141hoy a las 3:04
thats one of the reasons why i just don't want to stream
if theres someone big streaming everyone goes to watch that person do whatever

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 3:04
if this isn't elitism idk what is

IanBoy141hoy a las 3:04
and if you're just some nobody or not as big as the others then you have to be pretty lucky if you have someone in the chat to talk with

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 3:04
its basically every man/women for themselves

IanBoy141hoy a las 3:04
even if its just a friend you talk often
but once again i think that happens in every community
you can't change that
unless a big person is generous to host you or boost you as a person

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 3:05
but do you see what I mean though
about this stupid shit

IanBoy141hoy a las 3:05
and in the future you might end up like them
absolutely

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 3:05
its favoritism
how is this a community

IanBoy141hoy a las 3:05
i just keep it to myself because if i would openly say it people would just think i'm talking unbiased bullshittery

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 3:05
if we don't help all the new players
try to get into fangames by actually talking to the more

IanBoy141hoy a las 3:06
i'm lucky enough that my maps get a lot of attention

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 3:06
that's what makes a community

IanBoy141hoy a las 3:06
and my games get played a lot apparently
even sun
which was a disaster

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 3:06
yeah your stuff is good but the thing is not everyone is soo lucky

IanBoy141hoy a las 3:06
i think you just gotta stand out and stay that way

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 3:06
idk for certain but many players probably leave because of the treatment they get

IanBoy141hoy a las 3:07
i think if i had a mic then i would be a lot more active and be a chill guy

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 3:07
to support this fact why do I never see any more reoccurring new faces anymore

IanBoy141hoy a las 3:07
but i'm so anxious

Emikhoy a las 3:07
can i ask something that's somewhat offtopic?

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 3:07
sure

IanBoy141hoy a las 3:07
yes!!

☯DestructorTheDestroyer☯hoy a las 3:07
but I want to bring it back to this point
later on anyway

Emikhoy a las 3:07
one of my mania friends just
disappeared
he left every discord
his icon is blank

IanBoy141hoy a las 3:08
have you checked all the sites he/she is on?

Emikhoy a las 3:08
but his account is still there

IanBoy141hoy a las 3:08
for any activity

Emikhoy a las 3:08
well he still has youtube and twitch
he disappeared like now
what should i do if he doesn't respond to me?

IanBoy141hoy a las 3:09
did anyone contact that person and has gotten something back from it?