OpCPSGermany Tracy Ann Yun Twitter @gunspussyin

On Thursday, February 7, 2013, Tracy Ann Yun wrote:
My Fight against the CPs (jugendamt) has been going since April 5th 2011, the day my daughter Melody Hope Gallier was born. She was born two months to early  weighed 1420 g and was only 39 cm. It started all as i was giving birth to my daughter. My water had broke at 09:15 pm . the ambulance came and drove me from Speicher to Trier to the hospital where the had a station for premiture babys. As i arrived in the hospital i was allready in 5 min takt labor and was driving all i could to relax and not to push because we first needed to know how the baby is doing. I was crying and screaming because i was in such strong pain. The midwife (with who it all had started with ) Anja Doulen from Schweich (a little town near Trier) , entered the room yelling at me (as i quote and translate in english): Shut the hell up and other wise u will not be getting any kind of medication tonight and u will press this baby out as you are! Do you hear me!?
I started cring. i was alone. no one on my side. No one to help me with her. I listenend and try to keep my pain under which is not easy when you are laying in labor and your body is trying to force a baby out even tho u are not doing anything. Time went by. i got my what the call in germany PDA in my back so i would not have any pain. My mother arrived in the hospital and i slept a little bit. then at 01:42 on April 5th my Daughter was born. After the Doctors came and checked her and brought her up to the incubator, we finished the birth and nurses washed me up. my mom who had went to step outside real quick and to grab a coffee was stopped by the midwife and told she must fill out a form right away with the mother ( me ). My mom asked if she could please wait till tmr morning, i had just gavin birth and was still under alot of medication. the midwife said nothing at all and walked away. i did not know about this cause i was in the room relaxing after giving birth. my mother wen to grab a coffe and the midwife came in and told me i must fill out this form with her. She asked all sorts of thing: if i have any kind of finical in come, if i were in any kind of a relationship, if the baby was planned ect ect ect. Quetions i to this day can not even remember because of the fact i was under infuelence of PDA, Valuim, medication to slow down the labor , medication for the baby so the lungs develope faste ect. To be honest i did not know what the form was for. Now i do. In the State Rheinland-Pfalz of Germany if you are under 21 years old and give birth to a child you get reported right away to the CPS (jugendamt).
After she filled out the form she told me the hospital had a service in form of a social worker who can help you fill out the forms right away and send them out for Elterngeld (parent money that u get in the first year of the child because u cannot work) and kindergeld (which is child money thet chldern till there 18 get in germany for the costs of having a child ect.), i thought this was good because the faster the stuff goes out the better. so i agreed and thanked her for telling me about this service and she may send her to me in the morning. The next day the Socialworker Ms. Becker from the Villa Kunterbunt Trier came to my hospital room and started interdoucing her to me, and asking how me or the baby is doing. she allready had the forms for Kindergeld and Elterngeld with her. So we filled them out together. and she started asking about me and my life and i told her a little about it. I told her a little about my past that i had lived the past years untill i was legally adult in a childshome and that the CPS in Bitburg-Pruem were in charge of me. And that after that i lived on my own, worked ect. to that time as i gave birth to melody i was in a relationship with someone, lived in Saarbruecken and the only reason i was in Speicher is because the whole pregnancy i had so many problems and my mom offered me to stay with her incase something happens that someone would be home. thats why my daughter was born in Trier in the first place. After talking for awhile i rememberd that if you were not married and the biological father was not willing to pay that you could get Unterhalts Vorschuss ( Basically Childsupport )which you get from the finical department of the CPS. So i asked her if she had any forms for that and if yes if she knew how that works and what excatly i have to do to get that kind of money. and if i had to tell them who the father is? She told me she didnt know but if would sign this paper ( Schweigepflichtsentbindung - a paper that says she is allowed to call in my name at that office and ask for information and talk to them about my situation) that she could call the finical department of the CPS and ask for me. (This was the first mistake i made) I signed and she left. Next day she came again with those forms and explained me everything what i had to do ect to get that child support then. I thanked her and told her i would be leaving the hospital tmr because i need to get my passport to apply for all those different money. we made an appoitment for after the weekend to meet up and see how everything went since my daughter had to stay the next 2 months in the hospital anyways.

Now this is where the Story begins Ladies and Gentleman of Anonymous:

Tuesdays, excatly a week after my daughter was born i was at my moms house cause it was nearer to Trier then Saarbruecken to visit my Daughter, the CPS officer Mrs. Hockerts of the Jugendamt Bitburg-Pruem called. I answer the Phone with "Hello?" All of a Suddon i get back " Wir werden alles erwaeglich tun die in unsere macht steht ihnnen das kind zu entnehmen" (translated) " We are going to do everything that is in our power to take the child away from you"! I asked : Who is this?, She answered: " Hockerts my name, CPS Bitburg-Pruem, you have been reported as an issuse for your daughter Melody Hope Gallier Born on April 5th 2011. I allready read your case rom you as you were a teenanger and i see that u are not able to take care of your child. we see concerns since we know how your were as a teeneager ( but she was talking about stuff i had done nearly 10 years ago like skipping school, runnig away from home where i was abused and stealing ciggarettes in little drugstores). "
We started fighting over the phone and made an appointment because she wanted to come see if my moms apartment would even be good enough for a child ( even tho i did not live there , i was only staying there till my daughter would have came out of the hospital so i could go back to my house in Saarbruecken, but she didnt care and we made the appointment). My mom didnt trust the whole thing so she called a lawyer up and she told us untill the child is not out of the hospital that she had no buisness of checking anything out. So the next day because i had to give the paperwork up for my child support in the finical office of the cps we decided to stop by Mrs. Hockerts office to tell her that we must cancel the appointment and we would let her know about a new one. She asked us to come in and we did and sat down. she started asking how i was doing ( melody was not doing to good and it didnt look so good that she would survive to that time ) i started crying and said that i would rather be in the hospital with my baby who was dying then sit here and argue around about none sense! she smiled and said on hand of that (because i was crying about my daughter who wasent even 2 weeks old) she could tell that i am not in my right mind to provied for a child. I asked her she should point out one mother who wouldnt cry that her baby is dying and the answer was : Those mom's exsist.
I got up gave her the card of my lawyer told her i am done with this conversation and that for the future if she should have any quetions to call her up and ask her. she started yelling but i ignored and left the building.
Next day i went to the hospital to visit my daughter and the Socialworker Ms. Becker showed up as i was in the middle of kangrooing. I got up put my daughter back in the incubator went out in the hall and screamed at her what right she had to call the CPS on my ass? she started denying it and that it would not be true but in the same sentance said: i knew this was going to happen.... What does that mean she knew that was going to happen? That made all no Sense to me! i told her to stay away from me or my child or i will call the polizei and make sure they keep her away from me. The Chef Nurse hear and she came as well as the Chief Doctor and told her to leave and asked me what was going on. I told them what she had did and they were shocked. The Doctor got very angry and apoligized and told me she was not allowed to do such thing without conseling the doctor or having a meeting with the parents of the childern. He told me he would take care of it and let me know. 2 days after the Mrs. Hockerts called me again and told me she would want to have a meeting in the hospital with me, my mother, the socialworker Ms. Becker , the Doctor and the nurse. I refused and told her again if she wanted anything to ask my lawyer and hung up. a few day after that as i was kangarooing again with my Daughter , Mrs. Hockerts had the Nerv to show up at the hospital to my Daughters room and asked for a talk. I put my daughter down very calm, got up closed the door and asked her if she were out of her mind? the doctor and the nurse showed up and said lets go down the hall to the meeting room. As i walked in the Social Worker Ms. Becker was sitting there. The Doctor and nurse left the room cause of emergency and i as alone with those two. Mrs. Hockerts started once again beeing rude and saying mean things and that im still a child myself and to no good, and oh how they invested so much money in me as a teenage and what had become out of me? And i should look at myself ect ect. Ms. Becker was just quite. after awhile she said : Listen Mrs. Gallier its good the want to help you why wont you accept it?" I answered: "What kind of help is that that they want to take my child away???"
No answer. again the Cps officer started to be rude and i once again got up and yelled that this convo is over and that she has the number to my lawyer if she wants anything.
1 1/2 weeks passed by and all of a suddon i had a letter in my moms mail saying that i had to attend to court on the 27th of may. The Cps had made a order at court to take my child away with the excuses:
Im a alcholic
i broke off a dozend therapies in my childhood
drug addicted
i have tattoo and piercings
i have no finical income
im homeless
i stay with my mother
im a bipolar
im aggeressiv
a danger to melody
not able to take care of myself
and then of course things that i had done as a teenager ( from age 11- 13)

My lawyer responed of course to that and it bascially said it ould be absored what they were throwing at me!
The court day came and the CPS officer was just going at me like crazy and wouldnt give up. My lawyer fought against what they were saying untill the judge then decided that i shall get a Sozialpaedegogische Familienhilfe ( A family Social worker) for 4 months and that if till then everything was fine then the case would get closed and that the socialworker should then be installed into the family as soon as the afterbirth midwife programm was done ( in germany after you give birth a midwife comes for 6 weeks to help and show u how to take care of a infant). My Midwife Stefanie Hoellen from a tiny town by Orenhofen was truely a gift from god. she helped me with everything and did not agree on what the CPS had been doing for the past 2 months to that time (melody had gotten releaced on the june 1st 2011 out of the hospital). another month went by and Mrs. Hockerts had quite her job at the CPS and a new CPS officer came Ms. Puhl who was only a few years older then me. i didn't eve hear from her untill mid July. to that time i had moved out of my moms house because of complications and was staying with a friend who lived in the same building as my mother. Ms. Puhl showed up then one day at my friends house and wanted to come in to talk to me. My Friend refused to let her in hr house (which was understandable) and i went out in the hallway to talk to her. She showed me a letter then that someone had "Anonymously" (which i dont believe , in fact i believe they wrote the letter their selfs) reported me as leaving my child every weekend to go party with hard alcohol and alot of drugs and ect ect (which was not true cause to that i havent even seen a bar from the inside for 1 1/2 years to that time). I laughed and told her that that was not true and if she wanted i could pee right now infront of her in a freakin bucket and she could do all the drug tests she want that she would not find anything! She laughed and said its okay and that she understands. She told me then she will give me a call and have me come in sometime so we could sitdown had have a talk and to get to know each other. I agreed and she left.
The week after that im sitting in her office and turns out the young and sweet officer wasent so nice and understanding after all. She told me that if i do not have a apartment till the 1st of Septemeber that she will get a Court Order to take melody away and put her into Foster care. I cryed left the building and took the fist crappy place i could find. I moved in on the 26th of august. On the 28th of august i had another appointment with the CPS to get to know my future Family Socialworker who was going to help me with everything. I was at the appointment the Social worker interdouced herself to me. told me what excatly her job is and how she can help and ect. I listenend asked my qeutions, answered hers untill all of a suddon the CPS then told me i could not have my midwife come anymore to help out. I was shocked and asked why and they answered with that if i had any quetions about the baby i could ask my socailworker. Now i was so dumb and naiv to that point i thought that what they say is true so i stopped seeing here. The socialworker Ms. Rauen from the Jugendhilfe Station Bitburg-Pruem then got the order to come to me 6 hours a week. on September 1st she was officially installed in the family. 26 days later on the 26th of September 2011 at 1500 the CPS officer Ms. Puhl, the Warrent dude from the court and two polizei officers stood in front of my door with a court order and warrent to take melody away. My whole world came crushing down. It only took 26 days till they took  my daughter away. The socialworker Ms. Rauen who was supposed to come 6 h a week had only came 6 h in 26 days untill she wrote the CPS a letter saying they have to take her "in Obhut" and because i have manic depressions and would be laying in bed for days, im emotinally unstabil, i have no finical income (which was not true), about to lose my apartment because i could not pay the rent (even though i was getting social help from the Arbeitsamt which they pay your rent and give you money to live off every mont, plus i was getting kindergeld, elterngeld and the unterhaltsvorschuss to that time), i would be mentally so unstabil that i would have not evem noticed that one time my cat would have peed in my daughter bed of her stroller and i had her laying in there (i DIDN'T even have any kind of pet AT ALL), and that my daughter would be sick with diaharrea i rufused to go to the doctor (which melody didnt have either and funny thing was i was on the 24th of september two days before they took my daughter away at the Doctor Dr. Stiemart in Speicher because she had a cough and even had gotten medication which had gave the dude from the court as they took my daughter) ect. (all of this i have black on white document for document for document). The Cps officer ripped my daughter out of my hands ran off to the car and drove away, the guy from the court held me back  untill i finally had a nervous breakdown and didnt even call me a abulance and left me laying in the hallway of the building in front of my apartment. My neighbour to that time Claudia Hintz came downstairs runnig as she heard me screaming and crying and brought me to her place and took care of me. after a hour as my daughter was gone my sister (who is only 13 years old) came to visit the little one. but she was gone and she had a nervous breakdown too. i got up started drinking some wine to calm me down sat myself on Claudia's computer and looked the number of the US Consulat Frankfurt to ask for help. Tessa Lehmann of the Us Consulat send me right away a list of lawyers in my area to contact and contacted the CPS and asked for everything on documents about the case. She still to this day has not recieved anything from them. i contacted a lawyer named Mr. Dr. Becker from the Lawyer's Office Diesel, Schmitt & Ammer in Trier told him my problem and he got active right away! in the mean time the court orderd Mrs. Kuchenbecker who is a lawyer for childern that are in fostercare to take a look at the case. a week later she came to my house for a appointment and to interdouce herself and explain what excatly it is that she does. at first i did not trust her cause i thouht she worked for the cps. but then she explained me that she sees that all of this is not right and found it very odd of the cps and they had not ven send here the complete file of the case. she wanted to help and and suggest i should do a psychological report on if i am stabil to raise and take care of a child, and that i should be willig to go for that time into a motherchild home before the bonding breaks more and more. Because i was only allowed to see my 6 month old daughter once a week for only 1 HOUR!  i agreed and told her i will doing anything that can bring me my daughter back. Next day she called the judge and told her that i had suggested to go into a motherchild home with melody and would be open for doing a  psychological report. The judge thought that was so awesome that she right away said thats a great idea and that once im in the motherchild home she would give me my full custody back in order to show me that she thinks its awesome how i want to fight for my daughter. The Judge Ms. Corban from the Courthouse in Bitburg wrote the CPS a letter right away about the good news and gave them 3 days to decide if they  liek the whole idea or not and that when yes they should right away look for a motherchild home. The cps answered after 1 1/2 (!) weeks saying no and that i wouldnt stick to what i say anyways since i never did it as a teenager ( again that was when i was 11-13 years old)! The judge got pissed off and ordered them to look for a home right away , pay for it nd bring me there! i had to go to the CPs then to sign some forms for the motherchild and told me it could take 4-6 weeks till they find something (which is fucking ridicoulus because in emergancys it dosent take longer then a week!!!).

2 weeks later the CPS called me and told me we had a appointment to go see a home and a interview with the bosses of the home. so we went there and i was open and honest to them and they were very interested in me and agreed right away to take me and my daughter. Told the cps then that i have to see melody then at least everyday for a week untill they take me in. Now i thought this whole thing was awesome and was so excited and happy that i was going to get to be with my daughter again. i got a letter 2 days later saying that the court orderd Mrs.Dr. Grimm from Saarwellingen to do the Pyschological report about me and to start ASAP! so now thing were looking good i thought. Yeah i thought.

2 weeks as i was now in this home, Mrs. Dr. Grimm came to the home because we had our first appointment. The Bosses Mrs. Dr. Scheppenkuenzel and Mrs. Singer-Schille were also at this Appointment. Mrs.Dr. Grimm then started to explain what her work is and what excatly is that she does. Mrs. Schpennkuenzel and mrs. Singer-schille then told me that i could not do that Psychological report

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