> Amaloc: Desperately try to talk sense into moirail crush.

-- vicariousVisionary [VV] began trolling absoluteAltitude [AA] at 03:16 --
VV: hi pallomma.
AA: <\ Oh, hi Amaloc! />
VV: i thinnk i've gottenn cucalli to stop attackinng you.
VV: but she said she doesnn't wannt you to visit annymmore.
AA: <\ I... I know what she says. />
AA: <\ But I can see what she's doing! />
VV: pallomma nno.
VV: what she's doinng is hurtinng you.
VV: you have to stop this.
AA: <\ ... />
AA: <\ But, I... />
VV: she's a sadist.
AA: <\ No, she's... it's complicated. />
VV: annd as llonng as you keep goinng back, she'llll keep hurtinng you just because she cann.
AA: <\ She's hurting me to try and keep me away, because she's scared. Because she knows that deep down she really wants my friendship. />
AA: <\ And I... />
AA: <\ I don't know, maybe I'm being stupid. />
VV: llook.
VV: you kinnda are beinng stupid but
VV: if she's so desperate for a friennd, you wonn't mmake her admmit it by allways beinng there.
AA: <\ Then... how could I do it? />
VV: give somme distannce, break off conntact.
AA: <\ But... />
VV: if she feells the samme about you, she'llll try to mmake up.
AA: <\ But it would be so easy for her to just ignore it all and go on with her life! />
VV: if it's easy for her to do that, thenn she realllly doesnn't care.
AA: <\ But, but she does care. She's just scared. I have to help her. />
VV: this isnn't hellpinng her, it's just hurtinng you!
AA: <\ I, I can take it. />
VV: you shoulldnn't have to.
AA: <\ I'm not the weakling everyone thinks I am! />
VV: just because you're red for sommeonne is nno reasonn to llet themm beat you llike this.
AA: <\ I />
AA: <\ I, I I am not red for Cucali! />
AA: <\ I just want to be her friend! That's all! That's it! />
VV: this is a llot stronnger thann frienndship, pallomma.
AA: <\ I don't pity her like that, even if she is pitiable! Even if I never thought a seadweller could be! />
VV: evenn i cann see that annd i'mm bllinndfollded.
AA: <\ That's not true! />
VV: you keep sayinng she's scared, she's llonnelly, she nneeds sommeonne.
VV: it's somme sort of pity.
VV: annd the fact you arenn't tryinng to channge her inndicates red.
AA: <\ I mean, of course it's not hate, but... />
AA: <\ But I don't... />
VV: whatever it is, it isnn't heallthy.
VV: nno mmore visits unnlless she specificalllly asks for it annd agrees nnot to hurt you againn.
AA: <\ But... no, I can't do that! />
VV: you cann annd you shoulld.
AA: <\ I was going to go and give her a glider... since hers got totaled too... />
VV: have it dellivered.
VV: just keep a safe distannce fromm her.
AA: <\ But! />
VV: but?
AA: <\ But I... I want to see her. />
VV: i knnow.
VV: it's goinng to be tough, but you have to lleave her allonne for a whille.
AA: <\ I can take whatever her stupid highblood pride throws at me! I know I can get through to her! />
VV: her stupid highbllood pride is goinng to killll you!
AA: <\ She's had the chance so many times! What does that say about us?! />
AA: <\ I mean, her! />
VV: onne day she's goinng to do sommethinng she cann't just fix!
AA: <\ She wouldn't, I know she wouldn't... />
VV: she woulld.
VV: cucalli is carelless.
VV: she's recklless.
VV: annd mmost of allll, she's viollennt.
AA: <\ I, I know... />
VV: that is a horriblle commbinnationn, especialllly for a sprit.
AA: <\ I, I don't want to be her matesprit or anything! That's not what I'm going for at all! />
VV: wellll whatever quadrannt you're goinng for.
AA: <\ I, I'm not going for a quadrant at all! />
AA: <\ That's not what I'm doing! />
VV: okay llook.
VV: i wannt you to be honnest about your feellinngs annd inntenntionns here.
VV: you shooot straight with mme, annd i willll with you, okay?
AA: <\ I... okay... />
VV: why are you innsistinng onn hannginng arounnd her?
AA: <\ Because I... I can see she needs a friend, that's all. I mean, I, I can see she has problems too, and I guess I just... feel bad for her... a little. />
VV: is it realllly just frienndship?
AA: <\ I... I don't know. I don't know why she keeps sparing me but sometimes I think it's... />
AA: <\ No, it's nothing! />
VV: pallomma, pllease.
VV: we agreed to be honnest annd openn right?
AA: <\ I... I'm sorry... it's hard. />
VV: i knnow.
AA: <\ I... I sometimes think it's because she might pity me, somewhere in the back of her mind... />
AA: <\ Somewhere deep in her thinkpan she cares about me. />
VV: annd you pity her too?
AA: <\ I... />
AA: <\ ... I... I do. I shouldn't. She's such a perfect troll. Not like me. But underneath all that she... she's all twisted up, gnarled and I, I pity her! />
VV: red or palle?
AA: <\ I, I can't... />
VV: cann't decide, or cann't tallk about it?
AA: <\ I guess... I feel... whenever we fight it's so passionate, but it's not black, not at all. Not to me. />
VV: i see.
AA: <\ Oh God... do I really pity her that way, Amaloc? />
VV: wellll i'mm nno mminnd reader, but i'mm afraid so.
AA: <\ What, what do I do? />
VV: keep inn touch over trolllliann if you wannt, just stay away fromm her.
VV: she's hurt you ennough allready.
AA: <\ I... />
AA: <\ I don't want to stay away from her. Even if she does hurt me. />
AA: <\ I guess I'm just an idiot after all... />
VV: you shoulld stay away fromm her, at lleast unntill she stops bllamminng you for the beatinngs she gives you.
AA: <\ She... she blames me? />
VV: she kept sayinng it was your faullt sommehow.
AA: <\ ... oh... />
VV: i'mm sorry.
AA: <\ It, it's not your fault. />
VV: i donn't llike beinng the bearer of bad nnews.
AA: <\ I... I guess I should expect it by now. />
AA: <\ She has a lot of defenses. />
AA: <\ She's like a fort. />
VV: yeah.
VV: annd that's onne defennse she has to llet downn by hersellf.
AA: <\ I guess so... />
VV: just llet her thinnk about thinngs for a whille, annd she'llll have to connfronnt that you didnn't mmake her do annythinng, she was the onne who drove you away.
AA: <\ Do... do you really think that'll work? />
VV: it's a better pllann thann beinng beatenn annd choked.
AA: <\ But, I'm strong enough to take it... />
VV: but you shoulldnn't have to!
VV: if she wonn't stop doinng that, she's nnot worth your pity.
AA: <\ But she... />
VV: but?
AA: <\ ... />
AA: <\ I, I guess I can stay away for a little while. At least while she cools down. />
VV: good, but it'llll take mmore thann a coolldownn.
VV: she nneeds to reevalluate somme thinngs.
VV: i knnow her mmoiraill, i'llll see if i cann get her to tallk to her about it.
AA: <\ Okay... />
AA: <\ ... Amaloc... why are you doing all this for me? />
VV: because i care.
VV: i donn't wannt you gettinng hurt, or killlled.
AA: <\ I... I'm glad you care about me, Amaloc. />
AA: <\ I don't want you getting hurt either... so don't, don't get into trouble for my sake, okay? />
VV: donn't worry, i cann hanndlle mmysellf.
AA: <\ I can handle myself too, but you're still helping me... />
VV: wellll, we allll nneed hellp sommetimmes.
AA: <\ Not, not that most of us would admit it. />
VV: true.
VV: you're nnice, but sommetimmes you're too nnice.
VV: you nneed a cynnic's voice sommetimmes.
AA: <\ You... you think so? />
VV: yeah.
AA: <\ I... I guess I am a little weird. />
VV: who isnn't?
AA: <\ Most trolls don't go around trying to make friends with highbloods... haha... />
VV: or tryinng to befriennd vicious mmercennaries.
AA: <\ Do you... do you think I'm foolish for doing what I do? />
VV: i donn't knnow.
VV: mmaybe there is somme pity inn her.
VV: you're just goinng about it inn a nneedllesslly danngerous way.
AA: <\ I guess I've always been a bit reckless... />
VV: try beinng mmore carefull, okay?
AA: <\ I... I'll try. />
VV: good.
VV: you've takenn too mmuch punnishmmennt allready.
AA: <\ Sometimes it's unavoidable. />
VV: true, but just donn't go llookinng for it.
AA: <\ I don't go looking for trouble! />
AA: <\ Trouble just finds me. A lot. />
VV: true.
VV: here i go actinng llike a mmoiraill againn.
VV: sorry.
AA: <\ You, you're acting like a moirail?! />
AA: <\ Well, I guess you sort of are... />
AA: <\ Acting like one, I mean! />
AA: <\ Um! />
VV: sorry about that.
AA: <\ No no no it's okay! I mean, I'm not offended! />
VV: i shoulldnn't just be barginng innto quadrannts llike that.
AA: <\ You, you're not barging! Barging is not what's going on here! />
AA: <\ It was useful! Really! />
VV: gllad to hellp.
AA: <\ Do you, um, I mean, is this />
VV: hmm?
AA: <\ I, I />
AA: <\ I think sort of />
AA: <\ I />
AA: <\ I have to go my lusus is calling me! />
VV: bye pallomma.
AA: <\ Thanks and bye! />
-- absoluteAltitude [AA] gave up trolling vicariousVisionary [VV] at 04:29 --